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RE:The Wandering Gamer (OC Worm/Wandering Inn)
... at me. "Sure, it was scary and boring and somehow scary-boring ... I could that of a dog. Her debuff was concerning, but ... of the inn's customers were talking among themselves and either staring ... Saliss likes to push people's buttons. Being a Turnscale is a ...
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Chimmon |
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RE:The Wandering Gamer (OC Worm/Wandering Inn)
... at me. "Sure, it was scary and boring and somehow scary-boring ... I could that of a dog. Her debuff was concerning, but ... of the inn's customers were talking among themselves and either staring ... Saliss likes to push people's buttons. Being a Turnscale is a ...
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Jun 1, 2026 |
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RE:Like No One Ever Was (Pokemon Self Insert)
... the discs and pressing the buttons, a translucent barrier went up... protect her from the Intimidating dog. Somehow. Another thing I need... her mentally. ['He might look scary, but you're Anya, master of.... Who do you think you're talking t-" "But it's not enough...
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Skyfyre |
May 13, 2026 |
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RE:Another Shitty SI Fic
...changer. I'd make a really scary biosuit, and I'd debut ... his fireballs. I was talking to Clock and he told ...and you should be fine. Dog fights will be met with ... intent. Regarding Rule #7; dog bodies count. If you're up ... Frankenstein's puppy." "The roadkill dog chimera was one of the ... so affectionate. He's a dog, but with three times the ...no reason to push any buttons. "It's not the nicest city ...
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May 11, 2026 |
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RE:Another Shitty SI Fic
...changer. I'd make a really scary biosuit, and I'd debut ... his fireballs. I was talking to Clock and he told ...and you should be fine. Dog fights will be met with ... intent. Regarding Rule #7; dog bodies count. If you're up ... Frankenstein's puppy." "The roadkill dog chimera was one of the ... so affectionate. He's a dog, but with three times the ...no reason to push any buttons. "It's not the nicest city ...
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Draconic |
May 11, 2026 |
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RE:Fargo DX [Puella Magi Madoka Magica]
... with what looked like a dog collar around her neck. Sloan... something in her sleep. The buttons on her jacket were in .... Ramsey butted in. "She's probably talking about how we're planning to ... to criticism. There was this scary white-hair girl the other day, ... the shifty house. Somewhere a dog barked. What was today. Thursday? ...
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Bavitz |
May 6, 2026 |
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RE:Seriously stop messing with these Portals - Super Era (School Avatar RP OOC)
...pick up insecurities, push buttons and make people upset or... hound larger than any dog she had seen before ...not-human and not a dog looked at her when she... though she said nothing, talking to strangers wasn't her best...room. It was… exciting, scary, and invigorating. She kinda wanted ... long into the night, talking about useless things, about hobbies,... play but get her talking and she'll easily spring about ...
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K'eth |
May 1, 2026 |
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RE:Taylor that really loves (to) craft.
... stared at Taylor. "What you're talking about is the blessing of......" he pressed a couple of buttons, connecting real-time readings from several... the speed of a running dog and began circling the cape... on our hands - a scary teenager who gives birth to ...
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Apr 30, 2026 |
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RE:Taylor that really loves (to) craft.
... stared at Taylor. "What you're talking about is the blessing of......" he pressed a couple of buttons, connecting real-time readings from several... the speed of a running dog and began circling the cape... on our hands - a scary teenager who gives birth to ...
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Apr 30, 2026 |
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RE:Dysfunctional (Youjo Senki/Worm)
... looking like me, the author, talking directly to you, the reader... situation that pushes all her buttons, and not in a good... Armsmaster's report, then Lisa started talking and... yeah. Looks like wrong.... The point is they sound scary. The point is learning her... even bother with the whole dog and pony show? Railroad, bodybag...
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Apr 15, 2026 |
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RE:Dysfunctional (Youjo Senki/Worm)
... looking like me, the author, talking directly to you, the reader... situation that pushes all her buttons, and not in a good... Armsmaster's report, then Lisa started talking and... yeah. Looks like wrong.... The point is they sound scary. The point is learning her... even bother with the whole dog and pony show? Railroad, bodybag...
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Kirunax |
Apr 15, 2026 |
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RE:The Henchmistress of Brockton Bay (Worm Wiki Warrior)
...her age. Though given how scary her summons looked, I ...girl, what was your sphinx talking about when he mentioned a...Henchmistress! I really liked Ball Dog, but I gotta admit ...poking out from the taut buttons of his suit, the ...broken buttons under his neck giving the... so looking forward to talking with her. "Choose your next...latest summon. "She's gonna be talking about this for weeks and ...
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Mar 31, 2026 |
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RE:The Henchmistress of Brockton Bay (Worm Wiki Warrior)
...her age. Though given how scary her summons looked, I ...girl, what was your sphinx talking about when he mentioned a...Henchmistress! I really liked Ball Dog, but I gotta admit ...poking out from the taut buttons of his suit, the ...broken buttons under his neck giving the... so looking forward to talking with her. "Choose your next...latest summon. "She's gonna be talking about this for weeks and ...
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ViridiMayai |
Mar 31, 2026 |
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RE:A Chance To Live: Redux
...repeatedly offered him a seat, talking about how his presence was..."But, Miss…" "No Miss! I'm talking to you as a friend...how to push our protagonist's buttons, being his partner for years.... Then again, we are talking about a woman with superpowers...and a dozen other levers, buttons, consoles and stuff. If ...drool over it like a dog. After some tinkering, they ... a plot of a scary movie but try to keep ...
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Mar 14, 2026 |
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I don’t believe Hacker vs TCO is morally grey. Hacker is bad news. Rocket Corp analysis+investigation
Update 2: I think the WWII references are genuinely there. However, this is probably because of I have no mouth but I must scream. In the video-game Nimdok worked with Mengele to develop the elixir that AM uses to torture people. We even see elixir all over the company building in development. This explains the red and blue, WWII references, some of the building design choices, and could explain why next episode is “The Machine”. In the short story that’s what they call AM. Update: I’m going to make a retraction I don’t think this is a one to one WWII situation anymore. The references on the articles like LINE (TIME), FRAME (life magazine had the same labeling and was in the 1940s), the term Angel of Death, the date, the reactions to the logo, and the south Germanic/Austrian design of the village gave me that impression, but I don’t think this is the case. Due to new info while researching more. Not sure why all of that stuff was there though. Ignore like 99% of this post just look at the slides with the evidence the other stuff is wrong I think. Sorry. I still think he’s evil and wants to hurt the villagers though. For some reason everything to do with Hacker’s character made me uncomfortable. He felt so vaguely familiar in a bad way. I kept trying to put my finger on it. I want to believe it’s nuanced like what everyone else says, but my gut tells me he’s a loser scumbag like we all thought on day one and this isn’t morally grey. I couldn’t understand what the hell TCO, TDL, the outernet citizens, and Hacker were doing either. Their motivations and characterization made no sense given the current telling of events. Then it sort of clicked. The backstory is isn’t the full picture. It’s designed like propaganda the workers would get. We’re way too caught up in questioning TCO, the abuse victim, to figure out if he deserved what happened to him. There were no lasers, 99% chance he made the tunnels people escaped from, the flashback shows he was nonviolent at that point, he flinched at TDL when he landed, and he didn’t laser Agent. Most likely, TCO was complicit and gave some half assed assistance to people. That sucks, but TCO isn’t a threat or even complicit in wrongdoing anymore. The line of questioning and mistrust should be focused on the abuser kidnapper stalkers, not their target. Hacker is being given crazy benefit of the doubt due to the nice music and pretty pictures. This is a controversial claim, but try to have an open mind to what I’m saying. Have it regardless of whether or not you agree with the writing choices if it’s true. I think that this season is based on WWII. The appeasement, the constant surrendering, allowance of a dictator to rise to power, ignorance of what was happening, supporting the rise of fascists, and the eventual genocide. Right now everyone is letting a violent, abusive, willfully ignorant, hate filled, and untreated schizophrenic reach unchecked power. Due to fear of TDL, guilt, and a desire to return to normalcy. Preface: I don’t think Alan is antisemitic. If this is the goal it’s an anti Nazi message. To lull you into being ambivalent then call you out for ignoring your gut feelings about Hacker at the end. I’m Jewish myself this isn’t intended to be antisemitic or insensitive. In fact, a lot of my personal experiences with antisemitism are why I suspect this. AvA’s plot has always involved genocide. TCO and TDL started it in their internet conquests, King Orange and Purple attempted it in Minecraft, and TDL was probably going to do it too. These genocides take on different forms for different reasons. This season is being framed in a more realistic and serious tone than the others and is more carefully constructed. So if genocide is happening again, it’s going to look more serious and realistic. Not the cartoonish stuff we’ve seen before. The only way to depict genocide in a serious tone is to base it in reality. I’m worried that Hacker is a nutcase conspiracy theorist like the Nazis were and blames the villagers for Newgrounds. He wants them gone. We never see his whole cursor side of the conspiracy wall. We don’t see those townspeople ever again in Rocket Corp post Mitsi. In fact we don’t see them at all anymore. The village Victim and Mitsi land in is a Germanic one. The gnome children, home designs, and wreaths are all Germanic. The game Agent is said to be surprisingly good at is Backgammon, a game that’s popular in Jewish circles but otherwise pretty niche (I learned about it from Hebrew school). There’s an article clipping about the white paper doll esc stick figures randomly going missing. Was this really from newgrounds? You’d think people would know about the giant attack with tanks and exploding buildings given people survived like Agent. The news article shows a certain *type* of stick going missing. Newgrounds had a ton of casualties from different groups. Grey or black sticks only. The mercenaries who aren’t are not considered a part of the staff. A motivator to target the village is the green life particles. We see in the news clippings they were used for medical technology. We know research on these particles is being done. How did anyone get them though? Well, if there’s a village full of people whose appearance freaks Hacker out, made of these particles, that he fears, then they’re perfect targets. If he did some sort of harvesting operation on the villagers he kills four birds with one stone. Get rid of the villagers, have power over revival, project hate for a target he’ll never reach, and expand his company. Rocket corp structure: Victim has pictures of all the workers being an identical uniform grey. There’s a hierarchy of the shade of grey and their position in rocket corp. The light grey are menial workers that don’t know what’s going on. Or have a limited understanding. These workers have started showing up in super high numbers on the outernet. Like they’re occupying the main city. The dark grey were shown as part of the construction of the facility expansions. I’m pretty sure the fenced off area is where the dark grey workers reside and they’re more insidious than the ones we’ve seen thus far at the surface. The dark grey are produced in the fenced off section Blue passes. Then there are the police files. Agent makes an arrest of a dark grey employee attempting to steal the tools at 2am. We know the dark grey do “dirty work” as they’re the ones in the fenced off area and the ones building the extensions. Why would an employee, specifically one who’s given classified information about the “company”, attempt to steal the tools? There are two stacks of files on the table. One has red dripping stamps and the other has normal green ones. In the photo under it Hacker is on the left side and Mitsi is on the right. Agent is in the middle giving Hacker bunny ears which is synonymous with tricking or playing someone. He was with the worker stealing the tools when he was seen. Even though it was supposedly him catching the guy. If your “company” Buys ammunition Arrests people Has multiple holding cells Produces guns Makes cattle prods which are used in slaughterhouses Has an air force Tortures people for information Has workers infesting the whole outernet suddenly when their home is far away Hires a militia That isn’t a company anymore. That’s a militant dictatorship. TCO is dealing with a military embedded in a civilian population not just mercenaries. That’s why he needs TSC. The trucks were odd. You’ve got this shot of Hacker and Mitsi waving a truck off with receipts in the corner. These sheets have some really strange items. The truck is called reg02 which implies it’s a military regiment. Inside are water bottles, batteries, and food. However it talks about ammunition refunds at the bottom. Why are you sending off trucks with supplies used for militaries, calling the truck a regiment, and talking about refunding ammo? What kind of tech company are you running? Backstory plot: Even the portrayal and narrative of the backstory is super right wing. The idea of a girl who is always cheerful and patient being made purely to make a man happy, carry his emotional burdens, “fix” him, and then get thrown in the fridge, so he can “fight in her honor” is sexist. Torture victims don’t get cured by manic pixie dream girls they need urgent psychiatric care and medical attention. Even if Mitsi was qualified, she wasn’t, you’re not supposed to date your therapist. You’re either someone’s boss, their therapist, or their romantic partner. If the gender coding was reversed where Victim was a girly stick and Mitsi was a manly stick it would look weird as hell. Terrified torture victim girl, with no social support, starts dating her therapist, who has a huge social group, who’s her boss, after he keeps insisting they’re a couple until she gives in and goes with it. It only looks okay because she’s a girl who acts like a girl. Women aren’t made to make men happy then die to justify their abuse of other people. The idea that Mitsi was this endlessly loving, patient, gentle, and kind individual who would support Hacker is impossible. Mitsi cannot be both the pinnacle of morality, have pursued the relationship she had, and agree with Hacker now. It’s all contradictory. Sexists don’t consider what a woman would believe, or want though. Especially post mortem when there’s no more to extract from her except abuse justification. In the eyes of sexists women are either demonic manipulators or angels who can do no wrong. No in between. The only nice thing we see Hacker do is help repair a windmill HE broke. Everything after had a financial or romantic incentive. This isn’t the case for Mitsi who is shown trying to save lives in her last moments at her own expense. She’s shown as naturally friendly with people too. Despite what I think was a weird relationship it’s clear she wanted to be and thought she was a good person. Mitsi is not an extension of Hacker though. Her good qualities say nothing about him. Few admirable qualities are given to Hacker in his backstory, only the idea that he could’ve been happy and moved on. Even the romanticism of agrarian life was common in fascist movement propaganda. The land is seen as beautiful while the people on it are untrustworthy. Fascism was portrayed as all about “Germanic agrarian life” and “protecting their women and children”. To thinly mask bigotry. The Villagers and Mitsi: When Victim lands his rocket onto the outernet Mitsi checks to see if he’s okay. His first response is to throw her off of him in fear and discomfort. When the two meet the villagers he is shown to confuse them with mouse cursors. Due to their pointy white limbs and triangular shapes. This freaks him out. When he realizes they’re not cursors he calms down a bit. However, the cursor and appearance based fear of the townfolk still lingers. When Victim walks past the window, the window showing a the village, he sees the mouse again and flips out. In the montage he’s shown to be scared driving the truck with one of these villagers. The thing is, Mitsi looks like those villagers. Victim doesn’t just see the cursor when he walks past the window of the village. He sees it walking past her office. Victim swats at her twice in the flashback. Victim didn’t like talking about the cursors around Mitsi. He swats her in the flashback when she tries to look. This is the second time he had done so and it was after a decent amount of time, given how the company had developed. He had no problems showing Agent the most crazy conspiracy wall known to man. He didn’t mind showing Mitsi the mind scanner. It was specifically cursor related subjects and specifically cursor subjects with her he avoided. Did he secretly hate Mitsi? Of course not. Victim was clearly fond of Mitsi and misses her a lot. What made Mitsi this weird “exception” for him? Mitsi is dressed in a way that makes her look more like Victim and the grey workers. Even though her base is the same paper-doll esc look. Mitsi is coded as very pretty, charismatic, and graceful. So Hacker was scared of her and hit her, but when the completely foreign looking ones showed up he hid behind her. Then once she was a source of romantic attention, praise, money, popularity, emotional labor, and physical labor suddenly she’s a “good cursor” that he isn’t as scared of. It’s classic bigot psychology. How would Mitsi not notice? Well the story has gone out of its way to establish Mitsi as gullible. In the corndog short she falls for the couple’s discount scam. Because the idea of romance and a cute bow blinded her. We know Mitsi had wanted to talk to Victim about something before Newgrounds. Her to do list says they had a conversation he kept putting off. TDL and Hacker’s alliance in the context of WWII: Why does TDL side with Hacker and why step in now? Nobody had expected Stalin to form an alliance with Hitler in WWII. Stalin stood for everything Hitler despised and Hitler was a huge threat to him. In fact, one of the main justifications of the Nazi rise to power was to counter against the communist aggressors in Eastern Europe. Between WWI and WWII Russia was extremely weak and unstable. This is why they withdrew from WWI. After rebuilding the Soviet Union saw Hitler became too much of the threat to ignore. The nations formed a non aggression pact. The Soviet Union’s goal was to expand and not get involved in another huge war. Their focus was taking over weaker areas. This failed when Hitler launched a surprise attack on Stalin to invade Russia. This pushed the Soviet Union into siding with the allies. This new context may be the framework to understand what TDL is doing. His logic might have been that Hacker was a threat, but TCO TSC and Alan would deal with it. Hacker is a bigger danger for him and will do way worse to him if he loses. Virabots and TDL’s bands look like cursors just like the villagers. TDL was the more enthusiastic participant in Newgrounds. Hacker does the same swat at TDL that he did at Alan and Mitsi. Mitsi and TDL are framed to look similar from Hacker’s POV. They don’t look alike!!! They have nothing in common! The two only look similar to him because TDL can sometimes have the triangle/pointy arms Mitsi does and so do his bots. The same jumpy behavior oddly absent with TCO who should be just as scary if not more for him. TDL isn’t plotting against TCO or TSC he’s trying to avoid the laser shredder again. When TCO got captured, TSC was shown to be inactive, Alan failed, and Hacker got a major power boost, TDL had to show up to negotiate. He had no other option but to involve himself. Hacker doesn’t even look too surprised to see him. He’s moderately disgusted and uneasy. It recontextualizes what TDL was doing in the destruction flashbacks. I don’t think he was targeting civilians. If he’s the “communist” stand in then he was going after the tools he thought were evil. He doesn’t attack the angry birds he attacks the slingshot they were going to be thrown from. While TCO attacked the websites he disliked, TDL was attacking the buttons used to support said website. Even TDL’s Virabots reflect this. Make an app that can’t be deleted so Alan has to delete his other apps. This leaves TDL approved applications on the PC. Otherwise the computer burns. Ending evil content from being produced by brute force. The Virabot only wanted to attack TSC, the leader of the group. The rest got thrown to the side. Why throw them to the side if the mission was murder? TDL targets the social media platforms for his Virabots first. Places humans get the financial incentive to mistreat animations. The Soviets were infamous for recruiting spies. These spies would go into the US, Britain, and Germany to collect intelligence. TDL has spy cameras employed. There’s been a lot of comparisons made between the mannerisms of Red and TDL throughout AvA. Does this mean Red is a spy? Or on TDL’s side somehow? Nope! Red had never met TDL before the showdown. He happened to be in the front and TDL was shocked at sticks challenging him. Red has lived his entire life on the stick page like his friends and was scared to leave. He’s been willing to kill for TSC and die for Green. On his own speedrun Red is the least violent. TDL killed Red first and stomped on his corpse. Saying that Red is in league with TDL is as irrational as saying the villagers were in league with Alan. Since they looked like cursors. Red is a red stick figure with a few shared mannerisms. Except every cast member has TDL behaviors from TSC to Yellow to Purple. He may get accused of spying for TDL, but it won’t be true. Why frame the story the way it’s been?: It may seem very strange to frame the story as a nuanced conflict, guilt trip so hard, and then throw in a death camp at the end. Unfortunately, it’s realistic. The sad truth is that people didn’t care about what the Nazis were doing until it was too late. Not nearly enough people. At the time of WWII, although people didn’t love Hitler, many had sympathized with the German invasion of Europe. Few wanted to get involved to stop it. Post WWI Germany was thrown into a state of economic ruin. Common post WWI perception was that Germany was severely wronged. Does anyone remember WWI from history class? Other than one guy got shot then everyone started killing each other? Just like Newgrounds, nobody knows like anything that was happening or why. All we know is there was a shoot out, TCO and TDL were a team, tunnels let people escape, and Mitsi died. That allowed the policy of appeasement to happen. Hitler was enabled to militarize then take whatever countries he wanted with limited to zero pushback. Western European powers were said to be just as bad or getting what they deserved, and communism was still seen as the biggest evil. The concentration camps weren’t common knowledge until the soviets took over. Or they were ignored. Ignored by people that weren’t paying attention to the news or didn’t know the ones getting persecuted. Not enough people cared enough to notice or worry that prejudiced groups would be targeted. In fact, the victims were mistaken by the US as Germans. That’s why so many refugees got rejected and couldn’t escape. Mainly due to the fact that some members were part of the German government during WWI pre Hitler. Right wingers went as far as to say that Western Europe should join the axis to fight communism. Due to their shared heritage and dislike of it. That Britain was manipulated by Americans and Jews and Communists into opposing the Nazis. Was Hacker’s sympathetic origin offensive if this is the true intention of the story? I don’t think so. The Disney like telling of Hacker’s origin isn’t to make him sympathetic or understandable. It’s to put you in the mindset of his enablers. It’s so you don’t wish horrific death and pain on the oblivious workers in retaliation. Even if you didn’t support him maybe a fellow viewer did or you thought it was fine to hold either opinion. Thus cheering for the workers to all die horrifically is hypocritical. Since we have the same reaction watching the propaganda they get fed. War in every shape is a tragedy, even the extremely justified ones. The town reaction to the color gang: The color gang drawing the Rocket Corp logo and showing it to the town elicited an odd reaction. They seemed uncomfortable and upset. Like they put their hands up or covered their faces and kept walking. As if they were borderline offended by it. If this analogy is true the color gang was accidentally shoving a defacto hate symbol at random people on the street. Details in Hacker’s character: There are a few details around Hacker that associate him with this. First the name just sounds like Hitler. Same amount of letters same beginning initial same end. Another reason is the day season 3 in its entirety has taken place on. It’s on April 29th. The following day, April 30th, is the anniversary of Hitler’s suicide. He did so after marrying a woman on the 29th. Hacker is supposedly going to get some version of Mitsi back soon. If the TDL deal goes to plan. He also has a pet sheep. Both Hacker’s death and the death of the sheep are foreshadowed in the thumbnails. Hitler killed his dog first. We have not gotten any merchandise of Hacker as he looks currently. Only the original Victim. No plushies and no hints at him in animation versus. If Hacker as he is now will be based on a real life fight wing dictator they’re not going to sell merch of that. It would be seen as careless and offensive. Another point is the angel of death TCO poster. The Rocket Corp employee that painted it described TCO as “like an angel of death”. I thought this was oddly specific. TCO has gone by like 30 million names by now. Why this one? So I looked up what the angel of death is a reference to. The angel of death was a nickname given to the Nazi Josef Mengele who would perform atrocious experiments on prisoners and select people to die in the gas chambers. This doesn’t sound like TCO at all right? Sure he’s been complicit but it’s out of character for TCO to be compared to that. Except it said TCO looked LIKE an angel of death. He resembled one. Who does TCO resemble the most? Hacker. TCO looks like Hacker and he looks like an angel of death. Hacker is the angel of death. The death camp operator. Next is his general relationship towards animals. Hacker’s sheep was terrified of him when he first walked by. This is despite Hacker supposedly being a decent pet owner. Hitler’s dogs were notoriously scared of him. His sheep wasn’t the only animal scared of him. Every single animal is afraid of him. The eel TSC makes in the rocket corp building freaks out and surrounds TSC like it’s desperately trying to protect him from the eraser. The sheep bolt away from Victim when he’s driving the truck in the flashback. The next photo shows one rolling over for Mitsi. The big fish go to Mitsi and she catches one but Victim can only get a small one. Like they’re avoiding him extra hard. Hell, even the Virabot does the same thing the sheep does. The Virabot jumps so hard the camera breaks off, went behind TDL’s legs, and didn’t approach Hacker alongside TDL. The murderous bug robot made by the literal dark lord was scared of him. Keep in mind these same Virabots charged at awakened TSC. They’re not afraid to die, but for some reason they’re afraid of him. Agent: The staff has gone out of their way to say that Agent isn’t a bad guy. Alan said “he’s supposed to look cool” in the qzey reaction video he and another animator said Agent wouldn’t torture the color gang. If this analogy is true though, what the hell is Agent doing? Well there was a guy who initially joined the Nazis for money and popularity until he found out about the camps. Schindler would save as many people as he could from executions by claiming they were essential workers. For his weapons factory. The AvA popularity poll said Agent was really good at Backgammon. The objective of Backgammon is to make sure that all of your pieces get out of a box. Doing so while avoiding the surrounding enemy pieces. If enemy pieces are on the same square you can’t move. Agent could very well totally 180 now that Hacker isn’t present and help TCO. Because the enemy pieces are gone and he’s not being watched. Another thing about Agent is he put 4 3 into Hacker’s name because he thought it sounded cooler. Well, 43 was the number of an organization that combated a Nazi resurgence in London. He also made bunny ears behind Victim’s back and is shown standing between him and Mitsi in the photo. This could further explain what TCO was doing during the mercenary chase. We see he has opportunities to shoot lethally in two places. One was on the river where all of the mercenaries including Agent were in a line. Then later he has a chance to shoot Agent on the iceberg, but not the other mercenaries. If Agent is crucial for protecting the villagers, then TCO has to be careful not to kill him. On the same end, Agent has to make an effort to go after TCO while the mercenaries, Hacker, and the Rocket Corp staff are watching. It explains why TCO wanted TSC involved so badly too. If TSC awakened he could effortlessly take out the mercenaries while TCO grabs Agent out of the way and then they all pummel the Rocket Corp military. Since they have way more bikes, guns, and weapons at their home base not just the ones chasing TCO. The mercenaries are a branch of a much larger threat on the level of TDL’s Virabot army. submitted by /u/Distinct_Skirt_893 to r/AlanBecker [link] [comments]
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Distinct_Skirt_893 |
Mar 22, 2026 |
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My boss gave me one rule as a 911 dispatcher: if a call comes from the old house on the county line, you let it ring. Last night, I answered.
I’ve been a 911 dispatcher for twelve years, the last seven on the graveyard shift. You think you’ve heard it all after that long. The drunks, the domestics, the panicked fumbling for words after a car crash. It all becomes a kind of white noise, a rhythm of human misery you learn to navigate without letting it touch you. You have to. It's the only way to stay sane. My district is a sprawling, sleepy county that dies after 10 p.m. It’s mostly soccer moms and retirees. The worst we usually get on a weeknight is a noise complaint or a teenager who's had too much to drink at a bonfire. The job, for me, had become a cycle of caffeine, fluorescent lights, and the low, constant hum of computer servers. I was burned out. Deeply, existentially tired in a way sleep couldn't fix. The calls were just blips on a screen, voices to be processed, categorized, and dispatched. I was a human switchboard for other people’s worst days. The first call came on a Tuesday, about three months ago. It was 2:47 a.m. The deadest hour of the deadest night. The line lit up on my console, but not in the usual way. It wasn't a cell call with a GPS ping, or a landline with a registered address. It was just a raw signal, designated as 'unregistered VOIP.' Not unheard of, but rare. I clicked it open. "911, what is your emergency?" Static. A thick, wet sound, like listening to the radio underwater. It crackled and popped, and underneath it, I could just barely make out a sound. A whisper. "...hello? Can you hear me?" It was a child's voice. A boy, I thought. Maybe seven or eight. He sounded like he was trying to talk without moving his lips. "This is 911," I repeated, my voice a little louder, a little clearer. "I can barely hear you. What is your emergency?" The static swelled, almost swallowing his voice whole. "...he's back. The man in the mask is back." A chill, cold and sharp, went down my spine. It was a professional chill, the one that tells you this is real. This isn't a prank. "Okay, son. Where are you? I need an address." "...hurting mommy," the whisper came again, breaking with a sob. The static sounded like a swarm of angry insects now. "Daddy's asleep on the floor... he won't wake up." "Son, I need you to tell me where you are. I can't send help if I don't know where you are." My fingers were flying across the keyboard, trying to get a trace, but the system was kicking back errors. No location data. No subscriber info. Nothing. "The old house," he whispered, his voice fading. "At the end of the road... please..." Then the line went dead. Not a click, not a hang-up. It just ceased to exist. One moment it was there, a line of static and terror, and the next it was just a dead channel. Even without an address, 'the old house at the end of the road' was enough. Out on the western edge of the county, there's a long, unpaved road that just sort of peters out into the woods. And at the end of it, there's one house. A big, derelict Victorian thing that’s been empty for as long as anyone can remember. It was a local legend, the kind of place kids dared each other to spend a night in. I dispatched a patrol car. My senior officer, a guy who's been on the force since before I was born, came back over the radio about fifteen minutes later. His voice was flat, laced with the kind of annoyance reserved for rookies and time-wasters. "Dispatch, Car 12 here. The property is secure. No signs of forced entry. Place is boarded up tighter than a drum. There's nobody here. Hasn't been for fifty years by the looks of it." "10-4, Car 12," I said, my own voice betraying none of my confusion. "Are you sure? The caller was a child. He said his family was being attacked." There was a sigh over the radio. "Listen, the dust on the porch is an inch thick. The boards on the windows are gray and rotted. If someone's in there, they're a ghost. We're clearing the call. Tell whoever's playing games to knock it off." I logged it as 'unfounded' and tried to put it out of my mind. A prank. A sophisticated one, maybe, using some kind of voice changer and a VOIP spoofer. Kids these days. I was too tired to care. A week later, at 2:47 a.m., the same line lit up. The same static. The same terrified, whispering voice. "...he's in the house. I can hear him walking." This time, I felt a knot of ice form in my stomach. "Son, is this the same caller from last week?" A choked sob. "He has the mask on. The one with the scary smile. Mommy's screaming." Faintly, through the storm of static, I thought I could hear it. A woman's scream, high and thin and distorted, like a sound being played backwards. "I'm sending help," I said, my voice tight. "Stay on the line with me. Can you hide?" "...in the closet," he whispered. "He's coming up the stairs. I can hear his feet..." The line went dead. I dispatched two cars this time. I told them it was a repeat call, possibly a hostage situation. I didn't want them to be complacent. They took it seriously. They set up a perimeter. They used a bullhorn. They broke down the front door. The result was the same. An empty house. Thick, undisturbed layers of dust on every surface. Rotted floorboards, peeling wallpaper, the smell of decay and forgotten things. No footprints. No child. No man in a mask. No sign that a human being had set foot in that house in decades. My supervisor pulled me aside the next morning. He's a large, patient man who has the weary look of someone who's seen it all twice. He told me to drop it. "It's a glitch," he said, not meeting my eye. "Some kind of cross-chatter from another jurisdiction, or a recurring electronic echo. Don't waste county resources on it. If that call comes in again, log it and move on." But I couldn't. The boy's voice... it was too real. The terror in it was primal. You can't fake that. Not even the best actor in the world can fake the sound of a child who thinks his mother is being murdered in the next room. The calls kept coming. Every Tuesday, like clockwork. 2:47 a.m. Each call was a slightly different piece of the same horrible puzzle. "...he's hurting daddy now. There's... there's so much red..." "...mommy stopped screaming..." "...he's looking for me. I can hear him opening doors..." Every time, I sent a car. Every time, the result was the same. The cops got angrier. I was "the boy who cried wolf." My supervisor gave me a formal warning. My colleagues started looking at me funny, whispering when I walked by. They thought I was cracking up. Maybe I was. I started losing sleep. On my nights off, I'd find myself staring at the clock, my heart pounding as 2:47 a.m. approached. The silence was somehow worse than the calls. I became obsessed. During the day, instead of sleeping, I went to the county records office. I needed to know who owned that house. The paper trail was a mess. It had been sold and resold, owned by banks and holding companies. But I kept digging backwards, through dusty ledgers and brittle property deeds. Finally, I found it. The last family to actually live there. A deed from 1968. A nice, happy family with a mom, a dad, and two kids. A boy and a girl. That wasn't enough. I started spending my days in the library's basement, scrolling through decades of local newspapers on a squeaky, ancient microfiche reader. The stale, papery smell of the archives filled my lungs. I was looking for anything related to the house, to that family. For weeks, I found nothing. Just property tax notices and school honor rolls. And then I found it. An article from a cold, late autumn day in 1975. The headline was stark: "Local Family Slain in Apparent Home Invasion." My blood ran cold. I zoomed in, my hands trembling as I adjusted the focus knob. The picture was grainy, black and white. It was the house. The same steep gables, the same wide porch. Police cars were parked haphazardly on the overgrown lawn. I read the article, my heart hammering against my ribs. A husband, a wife, and their ten-year-old daughter, found dead in their home. The cause of death was... extensive. The article was vague, using phrases like "brutal force trauma." The police report mentioned a possible intruder, a figure a neighbor had seen fleeing into the woods, described only as a tall man wearing some kind of pale, expressionless mask. But the last paragraph was what made me stop breathing. "The family's eight-year-old son," it read, "remains missing. Police found evidence he was hiding in an upstairs closet during the attack, but the boy has not been found. A state-wide search is underway. Authorities have not ruled out the possibility that he was abducted by the assailant." The crime was never solved. The masked man was never found. The little boy was never seen again. I sat back in my chair, the library basement suddenly feeling like a tomb. The static. The whispers. The closet. The man in the mask. It wasn't a prank. It wasn't a glitch. Was I listening to a ghost ? The next day at work, I felt... broken. I walked into the dispatch center like a zombie. The hum of the servers sounded like a funeral dirge. I couldn't keep it in anymore. I had to tell someone. I grabbed my supervisor and one of the oldest dispatchers, a woman who’d been there for thirty years, and I dragged them into the break room. I laid it all out. The calls, the timing, the empty house, the microfiche article. I showed them the copy I'd printed out, the grainy picture of the house, the headline. I expected them to think I was insane. I expected them to tell me to take a leave of absence. They didn't. They just looked at each other. It was a look I’d never seen before, of a grim, tired resignation. My supervisor sighed, a heavy, rattling sound, and rubbed his temples. The older dispatcher, she just stared at the article, her face pale. "So it's started again," she said, her voice barely a whisper. "What do you mean, 'started again'?" I asked, my voice shaking. "What is going on?" My supervisor sat down heavily. "Kid," he said, and he looked a hundred years old. "We need to tell you about the man you replaced." He told me the story. The dispatcher who had my seat before me. He'd been a good man, sharp, dedicated. About a year before I was hired, he started getting strange. He was obsessed with a specific address. The old house at the end of the road. He kept sending cars out there, insisting there was a child in trouble. The patrols always came back empty. He started pulling old files, spending his days off at the library. He became withdrawn, paranoid. He claimed he was getting calls no one else could hear. "We checked the logs," my supervisor said, his voice low and serious. "The system never registered the calls he said he was taking. We pulled the audio recorders for his console. There was nothing on them but dead air. We thought he was having a breakdown. Stress of the job." My blood turned to ice water. "The system... it doesn't log the calls for me, either. They just... show up on the screen and then disappear. They don't go into the call history." The older dispatcher nodded slowly. "We know. It’s the same. He told us what the calls were about. A little boy. A man in a mask." I felt like I was going to be sick. "What happened to him?" I whispered, though I already knew the answer. "One night," the supervisor continued, his eyes fixed on the linoleum floor, "he took a call. We saw him on the console, talking, his face ashen. He was typing a report, then he just stopped. He stood up, grabbed his jacket and his keys, and walked out without a word. The call was still active on his screen, but none of us could hear anything on it. We just saw the open line." "Where did he go?" "He drove out to the house. His car was found parked on the road the next morning. Engine was cold. Doors were locked. He was gone." The silence in the room was absolute. "We searched," the old dispatcher said, her voice cracking. "The police did a grid search of the entire woods. Dogs, helicopters, the whole nine yards. They went through that house from the attic to the cellar. They found nothing. No sign of a struggle. No footprints. No him. He just... vanished. Wiped off the face of the earth." I stared at them, my mind struggling to process what they were telling me. "Why... why didn't you warn me?" I stammered. "How could we?" my supervisor shot back, his voice rising with a frustration that had clearly been festering for years. "Hey, new guy, welcome aboard. By the way, this console might be haunted, and the last guy who sat here disappeared. Don't worry about it.' You'd have thought we were crazy. We thought he was crazy. Until you came in here today with that same damn story." He leaned forward, his eyes locking onto mine. "This is what you're going to do. The next time that line rings, you do not answer it. If you answer it by mistake, you hang up immediately. You do not talk to him. You do not engage. You terminate the call and you clear the line. That's an order. Do you understand me?" For the next few weeks, I was a ghost myself. I did my job on autopilot. Every sound, every flicker on the screen made me jump. I dreaded Tuesday nights. I drank so much coffee I could feel my heart rattling in my chest, just to stay sharp, to stay vigilant. I thought about quitting. I thought about just walking out and never coming back. But where would I go? Then, last night, it happened. It was 2:45 a.m. I was staring at the clock, my knuckles white from gripping the edge of my desk. The minutes ticked by like hours. 2:46. My mouth was dry. My heart was a drum solo in my ears. 2:47. The line lit up. The unregistered VOIP. It felt like a physical blow. I flinched back in my chair. My training, my instincts, every fiber of my being screamed at me to answer it. There was a child in trouble. That was the job. But I remembered the pale, haunted face of my supervisor. The story of the man who had vanished. You terminate the call. I let it ring. Once. Twice. The flashing light on the console seemed to sear my retinas. My hand hovered over the button, trembling. I couldn't just ignore it. I had to answer. I had to. I clicked the button. "911, what is your—" The static was a roar, louder than it had ever been. It was a physical presence in my ear, a wall of noise. And through it, the boy's voice came, not whispering this time, but screaming. It was a raw, ragged sound of pure agony and terror. "HE'S GOT ME! HE'S GOT ME, PLEASE! HE'S TAKING ME! PLEASE, SIR, DON'T LET HIM TAKE ME! HELP ME!" The sound ripped through my professional detachment and tore right into my soul. This was it. The climax. The moment the boy was taken, replaying for all eternity. My hand flew to the keyboard to dispatch a car, a purely reflexive action born of years of training. But I stopped. My fingers froze over the keys. He's gone. This already happened. It's not real. The boy was sobbing now, his screams turning into choked, gasping pleas. "Please... you promised... you said you'd send help... don't leave me..." I felt tears welling up in my eyes. I was a 911 dispatcher. My job was to send help. And I was going to sit here and listen to a child be abducted or murdered and do nothing. "I'm sorry," I whispered, my voice thick. "I'm so, so sorry." I reached for the 'terminate' button on my screen. My finger was a millimeter from the glass. This was it. I was choosing to save myself. I was choosing to let him go. And then, the screaming stopped. It wasn't a fade-out. It was an abrupt cut, as if a switch had been flipped. The roar of the static dropped to a low, sinister hum. The line was still open. Silence. My heart was in my throat. Did I do it? Then a new sound came through the headset. It wasn't the boy. It was a man's voice. A whisper, just as terrified as the child's had been, but older, hoarser. It was distorted by the same underwater static, the same swarm of electronic insects. It was a voice trying to push its way through an impossible distance, through time itself. And it was a voice I felt, deep in my bones, I should have recognized from an old staff photo in the hallway. The whisper was faint, but utterly, terrifyingly clear. "...he's here." I froze, my finger hovering over the screen. The voice was ragged, desperate, broken. "...he sees you. Through the line. He's looking right at you." A cold dread, so absolute and profound it felt like death itself, washed over me. I slowly, involuntarily, looked up from my console, across the darkened dispatch center, towards the plate glass windows that looked out into the night. There was nothing there but the reflection of my own terrified face in the glass, my skin pale in the glow of the monitors. The whispering in my ear continued, a final, chilling plea from a place beyond hope. "...please. Get me out of here." submitted by /u/gamalfrank to r/nosleep [link] [comments]
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My Top 50 PS1 Games Ranked
Gobble gobble gobble, merry Thanksgiving, r/patientgamers! Today we give thanks for all the wonderful games we got on Sony's first console. Emulation note: some games from this time did not use full 3D, but instead use pre-rendered 2D backgrounds as an illusion. Upscaling ruins the illusion because characters look far more crisp and smooth than everything else. For these, use the original resolution. RULES This is NOT a retrospective. This is a list of the games worth playing on the console NOW. Only the best version of a game can make the list. If you think I missed a classic game, there's probably an explanation in a comment I made on the post as to why. All games on a list are worth playing despite any criticisms I may have for them. Only consoles & PC (Windows/DOS) are considered. No arcade/Neo-Geo, mobile, or other home computers like Commodore 64. MAME is difficult to work with & high maintenance. Mobile changes architecture too often for all-time lists, and often don't support controllers. Home computers rarely meet rule #2, and require a mouse/keyboard. Other versions may be mentioned for reference. I default to PC when available. If it's better on console, I'll put it on the console's list. Usually though, it's better or the same on PC. Games with the same name as another game will be clarified by year or console within (). Games not released in North America will have the region abbreviation within []. Alternate names will be included within {}. My lists are only in increments of 10 to make it easier to track. If there are 61 good games, I have to make a cut to make it an even 60. #50: Parappa The Rapper Parappa is a delightful rhythm game about a rapping cartoon dog, who is on a journey to impress his crush, who, naturally, is a flower. He learns karate from an Japanese onion, how to drive from an African-American moose, learns how to scam people from a Jamaican iguana, how to cook from a British chicken TV chef, then rap battles them all in a row to see who goes first in the bathroom line so he can take a dump, because he almost shit himself on his first date. Incredibly memorable, with songs that legitimately slap. Sadly it's basically unplayable. The timing for pressing buttons is way off, which is a non-starter for a rhythm game. Nearly. It has a certain sense of twisted logic that you can almost get a sense of after a while. Until the chicken level, which just does whatever the fuck it wants. What I described to you is basically the entire game, it's very short. It probably shouldn't be on this list, but I enjoyed myself & I still love it despite how much it sucks at being a rhythm game. I would give it a much higher recommendation if the remaster had fixed the controls instead of making it worse. Or if it had included this level. #49: Parasite Eve II PE2 is love it or hate it even more than the original game. The story is still interesting, but does not go in the direction that the first game would have implied, nor does it have the same tone. The gameplay is more streamlined, but is no longer trying to do the split genre thing, so if you liked that a lot in 1, you'll be disappointed. It still has gameplay variety in terms of balance between puzzle solving, exploring, combat, etc, and the gameplay loop is well crafted. Regardless of comparisons to 1, it's safe to say that it's a solid survival horror game in a vacuum. Even then...now is as good a time as any to say it: tank controls blow, they are the bane of the PS1's library. I get what devs were trying to do with cinematic camera angles in horror games at the time, but that makes tank controls at least twice as bad. PE2 is way too hard for how annoying it is to control. This is high on my list of games that badly need a remake. #48: Medal of Honor The best thing about this game is that it's classy. It was made by Steven Spielberg, and is a cinematic, mature take on WW2. The tone & level design feels unlike most shooters today, with their ADHD Fortnite colors, battle passes, and busy menus with pop-up ads. Thus, going back to the original cinematic shooter feels fresh, and definitely worth playing. Unfortunately, the controls feel like an alien designed them, and even with remapping, it's playable but not particularly satisfying because the hit detection is still bad by modern standards. Since shooting Nazis is most of the game, this ranks pretty low, but still squeezes in as a recommendation. How can I NOT mention it, right? #47: Bloody Roar 2 Bloody Roar is a fighting game series best known for having ridiculously complicated movesets. I'm talking 200+ moves per character. This is implemented very well, and 2 is generally considered the most balanced & interesting of the lot. It controls tightly & even looks pretty good as far as 3D PS1 games go. I greatly respect the effort put into this, and I think that a game should exist for people who like the complexity. At the end of the day though, I just cannot with this game. I greatly prefer fighters that don't require a PhD in Bloody Roar to not suck are more straightforward to pick up. This might be your favorite fighting game, and I am cool with that. But this is my list, so here it sits. #46: Syphon Filter With Syphon Filter, 989 Studios bravely asks the question: "what if we made Metal Gear Solid, but like...half as good?" Well, that's not entirely fair, the whole approach seems to be more of a B movie equivalent, complete with cheesey voice acting & constant plot twists. Yet, SF shoots a little too straight & takes itself a little too seriously to truly nail the goal of dumb fun, if that was indeed the goal. So the tone is strange, I really don't know how to feel about it. It's not quite a parody, and it's not quite badass. Yet, the plot is still...let's say engaging, despite all that. The gameplay is a similar story. From a modern perspective the controls are kinda garbage, but once you get used to it, it does have a certain logic to them. Similarly, the level design seems haphazard on first inspection, but then you realize it's open by design. There, are many objectives, some of which are optional, some of which aren't directly stated. The stealth is not as Solid (heh) as Metal Gear, but well done in its own right. This all makes exploring & experimenting quite fun. In conclusion, I wasn't always exactly sure what this game was trying to do, but it sure did do whatever that was. Kinda. #45: Jumping Flash! Widely considered to be the first fully 3D rendered game, all the way back in 1994. This is a first person platformer, featuring a triple jump that gets you dizzyingly high, and also features shooting, boss battles, and Doom-like corridor levels to break up the semi open world platforming levels. It's short, but a nice palette cleanser game. See here for my full review. #44: Medal of Honor - Underground Underground is a sizeable step forward in gameplay, level design, multiplayer, and arguably story. Unfortunately the gameplay still FEELS nearly as bad as the first from a modern perspective. It doesn't replace the original either, since the campaign is the only reason to play either of them. #43: Jumping Flash! 2 The worst thing you can say about these games is that they feel like they should have been a pack in game. They would still be short with both bundled together. Wouldn't have been happy to pay $120 in 90s money to play both games, but with no investment they're a lot of fun, and the level design & draw distance are a bit better this round. #42: Syphon Filter 2 2 tightens up the gameplay mechanics and storytelling from 1, and is less haphazard. The parts that aged like milk from 1 are still more or less here. It's the same formula as the rest of the PS1 Trilogy, but 2 is certainly the most realized version of that formula. Basically any given 3rd person shooter/3rd person action game since PS2 is better, but the approach to level design is still what stands out. It's pretty good, but not the most urgent thing to clear from your backlog. #41: Ogre Battle - The March of The Black Queen This is the first Ogre game, and it is good from the jump. Unfortunately light on story, which is a strength with later games. One could argue the graphics are the best in the series: despite being the oldest it focuses on the sprite work instead of 3D, which generally works better for these types of games. 64 & Let Us Cling Together are better, and so are a decent amount of other SRPGs. I'd still recommend this though, the mechanics differ enough on every entry. #40: Tomba! 2 - The Evil Swine Returns Tomba went from 2D in the first, to 3D in the second. Sort of..it's mostly 2.5D, but you also move backwards, forward, or diagonal in a straight line sometimes. Sort of like you're on rails...hard to explain but maybe most accurately described as 2.75D. Which is weird, but unique. Genre is also hard to describe. Platformer with Metroidvania influences. Backtracking is involved, the world is semi open at times, and you can go after various objectives. I like Tomba 2 for similar reasons as Syphon Filter. It allows you to approach the game in various ways, and rewards you for trying things out and exploring. The voice acting & music are grating, but the visual aesthetic is charming, if weird. #39: Wild Arms A JRPG set in a world mixed between fantasy & the old west. It is mostly 2D sprite based, and battles are in 3D. In retrospect, a lot more RPGs from this era should have gone that route, it is a lot more visually consistent. 2D is better for exploring, 3D is better for big moments, even if the 3D is...not great. Is this the objectively best Wild Arms game? Maybe not...but it's the only one that really kept my attention besides maybe 3, and mostly because I like 3's art style. There is something about 1 that makes it feel more like a real world. #38: Twisted Metal 2 Twisted Metal is the premiere vehicular battle series, and it doesn't have any true competition. There's not much story, but the lore & tone is badass. 2 is easily the best PS1 Twisted Metal. It plays a lot better than 1 with more content, and doesn't lose the tone like 3 & 4. The main thing holding it back is the controls & hit detection, which are not great, especially when compared to the PS2/3 games. TM2 is a bit of a historic relic at this point, but not completely replaceable by Black et al. #37: Brave Fencer Musashi A 3D action platformer that is alleged to be Square's response to Ocarina of Time, but that's hard to believe due to how silly this game is in comparison. It's really more like a Goemon game with the sense of humor & focus on platforming. BFM is fun to play through & have some laughs with, but I have to say, I couldn't tell you anything about the characters or plot at this point. There's a lot of platformer mascot competitors that are more memorable. Then again, nothing stands out much as frustrating that I can remember either. #36: Tales of Destiny The second "Tales of __" game, a series of games that, like Final Fantasy, are almost never in the same storytelling universe. Instead, they're connected by a unique style of action RPG gameplay, and focus on characters over main plot. Destiny has aged better than some of the newer Tales of games, but many of the negative tropes started here too. The story is simultaneously too high concept, yet predictable & meandering. The characters have depth, but often buried under several layers of anime tropes that take a few dozen hours to whittle away at. The voice acting is often incomplete, especially the "skits" (optional cut scenes). The graphics are behind the times (for the better in this case if you ask me, I'm not a fan of early 3D). Tales of had not yet jettisoned random encounters, and the encounter rate is high. Still, despite my gripes, I like the Tales of formula. The gameplay is still pretty original to this day, and it feels nice to just...marinate, in a world with characters that feel somewhat real with interesting character development, despite the nonsense surrounding them. Tales of is almost inherently a B-tier franchise, but it realizes this, and plays with the concept. #35: Soul Edge {Soul Blade} Fighters with weapons did not mix very well up to this point. Sometimes they existed, but Soul Edge/Soul Calibur uses weapons to craft unique movesets & fighting styles, without breaking balance. I really enjoy the focus on mixing up strike levels (high strike vs mid or low) & basic special moves, rather than chaining combos that make my thumb hurt from abusing the D-pad. Traditional fighters have their place, but I have always gravitated to Soul Calibur. But, as you might expect, the later Soul Calibur games look & play significantly better, so this isn't high on the list. Still, Soul Edge is different enough, with a darker tone. It has a lot of different challenges & modes to keep you busy. Check it out before settling on your favorite SC game, especially if you're interested in the lore. #34: Breath of Fire IV 4 is BoF honed to gameplay perfection. But BoF is not known for gameplay innovation: it's solid, but by the numbers turn based combat. 4's story is not as stellar as 3's, or even 2's in some ways. It's good, but slightly rushed, with unanswered questions. That being said, 4 is the second best BoF game. There are no painful downsides to it, it's a very enjoyable classic style RPG. Looks better than 3 as well, or at least has a more interesting art style, inspired by watercolors. #33: Ghost In The Shell Armored Core + Spider-Man. Short but sweet, and higher effort than you might expect. The levels are small but don't feel like it. There are lots of ways to approach enemies since you can climb walls. Written by the manga author for extra authenticity. Personally, I prefer the anime movie's tone & approach, but the manga's tone & episodic nature works better in video games. The anime cut scenes & music add to the presentation a lot. Even the common clunky PS1 era controls feel natural since you're piloting a heavy tank. #32: Alundra Alundra is a top-down action RPG that's closer to action adventure with puzzles & platforming sections. In other words, a darker, harder Zelda. This is a positive but also a negative. Hard isn't always bad, but a lot of the frustration comes from the puzzle progression being illogical half the time. Some puzzles are quite fun & you feel like a genius when solving them, but this is inconsistent: give each puzzle a real try, but don't be afraid to be quick on the trigger of pulling out a guide once you stop having fun. You don't have momentum when jumping, requiring you to be very precise. But enough complaining: what Alundra does best is the story, it's more memorable than many games higher on this list. It's about going into the dreams of others, and it gets creative. There are plenty of areas to explore. The overall gameplay/combat is fun, and satisfying. One of the better Zelda alternatives. #31: Bushido Blade Unlike other fighting games with weapons, Bushido Blade is realistic. If you get hit without blocking or deflecting the blade, it's almost always a one hit kill. It's also possible to maim the opponent by hitting limbs, which dramatically decreases their chances of winning. As you can imagine, this is a lot less mechanically complex compared to other fighting games, but makes for a unique experience because of how deliberate every move becomes. The polar opposite of Bloody Roar, if you will. The variety in weapons is welcome, yet I find myself defaulting to the same weapon to make things even. There is an attempt at balancing weapon reach & swing speed, but could use some work if they wanted it to be a more serious competitive fighting game. #30: Tenchu - Stealth Assassins Tenchu is one of the better ninja games. I don't mean the best franchise with ninjas in it, but a "ninja game": one where you actually FEEL like a Ninja. Ninja Gaiden, TMNT, etc go for spectacle & flashy martial arts moves. Tenchu -Steal Assassins is about, well, stealth assassination. Other "stealth franchises" like Assassin's Creed give up on game balance, making you all but invincible regardless of approach. In Tenchu, you're easy to kill, with a solid amount of enemies in each level, enemy spacing that facilitates ganking if you are discovered, and no checkpoints whatsoever. There are mandatory bosses though, and the combat is pretty well thought out for the time. You can see the influence of Tenchu in modern 3D action games, particularly Dark Souls. There is no stamina bar, but attack animations are deliberate & interruptable. Hitboxes are surprisingly fair, dodge rolling is effective. Unfortunately there are tank controls. You turn faster than your average horror protagonist, so it's playable, probably the least irritating use of tank controls that I can think of. The presentation is mixed. The soundtrack isn't attention grabbing but does exactly what it should by setting the tone well. The voice acting is just awful, especially the main character Ayame. The graphics are ok, but the draw distance is horrible. Not too immersion breaking though, you won't realistically see very far in constant darkness. #29: Legend of Legaia The main reason to play this game is the unique fighting game + turn based JRPG combat system known as "tactical arts". I had a lot of fun with it, but the enjoyment falls off the further you get into the game. There is a very clear formula to winning, and once you see it you can't unsee it. The story is bleak, bordering on grimdark. It reminds me of The Walking Dead (TV Version). It goes: strong character moments>try to do good thing in new area>bad things happen, sometimes for no reason>repeat. Some unique story beats repeat several times too. Yet, LoL doesn't have much to say about these cycles specifically, it's like they did it on accident or to pad time. The beginning was strong, & the ending satisfying, but the last almost half of the game can feel like a slog at times, without much subtext to keep you thinking. LoL has fully 3D graphics, which were impressive at the time, but haven't aged as well as others. The music ranges from catchy to annoying. It would be cool to see a refined version of this general format. #28: Fear Effect 2 - Retro Helix FE2 is a mix between Tomb Raider & Parasite Eve, which is itself a combo of Resident Evil & an RPG. FE2 is a legitimate competitor to all of them. The cell shaded graphics age the visuals better than just about anything on the PS1. Pretty good voice acting for the time. Sexed up in a way that's not (too) cringey. Uh...if you're into that sort of thing. Obviously I'm not, and I'm judging you for being a pervert. It's clear where to go for the main story most of the time, but there is plenty to explore. Sometimes a little too much, I don't think the game justifies the length. The inventory system is frustrating if you're in a hurry to use something (like choosing a weapon in battle). I appreciate the option to ditch tank controls, but the analog control is not great in a modern context. Well, they tried. Lastly, some of the puzzles are too difficult. If you can get past these issues, you will have a good time. #27: Tenchu 2 - Birth of The Stealth Assassins 2 has the best story in the series, slightly better graphics, smoother animations, QoL improvements, far better voice acting. A level editor is now included. The draw distance is still bad, but slightly better, and there is a smooth transition effect that looks almost intentional, instead of rendering block per block. Still stuck with tank controls, despite coming out well after the Dualshock. The level design comparison is mixed. More colors & daytime missions seem like a good idea, but sort of ruins the aesthetic that 1 nails so well. The levels themselves are better on average, less copy paste, but the first level in 1 is still somehow the best Tenchu level on PS1. The worst part of Tenchu 2 is that there is NO MUSIC, a truly baffling decision after the perfectly suited music in Tenchu 1. This sucks, but overall I do prefer 2. #26: Breath of Fire III Peak BoF. The character ideas are the best part. The story is good, though the pacing can be challenging. The presentation is well done too: the sprite work, the music, the backgrounds. The usual BoF gameplay is standard JRPG fare, but there is more complexity in 3 than usual, such as the dragon gene system. While it doesn't reach the highest highs of my favorite JRPGs, BoF3 is consistently good, with a sense of adventure. #25: Future Cop LAPD A no-nonsense third person mech shooter. And by no nonsense, I mean plenty of nonsense: the world building/lore in this game is wild. Yet Future Cop is very straightforward. Deploy to a problem area, see cool level/enemy design, walk linearly to the problem, shoot the problem, receive new weapon types sparingly but steadily. This is not a criticism. In fact when the levels get more open occasionally, they get less fun. Feels a little silly getting lost in your giant mech with nothing to shoot: Future Cop doesn't have horror to fall back on like Doom with its infamous "getting lost while trying to find 3 keys" segments. Future Cop is at it's best with tight corridors packed with enemies that force you to strafe well to avoid enemy fire & switch vehicle modes regularly. Presentation is great, not the least of which is the sound design. It gives you plenty to listen to/overhear, but not enough to distract you. The dispatch lady, for example, is delightful, but not constantly yapping or bossing you around. Even the early 3D graphics & FMVs more or less hold up. After you complete the campaign, you unlock a new mode that is the very first MOBA game. As much as I dislike MOBAs, that alone cements this game in history. #24: Tales of Phantasia [JP] The first Tales of __ game, and you know what? Still one of the best ones. It's not the weirdest or most unique, some people even complain that it borders on cliché, but that is a strength here: sometimes Tales of gets lost in the weeds. In my opinion, main story is stronger than usual, with higher initial stakes, which keeps you interested. But Phantasia still has all the Tales of things that you expect, like the focus on characters & worldbuilding. Combat has improved since Phantasia, yet it's mostly fully formed from the beginning. The game is voice acted with good sound quality for the era, and the pixel art is great. #23: Colony Wars A hidden gem first person space combat shooter. CW gives you various objectives, and sometimes gives you a certain amount of time to complete them. Yet, there is rarely a fail state, unless you die of course. The story adapts to whatever level of success you were able to accomplish in the mission, so there are many unique levels that you can only access when you have specific outcomes, as well as different endings to the game. CW doesn't do a good job of explaining this, so play blind to the end, then follow a guide upon replay to explore the additional content. The repetition hammers out some of the nuances of the setting, which makes it more interesting than the first time. The gameplay is very fun. Difficult at times, but not unfair. You're never struggling with the controls, it's more about positioning & alternating your weapon types to avoid overheating. Even the visuals hold up to a certain extent. #22: Oddworld - Abe's Oddysee Oddworld is a 2.5D puzzle cinematic platformer. It is about slavery between different alien species, ultimately using their slaves as a food source because they burned through their previous resources. Also there are quirky characters & comedy, fun for the whole family! The level design reflects the ultracapitalist world that the story presents. The pre-rendered backgrounds are detailed, but show a run down factory, held together by the outer space equivilent of duct tape. You need to talk to other aliens of your species to recruit to your cause, and to get around other alien species. There is a lot of thought put into the other alien cultures, and your approach will very based on what you learn about them. The worst part is that it's very hard, with a bad checkpoint system. Oddworld is something of an antithesis to contemporary 2D platformers, but just as competent if you were getting tired of the tropes. #21: Legend of Mana You can now only attack left & right, with occasionally imprecise hit detection. The plot is a bit scatterbrained, and ultimately inconsequential to the overall series' plot. And yet, Legend is one of my favorite Mana games. The hand drawn 2D artwork is gorgeous. The music is incredible. I love replaying small bits just to experience the peerless presentation. I can do this because LoM is not a daunting investment, due to being split into multiple small stories. Some of the side plots don't even interact, but I was invested, it felt more like a real world. How often is there a main plot in real life? I felt more personally in control due to the "land make" system. And it exudes a sense of adventure better than most games. Lastly, despite those controls, the combat is still pretty fun to master, and most importantly, moment to moment gameplay is fun. LoM is different, and imperfect. But cool. #20: Colony Wars - Vengeance An overall improvement to the original. Better controls, better hit detection, better graphics, more content, and still with branching story. However, it sadly no longer has the cool narrator/CO from the first game, they got sued for doing a shameless James Earl Jones impression. Enemies are more aggressive, making it even harder despite the gameplay improvements that make it easier. So I'd understand if you liked the first better. #19: Parasite Eve Part survival horror, part JRPG. Does the gameplay marriage work? Opinions vary wildly, and I'm not honestly sure how I feel about it personally. It didn't ruin the experience though, the experience being the story, writing, music, and tone. Even this is not universally liked, but that's why I like Parasite Eve: it's not afraid to be unique. This was a good era for experimentation, and PE stands out even then for the storytelling themes. It does desperately need a remake though. It's a tough sell if you have no experience with early 3D jank. Then again, just about every aspect of Parasite Eve is easy to get wrong in a remake. #18: Ape Escape A 3D platformer made basically as an excuse to advertise the new DualShock, but as a result, it has aged better than most. What was once a gimmick controller with 2 sticks turned out to be the standard for decades to come. Ape Escape is centered around capturing other apes in different locations with various tools. Objectively, the level design is too straightforward, but subjectively, the theming & fun use of gadgets distract you from it. You can occasionally explore, and there are minigames to break up the regular gameplay loop. But in general, you run through a curated theme park with bright colors, and that's OK sometimes. #17: R-Types {1-2} The first two R-Type games in one package. Surprisingly, they hold up. Or at least 1 does. I view the original R-Type the same way as Final Fight. Is it better than R-Type? Its probably a classic. Is it worse than R-Type? Might be playable but why didn't the devs learn the right lessons from R-Type at some point in the last 40 years? 2's difficulty balance is way off, and is overall a mixed bag. Not unplayable, but the worst one in the series. There is a mode to play them both back to back as one adventure, which is pretty cool, like an endurance mode once you master both games. #16: Legend of Dragoon Legend of Dragoon's graphics/cut scenes are good for the time, though it does have those low resolution 2D backgrounds. The story is epic at times, emotional in others. It's an experience, but with a few caviats: the translation is not very good, and the pacing drags at times. It is best when it focuses on characters and smaller moments. Combat is mostly turn based, with real time combos called Additions that you can dial in if you have the right timing. I like it, but don't think it gives you enough incentive to use more complex Additions, due to the risk/reward balance. If you dial wrong, you get nothing. The Dragoon forms add an additional (and sick as hell) layer to the combat. I'd like to see a more updated and streamlined version of this combat, but like so much innovation on PS1, no one followed up, so this is what we have. #15: Gran Turismo It's hard to over state how big of a deal GT was. Someone in the comments may say "x game did x first", and that's probably true. But GT is like the first iPhone: nobody had ever done all the things together, and nobody had executed it anywhere close to the same level of polish & presentation. Or class. There are "car dudes" & "racing fans". Then there are "motorsports enthusiasts". GT is most certainly for the latter group. GT is like Apple in some of the negative ways too, like hiding useful options beneath several layers of menus in the name of aesthetic. But never enough to be limiting. Most GT games outdo the first, though 1 isn't the worst one. So if you ever run out of things to do in GT2, you will not be disappointed. #14: Incredible Crisis Follow a Japanese family through their chaotic lives as they rush to prepare for their grandmother's birthday party! What? That sounds boring? Well, get ready to put on your wolf mask, finger a girl you just met on a ferris wheel, and prepare some javelin missiles for that 300 foot tall pink teddy bear kaiju in the distance, because this game is bonkers. IC is a proto WarioWare game. There are 24 minigames that last maybe 2 hours, but none of that time is wasted. There is plenty of variety in gameplay, and the game left me smiling at almost every moment. #13: DoDonPachi [JP] Overall lesser known, but often listed as one of the best shmups of all time by shmup enthusiasts. The gimmick is the scoring system that requires you to keep chaining combos together quickly or lose points. This is a great way to show how you are improving in a more concrete way than regular scoring. The story/lore is limited as you might expect, but the true ending is pretty wild if you can get there. Not the easiest game to get into, and the console ports have some minor limitations. But I definitely recommend playing this of you are a serious shoot-em-up player, it's one of the classics. #12: Lunar - Silver Star Story Complete Cute. That's the word that comes to mind when describing Lunar. It's certainly not cute all the time, the story takes some turns. But at their heart, the characters are likeable, upbeat, and you want them to succeed (even with the terrible jokes). The combat is turn based, but tactical positioning in the field matters. Enemies have level scaling, which is always a terrible idea, but the implementation is among the best I've seen. You can avoid encounters, which combos well with the level scaling. At least I never had to grind. Good 2D pixel art, good cut scenes, incredible music. It does the classic tropes but challenges enough of them that it doesn't feel like you've played it a thousand times already. #11: Silent Hill There are good survival horror games. And then there are the first 4 Silent Hill games. This game is probably going to be remade soon. It should be, and it will probably be good. Yet, the original presentation is irreplaceable, in a way. The iconic fog was implemented to hide the limitations of the draw distance, same with the limited light from your flashlight. Even the low-poly character models, or the infamous PS1 texture wobble add to the atmosphere in a certain type of way by giving off an uncanny valley, unreal vibe. But the best part about Silent Hill is the writing & lore. Few games are actually "horror", especially in this era. There are "scary games" that rely on jumpscares & gore. Then there are horrifying games, that make you question your own sanity. Unfortunately, there are mandatory tank controls, which keeps Silent Hill out of the top 10. #10: Einhander Einhander is a 3D horizontal shmup. Normally, I prefer pixel art since shmups are 2D anyway, but Einhander takes advantage of 3D by switching camera angles, making the action feel more cinematic. The gimmick is stealing weapons. When you shoot an enemy, they will sometimes drop a gunpod. You choose between 3 ships to pilot. One ship allows you to carry 3 gunpods but only use one at a time, another allows you to carry 2 that can be fired simultaneously, and the third can only carry 1, but the default machine gun weapon has double power. I usually stick to the last one, but there are reasons to prefer one over the other. The sound quality & music is impressive for the time, the sound files must have taken up most of the CD. The level design is just OK. You may not notice because it's fairly short & has great presentation, but it's more noticeable upon replays. Still, one of the best shmups ever, and my favorite on PS1. #9: Lunar 2 - Eternal Blue Complete Lunar 2 is slightly better than Lunar 1 in just about every way, gameplay, and story (the character interactions may be better in 1 though). 1 is no slouch, and they're very much connected. This is the ideal scenario for a sequel. #8: WipEout 3 - Special Edition [EU] WipEout is an excellent futuristic racer, on par with F-Zero. The soundtrack is the most memorable part for me. It's very 90s techno, in only the best of ways. There are a lot of vehicle choices, good track variety, multiple game modes, and surprisingly solid physics. Air brakes on the triggers allow you to brake lighter than normal, leaning towards a specific direction, which add a lot to the strategy. Lastly, weapons set it apart from F-Zero, and are implemented better than similar games. #7: Valkyrie Profile A 2D action platformer when exploring, but when you attack or get hit by an enemy, it switches to turn based combat with the addition of combos. The graphics are beautiful, especially the backgrounds. Great soundtrack. The story is intriguing. You are a Valkyrie resurrected to fight for Odin in Ragnarok. Your job is to recruit others who have died nobly. When recruiting, you learn about the recruits' past lives, and also get a glimpse of youf past life too. If you learn everything, you get the true ending, which is way cooler. Norse mythology is often used in games, but it is rare to see it told in such a...mythological way, as seen here. And yet, it still feels personal & emotional, a metaphor for systematic oppression & cycles of abuse in real life. The only negative is that it's pretty dang hard, and you more or less need a guide to get the true ending. Picking easier modes than "Hard" also limit the equipment you get, which counter intuitively can make the game harder on easy mode, or at least harder for full completion. #6: Tekken 3 Tekken is the benchmark for 3D fighters, and 3 is still one of the most beloved entries in the series. 3 is easily the best PS1 Tekken, and the blueprint moving forward. There were later attempts at innovation, but many were rolled back in the next entry, or replaced with a different gimmick. A big reason for this is how responsive the controls are, and how solid of a base 3 is with movesets & balance. It is easy to pick up, but has a high skill ceiling. Certainly later games look better graphically, and the story can be mildly entertaining to follow, but you have all you need here, at the end of the day. #5: Vagrant Story Vagrant Story's combat system is an inventive combo of turn based & action. The action parts keeps you engaged & teach timing. The turn based parts give options. Oh the options. It's not TOO difficult to pick up, but gets pretty complicated, with features like chain combos, striking certain parts of the body, weapon creation, Break Arts, etc. You definitely have to keep learning the systems & experiment. Menu management can get out of hand, but the game mostly keeps you moving. I'm not in love with the color palette, a lot of the game is in stone caves/buildings, of various browns & greys. But everything rendered in 3D, with impressive character models that look like a PS2 game. It's top down, kind of like Metal Gear Solid. The story also took inspiration from MGS in some ways, the political intrigue, cinematic quality, tight pacing, even espionage elements, but medieval. There's a lot to like, with gameplay elements that are still unique to Vagrant Story to this very day. #4: Gran Turismo 2 GT2 is even better than the first Gran Turismo, with even more content. In fact, it still has the most amount of content of any GT game, and even has exclusive content such as Pike's Peak. The graphics, soundtrack, physics, and progression are all better too. #3: Xenogears An incredibly inventive RPG with an incredible story & impressive graphics (for the time). The gameplay starts off familiar, and they mix it up with mech battles later on. I don't want to say much else, just play it. Unfortunately they seem to have ran out of money on the second disc, and the ending is therefore not as strong as the rest of the game. It's still great, I mean look where it is on the list. But it's hard not to think of how it could have been. #2: Castlevania - Symphony of The Night SoTN is the first Metroidvania styled Castlevania. Instead of having a single weapon & sub weapons, there are dozens of different weapons that you can find, and many different weapon types. Different clothing, shields, items, forms you can transform into, and more. You're always discovering something new, and creating new approaches to combat & movement. Some of these can be combined in unexpected ways. Sometimes in broken ways that the devs didn't intend, but that's also fun. The level design is top notch, and the mid-game twist of the inverted castle makes it even more memorable, if over reliant on flying by that point. There are tons of secrets, great boss battles, legendary music, and great sprite work. A must play if I've ever seen one. #1: Metal Gear Solid + VR Missions Trust me when I say that there are no words to describe Metal Gear Solid as a franchise. I've tried. It makes me sound schizophrenic. It's the ultimate "you had to be there" experience. But I promise: it makes sense in context, when you're the one playing it. The series' story has been literally life changing for me. Not only is the gameplay also amazing (though takes a while to get used to in this one), but there are a ton of unique ideas stuffed in that can only be done in the video game format. MGS has a lot of love and detail put into it. I still sometimes discover something new that I can do with the games systems, or a minor detail that in all likelihood, few people would ever notice. VR Missions is the epitome of this. They had so many more ideas for stealth levels that they just...made them anyway & put them on a second disc without a story attached, for free. MGS is an icon. Then, and now. Think I missed a classic game, or question why I chose the PS1 version? Check here and here respectively. submitted by /u/Not-Clark-Kent to r/patientgamers [link] [comments]
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Youtuber Ryan Beard announces his cancelation of a video essay outlining and critiquing the ongoing drama between HasanAbi and Ethan Klein, citing harassing against him as the main factor in his decision; r/h3h3productions and r/LeftoversH3 both voice their wildly different opinions on the news
TLDR for backstory: Hasan and Ethan, and their respective communities (including the subreddits in question) have been going back and forth regarding the topic of Israel-Palestine and Ethan Kleins beliefs regarding it, and the ensuing drama that has resulted. r/h3h3productions is a pro Ethan subreddit, and r/LeftoversH3 is an anti Ethan subreddit, with both getting into various bouts of drama with one another. Ryan Beard intended to make a video overviewing all the history behind the Ethan Klein and Hasan drama and providing his opinions abd criticisms for both sides of this conflict. Ryan's Tweet in full: Hey everyone. So I have decided to pussy out of making a video about Ethan and Hasan lol. When I announced that I was working on a video trying to give a level headed perspective on the situation critiquing everyone involved, I didn’t expect that I would be threatened by Hasan and attacked by the h3 snark subreddit for weeks and get a bunch of threats in my DMs. I’ve kinda realized that everyone on the internet is super entrenched in their opinions on this stupid drama war, and no one is really interested in hearing me try to give nuanced takes on it, and I kinda just wanna swear off talking about leftist/liberal infighting in general l. Anyway, free Palestine. If you all wanna think that I’m a liberal Zionist because I think Bad Empanada is a disgusting psychopath for his history of doxing and brigading and threatening to kill people and harassing people and saying the left should care less about anti-semitism, you can feel free to see me that way 🤷🏻♂️. And if you wanna call me a pussy for backing out, you would probably be right. I just think the online left is an absolute shit show right now, and I just wanna move on and do my own thing Note 1: the "H3 Snark" subreddit he's referring to is (most likely) the LeftoversH3 sub, as many members of the previous H3 Snark subreddit migrated over, and both are negative towards Ethan Klein; the H3H3productions subreddit also commonly refers to LeftoversH3 as the snark subreddit. The original H3 Snark sub appears to have been abandoned/deleted. Note 2: the "threatened by Hasan" comment is referring to a message made by Hasan in his discord server shortly after Beard announced their video, which Beard responded to sarcastically stating "I'm shaking in my boots" The h3h3productions subreddit (Ethan fans) and LeftoversH3 (Hasan fans and Ethan critics, and the sub referenced by Beard) have very different reactions to the announcement: h3h3productions post: Ryan Beard will no longer be making a video on Ethan and Hasan, says he was threatened by Hasan and snark Comments: Notice how he didn’t say any H3 fans attacked him. Good job guys way to set the bar on how a fanbase should response to an announcement of a critical video Man, I was kinda looking forward to this video too lmao. I was interested to see how someone (mostly) unrelated to this would present everything and what their opinion would be. Fuckin snark. I mean, I was actually looking forward to his video because he seemed to want to point out the issues with both sides and I was hoping that would mean we finally get a critique that explains what Ethan is doing wrong but without being extremely biased. Snark is going to say it was really H3 fans posing as Hasan fans and snarkers lmao It's actually a bit of a shame because there are things Ethan could be criticised on - and Ethan admitted as such and apologised for some of them during the debate - and I think Ryan Beard would have been very good at being straight down the line with it. The problem as I see it is the Hasanark communities are scared of that because they know their actions look insane and unhinged regardless of any criticism levied at Ethan. Secondary to not wanting to have to deal with the backlash, it sounds like he got a taste of what Ethan has been dealing with and that also changed his opinion on how Ethan has been responding. I would bet his take included something about Ethan’s ‘behaviour’ lately and he realized why he has been responding the way he has. Honestly: would be an absolute power move from Ethan, if he would let beard boy call in and let him present his critique live. I‘m pretty sure Ethan wouldn’t mind the discussion since he knows pretty much every shit slinging angle by now. And if he has a point, I’m also sure Ethan would want to know. This is the most reasonable thing he could have done. He almost fucked around and found out. Even the thought of critiquing Hasan warrants harassment, death threats and attacks from the snark. These people are just as deluded, or maybe even more, than the MAGA freaks who worship Trump as their savior. I honestly think they are worse than the average maga moron. Yeah, smartest choice of his life. Hasan and his followers are insane and dangerous. I wouldn't want to make a video involving them right now either. Unfortunately, that's exactly what they want, to bully creators away from "level headed nuanced arguments". Yup the creators who've decided to jump into the drama for the views have all initially had a good response to their video and then bam exposed for something weird. I think this may be a landmark in historical pop-cultural because the dust hasn't even begun to settle. I don't know what that will be exactly, but it sure feels like this entire drama and the real life genocide, various invasions, has me thinking 2030 that we'll be wising we were back in '25. It's very telling that Ryan didn't withdraw due to hate from this sub. Dude was going to critique Hasan and Ethan, only got hate/harrasment from one side 🤔 Gets attacked by one side and says everyone entrenched in their opinions. Is making a video supposedly being critical of both sides. But only gets attacked by one side and doesn't think hmmm maybe both siding it is the wrong path. Also this shit has gone beyond a stupid drama war. This shit is effecting the real world in noticeable ways. Viewing it as just drama shows a lack of understanding of the whole situation. Sure some of it is petty internet drama. But when one side is radicalizing young people into supporting terrorists and hating America... ya we're beyond both siding this situation. My takeaway is that he loosely both sided it on "everyone entrenched in the drama" to escape the attacks because he got a taste of the snark hate brigade and didn't want more. In his heart of hearts he knows what side is wrong, he even says the harassment came from Hasan and snark. It's a coward move and he admits it. Like with Willy recently, every creator that gets targeted by snark needs to be a united front in wiping them off the internet. Big creators and the media need to pressure Reddit to fire the snarker they have in admin level positions for the site and stop bending the rules for the sub so they can continue to death threat people and fester like a tumor. It's only a matter of time before these psychopaths actually hurt someone irl and Reddit is going to be culpable as fuck after refusing every legal request and bending the rules so they don't have to end the sub I totally agree what was he thinking with this whole thing I don’t blame the guy. I do think that he’s trying to both sides the conflict, but I get it. Dudes got a brand to protect. I don’t think he’s trying to both sides it, he’s been passionate about antisemitism for a long time and he’s made it pretty clear where he sits on most of this. I think his angle was like “I’m going to show that you can make reasonable well-intended criticisms of Ethan Klein without being a psychopath like these people”. But it became clear that A) adding more criticism to the pile right now is both redundant and kinda cruel even if you mean well, and B) no amount of nuance will make any difference to the psychopaths. Most people on Ethan’s side aren’t just blind supporters, we probably share some of Ryan’s nuanced critiques to some degree or another, but this really isn’t a time that we care to hear them. Meanwhile the people against Ethan have become so rabid that they don’t want to hear moderate criticism either, they want blood. There was just no audience for this LeftoversH3 post: Zionist friend of the show Ryan Beard boldly steps down from making a Ethan/Hasan video, cites threats by Hasan and h3snark sub, which is not even active Comments: As a frequenter of this sub I really haven’t seen that much chatter about him. He went after destiny but finds us scary? Weird As someone from h3snark, h3h3_productions and leftoversh3. I’ve never heard of this person, nor do I care about this dumb both sides video they’re crying about They are truly not as important as they think they are Let's be real - he's blaming H3Snark for it because he probably got death threats from people in the main sub and the only way to extricate himself from more abuse from them is to denounce their enemies. Why do I think this? First of all, as anyone who doomscrolls this sub knows, he barely comes up at all, and, when he does, it's primarily criticism of his position on Zionism (and denial of it). Second of all, the minute male host mentions ANYONE to denounce them as bad, suddenly they get rabid DGGers "fans" of H3 that suddenly cyberstalk, bully, and send death threats and worse. Just like other right wing crybully fans, for some reason. It's way more likely that H3 fans, who habitually harass people now, harassed Beard for even daring to taking a "middle road" on male host's sociopathic behaviour. They might have even pretended to be from H3snark, if we wanna be charitable about it lmao. For real though, male host is basically a stochastic terrorist now. It's like the early days of LibsofTikTok where every person Chaya lied about suddenly gets death/bomb threats. It's not at that level yet, but it's the same anti-social behaviour, and male host should be condemned for it he realized theres no way to put this at even grounds and knows h3 sub doesnt accept any neutral positions, but sure blame snark that never bullied anyone lol Threatened by Hasan is the most hilarious thing ever. There's a whole clip chimp factory of youtubers with more subs than Ryan who make defamatory videos about Hasan every single day and Hasan literally does not care about them, but Ryan thinks a post in Hasan's discord about people who only speak up about I/P now that it's safe is a personal threat to them because coincidences do not happen and everything in this world revolves around Ryan Beard. Maybe I missed something, but what did Hasan ever say to "threaten" Ryan Beard? Hasan made a post about thom yorke suddenly changing his Zionist stance because “social Media pressure” and all the hit dogs hollered because their narcissism makes them assume Hasan is talking to them specifically Hasan made a comment in his discord about people who are only speaking up about Israel now that it's safe, but were completely silent for 19 months of the genocide. And Ryan thinks it's about them because...Oreo said it was and that's all the proof they needed. Hasan didn't say anything. Hasan criticized "people who have been silent about genocide until now, trying to get clout" which was in reference to some streamer. Ryan, in their infinite wisdom, assumed that they were the center of the universe and cried. Hit dogs holler. Ryan Beard is a Zionist shill who supports Israel How are people like this not embarrassed saying "free Palestine" for lip service and then nothing else in June of fucking 2025. Do you have anything else to say about that??? About what's happening right now??? No??? Weird how they can never show proof funny thing is he's blaming hasan and "snark" because he knows it won't result in any serious retaliation towards him and h3 community will praise him for it, whereas if he blamed h3 they'd punish him for it forever Considering H3Snark isn’t even active anymore, I wonder if Ryan is a) lying, b) receiving messages from fungi/randoms claiming to be from H3Snark, or c) too dumb to realize that the sub has migrated submitted by /u/Gorotheninja to r/SubredditDrama [link] [comments]
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Wayward Odyssey [Part 31]
And Wayward Odyssey is back to its more regularly scheduled programming. Stynek and politics, oh boy, everyone's favorite! Let's get back to it then, shall we? https://preview.redd.it/3l7y4f7k1w8d1.png?width=2453&format=png&auto=webp&s=6e31ed71c1e89adfb031742edafd8d1f3dd4d7dd Extra thank you to /u/Eager_Question for proofreading this chapter and for Andes' cameo in the chapter~ Thanks for cover art goes to /u/Between_The_Space! And, as usual, thanks to /u/SpacePaladin15 for his own great work and letting fanfiction flow, and everyone who supported and enjoyed the fic thus far. Your support keeps me motivated to provide you more~ First - Prev - Next Memory transcription subject: Stynek, Suddenly Awakened Venlil Child Date [standardized human time]: January 7th, 2137 I felt myself being shaken awake in the middle of the night. I couldn’t be sure whether it really was the middle of the night or not, of course, The humans always kept the lights on in my room, only dimming them somewhat when it was nighttime. That was nice of them, considering I was used to the constant light and sleeping in actual darkness would be scary. Still, just because it wasn’t dark didn’t mean it wasn’t night. And it also didn’t mean that it felt good to be stirred awake like that, so I just shut my eyes again and grumbled. As more of my senses and sensibilities activated, I realized that I wasn’t actually even in my bed. Instead, a pair of hands carefully wrapped around me, cupping me to a shoulder. Now, there were times before when Noah woke me up by shaking me carefully or even by just lifting me out of bed and carrying me around. But those were not done in the middle of a good sleeptime, and rather in the morning. And on top of that… those weren’t Noah’s hands and arms holding me. I would recognize the feeling immediately. These were thinner, more slender arms with smaller hands… I let out a sleepy grumble, trying to indicate that I want to go back to sleep, but the grip holding me in the unknown human’s arms did not at all weaken. Instead there was a gentle hushing noise from the human, as if trying to coddle me back to sleep. Well, I didn’t like being taken out of my bed in the middle of said sleep! “Staahp…” I groaned, lightly batting my mystery holder. “Wanna ‘eep…” In response, the grip still did not loosen, but the human holding me did pat me on the back gently. That was nice, even if it didn’t satisfy my want to go back to resting in a soft bed. I wiggled some more only to have the hands hold me tighter and the human to hush me down again. “Wanna my bed…” I mumbled. There was more gentle hushing, which did not help. I finally decided to open my eyes again and figure out what was happening. I was no longer in my room, for once. Over the shoulder of the human carrying me, I could see that we were actually in a hallway and they were very quickly walking down it. All the lights were dim, like they usually are at night, and nobody else was around, which was unsurprising with human sleep cycles. So I was being carried somewhere in the middle of the night. Did I eat something wrong again yesterday? I thought I’d be feeling queasy by now if I had… Deciding to figure things out further, I shifted my head to take a good look at the person who was carrying me, only to realize that it was… ”…Sara?” I asked, recognizing the human woman. “Shh… Yes, that’s me, dear. Just relax and sleep.” She cooed as she made her way all the way to the door to the back of the facility and left. The outside was dark, and the sky wasn’t starry with how cloudy it was, but thankfully the exterior lights prevented the darkness from being too overwhelming. The chill of Earth’s night ran through me as a breeze blew past us, but Sara seemed completely unperturbed. She instead kept walking all the way to a grouping of human cars off in the distance. “Where are we going…?” I asked, looking around. There wasn’t anyone else present, only Sara. And now she was approaching one of the cars, still carrying me. “It’s a surprise. Don’t worry, just relax, it won’t take long to get there.” She answered vaguely. Once at the car, she opened the back door and plopped me on the back seat, while she herself took the driver’s seat. The car started with a loud growl and took off almost immediately. Though it was moving towards what I now knew was deeper into the Facility’s territory, not out of it like when me and Noah visited the Petting Zoo… “Is it like a petting zoo again…?” I asked, feeling excited about an experience like that. That was a really fun day! Even the dogs were fun to play with! “No, nothing like that…” Sara replied, glancing back at me from her seat. She shot me a light smile, seeing that I sat comfortably in the back seat. “But trust me, this is something much more important and much better.” She focused on the path again, while I tried to figure out what it could possibly be that she was talking about. If it was important then it had to be something that had to be planned in advance. That meant I likely already knew of it in some way! Because the humans, despite seemingly trying, are really bad at doing big important things in secret. I mulled over the important plans I’ve been told of that were to be happening, but nothing seemed to fit, except one specific thing. Even that didn’t quite fit, but it seemed like the best guess I’d have. I wasn’t sure why we would be going to another building that I knew was there but never had to visit for it, but it was the most reasonable thing to guess. “My implant? Is it happening early?” My tail wagged in excitement, as another piece of the puzzle suddenly clicked. “Is that why we left the drone behind?! It’s happening today?!” Sara let out a chuckle. “Much closer, but no. Not that. But you’re right, I left the drone behind for a reason.” She said, focusing on the road. She wasn’t turning her head towards me anymore, but in the little mirrors I could see her and she looked happier and more cheerful than I’ve ever seen her. “Is it related to you specifically picking me up?” I tried to lead her on for further hints. “You won’t guess it, Stynek.” Sara tried to dissuade me. “But the answer is ‘kind of’. It’s related to me being the one to pick you up but not directly.” I returned back to ruminating on what it could be anyway. It was still within bounds of the facility, but in this other building I never was to, and it was something Sara specifically was related to. Sara was a biologist, if I remembered right, so maybe it is something medical but not the implant itself? Thinking about it, I remembered something about Sara distancing herself from working with me after that one argument we had. I didn’t hold a grudge, but I also hadn’t seen her since until today. I partly felt bad about it, but I also couldn’t do anything about it. Until now that is. “Hey, Sara…?” I called out to her. “Yes? Do you need something?” She asked, but then, without even waiting for me to answer she spoke more. “Don’t worry, we’re almost there.” “No, I am okay, just sleepy.” I replied with a yawn. “I wanted to say that you do not have to keep away. I like you like others. You are nice, even if sometimes in annoying ways.” “Oh, Stynek…” Sara sighed. “It’ll be okay. Thank you, but it’ll all be fine either way now. Plus, we’re here.” Sara stopped the car near a big paved area. The building was still a bit in the distance, but she got out and went ahead to pick me up again. I was awake enough by now to walk on my own, but I didn’t mind being carried around either. Especially since it was making up for the fact that I didn’t get a proper rest. As Sara walked, she approached not the bigger building, but a smaller structure in the middle of the big paved field. I realized that she was constantly glancing at me, as if expecting me to have a reaction to it. I tilted my head at her in confusion. “Do you not recognize it?” She asked me, realizing my confusion. Sara then gestured to the small structure she was bringing me towards. I squinted, darkness making it hard to figure out the exact shape of it, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t figure it out. “No.” I answered with a negative earflick. “Have I been here before?” “I guess it makes sense that you would not remember it…” She sighed, disappointment obvious in her voice. “You haven’t been here, per se, but you have been inside that ship.” “That is ship?” I asked with surprise, looking at the structure again. It seemed so… blocky! Box-like! Un-ship-like! But that also did remind me of how little I knew of human cultural aspects. The only buildings I’ve seen, for example, were also boxy and rectangular, so I assumed this was a building. But maybe humans do buildings in other shapes too. Still, while I have seen a few buildings, what I have never seen was a human spaceship. Which was weird, considering I arrived to Earth in one. “Yes. Hold on, I’ll show you.” She patted me on the head quickly Sara approached the structure and pulled out her pad. After a few taps, presumably some sort of remote control, the ship’s ramp lowered and it looked more ship-like that way. Sara did not waste time and went up the ramp. The insides of the ship were pretty cramped-looking, but considering how small the vessel was as a whole that was not surprising. Once we were onboard, Sara lowered me down and I stood on my own, looking around curiously. While she went right for the console, starting to activate something, I examined the main area. There were a few offshoot doors with buttons to the side. I reached and pressed one of them… And that opened up into a big white room. I did not remember this ship from the outside. I also did not remember the ship from the inside. But this room… I remembered this room. In my panic, I assumed it was the freezer back when Noah and Sara first brought me there. And in my barely conscious state, this room was the only thing I could perceive enough to remember at the time. The extra cool air and the stark whiteness contrasting the greys elsewhere on the ship, those being not unlike grey of the arxur ships. Plus, all the memories from that day were blurry for me. “It is ship you brought me to Earth in!” I concluded, turning around to look at Sara. She was now seated at the console, quickly tapping away at the keys. “Yes! That’s right. We’re on the Odyssey now.” She nodded, not even looking at me. “Do you know what that name means?” “No. Is that not just name?” I asked, my curiosity piqued. “It’s Greek in origin. Just like the names we chose to present ourselves to the Federation with. It comes from the title of an ancient book, one of the oldest that we still have preserved. And while it is the title, the word itself came to have a meaning of its own - it means a long and eventful journey that ends with a return home.” She explained, more and more little lights appearing on the dashboard in front of her as she kept tapping away and doing something as she spoke. “As much as I have bad memories associated with this ship now, the title is still fitting. Though it will be even more fitting soon enough…” She kept doing whatever she was doing. I looked around a bit again and felt a yawn coming on that I couldn’t contain. Without being carried around and with the conversation dying down, the sleepiness was coming back. “Hey, Sara…? Why did you bring me here so early? It is fun to see this again, but why not during day?” I asked, rubbing my eyes groggily. “Shh… It’s okay. It’ll be over soon… The journey ends with a return home, after all…” Sara mumbled. Suddenly there was a hum. I felt the whole ship rumble for a moment and realized that Sara wasn’t just tapping at the console for nothing, she was starting the ship up! “Wait! Already? Why? What about Noah? And implant? And other plans?” I asked, stepping away from Sara. The woman was just grinning at the screen in front of her now. I got a lot better at human expressions. It was a smile. But it was off. There was something wrong about it. “It doesn’t matter… All that matters is that you will be back home, safe and sound…” She just spoke, still not even looking at me. “Sara! Stop right now!” Noah’s voice came from behind me as I heard loud footsteps. The ramp must still be down! “Noah!” I called out happily, wagging my tail in excitement. If he was there, then everything would be alright. Even if Sara went crazy and tried to just take me home without explaining, he’d stop her now. “Noah…” Sara hissed. “How…? The alarms didn’t go off, I made sure of it!” “Kiara was watching you, Sara. She saw you leave and thought you might do something to yourself, so she went to get your therapist. She also asked me to check on you. But I decided to check on Stynek first. And what do I find but an empty room. Then Andes stumbled out of the utility closet next to her room, barely coherent after being fucking tased! What the hell did they do for you to electrocute them?! Are you insane?!” Noah swung his hands in the air, being more angry than I’ve ever seen him. “They were in on Kiara’s scheme too. They thought I was on my way to say my last goodbye to Stynek, and tried to force me to go to whatever intervention Kiara planned. I didn’t know she roped you in too though…” Sara sighed. “I didn’t want to hurt anyone. But this can’t continue, Noah. Stynek will be going home tonight.” “Home? Sara, you…” Noah spluttered, struggling to find words to reply for a moment. “You’ve really gone off the deep end, didn’t you? We still haven’t properly revealed ourselves! If you show up to Venlil Prime with a trail right back to Earth and no costume, you’ll doom us all!” “If they can’t accept us after the rescues, then they won't, no matter how much we prepare or scheme. I’m done with lies, Noah.” Sara’s arms moved, her hands clutching her elbows shakily. “It’s always the delays. Wait until we can explain things to Stynek, wait until we establish contact with the Federation, wait until we earn goodwill via rescues, wait until we prepare further… And now I hear that it’s more waiting! Not to mention the rumors that priorities are shifting and the venlil cattle exchange is being pushed back in favor of zurulians because there’s slightly less of them and zurulian help would be more important to secure!” “That’s just a proposal someone floated around, you know full well the plan is still the same! And we can’t spring the news unprepared, we have to work up to it! It’s basic diplomacy!” Noah shouted. I didn’t like seeing him this angry. My ears lowered as I wound up standing an equal distance from both arguing humans. “And what about Stynek? Have you asked her what she wants? Or have you still not developed an ounce of respect for the one you claim to want to save so hard?!” “What’s the point of asking her anything when you lot brainwashed her into believing your every word?!” Sara shouted, stepping closer towards Noah with a stomp. “It’s like you’ve intentionally done everything to make sure she would never fit in with venlil ever again! Teaching her all human things, telling her everything her people thought was wrong, convincing her that being separated from her mother is good for everyone, taking her to hang out with dangerous animals… I was right. Nobody had any plans of returning her but me.” “Brainwashed her?! Are you completely out of your mind?! We’ve just been teaching her to–” Noah spoke, but suddenly his breath hitched and his word got cut off. He looked down to his forearm to see a small dart sticking out of his forearm. Sara, in meantime, had a small miniature gun of some kind in her hand. “Noah!” I called out in distress and rushed over to him. He tried to step towards Sara, but before he could even clear half the distance, he collapsed. “Stynek… run…” He mumbled before his eyes closed. I let out a shrill bleat of panic and started shaking him, but he wasn’t moving. He wasn’t moving, he was laying prone, his eyes closed, and he wasn’t moving! A pair of hands grabbed me from behind firmly and I immediately realized it was Sara. I started kicking and swinging and screaming, but Sara managed to hold me anyway, dragging me away from Noah. “Calm down, he’s just asleep… Will be for a while, the dose was intended for you…” Sara said. “Stop struggling, this is all for your own goo–AAGH!” In my flailing I managed to reach Sara’s face with my paw and drag my claws across her face. Her scream shocked me and made me freeze, stop moving and stare at my own bloodied claws. Which was a perfect opportunity for Sara as she dragged me back and practically tossed me into the medbay room. And before I could react to it, she slammed the button and the door shut on me. “Wait, no!” I shouted, standing up and rushing back towards the door. I tried punching it and pressing the button from the inside, but instead of opening the door it just made a buzzing sound now. Sara locked me in! “Let me out! Sara! I do not want home! No home! Want humans safe! Want Noah safe!” I shouted, my language quickly degrading as my distress grew. My cries fell on deaf ears though, it seemed, as the humming of the ship intensified. I felt the floor vibrate for a moment before lurching, I heard a distant sound that seemed like the ramp closing back up… And then, I heard a distant, loud sound of an alarm. But it was too late, as just moments after it, the floor lurched and I was knocked down on my butt. “No!” I yelled and started clawing at the door. “No! No! Stop! You can’t do this! Stop! Go back! I don’t want to go! Not like that, not yet!” I slipped back into my native language, but subconsciously I knew that even if I didn’t, it wouldn’t have mattered. All I was left with was the deep sinking feeling in my stomach, amplified with the force of the ship’s launch. I kept clawing and crying out and begging Sara to stop, but it was fruitless… I was being taken home. I never thought that it could ever be the worst thing in the world, but in that moment that’s precisely what it was. Memory transcription subject: Dr. Erin Kuemper, UN Secretary of Alien Affairs Date [standardized human time]: January 7th, 2137 The administrative station in orbit around the planet where Outis Hub was located was a surprisingly peaceful retreat. At first I expected it to be as chaotic as the Theseus is on a calm day, but no. Perhaps it was attributable to the fact that the station itself served as little more than an observation post. Any actual workers handling the cleanup of the Hub resided within the hub itself, its accommodations being multipurpose enough to account for any species. My inspection of cleanup procedures had already happened and everything was going according to the book. We expected a lot more damage to be done to the facility as result of potential panics or psychotic breaks that didn’t occur, so it really was more literal cleanup, as well as removal of anything that was particularly gojid-specific, such as the libraries or the food supplies. Those would be replaced with venlil books and a dietary mix that would be more appropriate to a venlil once we expanded the hub enough to accommodate them all. But, despite the inspection being done, I decided to linger on the station for an extra day. A good night’s sleep and a moment’s peace was rare, and I wanted to take it while I could. One could never know when problems could arise. At least the only problem we were facing from the Federation right now is their particularly excessive friendliness. Slowly beginning to open diplomatic relations and revealing details slowly would be the next step, but Elias wanted to give them time to calm down after the news broke out before we started contacting anyone. The reveal of who we are could not be rushed. The sudden ringing of my pad snapped me out of my thoughts about humanity’s plans. The FTL communications relays we were using allowed anyone to easily contact someone across star systems, as long as they had compatible devices, and I wasn’t sure why the Federation limited themselves so much in that regard, even with the arxur war in place, but I definitely found it convenient. The few things that did need my input could just be resolved remotely. Like this call from Andes. I picked it up, and it was a video call. There was a moment of buffering before Andes themselves appeared on the screen and they looked… Well, bad would be an understatement. Their hair was a complete mess, clumpy and sweaty. Their face was pale, with cold sweat running down their brows. The image was shaking, and the background was shifting as they were limping down a facility hallway, one hand on the nearby wall. “Andes? Good… morning? It’s early morning at Theseus right now, isn’t it?” I asked politely. A feeling of dread started coming over me as I realized that they were panting. Panic or recent moment of exercise? “Sara took Stynek!” they gasped out. “You have to tell them you have to–I don’t know–trails–track the trails–she can’t get out–the Federation–” “Calm down!” I shouted, shocked at the frantic state they were in. Andes, while occasionally snarky, was one of the more level-headed staff at Theseus, so to see them this panicked was making me panicked too. “Take a breath and explain what’s happening, step by step. I didn’t get any of that. What did Sara do?” “She fucking tased me and fried my implant and ran the fuck off on the Odyssey and–I think she might have hurt Noah, I, I don’t know, the guards are there, I’ll probably need a fucking hysterectomy,” the camera wobbled and I realized they were limping along a wall. “Fucking endometrial–” “Hysterectomy? What?! Andes, you–” I struggled to process the flood of semi-disjointed information flowing my way. “Are you hurt? You should get to a doctor! And the Odyssey, it, it’s not even up to our shipbuilding standards anymore, why would–” “She's taking Stynek home, because she didn't take fucking leave like I suggested she do every week for the past three months! Think, Erin, she's–” they hissed in pain, “I tried to stop her, but my stupid nervous system is not impervious to electrical shocks!” “What?! How did it happen? Why? Where was the security?!” I shouted, clutching my pad so hard I could hear it creak. “I don't fucking know–get a perimeter or–or somebody to check subspace trails out of earth or–something!” “Shit… Shit, shit, we don’t have ships capable of capturing something like the Odyssey… Andes, you go and get medical help, right now… Fuck, thank you for calling, I need to make other contacts right now!” I signed off. “Good. Bye! Oh shit the–” I cut the call off before they could finish, though I saw that the camera’s view went tumbling as the last thing. Didn’t matter, hopefully they could get help, but for now I had a way bigger emergency to deal with. I started rushing towards the Communications, where I hoped I’d be able to contact who I needed, but before I could even make a single step, another call lit up on my pad. This one I was expecting. I picked it up, but didn’t stop walking through the station’s hallways, even as the ever-sunglasses-wearing face of General Cora Jones, looking actively frustrated for once, appeared on my pad’s screen. “Dr. Kuemper, you have just heard everything Dr. Savulescu-Ruiz said, yes?” She asked. “Yes! And where were your men?! I thought you brought a bunch of your people in specifically to be on guard for this possibility! Why didn’t they stop Rosario?!” I shouted, my voice slipping into almost shrieking. “I am aware of the failing in security measures. The men in question were away on a mission related to the same case - that leak from months ago. We got an anonymous tip, and once I verified it, I passed the information to my team. What I did not expect was that Sara Rosario, the one behind that leak in the first place, would sell out her outside collaborators just to arrange a one night’s distraction.” She scowled. If not for the direness of the circumstances, I might have had time to commit the rare expression of genuine frustration on Jones’ face to memory. “Can you intercept her? Deploy the FTL inhibitors? Remotely hijack the systems?!” I asked, desperate to find an answer. “We cannot hijack the systems because the Odyssey is not connected to any of our systems. When we’ve been doing overhauls using the new technology, it was preserved entirely as it was.” Jones lowered her head with a sigh. “I knew I should have bugged that hunk of junk, whether it was going to a museum or otherwise. And as for the inhibitors, she just went past their range. We cannot do anything to stop her short of shooting the ship down. And she’s got two hostages aboard. One of which is too important to lose.” “Two?! She got someone other than Stynek with her there?” I asked, just barely avoiding slamming head first into a wall and making a turn. “Williams. He tried to stop her, it seems, right after messaging to sound the general alert. By the fact that the Odyssey just entered FTL and he is nowhere to be found now, it appears he was not successful.” She explained. “Shit, shit… Okay, this is manageable. I just have to contact the arxur.” I tried to reason. “They have a military presence and they have vessels that can actually capture the Odyssey without destroying it… I’ll get comms to make contact with Isif and request assistance. It’ll be hard on Stynek, but–” “That’s the other thing, Dr. Kuemper.” Jones spoke, her tone growing even more grave. “I hoped to save it for the morning’s briefing, but the arxur do not appear to be a likely source of help.” “What? What happened?” I stopped in my tracks and brought the pad closer to my face. “A few hours ago, Chief Hunter Isif has arrived to Wriss and was immediately placed under… Well, a house arrest. It’s not an official detainment, but we should expect that by the end of today he will stand trial in front of all the other Chief Hunters, overseen by Prophet-Descendant Giznel himself on suspicion of treason.” The general explained, gritting her teeth. “And as we have not been surveying the arxur outside Isif’s sector, we were caught unawares. Giznel sent forces from Chief Hunter Shaza’s sector to take control of Isif’s sector for the duration of the trial.” “Trial for treason…?” I gasped, running possible scenarios through my head. “Shit, why did it have to happen now?! Not a few days later… We were preparing to make open contact with the rest of the Dominion, but right now we need unquestioned help!” “Indeed. The timing is inconvenient. Hence me warning you that contacting Isif will be pointless.” She sighed. “I doubt Rosario knew about that, but her timing could not have been worse.” “Okay… Okay, we can still intercept her.” I reasoned, starting to walk again. “Coth. I’ll contact him. He’s not there with Isif on Wriss, and he has enough authority to make a mission like that happen. It might be more complicated with Shaza’s arxur in the sector, but…” “You plan on using his compliance to humans?” Jones asked, quirking an eyebrow. “I plan on using our alliance.” I said firmly. “Plus, even if his authority was superseded by that of Shaza’s arxur on command from Giznel, he has gained some experience acting covertly, or so I heard. With our whole species’ survival and the prosperity we could bring to the arxur at risk, I expect he will do the right thing, regardless of the potential obstacles.” “Then it appears you’ve got it in hand.” Jones adjusted her sunglasses. “I will need to deal with those arrested hackers and continue surveillance of Isif. I will notify you when his trial starts. In the meantime, good luck with Coth.” She shut the call off, and just in time for me to have reached the comms center. I pushed the doors open, and everyone was already looking at me, as if waiting for me to arrive. Right, comms likely would have gotten the news first. That made sense. “I need a call to Captain Coth of the Dominion. ASAP!” I called out and immediately the technicians got to work. I went right up to the front screen, but as I was passing the various communications officers, I noticed a familiar face and couldn’t help but pause. “Reynolds…?” I asked, thinking that I might be mistaken. “Ah. Dr. Kuemper…” Lisa Reynolds looked up from her console. She looked about as frazzled as the rest of the technicians. “Seems like we know who was behind that leak now, huh?” “What are you doing here? Is Jones having you spy on me now?” I narrowed my eyes on her. “N-No, ma’am! Honestly! I was just assigned here for my good service, and I’ve been here basically since the moment the gojid moved out.” She raised her palms in front of herself defensively. “I didn’t even know you were coming for an inspection personally and General Jones made no personal approaches to me since our visit to arxur territory, ma’am.” I pinched the bridge of my nose and sighed. I had bigger things to deal with right now, regardless of how truthful Reynolds was. While the officers were establishing a line to the Dominion, I walked over to the front and took the seat. So much going wrong at once… And how much of it was my fault? When did Rosario’s mental state deteriorate so much as to go for what might as well be a suicide mission? Was her mental state deteriorating at all, or was she just acting all along? Maybe, if it was deteriorating, I might have contributed to it… I immediately thought back to the last conversation I had with her, where I unintentionally implied a possibility of Stynek staying on Earth for good. I remembered that I wanted to apologize and talk to her properly after, but I never crossed paths with her to do so, and then I left for this stupid inspection… And now I was stuck here, off-world. I’m going to have to line up a lot of video calls to the facility, maybe even conferences with the Secretary-General and his other advisors… Suddenly having a small squad of various communications officers and administrative officials was coming in handy. I did not expect the staff to be useful this soon… “Dr. Kuemper, the line is active, we’re dialing Captain Coth now.” One of the staff notified me. I straightened myself out and adjusted the disheveled hair. I doubted I could look not panicked, but Coth was never one to care for appearances of others, only his own, and even if he did, he would understand the distress… Hopefully he can stop Sara, or find someone else who can. Otherwise, if things go the worst way possible, humanity might just be doomed… First - Prev - Next submitted by /u/Heroman3003 to r/NatureofPredators [link] [comments]
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6 years to the day from when I started, I've finished every Stephen King novel. Here's my ranking.
I have now read every Stephen King novel, 6 years to the day since I started. I had always wrote him off as “too popular to be good” if that makes sense… like generic pop music or CGI-inflated superhero movies... and thought of his books as “Goosebumps for adults”. I checked out IT from the library on a whim and was immediately hooked. I didn’t intend to read them all, at least not for a while. I read the ones that were common on the top 10 lists, then the top 20, then got absolutely lost in the Dark Tower saga, then eventually I was reading whatever was still available at the library or on Hoopla/Libby. When I realized I had about 20 to go I figured I might as well go for it and started hunting them down a bit more. I only purchased one, Christine, to save for last, and then a second, IT, to celebrate and begin a re-read. Is SK the greatest writer of all time? No, of course not. His flaws are well documented and most of them didn’t bother me. However, he has to be in the top, if not THE greatest storyteller ever. Each one is an absolute journey that puts you right there and often makes you nostalgic for a time you never even lived. And… you’re never safe. Sure, going into the ending you might expect a character to die, but even in the first 50 pages he might drop something like “Then Richard laughed merrily as he enjoyed what would be his last birthday alive” and BOOM you're knocked off your feet. I was also blown away by how much of it is non-horror. There’s fantasy, mystery, drama, crime, and even romance. At the time I had no idea he had written The Shawshank Redemption, The Green Mile, Stand By Me, and more. I found most of these 70+ books to be far more fascinating than scary. But when it does get scary… it goes deep. The ending of Revival painted a picture that will stay in my head a LONG time. BTW, in these 6 years I have read just as many, if not more, non-SK books. I do try to be diverse and not a bunch of old white guy authors. That’s a post for another time. Here's my official ranking, with a couple scattered notes. I’ve included everything I’ve read, including short story collections and novellas. I also combine the 8 Dark Tower books into one, as I find them impossible to rank. These are not set in stone. Anything beyond the top 4 can shift up to 5ish spots depending on my mood. BEST OF THE BEST IT The Dark Tower - Entire Series • Dark Tower I - The Gunslinger • Dark Tower II - The Drawing of the Three • Dark Tower III - The Wastelands • Dark Tower IV - The Wizard and Glass • Dark Tower 4.5 - Wind through the Keyhole • Dark Tower V - Wolves of the Calla • Dark Tower VI - Song of Susannah • Dark Tower VII - The Dark Tower Under the Dome - I was surprised to find later how much people hate the ending. I loved it, and the entire world it built. Revival - Just wow. The Green Mile Insomnia Doctor Sleep The Institute The Tommyknockers - I had heard this was one of his worst. It was bonkers. The magic trick scene was probably the most unsettled I’ve ever been reading anything. Needful Things FANTASTIC Christine - My final one, so it will always have a special place. Sleeping Beauties - I KNOW this does not belong this high, but I read it while on a trip and I was totally drawn in. The Talisman Pet Sematary - Don’t start with this one lol Salem's Lot You Like It Darker - Oh yep he’s still got it. The Shining Misery Cujo - cry emoji The Eyes of the Dragon - This is almost a kids book! 11/22/63 Duma Key Rose Madder End of Watch Finders Keepers Mr. Mercedes The Stand - I realize this should be higher… I had too much hype for it. The Running Man Skeleton Crew - THE JAUNT The Mist - I read this separate from Skeleton Crew so it gets it's own thing. Later The Long Walk The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon Rita Hayworth and Shawshank Redemption Bag of Bones GOOD Billy Summers Nightmares and Dreamscapes Black House Blaze Firestarter Carrie Dreamcatcher Desperation - One of the best starts of any book. The Regulators The Dark Half Dolores Claiborne If It Bleeds Full Dark No Stars OK Holly Cell Joyland Gerald's Game Thinner Elevation The Dead Zone - I made the mistake of reading this in the middle of The Dark Tower series which has to be why it's lower. Rage Lisey's Story NOT GOOD Gwendy's Final Task The Outsider - This gets a re-read soon. I read it before any of the connecting books, I’m sure I’ll like it better now. Cycle of the Werewolf Roadwork From a Buick 8 The Sun Dog The Colorado Kid Blockade Billy Gwendy's Button Box *Gwendy's Magic Feather - Not SK but part of the trilogy that was just straight-up bad. UNRANKED / NON-FICTION On Writing - This is fantastic, I just can’t include it with the rest. I still have a few novellas and short story collections to get to, including a few that it’s been a crime I haven’t finished (Night Shift, Art Pupil). But it’s always good to have a little more to go. Plus I'm sure he's gonna crank out a few more by the time I finish this post. “Go then, there are other worlds than these.” Also I’d be happy to talk your ear off about any of these and give recommendations so ask away! submitted by /u/scottmwilsonbooks to r/stephenking [link] [comments]
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NEW UPDATES: My brother is homicidal. I’m looking for ways to protect my family.
DO NOT COMMENT ON LINKED POSTS. I am NOT OP. Original post by u/mommydeer in r/Mommit trigger warnings: plans of violence/murder, sexual abuse of an animal mood spoilers: anxiety Previous BORU here - not posted here due to length. Thanks to u/LucyAriaRose for letting me know. Update- mom whose brother threatened to kill her and family - March 28th 2024 Hi everyone, I’m so grateful to this community and the incredible support. I’m posting this to update you about our case. My brother called and threatened to kill me and my husband and kids about 2 months ago. He also has a history of getting guns, an axe, and other supplies with plans to commit other murders. He has hurt a dog sexually when he was younger but did not hurt people yet. It has been horrible and difficult and I’m not sure that I could have survived emotionally without my friends, colleagues, and this community. You gave me amazing advice. We are moving this upcoming weekend. My husband has been more supportive with the move, even though he still feels that he could take on my brother. I’m not interested in physically confronting my brother. I don’t want to live in constant fear. Meds and the psych hospital didn’t help him, I think the only thing that will help is a long term inpatient unit but our state doesn’t have those resources. My brother was released from the hospital straight to jail. He currently awaits his court date in May. I met with the prosecutor today and gave my statement. They put his bail at half a million, the highest the detective I’ve been working with has seen for a misdemeanor. His lawyer requested to lower it but the judge refused to lower the bail amount. I was told the judge is aware of his previous serious plans and preparations to kill. The prosecutor plans to go for the most jail time possible for this- a year. I don’t know if jail is right for him but if he is released he will hurt someone. I spoke with my dad, and he was so mad at me for speaking with the police. He kept saying how my brother was asking for help and sharing his fantasies with me, not threatening me. He kept telling me to withdraw my statement. He said that I am the one that put my brother in jail. It broke my heart. I told my dad that I only told the police the truth. I told him my brother is sick and will hurt someone. My dad said- you don’t have a crystal ball. True. But he’s made his intentions clear again and again and again. His doctor said he has no empathy. His only thrill is thinking about hurting others. The prosecutor said that even if I withdraw my complaint the state is still bringing these charges. The social worker and prosecutor said this to my parents, but my dad, mom, and sister keep insisting that I need to recant my statement. I’m terrified of every small noise in the house. We are leaving our friends and everyone we know and moving because of my brother’s actions. I feel so heartbroken that my dad and family are blind to it- everyone else, police and medical staff included- can see the clear writing on the wall. RELEVANT COMMENTS TinyBearsWithCake Please keep your location private from your family. While they downplay the threat your brother poses, they’re a risk. I can easily see them disclosing your new location to him just to “prove” he’s not a danger. ------- OOP posted about her relationship struggles with her husband - Please help me stay in my marriage. I’m losing my patience. - April 21st 2024 Married for 8 years. We have 3 kids, 7 to 2 years old. We both work full time. Recently we had to move due to a safety issue. My husband did not want to leave and made me feel crazy for wanting to flee for our safety. Our already fragile marriage feels unstable with the added stress of moving. My husband is on the spectrum and I thought that working from home would help him be less stressed and more kind. But he is unhappy, unkind, yelling at me and the kids, and generally questioning any decision or request I make. I made a compromise when I married him- knowing that I did not like his sense of humor or sex with him, but thinking that his intelligence and our common values would get us through. Now I feel stuck because I don’t feel like our values are the same anymore. He wants material possessions. He hates meeting new people. He can’t tolerate the noise and chaos our kids bring. I don’t mind the chaos and noise- that’s just kids. I love minimalism. To me a stranger is just a friend I haven’t met yet. I’m making new friends every day out here, and he’s refusing to meet anyone new in our new city. I LOVE being at work because I feel valued and appreciated. I love being with my kids or my friends for the same reason. But I dread every interaction with my husband. When he’s gone for several days I feel so happy because no one is criticizing me or yelling at the kids. He’s on depression and ADHD meds, and in counseling, but I don’t think it has helped. Having known him for this long I know he isn’t changing. I keep trying to convince myself to stay. I want to stay for our kids. I don’t want to ruin their lives. I’m just so very unhappy with constantly managing his feelings. I don’t care if I will be alone my whole life. I don’t care if I’ll ever be loved. I just don’t want to feel miserable. But I need to stay for our children. I feel so lost. I just want to not feel bad. RELEVANT COMMENTS kayleyishere Why do you need to stay for the children? What good is it for them to be exposed to this? OP: I’ve dated people before that had these qualities but didn’t match on values, or ended up doing something that hurt me. I made a decision to marry my husband knowing we matched well on most things. But since having kids he has become angry. Activities that we used to enjoy together he no longer enjoys. He used to make me feel special. I’m hoping that things change and he becomes happy and fun again. -------- Husband wanted me to work more but also pissed off he has to take care of the kids. - June 4th 2024 We have three young kids and we both work full time. We moved to a high cost of living location and my husband has encouraged me to get a second job because I have a profession that pays well.I told him that I enjoy working and I do, but I manage appointments for the kids and already feel stretched thin. I use lunch breaks to pick up meds for the kids or make phone calls for appointments for the family. My days off are used to take kids to appointments. I clean the house in the evenings. I let him know he’d have to take over the appointment coordinator role, start cooking more, and do more childcare if I’m working 50 or more hrs a week. Well, I got off of work at 7 tonight and ran by the pharmacy to pick up our son’s prescription. I was there over my lunch hour, but they messed it up so I came back after work. The line was long and I texted him updates. By 8 something I got the med and drive home. He was pissed because he took the kids to Costco for dinner and one accidentally dropped their food. I got home in time to help with bedtime while my husband yelled at the kids and told me he can’t handle it. He said he could handle things if I actually made it home at a reasonable time.I’m kind of… dumbstruck. Does he want me to work more or take care of the kids? I can’t do both, and I told him this ahead of time. When we met he told me that he wanted kids and I agreed to have kids- I love our children. I wanted to be a stay at home mom, but he told me that would stress him too much. I’m now feeling forced to work but still having to pick up the slack at home. RELEVANT COMMENTS: notaskindoctor Sounds like your job is already tough getting off that late in the evening. Does he work and do you have daytime child care? If he can’t handle a single evening with the kids I’d be concerned about him having to do that most nights. What a whiner. He’s going to have to toughen up and get some better parenting skills and patience because parenting doesn’t necessarily get easier, just different, as the kids get older. OP: We do daycare. I’m a healthcare provider and my job gives me a lot of satisfaction, but we recently had to move for safety reasons. I’m the one that forced us to move because I was fearful for the kids’ lives. The job I took promised full time but ended up only having 30 hours a week, so I’m now picking up extra days at another clinic and interviewed to work at an urgent care on the side. Our son has severe ADHD and anxiety. I had to get all the doctor appointments scheduled, find school and daycare for the kids, get us into a protective program, take the kids to appointments, etc. My husband doesn’t cook and he yells at the kids. He is in counseling but it sounds like the major thing the counselor said to him was that he has to take time for himself… I thought that was. Wild. I have done my best to keep us afloat. My husband kept his old job but it doesn’t pay as well and he has to drive back to the old house to fix it up to sell, the drive is 8 hours each direction, so I’m caring for the kids on my own weekly. I’m struggling. We don’t have family here so not much support. Writing this out makes me feel like maybe I’m a dummy for doing this and not putting my foot down but I signed us up for counseling and it was a disaster. The therapist told me to stop having expectations and to not complain and then proceeded to argue with my husband. Ms-scientist Dude...there are a lot of bad therapists out there so please don't let that deter you. We had to go through a few before getting one that worked for us. I couldn't believe the internalized misogyny and blatant sexism of many. The worst one didn't take insurance so we were paying $200/wk for one session. She was OBSESSED with his family and how they were "the image of perfection". She asked if she could meet his parents. She also told me that I should not have expectations...it should be "clearly communicate and discuss expectations". She told me I was not allowed to bring up relationship issues. She would only ask me to listen to him and validate his feelings. It goes on and on. DO NOT LET SOMEONE SPEAK TO YOU LIKE THIS. Your feelings are valid and find a new therapist if you are told otherwise. OP: Wow! Did we see the same therapist? It was almost verbatim what this therapist said to us. I’m the one that booked the appointment and filled out (not even joking) the 39 mandatory forms before the appointment. She berated me for filling out all the forms myself. Before any input or questions, she pointed to my unhappiness in our marriage from the filled out forms, and told me that I clearly overthink things and talk too much. Yeah- you had 39 mandatory forms! Of course it’s a lot. ------ Update: testifying against my brother tomorrow. - July 2nd 2024 Quick recap on her previous situation and thanks the community for their support. I want to let you know we are safe. We are in our new state. My husband is trying his best and being far more supportive. He still believes we should have stayed to fight, but he’s accepted the fact I felt the threat was real. The kids are adjusting to life in our new state. We made some friends.Our location is not public, despite my license to practice medicine being available online- it is far from the first result and our address is hidden. My employer is very respectful and kept my name off of the clinic list of providers. I’ve signed us up for address protection through our state. This is thanks to many of you who advised me to move and hide our address. I appreciate all your kind advice! I am flying back to our old state today to testify against my brother tomorrow. He decided to go for a jury trial on advice from my parents. I’m an anxious mess and have tons of conflicting feelings. I helped raise my brother and a large part of my identity has been helping and protecting my siblings. A small part of me feels that testifying against him, and sharing everything I know, will destroy his life and be a betrayal. But I know he made his bed and must have consequences. It’s the right thing to do as shitty as it feels. The boy I helped raise is not there anymore. He is not the same person that sexually abused a dog, that has threatened to shoot up a hospital pediatric unit, stab my sisters, kill my parents with an axe, or kill me and my husband and kids with a sledgehammer. I dread seeing this man tomorrow. Every time his photo shows up on my phone I feel panic. Meeting people with the same name makes my heart beat faster. I can’t stop feeling fear. I plan to tell the truth and let the jury decide if my brother is guilty. I worry that this will destroy what’s left of my relationship with my family of origin. I have to do the right thing even if my parents and sisters think this is a betrayal of our family. My sister told me this will not change things between us- because she believes I will do the right thing for the family. But the truth is I plan on doing what’s right for my family and the community. Again, I am grateful to you and will update you on how things go. Updated added via an edit: I just gave my testimony. My brother and mom were staring daggers into me but I did my best to keep calm. They only allowed me to testify about the threatening phone call, not about any of my brother’s past history. Not about the guns, axe, or dog. RELEVANT COMMENTS ZucchiniAnxious You're doing the right thing!! Congratulations to you for actually doing something and preventing a tragedy! You're awesome! I don't know about american law but is there a possibility to testify without the defendant in the room? Like, remove him from the room while you can testify. I've asked for this and I've seen it happen many times as a lawyer in another country. OP: I do not think there is a way to testify without my brother being in the room. I know that my family will also be there, and in a way, knowing how much they do not want me to testify is the worst part. My family is Soviet with a history of alcoholism, abusive behaviors, and secrecy. I’m trying to break that cycle for my own kids and to raise them to tell the truth, even if it is difficult or scary. It’s heartbreaking that my brother grew up to be this person and threw all of us into this horrible situation. I wish that I didn’t have to go against my parents’ wishes but I truly don’t have a choice. Bird_Brain4101112Your brother is desperate for help. And your parents and sister want to ignore those cries for help because idk they don’t want to look bad? If your brother is released and hurts or kills someone, what then? OP: My parents were mad at me for taking him to a crisis center initially when he admitted to being suicidal. They thought I should have brought him home to them to take care of it themselves. I think their approach would have allowed him to hurt someone. They think him buying guns and an axe, and tactical gear, and scoping where to shoot people is just fantasies he had. My dad said it’s no different than watching WWII movies, or reading historical fiction. My parents also don’t believe that he sexually abused their dog even though he admitted to it multiple times and police and FBI told us about it and the social workers confirmed it. I didn’t want to believe it either, but my brother admitted to it himself to my face and he looked very sheepish and embarrassed that he did it. He didn’t expect that his doctor would reveal it to police but they did. My parents care more about their son and how the family looks than the actual wellbeing of their daughters or grandkids. ----- Update posted later the same day - My brother was found guilty - July 2nd 2024 Hi everyone. Thank you again for your kind support. Here is a (hopefully) final update. I testified against my brother today (in the case of threatening to kill me, my husband, and our kids.) My brother was found guilty! I gave a victim statement and my husband gave one virtually. I was able to provide more background on his past threats and guns, and other weapons. My testimony at trial was very limited to the phone call, so it felt good to be able to say all the reasons we have to take him seriously. My mom gave a tearful character statement saying he was so gentle and would never hurt anyone. The judge cut her off mid testimony, it was honestly so validating. He will be released from jail in 2 weeks to serve out his sentence of 2 years of probation with regular check-ins, mandated therapy, and possibly having to wear a GPS tracker. The judge also extended the protective order for me and my husband and kids to 4 years. My mom is renting a hotel room for my brother once he’s out of jail. They are trying to find a halfway house but it will most likely be not very secure. At least probation and mandated therapy should help- I hope! I do not plan on having any future contact with my brother. I will see if we have contact with my parents. I plan on still talking with my sisters. I’ve urged them to not share their addresses with our brother, but they are adults. I’m not going to reveal our location to any of them because I don’t trust that they won’t reveal it.I feel that the ruling is fair and will get my brother treatment. I think that we are safe now.I did everything I could. Now I’m in the airport about to fly home and I’m having a drink to closing this horrible chapter. Cheers! ------ Marking this as concluded (for now & hopefully forever) and I hope OP can finally sleep without being worried that her brother will attack her and her family. Reminder - I am not the original poster. DO NOT COMMENT ON LINKED POSTS. This counts as brigading. You will put the entire sub at risk of being shut down. submitted by /u/PrincessCG to r/BestofRedditorUpdates [link] [comments]
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Am I overreacting or is my fiances behavior normal?
I am not OOP. OOP is u/Expert_Spring_9121 and they posted in r/AmIOverreacting Do NOT comment on Original Posts. See rule 7. This sub has a 7-day waiting period so the latest update is at least 7 days old. Trigger Warning: Verbal, financial and emotional abuse, threats of violence, possible grooming Mood Spoiler: sad and bleak, frustrating but maybe hopeful Am I overreacting or is my fiances behavior normal? July 16, 2024 Hi everyone, I’m in a relationship that has become increasingly complicated, and I’m struggling to understand if my feelings are justified. For reference, we’ve been together almost 4 years, and engaged and living together for 3 1/2. He is 26M I am 21F We of course had the whole honeymoon period where we were absolutely enamored with each other, but slowly it started to become more normal, and then questionable. I want to hear other people’s perspectives on it. Here are some of the issues I’ve been dealing with: 1- His constant belittling. I don’t think I’m absolutely dumb, but I do some flat out stupid things sometimes. Never huge things, for instance just buying the wrong tomato sauce at the grocery store, saying a sentence in the wrong order, getting a food order wrong. Obviously never anything huge, but enough to mildly inconvenience him. The thing is he gets incredibly offended when I don’t do things exactly right or to his standard and constant calls me stupid or talks down to me as if I can’t comprehend anything or that he has to make sure I know how to do a said thing. When I tell him I know how to do said thing, he says “I know, I just want to make sure you do it right because you’re stupid sometimes.” Hearing it a few times wouldn’t be the end of the world but I hear it multiple times per week from things like mowing the lawn, to pulling into a parking space, and cooking a meal. I’ve talked to him about this before and his justification is that is trying to “better me” because he knows I have potential, I just don’t use my head a lot. This whole thing just irks me, and it’s put a huge damper on my self-esteem 2 - This kind or segues into him seeing me as a lesser, which he has slightly admitted to, but 2 years ago when I started cosmetology school and the both of us were in school and working, I wasn’t home for more than 3 hours a day during the week. My routine was basically get up at 7, leave at 7:30 to go to school, leave school at 3 to get to work at 3:30, then work until 8:30 at night to go home, sleep, and do it all over again. Keep in mind during all of this, he worked 40 hours also, but only took 1 class a semester, so he only needed to be at class 1 evening from 4pm to 6pm. I’d often get home and he wouldn’t ever really help with dinner, or laundry, or cleaning, or the dishes, or even letting the dog out, so my nights usually consisted of picking up dinner (which was hella expensive), maybe doing the dishes, making sure both of us had clothes for work the next day (if not, I’d start the laundry and stay up until the washer was done so I could switch it, but sometimes I’d fall asleep before then), and do any homework I had left and go to sleep. All while doing this, once a week I’d have him texting or calling me angrily that the clothes were never clean, I never cooked, and the house was a mess. I told him that I am honestly too busy to do anything, but I will try, and I appreciate if he could get to it. He always spun it into a sort of way that he worked harder because he’s an electrician and that he was taking “real” college classes, not just “playing with hair all day”. I tried and tried to get him to do his part, but it was never to any avail. The only time he would ever do anything was when he was so fed up he only did HIS clothes and washed the dishes HE used, and picked up HIS mess. I told him that I just can’t get to everything and I understand he is busy but he is home more than me and has to help out. He tried to use against me “You said you wanted to be a housewife though.” which I still can’t understand since you have to be Home to be a Housewife. But I digress. Anyway, not much has changed in that category since I just do everything now, and at least it’s a little easier because I’m home more often. 3- He has never actually hit me before, but he has used it as a threat to get me to do what he wants. Sometimes it’s to an unreasonable extent. Like he wanted me to stop biting my nails so he would tell me he’s just gonna start smacking me if I do it again. Also when I went through a few bouts of depression where I kinda did nothing all day, just slept and scrolled on my phone, and let the house go to shit, he told me he was gonna start hitting me if I didn’t get my act together. After some time I confronted him about this and his justification was that it was the only thing that really got me to do anything. This was especially hurtful since I literally was physically abused by my ex boyfriend and my family growing up, and he knows it was a tactic they used to intimidate me. I just don’t know what to do because it’s not like it happens all the time, and when we are good we are good. It’s just hard, this isn’t the man I met, and I feel like now that we live together and our circles and everything are so meshed together that I’ve invested too much into it. And also, if I leave, there is that lingering sense that he might change back to what he was. We did have a pretty huge talk about it, and we told each other we were gonna put the past behind and start acting nicer to each other, but it’s not even been a week and he’s already starting to seep back into those ways. This isn’t even all of the issues we’ve beeb having and they run deeper and get worse as I go on. I’m just not sure. Advice? edit: Ok so I will rephrase that he no longer uses threats of violence against me ever since i had multiple confrontations with him about it which lead to a huge thing after he held a broom handle while threatening me, afterward I basically told him he needs to stop, there’s no way he could love me and even think to do those things to me. Since then he hasn’t made any threats but he still uses the excuse that he couldn’t get through to me any other way. And when I asked him sincerely if he would ever actually lay a hand on me he monotonously replied with “No, I’d never do that.” and then changed the subject. So, take with that what you will, but I’m seeing my therapist tomorrow and I’ve got a whole thing of incidents written down I want to talk to her about regarding staying in this relationship since she obviously has a lot more details about my situation. I appreciate all the replies from everyone, thank you for giving me your perspective, guys. Relevant Comments: Sugarpuff_Karma: I couldn't even finish this....he literally groomed you and used coercive control. He was a grown man, you were a minor, I'm guessing the moving in together after 6 months coincided with you turning 18, also guessing you didn't have a good home life with either no father or a shit one. Time for you to move on - build a life for yourself. OOP: Yeah that’s basically how it went. It was great in the beginning because I was finally free from my family and it looked like the soonest and least resistant option for me to get out at the time. And I mean it did give me plenty of opportunities, I was able to get a serious job, get my license, go to school, not have to worry about many expenses. But now it’s like all of that is held over my head 🙃 Practical-Tea-3337: Be smart now. Make an escape plan, keep quiet and execute it. Do not give him a chance to apologize, or to manipulate and love-bomb you. He's a textbook groomer and abuser. Lull him into a false sense of security while you get your ducks in a row. When you're ready, leave while he's gone. I wish you well. meltontoast: Sunk Cost Fallacy: The sunk cost fallacy is a commitment bias that can cause people to continue investing in something even when it doesn't seem promising. In relationships, this can lead people to stay in unsatisfying or harmful partnerships because of the time, effort, money, and emotions they've invested. Advice- do not get caught up in this. It will not get better. It seems so hard right now, but you will almost definitely look back and be so relieved you left! OOP: I think about this a lot. I know it probably won’t change for the better because it’s only gotten worse. But the thing is I cannot physically leave right now. I basically have nothing to my name at this point. I make hardly any money, don’t have a car in my name since when my last one broke down, he insisted on letting me just use one of his instead of me buying a new one. All I really have is a few grand in savings and a motorcycle. meltontoast: A few grand in savings and a motorcycle is a good start! I was in a similar situation at your age, and all I can say is desperate times call for desperate measures. Ask your classmates if they or anyone they know is looking for a roommate. Make a plan, think about what you want out of life. You deserve love, acceptance and support!! Also remember none of this is permanent, you're young and will go through periods of change whether you want to or not. Make it worth it, be brave and you will get to a better place in time. Good luck! PNL-Maine: You sound so unhappy in this relationship. Why do you want to stay with someone like that? OOP: Because sometimes I am happy and also I am financially dependent to him. Although I’m trying to find a better job so that is not the case. ChampionshipFinal320: Find a roommate; ask around where you work. Find a second part-time job and see if you can find a roommate there. First & foremost.... get away from this waste of oxygen. Kip_Schtum: This is sickening to read. How did he trick you into being his servant and verbal punching bag? He will definitely become violent at some point, probably at the next step of commitment, such as you becoming financially dependent on him by working less or having a child, or when you get married. There is no happiness down that road. Please get away from him and experience life on your own for a while. See what it’s like to have your own space where you feel safe and are not criticized or treated like a maid. OOP: I’ve already gotten to the point of being financially dependent on him. A few months back I was having issues with management at my job and he convinced me to take a job where he works (He’s an electrician at a school) and just climb the ladder there because they will definitely recognize my efforts. Unfortunately that is sort of opposite of the case, and now I’m basically a lunch lady who makes minimum wage who gets talked down by not only the administrative staff but also all the other old ladies in the kitchen. Heh. This fucking sucks. Kip_Schtum: How long until you finish cosmetology school? Also, look for jobs at hospitals. When I was your age and I found out that answering the phone at a hospital paid twice as much as answering the phone at a bank, I jumped on that with great enthusiasm lol. And if there are any unionized hospitals in your area, that’s even better. Get into any union job and hang on for dear life. OOP: I graduated last year, currently looking at hairstyling jobs with higher commission rates than my last salon, got a few interviews this week , in fact. blurtlebaby: Please make sure you don't get pregnant. He may try to sabotage your your birth control. Make a plan to get away safely ,then cut all ties to him. Trust me ,it will get worse. OOP: I appreciate your concern about that but I have an iud so he isnt gonna sabotage that without a fight lol More info on OOP's job prospects/schooling: OOP said in a few comments that one of the reasons she's reluctant to leave is that she is finishing a degree in accounting, which he was paying for (he didn't want her working in a hair salon once she was done with the cosmetology degree and got her a job at his work while she was finishing her schooling in accounting). She has a year left and at first thought she might be able to survive that year until she finishes, but was convinced by commenters and by her therapist that she needed to get out sooner. In this comment on another post, she mentions the accounting degree (on our posts, she only mentions she's in school but I didn't see one where she specifies for what): I’m a hairstylist in florida. I’m set to graduate next year with a degree in accounting so hopefully I’ll have a better time in that field OOP on going to therapy: I’ve been in therapy for the last 2 years. Not because of this relationship (definitely going to bring this up with her tomorrow) but to address past trauma within my family/previous relationships/abuse. It’s funny because a few weeks ago she told me she suspects the reason why I haven’t been able to fully process anything and have lasting benefits is because there must be something going on in my life that is not allowing it. I don’t know how I could be so blind. Update July 17, 2024 I talked to my therapist today and it was bittersweet but very productive. I never really talked to her about my fiances treatment toward me because there was always another issue at hand and i just didnt see his treatment as a problem. but i couldn’t even get beyond telling her about him calling me stupid and talking down to me before she just flat out said “Using name-calling and putting someone down for natural mistakes is a form of emotional abuse. It is abusive behavior. That is it.” She told me I need to get all my ducks in a row for the possibility of the relationship ending and me having no where to go as I really have no financial ties and it would not be a loss for him in that aspect. And as soon as I have some more money saved and a place secured with a friend temporarily as a backup plan, i’m going to have a serious talk and give him an ultimatum. I’ll write down and tell him what I need to have in a relationship with him, and the things I won’t tolerate whatsoever. And depending on his initial reaction to it + the results, I’ll make my decision on whether it’s worth staying or not. Honestly it’s really scary because i’ve never had the privilege of having an alternative in order to stand up for myself, which is kinda sad. But either way, in the beginning this relationship has served it’s purpose to give me the support I needed while leaving my family, and to show me what I wont tolerate. It hurts and i dont want it to happen but if not now, when? Thank you everyone for your words of encouragement and support to stick up for myself. This has really changed my perspective Relevant Comments: leggyblond1: Did your therapist suggest you should have a serious talk with him or give him an ultimatum? Because I think that it's incredibly dangerous for you. He started dating you when you were 17 and he was 22, which is a horrible imbalance in a relationship and suggests you were groomed, or that he's skilled at identifying those who have been abused, have low self-esteem and are vulnerable. He degrades you by calling your names like "stupid," keeping your self-esteem low. He demands that on top of going to school and working, you take care of everything at home. He has threatened you with physical violence more than once. All of this is alarming on its own, but talking to him and giving him an ultimatum after he's already said and done these things may just enrage him so that he uses all of these, including actual violence not just threats, against you. If after thinking about what he's said and done you still want to talk to him, I urge you to do so in a very public place with people around. OOP: She did, she knows a lot more about the situation than I’m willing to share on here. And I’ll have everything planned out and let friends know if I immediately need to leave before I even sit him down. I appreciate your concern. NoPoet9982: I recommend you talk to him in a public place, like a park or cafe. Then no matter how well it goes, don't go home with him. Arrange to spend the night at a friend's, and tell him you want to do that in order to give him some space and time to think. If you do later decide to go home and will be alone with him, make the safety protocol first. Like tell your friends you'll check in every 30 minutes. Idk what you'll do at night when everyone's asleep, though. Sounds scary to me. Aussiealterego: Giving ultimatums rarely ends well. It will make him argumentative and combative. You have already stated that you don’t like the way he treats you, he hasn’t listened. There are no magic words that will make him suddenly understand and change, you know that the next time he gets upset about something he’s likely to resort to using the same tactics. Trust is already broken. He doesn’t have your back, he makes your life harder. Why would he change when it doesn’t benefit him? He can bully you into doing things for him like this. He has no incentive to change. Make your safety plans, then go. If you want to talk to him AFTER you have left, then you are negotiating from a place of strength. opensilkrobe: OP, if you’re in the US, you can reach out to the National Domestic Violence Hotline at thehotline.org. They can help you make a safety plan and hook you up with resources in your area. They are also more qualified to give you escape advice than a therapist who doesn’t specialize in domestic violence situations. If you do in fact decide to have this conversation with him, do it in public, with lots of witnesses. OOP responds to a couple of comments trying to say her relationship isn't that bad/wavering on leaving or her boyfriend won't react violently to her leaving: I’ve hardly scratched the surface of our relationship but there are some redeeming qualities and some signals that it might be salvageable. I just feel like I need this final try to know he truly isn’t gonna change, or maybe he will, but either way I think this is the best decision for me. ... I dont think he’s going to react violently, i think it will honestly push him away more than anything when he realizes I wont stand for it anymore. But we’ll see Many redditors respond, warning her that even if he hasn't previously been physically violent, he may once he knows she's leaving. readthethings13579: Most abusive relationships have good times mixed in. It’s how abusers keep their victims from leaving. factfarmer: When an abuser sees that they no longer have control over you, they can become violent before you can do anything or get help. If you insist on a confrontation of some kind, you need people right there to help. You may be unable to call for help. Editor's Note: OOP's last few comments seem to indicate she will meet her boyfriend in public and let a friend know before she starts the conversation. Hopefully, we will get an update from her when she has left and is safe. This is marked as ongoing. Reminder: I am not OOP. Do NOT comment on Original Posts. No Brigading! See rule 7. submitted by /u/swtogirl to r/BestofRedditorUpdates [link] [comments]
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kind of scary how many people think dogs speak english
Need a quick sanity check. A friend of mine showed me one of those videos, of a dog ‘talking’ with those tik tok buttons the other day…and not just like pressing walk or treat, but forming coherent sentences. I crack wise about it, bc clearly its just trained to press the buttons in that order. Surely nobody believes that they understand grammar right🥴 Wrong lol. Turns out most people I ask are entirely convinced. submitted by /u/u16scharpf to r/Dogfree [link] [comments]
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AIO My MIL calls herself ‘Mommy’ to my daughter
I am NOT OOP, OOP is u/baroqueen1755 Originally posted to r/AmIOverreacting AIO My MIL calls herself ‘Mommy’ to my daughter Editor’s Note: added paragraph breaks for readability Thanks to u/queenlegolas + u/soayherder + u/Direct-Caterpillar77 for suggesting this BoRU Trigger Warnings: obsessive behavior, invasion of privacy Original Post: July 2, 2024 My daughter is just over 3 months old. Occasionally my MIL watches her when I have things to do or need a break. Lately she has been calling herself ‘Mommy’ when talking to my daughter. She does it in front of me and my husband at least once (and sometimes more) every time she visits now, and she always brushes it off like ‘whoopsiedoodles I’m so used to being Mommy so I called myself that haha’. But today she gave me reason to doubt that. I called her over to come watch the baby while I took care of a house project that concerned chemicals. I took a shower afterward because chemicals. I went downstairs to grab some fresh clothing out of the dryer when I heard my MIL talking to my baby in the other room, and she called herself Mommy four times in a three minute conversation. ‘Do you want Mommy to play with you?’ ‘Are you having fun with Mommy?’ Are you being a good girl for Mommy?’ And ‘Mommy loves you, yes I do!’ She didn’t know I was there, and she didn’t even try to correct herself. I asked my husband to help me navigate this situation because it’s super weird and frankly I think unhealthy for my MIL to be playing out this fantasy delusion. He said to me ‘if it really bothers you that much, we can say something next time we hear her do it’. Which makes me wonder if I’m making a bigger deal out of this than it should be, but it feels like a big f**king deal. AIO? Relevant Comments annebonnell: No, you're not overacting. I would not let mother-in-law babysit anymore. Your mother-in-law probably wants a do over child. You also have a husband problem, albeit a mild one, he needs to talk to his mother and tell her to stop calling herself Mommy to your child. OOP: I’ve thought the same thing about the do over baby. My MIL lost her own daughter at 4 weeks old due to SIDS almost 40 years ago. Neither she nor my husband seem to want to unpack that trauma, but I think this might be the start of a super scary path and I’m worried that my husband is turning a blind eye because he doesn’t want to deal with it. KalikaSparks: I would’ve shut that down immediately upon the first “slip.” I intentionally asked my mother and the MIL which “grandma name” they wanted to be called for clarity before they ever met our LO. OOP: We actually did all these things. During my pregnancy my MIL decided that she wanted to be called ‘LaLa’ by the baby. I asked her to pick a different name because it felt too similar to ‘Mama’ for me to be comfortable with it, especially because ‘L’ sounds are really difficult for babies to say (honestly, I could smell this shit coming from a mile away. My husband said I was being ridiculous but he stood by what I wanted and urged her to pick a different name). Ultimately she chose Grammy. The first time I heard her call herself ‘Mommy’ to my daughter I said something along the lines of ‘excuse me, who are you again?’ And MIL laughed it off with a whoopsiedoodle and I drove the point home with another comment along the lines of ‘you sure as hell ain’t Mommy’. I caught some side eye for that one, I was definitely being snarky. Anyway we’ve tried all these things, and it’s possibly why my husband is just starting to ignore it. I think he might be burnt out on the subject and over it. But I feel like if I let up on this it will progressively get worse because that’s the only way it’s gone so far, with MIL continuing to push the edge of the envelope with what she can get away with… OOP on the concerns regarding her MIL and shared few more details on the background of losing her daughter at 4 weeks old OOP: You’ve hit on a lot of points here that I’m worried about too. She was a teenager when she had her daughter, and that baby died at 4 weeks old from SIDS. 10 years later she had my husband. In the years between, instead of grieving and going to counseling, she essentially drug binged for a decade. I do worry that she has a festering mental illness triggered by the birth of my daughter, like she’s trying to use my daughter as a replacement for the daughter that she lost 40 years ago. Anyway though whenever I bring that up I feel crazy and my husband thinks she wouldn’t do that. But then an issue like this crops up and I can’t help but feel validated in my suspicion. OOP on if her MIL is married and why her husband’s father is not involved OOP: She is not married. She has been a single mother to my husband his whole life. thicccockdude: What does your husband call her? OOP: He calls her by her first name, and has since he was 11. He told me that she ignored him more when he called her Mom or any variation, and she was much more responsive when he addressed her by her first name. She has even corroborated this in the past, that he had so many questions as a kid that she learned to tune out the word ‘Mom’ by default. Kind of makes her claim less believable, right?? Update: July 6, 2024 We maybe got a resolution to the problem in a roundabout way. MIL hasn’t spoken to us since this morning though, so we will have to see how this dust winds up settling. Sorry this update has wound up really long. We had my MIL over for 4th of July, we made plans a while ago for me to cook dinner for the holiday. I spoke with my husband the day before and let him know that I wasn’t pleased with MIL stomping all over the parenting boundaries, including but not limited to the ‘Mommy’ problem. I brought up many points that you all gave me, so thank you everyone who commented. I had let him know that I was planning to say something while she was with us, and I was on high alert for most of the day. There’s some necessary backstory before I get into what went down. We have a rule for our MIL concerning our daughter: MIL is not allowed to take pictures of the baby on her phone. We also don’t send pictures of the baby to her phone through texts or email. My MIL is one of those people who posts every tiny detail of her life to her friends on Facebook, and she has a nasty habit of posting unflattering photos of me and she and her friends criticize the way I look. She also uses big moments in my life to get attention from her friends and family, she’s really addicted to the adoration. My husband and I decided early on that we did NOT want our daughter included in what happens on her wall with her friends, from a consent standpoint, but also to help set up our daughter to be far away from social media for mental health reasons. I know that’s a problem that’s far off in the future, but we feel it’s important to protect her even now. MIL literally cannot stop herself from immediately sharing a photo she takes with her FB friends, so we just decided no photos on her phone period. We even bought a really high-end camera for ourselves that we allow her to use, which prevents her from sharing but still allows her to take pictures. For the record, we have provided her a photo album with physical copies of baby pictures and we add to it all the time. Anyway, yesterday MIL decided to break the rule. The camera was within reach for her to use and she deliberately chose the phone instead. She thought she was being sneaky and tried to look like she was texting, but started snapping pictures of our daughter. I happened to be looking over her shoulder and I caught her red handed. I asked her to stop taking pictures and delete the ones she had already taken. She told me that the pictures were just for her to have on her phone, but I saw her start clicking on the ‘share’ buttons and she scrolled over to her FB icon. She suddenly realized that I was still looking at her phone while she was doing it, so she backed out of everything and locked her phone screen. I called her out and said ‘you were literally about to share the picture, I watched you almost do it’ and she went off. She started yelling that she sees my husband take pictures of the baby all the time on his phone, that it’s not fair that she can’t take pictures on her phone, and that we were being hypocrites. My husband at that point stepped in and qualified that he, as the baby’s father, has different rules where he can take pictures on his phone. She started whining and called herself ‘an equal partner’ who can take pictures of the baby if she wants to, and again called us hypocrites. I told her, very specifically, that she is in fact NOT an equal partner and needs to abide by our rules. She pushed further and said that she should be an equal partner, thinks she is helping to raise the baby, and that we need to see that she should be able to do what she wants. That’s where I had it. I said ‘MIL, you are not Baby’s mother, you are not her parent, and you are NOT an equal partner. You are her Grandmother, and that means you will follow our rules because WE are her parents and what we say goes.’ She started laughing at me, very derisive kind of laughing, but I just picked up my daughter, said ‘you’re laughing like it’s a joke, but it’s not’ and walked out of the room. The night ended pretty poorly. This morning, MIL called us to invite us out to brunch. My husband thought that maybe she wanted to extend an olive branch and make amends, so we took her up on the offer. Brunch went well enough, we were all seemingly getting along, but then as we were finishing up MIL brought up that she took some ‘great photos’ the night before and couldn’t wait to share them with her friends. My husband didn’t miss a beat, he said ‘[MIL’s name], why are you still trying to buck against my rules?’ Once again, she called us hypocrites, said that she’s offended that we don’t trust her, and doesn’t feel like she deserves to be ‘punished’ when all she wants to do is have pictures of our baby. My husband pointed out that we can’t trust her because she keeps trying to subvert our rules and continues to undermine us as parents, and if she can’t fall in line then we are going to have a serious problem going forward. She stood up from the table, announced that we will have to accept that we disagree on this and she refuses to talk about it any further, and she stormed out of the restaurant. That’s everything up until now. We haven’t heard from her since she stormed out (normally she calls my husband about 3 times a day), so we’re pretty sure that she’s really mad. My husband and I discussed how we are going to go forward from this, and we are resolute that if she cannot figure out how to stay out of parenting our baby then she simply won’t see the baby at all. I so appreciate how he has decided to put his foot down and help me put MIL in her place because you all were right, she has really gotten out of control and seems to legitimately think that she is a third parent to my daughter. I also appreciate everyone who had something to say on my last post; you all gave me a lot of tools to show my husband that what is happening here is not acceptable, and that if we take a backseat she is going to happily push us out of our roles entirely. That’s all for now, I’ll update again if there ends up being anything new to share. Relevant Comments DogLvrinVA: Stop giving her printed pictures too. She can scan them or just take photos of them and share from that. OOP: Honestly I agree and we might stop given the circumstances, but initially the idea was that we weren’t trying to prevent her from having pictures we were just trying to make it harder for her to post stuff and hopefully discourage her. We will probably reevaluate, and meanwhile nobody can say we didn’t try to compromise. HyrrokinAura: Tell her if she is with your baby she has to relinquish her phone. Put it somewhere safe until she leaves. She can participate in family gatherings but the phone stays locked away until she goes home. OOP: My husband was thinking a phone jammer, but I’m not sure if that prevents camera use. I think this idea is better. In the meantime though we are planning to not see her for a while, and I hope a really long while. We have even jokingly talked about moving across the country again, which sounds ridiculous but we’ve done it before with less. OOP on the reason why her husband calls his mother by her first name, not “mom” OOP: Yeah there is. The story as I have heard it from both MIL and husband is that husband asked so many questions as a little kid that MIL became numb to the word ‘Mom’. She began ignoring him when he called her that, so at the ripe old age of 11 my husband started calling her by name. Evidently she is much more responsive to being addressed by name than she ever was when called ‘Mom’ so it stuck. OOP on her MIL’s thoughts of her nickname from her granddaughter OOP: She settled on Grammy to my face, but then just cut out the middle man and went straight to calling herself ‘Mommy’ to my daughter when I wasn’t around (and honestly, when I was around too). Concerning the LaLa thing, I was always worried that behind my back she would call herself Mama to the baby and then use the LaLa thing as almost a smokescreen because the two are so close. I thought that she would probably encourage mispronunciation as soon as possible, and it would eventually get to the point of ‘well that’s what the baby is calling me so I guess I’m Mama now!’ At the time my husband thought I was being ridiculous but even now I don’t think I was. I asked that she pick a different name that couldn’t ‘accidentally’ turn into Mama so I would know for sure if she had been training my kid to call her that and couldn’t blame it on the baby mixing up words/sounds. DO NOT COMMENT IN LINKED POSTS OR MESSAGE OOPs – BoRU Rule #7 THIS IS A REPOST SUB - I AM NOT OOP submitted by /u/Choice_Evidence1983 to r/BestofRedditorUpdates [link] [comments]
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[New Update] Last year, boyfriend (33m) quit his job without telling me and now he refused to look for another job. I’m (31f) tired of paying for everything
I am NOT OOP. That is u/ThrowRA_blackberry1 She posted in r/relationship_advice The first BORU was posted by u/LucyAriaRose on July 18, 2023 Trigger Warning: domestic violence Mood Spoiler: starts scary, but OOP made the right choice and is now in a much better place Original Post: May 15, 2023 My boyfriend (33m) quit his job last year without telling me. I only found out 2 days before the rent was due (we split everything 50/50) when I asked him for his part of the rent. When I asked, he simply told me he quit because he was tired of working at that place. Since then, I’ve been paying for everything, including rent, food, gas, bills, and anything he needs. I had to work 2 jobs while going to school for a while, it was hard. But I finally finished school couple months ago and I found my dream job. I make enough to live comfortably, even take care of my bf and still have money for saving. However, I still want him to get a job to support himself because I think as an adult, he needs a job. But I feel like he rely on me too much and he thinks since my job pays well, he doesn’t have any reason to work. He always say things like “you make good money now so maybe you could buy me my dream car” or “you should open a business for me to run”. It bothers me a lot. I don’t mind supporting my partner financially if there’s a legit reason that prevent him from working, but it’s not the case. He spends most of his time playing games, meeting up with friends, or just at home watching movies. I still have to do all the chores and take care of our dogs. His family thinks that he’s been woking to take care of me so that I can finish school, which is not true. Now they think I was able to finish school and got a good job all because of him. I don’t even want to explain to them. I just want him to get a job and have a future. When I tried to talk to him, he told me I’m not supportive and now that I have a good job, I look down on him. What should I do? Is it even worth it to try to talk some sense into him? I don’t want to start dating at this age but I feel like I can’t keep doing this. Edit: some people pointed out “quit”, not “quitted” so I edit to correct that. Sorry, I can’t change the title. English is my 2nd language, so I still make mistake here and there. Thank you for the correction (editor's note- I fixed that in the title of this post.) Edit 2: (Next Day) wow, I didn’t expect this many comments. I can’t reply to everyone, but I did read all the comments and I really appreciate it. Many people have asked why him? why I stay for years? what did I see in him? So I just want to answer it here. We started off pretty normal. We split everything 50/50, and I had no problem with that. But throughout the years, he started showing his true self. I was in school and school was the most important thing to me at that point, so I invested all my time and energy into it. I was in a PhD program, so I had stipend (around 30k/yr), which was enough for myself but not for 2 people. After he quit his job, I was very stressed out but I had to focus on school and tried to do everything I could to survive. I didn’t have time to really think about my personal life and I also didn’t want to go through any changes in life, so I just let it be. In addition, he guild trips me a lot, so I feel bad for him. But now that I have a stable job, I have time to really think about my future, I don’t see myself being with him long term. I don’t think it would be as easy as “hey, let’s break up” because I know he wouldn’t let it go that easy. But I’ll start planning to get out, maybe ask some friends for support. His name is not on the lease, so I’ll stay where I am and he’ll have to move. Relevant Comments: justheretolurk3: You worked two jobs while in school to support someone who happily sits on their ass not contributing. Not even cleaning or caring for the pets. Why? Why have you accepted this? And the worst part is he lets his family think that he’s supporting you. So he actually has enough sense to know that what he’s doing is frowned up. You don’t want to start dating at “this age”? You mean 31? So you’d rather be 31 taking care of a stay at home boyfriend who contributes literally nothing? How is that a better outlook at 31. OOP: I think it’s because I was too busy figuring my life out and trying to do everything I could to survive. All I did was working and going to school, I didn’t really have time to think about my personal life. Now that I have a stable job, I have time to think about my life more and yea, I need to end this and take care of myself. Tbh, I’m not even sure how to date anymore but I guess I’ll try and hopefully able to find someone OOP on Moving forward (Next day): I will have a talk with him this afternoon to tell him it’s time to end things and he needs to move out. He will probably give me the “my life is miserable” talk, again. But I think reading all these comments makes me realize I should feel bad for myself and not for him. I’m sure once he moves back to live with his family, they will reach out to me to tell me how good he has been treating me, and how he helped me through school (they’ve done this before when I told them things weren’t working for us). I will tell them everything this time. Aeriepuzzleheaded675: You were in a PhD program. You are intellectually smart, apply that to your emotional and financial intelligence. If you were a classmate when this happened, I can tell you the other grad students would ask why are you were still with him after a grace period of a couple of months. Leave and rebuild your life. OOP: I haven’t told any of my family and friends about the situation because I’m kinda ashamed of it. My friends would probably think I can’t be this stupid. But 2 of my very close friends did tell me that I deserve better, just based on the way he treats me in front of them. I will have a talk with him this afternoon, and a couple of my friends will be waiting outside, in case he gets physical or refuses to leave. Wish me luck! Update Post: July 12, 2023 (2 months later) It’s been 2 months since I posted about my situation on this sub and I just want to give you an update of how things went after I made that post. Before I go into the details, I just want to say I really appreciate everyone here. After I resolved everything, I occasionally would go back to my original post and read the comments to remind myself that I’ve done the right thing. After posting on here, I went home from work that day and asked my friends to come over but stay in the parking lot while I sort things out with my now ex bf. Before I could even start the conversation, he told me his friend got a new car recently and how I should get him a car since I can afford it. I got really upset and told him he could’ve got himself a car if he was working. I told him how stressful it has been for me with him not working and fully relying on me. He started the “my life is already miserable and you’re not being supportive” talk. I was sick of it. So I said I wanted to end things here and he needs to move out asap. As expected, he got upset and threw a tantrum. He was yelling, throwing stuff around, and when he realized I was being dead serious, he started threatening to hit and kill my dogs. I jumped in between him and the dogs to stop him from harming them. Then he pushed me, and grabbed me by my neck. I was able to get him off of me, put the dogs into a room, and called my friends to tell them come in and call the police. He was trying to hit me but my friends got there in time. I think he got scared when he saw my friends showed up, so he backed down but still verbally telling them to get out of the way or he would hit them too. The police came. They took him away and told me he wouldn’t be able to come into the apartment anymore. He had to move but would need to be escorted by the police if he wants to grab his stuff later. It was a horrible experience, but it showed me that I’ve done the right thing. I thought that was the end of everything. But his aunty called me when she found out, and tried to gaslight me saying that he didn’t do anything wrong and I was just upset so I called the police. I told myself that I no longer have to deal with these bullshit, so I told her to leave me alone and hung up. His family would continue to harass me but stopped when I threaten to report to the police. I continue to pay the rent and bills like how I’ve always been doing. The only thing that’ve changed is I’m now so much happier. I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in years. I just got a promotion last week. I’ve been spending time enjoying life (with the extra money I have since I no longer having to pay for his expenses). As for my ex, he’s moved in with his aunt. I got a protection order so we are not in contact at all. Relevant Comments: Many people congratulate OOP and wish her well. OOP responds: "Thank you! It feels great to wake up in the morning and don’t have to worry about what kind of crap is he going to give me today. And omg the extra saving that I have since I’m not longer financially responsible for a full grown adult" "Thank you! I’ve realized that all the uncertainties that I had before really don’t mean anything. My life is only getting better and I’ve received all the support I need from friends and family and people on Reddit too" galaxyone86: How long were you in that relationship? OOP: I was in that relationship for 8yrs Corfiz74: I hope you changed the locks! And why didn't you tell his family about his refusal to work? I hate that they think of him as the victim now, and that you used him to finance your studies and then dropped him. OOP: I haven’t mentioned this, but his family is the type of people who it doesn’t matter what he does, he’s always right to them. I knew even if I tell them that he refused to work, his family would still defend him and make excuses for his behavior (it has happened with other things before). But his family can take care of him all they want now I didn’t put this in the post because I didn’t want the post to get too long but when his aunty first called me, she told me if I kick him out he wouldn’t have anywhere to stay because she couldn’t let him stay with her. I knew she was just saying that so that I feel bad and wouldn’t kick him out. So I told her it’s none of my business and he needs to figure it out himself. Guess what?!? He moved right into his aunt’s house after he was released Sweetragnarok: OP will you be able to move? Given he seems unhinged, what are the chances of him coming back in a later date. he already has escalated to violence and seems like he has gotten his rotten morals from his family who enables him and may do the same (I read way too much RA and Boru hearing how bad things escalates) I hope you are able to do the following: * Filing a restraining order and documenting all instances of the abuse that has escalated * Consider moving and keep the information where you move to the downlow. Plus a change of place may do wonders for your mental health. * Invest in a ring doorbell cam. Its for your safety and the dogs * Alert your rental/apt or property that he is not allwed unless on a scheduled time to pick up his stuff * Find a safe space for you and your animals, in case he escalates again. Anyone who has gone to his manic level of harming you and animals will repeat until they find another obsession. he is an abuser and he's at the stage he lost control and is going berserk but may also be bidding his time Better be overly cautious than not. I hope you be fully free of him OOP: I’m planning to move to a new place soon, and it’s nicer, and closer to my work too (since I can now afford it with the extra money I have). I have no doubt he’s capable of harming me and I’m honestly not sure if he would leave me alone. I’m considering filing a restraining order against his family also, because even though they’ve stopped coming to my place to try to gaslight and guilt trip me, they still try to call me sometimes (with different number since I blocked their numbers already) I just ordered a ring camera and I’m also going to move to a new place soon. He doesn’t even know where I work because he didn’t care. He’d never taken me to work or even asked what company I work for. He only asked about my salary when I told him I got a new job. I was sad that he didn’t care but now I’m glad that he doesn’t know much about me besides where I live deleted user: I hope you read this and seriously consider it. We are attracted to what is normal to us, not necessarily what is good for us. You need to spend some time with a therapist unpacking what in your past taught you to accept being used. Women, especially, are often taught to be people pleasers, even to the point of their own detriment. I hope you spend some time re-wiring yourself to only accept respectful, loving treatment. My heart breaks that you went through this. I sincerely wish you well OOP: I’m spending a lot of time taking care of myself. I have had a couple therapy sessions in the past couple weeks. The whole incident was traumatizing to me. I’m a lot happier but still need lots of time to heal New Update June 20, 2024 It’s been a year since I called the police on my ex bf after he hurt me and threatened to hurt my dogs. I hope the same thing doesn’t happen to anyone, but if you’re currently in a similar relationship, I hope this post will help you realize good things will come after to stand up for yourself. After my ex was taken by the police, I dealt with some harassment from his family but they eventually left me alone. I moved closer to my job and basically a different city that’s 30mins away from my old apartment. I took sometime to heal, and went on vacations by myself, it was great. I finally look forward to coming home and spend time with my dogs (one of them passed away from cancer couple months ago). About 6 months after the incident, I met someone. He’s a great person and for the first time in a long time, someone treats me with love and respect. I’m very happy at the moment. I’ve learnt to set boundaries and expectations early on to avoid being in the same situation again. Now to my ex’s case. Yesterday, I got a call from the prosecutor office. To be honest, I totally forgot about the case and I thought there’s nothing else to follow up on. But they called to inform me that they’ll be pressing charges and asked if I would be okay to testify. I said yes. It’ll be hard for me to go to court and talk about the incident if he’s right there, because even though I’ve completely moved on with my life, I can still feel the fear when I heard about the case. I’m somewhat still traumatized by the whole thing. But I think he needs to be responsible for his actions, especially after his aunty tried to defend his actions by blaming me. It really sucks that I have to go through all of that to end a toxic and abusive relationship, but I got out somewhat safely and I can’t imagine what my life would be if I stayed. It was a hard time, but it’s worth it. Things are definitely better and I’m surrounded by people who truly love me and appreciate me. Simple and little things in life truly make me happy. Like how my bf got me bubble tea and prepared dinner for me when I had a hard day at work last week. I can’t believe just more than a year ago, I thought a day without an argument was already a good day. Relevant Comments: Commenters were overwhelmingly proud and supportive of OOP in leaving and encouraged her to testify against her ex. Here are a sampling of those comments: cumrightin90: Good for you leaving that toxic situation. The exact thing happened to me last year as well. I was in a relationship with a toxic ex and I finally stood up for myself and ended the relationship. We had to love together until we figured out the living situation since unfortunately both our names were on the lease. The way I got out was by calling the police after he swung a sound bar at me. I'm still traumatized about it to this day, I'm in therapy for the things he did and said to me. He plead guilty which I'm so glad that this nightmarish chapter can finally be over. OOP: I’m glad you were able to get out before things got worse. It’s a very traumatizing experience but therapy does help. I hope you have a good support system and are around people who cares about you and understand your experience. jaded1121: You may want to reach out to the victim advocate and see if the prosecutors office (or anyone else affiliated with the court) has an emotional support dog that you can have with you when you testify. I was pleasantly surprised that a small county near me had that for a person I work with when she had to testify against a family member. It helped her feel more calm and protected going into testifying. Editor's Note: As I was compiling this, I observed on OOP's account she not only has spent the last year posting about her progress, but she has commented encouragement, advice, and shared her story to many others. Reminder: I am not OOP. Do NOT comment on Original Posts. No Brigading! See rule 7. submitted by /u/swtogirl to r/BestofRedditorUpdates [link] [comments]
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My brother is homicidal. I’m looking for ways to protect my family.
DO NOT COMMENT ON LINKED POSTS. I am NOT OP. Original post by u/mommydeer in r/Mommit trigger warnings: suicide ideation, sexual abuse of an animal, drug abuse, plans of violence/murder, self-harm mood spoilers: heavy on the anxiety Heads up - this is a lengthy read! My brother is homicidal. I’m looking for ways to protect my family - 4th November 2023 (captured by the wayback machine) I’m a married mom of 3 kids 6 years old and younger. My little brother is almost two decades younger than me. He has high functioning autism and developmental delay related to a brain injury when he was born. I helped raise him as much as I could but our parents are pretty emotionally abusive so I wasn’t there a lot and we had grown apart a bit as he became a teen. He has done better than expected in life- graduating high school and attending a semester of college before getting a job cleaning a hospital. I helped him apply for the job, and when he had a mental breakdown I blamed myself for helping him get the job. He felt suicidal and homicidal for two months this summer. He has very few if any friends, never had a romantic relationship, and was obsessed with guns for a few years. I told my parents and other siblings he should not have guns when I learned he had them. His roommate joked he got him into guns and would get my husband into guns- to which I responded with “do not even try. We are not gun people.” Anyway, in August, after reading bedtime stories to my kids, I got a text from my brother. He came over. He said he went to the desert to shoot himself but chickened-out. I made him dinner and took him to a crisis center. I later learned he had plans to shoot the hospital he was working at, specifically the children’s unit. He planned to take hostages. He had plans to die when police would get there. He purchased several guns and tactical gear, including an AR weapon and a milk-crate full of bullets. He sexually abused a family dog. He had plans to stab my parents and sisters. Police and FBI was involved. He spent 2 months in a mental health hospital. I spoke with him by phone every few days. I believed he could get better with the meds and therapy. He was released 2 weeks ago and he said he felt better than ever and did not have any intrusive thoughts anymore. He got a dating app and was applying for jobs. He moved back in with our parents and was spending quality time with them. On Halloween my dad called me and said my brother is back in the mental hospital. Apparently, two weeks ago he lied to the hospital to get discharged. He had active plans of killing my parents. He bought a huge axe, a Halloween mask, and gloves. He covered the axe handle with tape. My parents found this in the car trunk. The car he gave them a ride in. My brother admitted that he planned to kill them in their sleep on Halloween night. He planned to kill my dad first then my mom, then he planned to wear the gloves to stay warm in the forest so he could hide. My dad called the FBI agent to come get all the stuff they found in the trunk. They think the tape on the axe handle is to prevent slipping with blood. I’m horrified. My brother called a couple times from the hospital. He says he’s ashamed. He admits to all of it. He says they will likely keep him for a bit but he’s already trying to figure out college and work, a living situation after release. I’m not a gun person. Should I get a gun and a gun safe? Should we get home security? I feel like my brother will try to hurt us and I want to do my best to protect ourselves. Any advice is appreciated! RELEVANT COMMENTS OOP speaks on the police involvement The police have been involved. For a few weeks I was getting calls from them pretty regularly regarding my brother. They put in a court order for him not to be able to purchase guns. And the FBI agent is also involved. I’m not sure if a restraining order would protect us physically if my brother decided to hurt us. I haven’t told my kids to watch out if they see their uncle yet, but I probably should. I’m just not sure how to proceed. You’re right that I do feel responsible for him since I helped raise him, but I had some therapy to help. I know my responsibility is to protect my family. How OOP's brother managed to get out He is currently in the psych hospital on an involuntary hold. He was in one for two months and got released two weeks ago. He lied to the hospital staff to get released. I hoped meds would cure him but I think now there is little chance of that. I’m afraid he will lie to get released again. He only knows two addresses- my parents’ and mine. He knows we don’t own weapons. He freely admits this to the therapists, doctors, police, FBI. They know he was not honest when he got released. He almost got out earlier in his two month stay by not revealing he wanted to kill the other patients. When he told them they moved him to another unit. TOP COMMENTS ON THIS THREAD Southern-Yam-1811 I’m scared for you and your kids. Intrusive thoughts to kill you and your family is a very real possibility. He will never recover. My #1 priority would be to relocate where he can’t have access to my kids, no social media. Your parents should do the same. FaultSuspicious If he knows your address and you have children, you need to fucking move. I know that may seem impossible, but it is an absolute necessity. He cannot know where you are. He cannot be able to just walk into your house. You need to move and cut off all contact with him. I’m sure this is utterly heartbreaking for you, but from all the details you’re providing, it doesn’t seem like it is possible for your brother to recover or be rehabilitated. You need to cut all contact for your safety and the safety of your kids. He will eventually kill you if you don’t. I worked in a psych unit of a hospital for a long time. I saw many many situations where an imbalanced adult child attempted to kill their parents/caretakers/family. It’s incredibly sad, but you cannot help him. You can only help yourself and your family by making sure he is no longer a part of your life. Again, I’m truly sorry that you’re going through this. I can’t even imagine the heartbreak for your family. My brother can’t stop thinking about killing me and my kids - 8th February 2024 TL;DR- my brother told me he wants to kill me and my children and husband. He is in a mental hospital but may be released soon. My husband refuses to move to protect the kids. I posted about my brother on this subreddit 3 months ago and got great advice. Unfortunately we’re still dealing with it and it got worse. So I am in my late 30’s, married, work full time, and have three young kids (6 and under.) My husband is a great father, extremely intelligent, and quite possibly the most stubborn person known to man. My brother is 21, has high functioning autism and was working and living independently. My sisters are around his age, but in college. He was working as a custodian at a hospital. We spent weekends together playing Lego and he lived at our house for a few weeks when he couldn’t stay with my parents. In August he admitted to me that he had thoughts of killing himself. I took him to a crisis center. I found out from the police the next day that he wanted to shoot up the hospital pediatric unit, take hostages, had plans of death by cop. He was obsessed with guns and amassed weapons- a handgun and an AR rifle, milk-crate full of ammo, and tactical gear. Police on a local and federal level were involved. He had his guns and ammunition taken from him. He admitted that he sexually abused the family dog as a teen. He admitted he derived excitement from thinking about killing people. Charges could not be brought because per police no crime was committed. He was in a mental hospital until October. He was medicated and told us he didn’t have those thoughts anymore. He was released on meds back to my parents’ house. Within a few days he bought a large ax, a Halloween mask, and gloves. He put tape on the ax, later admitting this was to prevent slipping with blood splatter. He had plans to kill mom and dad in their sleep with the ax on Halloween night. He told his doctor this during his follow up visit on Halloween, and the doctor called police. My parents found the ax and all his supplies in his car trunk and gave it to the police. He got admitted to the hospital again. The prosecutor (both state and federal) wouldn’t charge him. Buying guns, an ax, and having thoughts about hurting people is not a crime they told us. My dad got a protection order against him. My mom is convinced she can fix him. My sisters are in college and far from his reach. I spoke with him by phone every few days- not revealing details about my life, but hoping that keeping contact could provide some safety for me and my kids. I helped raise him, I changed his diapers when he was a baby, he is my little brother and I felt scared that cutting contact completely would put us on his shit list. At this point he hadn’t said we were a target. He asked if he could live with me, my husband, and my kids upon discharge. I told him no. I had to think of my kids. He said he understood. He said his Prozac and antipsychotic meds were helping. He told me about his friends at the hospital, his art, books, etc. I tried to be supportive of his therapy, encouraging him to keep taking meds and being honest with his doctors. He called me from the hospital on Monday multiple times. I was at work seeing patients so I couldn’t talk. I picked up finally. He said he regrets NOT shooting up the hospital. He said he can’t stop thinking about buying a sledgehammer and coming to my house- breaking in using it- then using it to kill me and the kids and my husband. He sounded like he was smiling and waiting for a reaction. It seemed like he was telling me because he got a kick out of it. I tried to stay calm not to give him the satisfaction. I told him that’s disturbing, that he should talk to his doctor about it, and that I had to get back to work. He said “I love you.” And hung up. I called the hospital and his doctor told me he’s admitted to wanting to kill me and my kids and husband. He told her that if he can’t get a sledgehammer he wants to break into our back yard, break the glass back door with a brick, run up the stairs (bedroom area) and kill as many of us as he can before he gets caught. She said the meds are not working on him. She said they can’t keep him in the hospital long term. No residential facility will accept him due to his case file. So worst case scenario he may be released on the street. In fact I they nearly released him on 2/3. I called police and pressed charges (still waiting to hear if prosecutor will accept.) I went to court today and got a protection order for myself and the kids. I couldn’t file for my husband. I told my parents, sisters, school, my employer. My mom said she’s known he wanted to hurt someone for three weeks. I’m not a huge fan of my mom, and I was pissed she didn’t communicate that to anyone. I asked my husband to consider moving ASAP. He is refusing. My sedentary 5’7” 160 lb husband says he can take my brother who is 6’3” and over 200 lbs. I argued with my husband several days in a row about it but he thinks we are safest in our home. He is thinking that getting a gun and staying put is the best choice. He says the security system he bought months ago but hasn’t installed yet would alert police, and they’d be here in 10 minutes to help. He says he would wake from the sound of glass breaking and either take on my brother or push heavy furniture to block the stairs. I worry he isn’t taking this seriously. I’m pushing forward with moving. I set up a visit with the bank to see if we can sell the house/buy a new one, and I am contacting a lawyer to set up a trust so I can pay bills and purchase the new home under the trust. This means it is more difficult to find our address online. My husband refuses to talk about it or engage. He’s not helping make any arrangements. It stresses him out too much. I told him that once I hear that my brother is released from the hospital I am grabbing the go bag and the kids and leaving. He can stay in his house and fight my brother. I can’t control what my husband does but I feel that I can’t risk it. My kids are too precious. I don’t want my husband to be at risk but I’m exhausted from trying to convince him we need to move. We are not safe in our house. TOP COMMENTS ON THIS THREAD Hot-Butterscotch-30 So your husband is willing to let your small children be traumatized by watching their uncle trying to kill him and threatening to kill them because he thinks he is capable of stopping him? What does he think is the outcome here? Cookie_Wife I would legitimately leave my husband if he was dumb enough to prioritise his own ego over his family’s safety. Your husband thinks he can take your brother and thus is too lazy to bother with a move (which is admittedly a lot of work, but you have a VERY valid reason for doing it).My husband would move in an instant if there were realistic death threats not only to me, but to his own child. There is nothing more important to him than our safety and he would take charge of every bit of the move. Men sometimes get stuck in this idea of manliness being “I’m strongest” but true manliness is being able to realise when you don’t need to one-up someone and you can solve issues in other ways.And I would cut contact with anyone who enables him, like your mother still thinking she can fix him. Contact with her risks revealing vital information about your lives that could risk your safety. 85_PhoenixRisen219 I'm sorry but no one can fight a mentally ill person during an episode. They have super human strength. Your husband would not stand a chance against him. You need to leave. You need to protect your kids and your self. If your brother gets inside even with a security system in place all of you would be gone before cops even got there. I'm sorry you and your family are going through this. You will be in my prayers. Be safe. RELEVANT COMMENTS FROM OOP re the brother If he simply had thoughts that’s one thing- scary but may be just him being edgy. He had thoughts and bought weapons and made modifications to them (tactical gear, tape on the axe) to move his plan forward. He’s spilled the beans each time but how long will he continue to confess? I think he is capable of doing people harm. He hurt the family dog apparently. His doctor said he has no empathy. About the parents My sisters and I are begging the parents to move. They are refusing. My dad plans to buy another gun. He told me he plans to shoot my brother if he gets near his house, but I have serious doubts mom or his conscience would let him. It feels like I’m either overreacting or my dad and my husband are under reacting. Surreal. Does he want to kill anyone or her family specifically? I worry also. I believe my brother is obsessed with killing us specifically. I think if my mom tells him we moved he will not seek the new residents out. But I believe it is only a matter of time before he seriously hurts someone. How he got to this point He wasn’t. He has autism and developmental delay related to a hypoxic brain injury when he was born. He also has ADHD. He does not have hallucinations or a diagnosis of schizophrenia. He nearly meets criteria for antisocial personality. OOP Posted in legal on the same day with the same post - 8th Feb 2024 RELEVANT COMMENTS FROM OP On her husband's lack of action I’ve seriously only ever been able to convince him to do anything when I’m on the brink of serving him papers. It is very infuriating. He’s agreed to move but is sulking about it. He told me I’m not giving him time to get the house ready to sell, but all he’s done is lay on the couch depressed. I’m encouraging him to call his therapist. I’m not even sure how to help him. After 3 days of arguing with her husband My husband is now on board, but it took so much yelling and arguing we are both feeling horrible. We are working on making the move (job interviews set up already, etc.) My mom already told my brother a bunch of stuff from this week that I told my dad and I told my dad and sisters that I will not tell them where we move because I don’t want to risk mom finding out and telling my brother. I’m afraid for my sisters and parents but I’ve expressed my concerns and they are adults. My dad plans to shoot my brother on sight if he comes near his house- I doubt my mom would allow that. It is only a matter of time before my brother hurts someone, but he made a very specific threat against us so I can’t risk staying. Why OOP wasn't notified I’m a medical provider myself so I was a bit shocked to hear his doctor didn’t let me know. We are working with state and federal law enforcement and with the hospital and they keep saying thinking this stuff and buying weapons is not a crime. I can’t rely on a notification system. Status of his mental health Unfortunately my brother does not have psychosis or schizophrenia. He nearly meets criteria for antisocial personality disorder per his doctor. She said the meds are just not working on him, he wants to kill. More background here He has been inpatient in the psych hospital Aug-Oct and then again Oct-now. They can’t keep him long term, the prosecutor won’t take the case because buying weapons and having thoughts about killing people isn’t illegal. His doctor, with my brother’s permission, was able to share info with me. She said he may be released to a non-secure care facility in a couple weeks. He could walk out of there and the nurses would call the police, but this is in another city. Even here in town, my parents and I don’t live too far from each other, but technically different police jurisdictions so when I called to report his recent threat they had no idea about all the previous threats. The system is not connected so I can’t rely on the police in that city to let me know if he leaves the non-secure facility. It just isn’t a risk I’m willing to take with my kids.He will hurt someone. He made it clear he has specific plans to kill us. He knows my house very well since childhood. I’m not gambling that he can be jailed or put on probation for a few months. There’s no guarantee we would be notified. What the police are doing The police and federal law enforcement are taking it seriously but there isn’t much that can be done. Buying weapons and thinking about killing others isn’t a crime the prosecutor would take. But I know my children are not safe, and now my husband has come around to the idea that we have to get out of dodge. My husband hurt my feelings tonight, looking for support - 24th Feb 2024 We are going through a challenging as fuck season of life. My brother threatened to kill all of us, we are safe for now, but I know he will try to hurt us if he gets out of the mental hospital. My husband wanted to stay and fight my brother if he comes to kill us. I argued and begged my husband to leave the state to protect our 3 young children. I lost my mind and had a panic attack and threatened divorce if he insists on staying in our house so he can fight my enormous brother to protect us. He agreed to move, but very begrudgingly. He tells me daily that I’m ruining everyone’s lives. Our children’s. His. That I’m moving us all to bring myself comfort. Regardless, our move is set. We’re working to sell our house here and move. I’ve been looking at houses, found a real estate agent, arranged a meeting with the bank, applied and accepted a job in the new state while constantly trying to get his feedback. I’m working full time and dealing with police and court and trying to get a new license to practice in the new state. He is hurt. He’s pissed that I’m making him move. He doesn’t feel the same level of threat. He genuinely feels like I’m ruining our life. Tonight I was looking at houses in the area we are moving to. I sent him a few. He said he wants a house under 1 million, with 1/2 an acre, more than 3,000 square foot lot, 5+ bedrooms, newer than 2000. He sent me a picture of a house he liked and “would buy now”. It was falling apart, in the middle of a mud lot, filthy, and very very far from work. Part of a wall was collapsed. I said that we should consider less than 1/2 an acre lot. There are great homes but we would have to compromise. There are homes that fit his dream but they’re more expensive houses than our budget. He asked - you do know how mortgages work, right? In a condescending tone. I said no, because I’ve never bought a house before. He said- “you did your research, right? You always tell me to read parenting books.” I do ask him to read parenting books. I send him articles. Since he’s an engineer, he often needs me to show him studies and articles to support my points, and then he will pick the articles apart. He argues most requests and disagrees in most cases. I often feel stupid with him. But at work I’m often told I’m quite smart, knowledgeable, and I feel validated. I am a medical provider and coworkers and patients have made me feel like I am considerate and caring. I feel like asking him to just agree or be kinder and softer isn’t messed up. I think moving has to happen and I wouldn’t push for it unless I thought my brother’s threats were real.I think reading up about parenting when you have to parent every day is smart. Especially since he gets very irritated by the chaos kids bring and says he’s “fucking tired” or in a nightmare all the time. I tried to read up about mortgages but I am honestly having a tough time. It isn’t my strong suit.I said we should rent for a while and save. He said “well we don’t have a choice!” In a snarky tone. I wished he would have said something simple like “yeah, I agree.” Or “yeah, I think so.” Just be kind. I started crying and left. We’ve been together for 12 years and I love our kids. And I love him. But this has been constant for our whole relationship and my brother threatening our lives just fucked up our already strained relationship. I feel defeated. TOP COMMENTS ON THIS THREAD Kiwitechgirl Judging by this and your earlier posts, he is highly contemptuous towards you. This is what Gottman calls one of the ‘four horsemen’ which predict the failure of a relationship. It also sounds like he’s very critical - horseman number 2. Read this article, tell him to fuck off and stop telling you that you’re ruining everyone’s lives, because his delusions of fighting your brother are just that - delusions, and you don’t want your family to be killed. Honestly I would be dragging him to counseling, except that I doubt you have time for that. Once you’re safely in the new place, counseling is a must because the way he treats you is unacceptable. Separate-Okra-2335 I remember your previous posts & the fear I felt for you all 😔 Even if your brother is never ‘free’ again, I think you need to move due to all of the negative connotations. Your husband I see continues to be completely delusional. I’m sorry that even after everything he STILL can’t see that! Unbelievable really.There are a number of financial advisors, sometimes within property service providers that can sit with you for 1/2 hour or so to explain the basics of mortgages. It’s not overly difficult once explained correctly & do not accept your husband belittling you on this matter, he has no right to be so damned rude!If you have to move by yourself, do so, make it an adventure for your children who deserve a free & happy life. But remind your husband that he will have to relinquish any access in order to keep them (& you) safe, while he sits alone waiting for your brother to arrive up & unalive him.Really your husband needs a wake up shovel to the face. You are NOT (& nor will you ever be) ‘ruining’ anything by keep yourself & your children safe. Tell him to step up & start being positive, this could be such a lovely experience all round so he needs to drag his butt up to the here & now. REMINDER - I am not the original poster. DO NOT COMMENT ON LINKED POSTS. This counts as brigading. You will put the entire sub at risk of being shut down. submitted by /u/PrincessCG to r/BestofRedditorUpdates [link] [comments]
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Sexy Sect Babes: Chapter Eighty Seven
“This is not the end,” Shi grunted as she rolled up her own version of the contract. Jack resisted the urge to sigh as Ren rolled up her version of the document they’d just spent the last few days quibbling over with the Imperial Delegation. Honestly, having been forced to sit and watch it, Jack thought it was almost a shame that Ren hadn’t been born back on Earth. She could have given a few corporate sharks a run for their money with the way she argued. Which was not to say that Shi hadn’t given as good as she’d gotten. For one thing, Jack apparently hadn’t conquered Ten Huo. He’d bought it. And the cost of that purchase would be paid in food over the next hundred years. Non-perishable canned food. Tons of it each month, to be shipped east, where it would be picked up at the border and then distributed across the empire – or sent straight to the front. It was a not insignificant expense even for him. Just about anything else he’d have been able to summon with a wave of his hand. Not food though. And unfortunately for him, food was what the Empire wanted. Desperately. Well, they wanted one other thing too, but there was no chance I was giving them that, he thought as he reclined in his command chair, glancing up at the stone ceiling of the fortresses’ command center. No, as much as it pained him to admit it, of the things he was willing to trade for peace, food was just about the only thing the Empire was willing to accept to back off. Which said a lot about their internal situation. Unfortunately for him, his own wasn’t that much better. Barely a fraction of the province’s populace had returned to the fields – and even then, only those fields closest to either Ten Huo or the Jiangshi fort-town network. And while his hydroponics farms beneath both places were slowly growing, they were still in their nascent stages. No, the province’s days of rationing have just been extended by years with this move, he thought as both women slid their signed documents into equally fancy looking containers. With that said, it’s a small price to pay for peace. And an even smaller price to pay not to have to supply his weapons to the Empire. No matter how stridently Shi argued for it, that had been one of the few details he’d refused to budge on. Once upon a time he’d supplied the sects of Ten Huo with weapons because he hadn’t truly been capable of stopping them from taking them. As he gazed at a nearby monitor displaying a live feed of a spot in the distance where a mountain now no longer stood, he knew that was not the case now. Oh, he had no doubt they’d get some in the end. Shi certainly hadn’t given up the one she had in her possession, and he hadn’t asked for it. And more would clandestinely slip through the net later down the line. But there was a world of difference between a few stolen examples of technology and enough to outfit an army. “It is,” he responded finally. “Today the Empire managed to spare an arm to swipe at me and mine, despite the Instinctive Horde bearing down on it. Tomorrow though? It will require both arms merely to survive.” Shi sniffed at his words, but said nothing else. Much of that might have been to do with the fact that Yating was glaring at her from the back of the room. As he had been doing for much of the past few days’ worth of negotiations. A task that Jack hadn’t asked the divinity to perform, but had been thankful for nonetheless. He well knew how difficult it was to negotiate with someone when you had the magical equivalent of a walking nuke staring you down. Especially when you lacked nukes of your own to stare back. The Imperial Divinities had left days ago. Called back to the war. And no doubt they were even now being forced to make up for losses incurred in their absence. Not that he had much sympathy for either of them, given that they’d revealed themselves to be just as culpable in the enslavement of their fellows as the Empress herself. “Perhaps,” Shi allowed finally. “Though I would do well to remind you for both our sakes. A word of the Rooster’s release. To anyone. Or a hint of her inside the borders of the Empire, and we will come for you. In full. Consequences be damned.” Jack believed her. It would be mutually assured destruction of course, but it wasn’t like he alone held a monopoly on that concept. If the Empire’s other Divinities broke free of the Empress’s control, the only question that remained would be what destroyed it first. The Instinctive Horde or the rage of just under a dozen angry goddesses. Neither situation was particularly appealing to him. Currently the Empire and Horde were in a semi-deadlock that kept either of them from truly focusing on him. That was a set of circumstances he wanted to prolong for as long as possible. Which was a large part of the reason why he was humouring Shi’s demands that he pay for the province rather than just outright threatening her with annihilation to leave him alone. Because as much as the Empire was a threat to him, he’d be fucked the moment they folded. It was a complicated situation. Yating growled at Shi’s words. Jack just shrugged though. “As you said. Repeatedly. I have what I want. If Yating chooses to void our agreement, she’ll receive no support from me.” For just a moment, the topic of the god’s ire shifted direction, but ultimately he said nothing. The Rooster’s displeasure at Jack’s refusal to commit elaborate suicide by going on a crusade to free his brethren was well trodden ground at this point. Shi hadn’t been the only one he’d been arguing with lately. Then again, arguments are superior to certain other behaviours, he thought, but as he glanced around, a certain diminutive figure remained stubbornly absent. “And as disappointing to me as that lukewarm response is, I can see it’s the best I will receive.” Shi muttered. “With that done, I bid you farewell.” Jack waved her off absently. “My people will escort you to the border. You’ll go straight there. No deviations.” It was a little amusing, the minute twitch of irritation that slipped across the woman’s frame at his words, but she continued her march to the exit, her aides close behind. Only at the threshold of the doorway did she stop though. “Jack Johansen,” she breathed. “Though I know you have little love for me and mine, I also know you have a weakness for the common man and woman. To that end, know that the Empire is not simply a collection of cultivators. For every one of us, there’s a thousand peasants.” He raised an eyebrow. “Your point?” “Murm claimed you weren’t a divinity,” she continued, making him twitch. “That you weren’t even a cultivator. To tell you the truth, I struggle to understand the notion. Given the things you can do.” The miner said nothing. The topic had definitely come up a few times in recent days. And he’d successfully put it off each time. Oh sure, he’d given some generalities to the people closest to him, but that was it. To that end, he got the feeling that confusion was the pervading sentiment regarding him amongst his own people. Someone had called him a mortal and he hadn’t argued. But he could do things mortals couldn’t do. That was a paradox. One that couldn’t be reconciled without a decent understanding of what technology was truly capable of. An understanding that just didn’t come anything close to naturally for a society that had yet to figure out even the steam engine, let alone the computer. Shi continued. “Truth be told, the reality of what you are matters little to me. All that matters is that a time may come where the Empire may… ask you for aid. And though your antipathy towards my mother may compel you not to act, know that the brunt of that decision will not necessarily fall on us, but the people under our stewardship.” As surprised as he was at the words, he resisted the urge to point out that the Instinctives were people too. Fucked up people, but people all the same. Sure, he had little enough sympathy for cannibals, but to hear Baidar – his resident Instinctive prisoner - talk about her people, a quarter of them would be vegetarian. That was not a small number. …Less than the Empire though. And the Empire isn’t the aggressor here, he thought. At least, as far as I’m aware. Though he wouldn’t exactly be surprised if he learned that was not the case. Even if it was, though, it didn’t change the fact that the Instinctives were barbarians in the truest sense of the word. Barbarians that slaughtered entire cities when given the opportunity. “Is this some roundabout way of begging me for help in advance, Madam Inquisitor?” He smirked, trying not to show just how uncomfortable the thought of just letting the Empire fall made him. He had a feeling he wasn’t as successful as he hoped, even as his words made the woman huff irritably. “Simply keep my words in mind. Please.” Ugh, he’d been hoping for a slightly more animated reaction from his needling. He’d definitely have gotten one from Huang back in the day. Frowning, he leaned back in his seat. “Noted. Now get the fuck out of my province.” Even as her escorts scowled, the blonde woman simply nodded before leaving. And with her disappearance, the almost palpable air of tension that had pervaded the room seemed to lessen just a bit. Not entirely though. Because there was another elephant in the room. An elephant he knew it was well past time to address. “Our lord is tired,” Ren intoned after a few pregnant moments. “Your work is done for the day. You may depart early.” There was no mistaking the suggestion as anything other than an order for everyone to vacate the room. Which most people did. Quickly. Before long it was just Ren, Gao and Yating left alongside himself. The room was silent, but for the whirring of machines and the faint hum of monitors. Yet even as Ren regarded him carefully from across the room, Jack felt his microbots tense in preparation for conflict. A conflict he wasn’t entirely sure wasn’t forthcoming. “I suppose this is it then,” he said, cracking his back as he rose from his chair. “Is it time for my reckoning?” He regarded Ren in turn. “The Empire is sated. The contract’s ink is dry. And you’re alone with me.” For a given value of the word. “Is this the moment you turn on me for deceiving you about what I am, Ren?” The woman cocked her head. “Turn on you? Is that what you expect me to do? Even with a goddess backing you?” Jack glanced back at Yating. “Meh, our relationship is pretty fraught at the minute. If you could make her a better offer than me, she might support you as my replacement.” Yating said nothing. Still, Jack wasn’t worried. For all that he’d joked about the god abandoning him, he was pretty sure the divine being was still on his side. Even if the Rooster ignored that Jack had freed him from slavery, the god still needed him if he truly wished to free the others. A motive that Jack was reasonably sure was genuine. He’d half expected the ancient being to tear off around the planet on a journey of discovery. The Rooster had certainly spoken of wanting to do so once or twice in wistful tones. And now that he didn’t have a brand keeping him within the confines of the empire, he could. Yet he hadn’t done that. He was still sticking around – specifically, he was sticking to Jack like glue. Likely searching for an opportunity to free his brethren. And while that was an opportunity that might not come for years or decades… that was a gnat’s fart to an immortal. No, he didn’t think Yating would turn on him. Not now. And though Ren likely knew that, he also knew that the ambition of cultivators often outpaced their good sense. “Perhaps,” Ren allowed. “You are a mortal after all.” It was funny, the words weren’t accusatory. If anything, it was like she was seeking confirmation. In other words, it was a tacit opening to lie. …One he didn’t take. If there was ever going to be a moment for this reckoning, now was it. “I am.” Ren regarded him for a moment longer, before sagging. “I see. Your refusal to show your ki openly certainly makes sense now. I admit, sometimes I suspected you of being some manner of being akin to Elwin. A magister of a different ilk.” He said nothing. “Yet it seems those suspicions fell short.” Ren glanced at a nearby tablet. “It would have taken a great leap in logic for me to think that you were in fact devoid of any manner of esoteric energy, and were in fact merely a mortal using some manner of mystic tool. Even now, the idea of that… some part of me finds it hard to fathom.” He just shrugged. The sight actually made Ren chuckle. “With that said, those same goddesses who accused you of being a mortal ran from your power.” He felt her eyes on him as she regarded him seriously. “I’m a merchant, Jack.” He couldn’t help but note the lack of ‘master’ or ‘lord’. ”Unlike… certain members of our company, I’m more than familiar with notions of power beyond those held in one’s arm. If… you are a mortal who just so happened to stumble across some… all powerful mystical tool…” She took a breath. “So be it. You’ve leveraged it in a manner that would make even my own master weep with envy.” The sudden admittance and the relief it gave him nearly made Jack laugh out loud – though he stifled the urge at the last second. His humor wasn’t entirely derived from relief. Ren was laying her compliments on a bit thick there. He’d made plenty of missteps. “I arrived with it actually.” He smiled warmly. “The tool. It, and I, are from another plane of existence entirely.” Gao laughed, the first noise he’d made since arriving in this room, before choking as realized Jack wasn’t joking. Ren and Yating said nothing. Ren because she seemed beyond any kind of surprise at this point, and the goddess because she already knew. “Uh, this another lie boss?” Gao asked. Jack smirked. “There exists more between heaven and earth than is dreamt of in your philosophy.” Sure, he was an uneducated miner, but he’d seen Hamlet 7: The Vengeance. And he’d liked that quote once it was explained to him. Twice. “No, this is no lie,” he continued. “The truth is simply less believable than the lie.” Ren looked considering though. “I… see. Which then begs the question… is the tool the cause of your strange ability to nullify ki?” “And magic,” a familiar voice said. All three residents of the room glanced up in alarm as Elwin strode in. “There were guards on that door,” Gao grunted dangerously. “They wouldn’t have just let you in.” The elf simply waved the implied threat away. “They're fine. Just taking a quick nap.” Jack spoke up before Gao could say more. “Elwin, how nice to see you. Here to kill me?” The woman shrugged. “I was considering it.” She completely ignored the way both Ren and Gao bristled at her words. “Because as amusing as all this has been, you did both deceive me and waste my time. Be glad you were on the other side of the province when that local goddess announced your true nature.” Yes, the broadcasts. Another part of the reason why he wasn’t trying to cover his true nature up. The idea was out now, and one way or another, his political rivals would quickly start putting his authenticity to the test. Before, he’d taken refuge in the idea of him being a mortal as quite literally inconceivable. Now, that was no longer the case. The ‘how’ would no doubt be in question, but the very idea that he wasn’t what he claimed to be was now a consideration in the minds of many. Indeed to that end, he was expecting to deal with some manner of rebellion when he got back. Fortunately, Shui’s still with us in Jiangshi, he thought. She was the most immediate figurehead the sects would have championed to replace him, and without her in the city, they’d either be waiting for her to return or squabbling over who to use in her place. Still, that was a mess for the future. “And has anything changed?” Jack asked casually, even a mental thumb hovered over a button that would summon his hand-cannon. He really didn’t want to kill Elwin. She was odd, but useful. And despite being insanely arrogant and forward, she had attempted to help him in her own way in the past. With that said, he’d gun her down in a heartbeat if he saw so much as a spark leave her fingertips. And that assumed Yating didn’t get to her first. “It depends.” The Elf smiled wolfishly. “I still need to hear the last part of your statement. Is your tool the cause of your ability to nullify magic? Or is that something native to the people of your dimension.” “The latter,” he breathed. Though he still had no idea why – and likely never would. Elwin drew herself up for half a second, before she seemed to deflate in relief, her righteous fury fleeing her. “I see… that’s good.” She smiled, even as she leaned on a nearby workstation for support. “Then all is fine. Our deal remains.” The woman patted down her dress. “Now, I nearly killed myself flying over here to lambast you, so I’m going to go collapse in another room now.” With those words, the woman left as quickly as she arrived. “Strange woman,” Gao muttered after a few stilted moments. Jack couldn’t argue. Elwin was indeed strange. Though he still didn’t know whether that was an Elf thing or an Elwin thing. “Anyone know what that was about?” he asked finally. Ren glanced at him. “I would have thought the answer obvious. Your ability to nullify ki is inborn. Ignoring everything else, that means your body is still valuable.” “Really?” The dog-woman looked incredulous. “Of course. Magistrates across the Empire would beggar themselves for a courtier capable of such. Curses. Bindings. Even some of the more esoteric poisons. The ability to nullify ki is a boon not easily discarded!” “At the cost of the ability to manipulate it,” Jack pointed out, only to feel even more incredulous as Ren waved a hand dismissively. “A disadvantage yes, but ki-use is something every family has. The ability to ignore it though? That’s unique as far as I am aware. Our progeny could not be combatants, but as you have proven, a lack of combat power can be supplemented through the aid of others.” Ren paused in consideration. “And that assumes that our progeny wouldn’t gain the benefits of both. Your people’s and mine.” ‘Or neither,’ Jack resisted the urge to say, mostly because he was caught up on the woman’s continuing use of ‘our’ when he thought she’d been describing Elwin’s interest. The woman continued on. “And that’s ignoring the fact that this… tool of yours can seemingly be shared.” She waved her hand at her tablet, seemingly getting more excited as she spoke. “As I, and others, have already been doing. Each of us could be guaranteed to have your power.” Jack nodded. “Still not tempted to try and steal it?” The blonde scoffed. “I barely understand it. Could I use it even if I took the… core from you?” “No.” His answer was instant, because it was true. His gear was gene-locked. It only worked so long as his neural interface was active. The moment that stopped being the case, everything he’d built would go into standby mode. “Now, you could be lying,” Ren continued as if he hadn’t spoken. “But I wouldn’t take the risk. No, I have much to lose by turning on you. For better or worse, Ten Huo is an independent province now. And it will not survive without you. ‘Mortal’ or not.” It was actually kind of scary how hyped up she was getting. He coughed. “So, uh.” “Things will continue as they have before. Albeit, with a bit more honesty in regards to your capabilities on your part.” She eyed him. “I assume that’s fine with you?” He nodded slowly. “More than fine.” The merchant’s smile actually hurt to look at she grabbed the tube holding their contract with the Imperials and stood up. “Well, now that’s all out of the way, I have a document to prepare for our return to Ten Huo.” She moved to leave, only to stop at the door. When she turned back, her cheeks looked a little pink. “Actually, in light of recent events, is that why you always insisted upon…” “Yes.” Jack interrupted, before Ren could say any more in front of Gao, who looked curiously onward. “Huh…” That actually seemed to surprise the woman. More than anything else that had been said that day. “Some part of me is a little disappointed by that… but on another level. It’s rather exciting. To be pinned down by a ‘lesser’…” “Just go!” Jack grunted, looking away to hide his own flushed cheeks. Sure, he was no shrinking violet, but there were certain things that just weren’t discussed in front of your subordinates. Ren chuckled throatily, blushing a little herself, before she wandered off. It was a striking reminder that while the woman was a bit of a ‘sub’ in the bedroom, that was only because she was a ‘dom’ in just about every other aspect of her life. And it seemed, if he hadn’t badly misread that last comment, that would continue to be the place. It was actually a little… sad, how relieved he was by that. It felt like a weight had been lifted off his chest. Only some of it though, he thought, rubbing his brow. One big ass stone remains. “What about you?” he asked, turning to a puzzled looking Gao. “Plotting a rebellion now that you know your boss is just as mortal as you?” The man looked puzzled for a moment, before shaking his head. “No.” Jack waited for some kind of elaboration, but the scarred man simply stood there. “That’s it? Nothing else to say.” “Nope.” Gods, even Gao was teasing him – in an admittedly Gao-like fashion. Jack leaned back in his seat. “Ok then. I guess.” Gao chuckled as he moved to leave. “Just… keep doing what you’re doing boss. Do that and I’ll follow you into hell itself if need be. Mortal or not.” Then he was gone. And Jack could only stare after him in puzzlement. Keep doing what he was doing? Amassing power and generally satisfying his ego at the expense of others? Man, the indoctrination goes deep, he thought, almost pitying the scarred man. Sighing, he turned to the last occupant of the room. “And what about y- and you’re gone.” Sure enough, the God had disappeared at some point. “Just great,” he muttered. Still, that was one of his cultivator lovers down. “Just one more to go.” And he had a feeling the second wouldn’t be quite as accepting as the first. 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OP's SIL gave private information to her ex with schizophrenia [New Update]
I am not OP, this is a repost. Original BORU by u/Writer-Sharp TW : Mental health/schizophrenia, Psychosis, delusions, Death, Suicide. OP is u/uncertainomm original posted to r/relationship_advice Posted on July 29th 2022 SIL told my Ex with schizophrenia the time and location of my Baby Shower (Using a throw away account as I don't want this to easily get back to my ex boyfriend. All names were also changed. TLDR below.) Trigger warning for Schizophrenia, mental health issues This story needs a lot of background to fully grasp how severe everything is, so buckle in. My ex boyfriend Jake (27M) and I (27F) broke up a few years ago. We had been together for over five years and were thinking about marriage and buying a house together. In the last year of our relationship everything fell apart. Long story short he had a sudden psychotic episode and was placed in a mental health ward (mental health facility attached to hospital, this is in Australia FYI) for his safety. Following this his entire personality changed and he developed delusions, hallucinations and paranoia which never went away. A large part of his paranoia revolved around me controlling people around him and thinking I was trying to make him look "crazy." He also constantly accused me of cheating on him and told me many times that he hated me. He was let out of the hospital after some time and I took responsibility for him. This change in him was heartbreaking, he was eventually diagnosed with schizophrenia. I did everything I could to be there for him, I went to all of his mental health appointments and stayed up at night to make sure he didn't leave the house alone (he was prone to wandering out at night when experiencing psychosis). Things became too much for me to handle, he became angry and his paranoia about me made it impossible to help him. He didn't trust me to be close to him but at the same time he didn't want me to leave his sight as he was convinced I was cheating. When he seemed to be doing a little better mentally I broke up with him, I waited until I felt he would be okay on his own and helped organise for him to move back in with his parents. I was filled with guilt for that decision, but it was the right choice for me. I was struggling. For months I received no love and was used as an emotional punching bag. I did my best, he wasn't the same person anymore and his resentment for me was intense. Obviously this isn't the full break down of his mental health issues as a lot of the things he went through are very personal. I never blamed him for what happened, but I needed to be happy and did what I needed to. It was a messy break up but it went better than expected. We kept talking for a little while as friends, I think the entire time we kept contact he assumed we would get back together at some point. I continued helping him when I could. When I started a new relationship with my current partner Sam (30M) Jake had a really bad psychotic episode and threatened both of us. He accused me of cheating on him with Sam before we broke up (which makes no sense as I met Sam after we had broken up) and sent both of us intense messages. I managed to contact Jake's family who got him the help he needed. Following this I cut all contact with Jake, it was obvious that we couldn't maintain a friendship anymore. The only slight connection I have to Jake is my brother's girlfriend Jess (29F). Her and Jake have been friends for years and have maintained their friendship. She knows the entire background to our relationship and never chose sides. I would say I am close with her, we have always been friendly. It always made me happy to know that Jake still had a good friend to confide in. Shift forward to March 2022. I got pregnant with Sam's baby in January and was three months pregnant. I had just told my family and close friends about the pregnancy. I told everyone to keep it quiet as I didn't feel ready to publicly announce it. I was incredibly emotional, nauseous and in no state to deal with any potential fallout at that point. Less than 24 hours passed after telling my side of the family and I received a phone call from Jake. He had found out I was pregnant and left a voice mail saying he would be filing for custody of the baby?? Obviously he was in a psychotic episode so I ignored his calls and let his family know that he had reached out to me. By this point it had been over a year since we had even spoken. He has no idea where I live or work so I'm not worried about him showing up physically to confront me. I knew the only way he could have found out would have been through Jess. I called and confronted her about it and she admitted to it. She was extremely apologetic and said she didn't think it would matter, she thought he would be fine with the news and said he deserved to know. I was upset by this, but I hadn't explicitly told her not to tell Jake so it could have just been a mistake (even though I told her to tell no one I bit my tongue to keep the peace). I forgave her but made it very clear that she shouldn't tell Jake any more information about me or the baby and she agreed it wouldn't ever happen again. I didn't hear anything from Jake for months. Last weekend was my baby shower. Sam and I had the baby shower together, it was more of a party than a traditional baby shower. We hired a function room at a bar and invited 80 people to come celebrate. We were all having a great time until I saw Jake standing at the bar, looking around. I managed to slip away without him seeing me and grabbed security to get him escorted out (the area had been roped off for us as a private function so I simply told them he hadn't been invited). I watched as security approached him and asked him to leave, he was furious and started yelling. Demanding to talk to me before he would leave. Sam and several friends went over to him to try and talk him down but it only escalated. He screamed at Sam, claimed that he was the baby's real dad and that we had never really broken up. At this point I left to hide in the ladies room until my mum came to let me know Jake was gone. He had eventually left after a little more screaming. I was mortified and we cut the baby shower short, I couldn't stop crying. It's now been a few days and I confronted Jess. She is the only person who would have possibly told him the location and time of the baby shower. I wasn't as kind on the phone with her this time. She admitted to telling him and apologised. But said "how could I keep this a secret from him?." I was furious and told her that she would no longer receive any news about me or the baby and that I would cut her out of my life. I'm not proud of it but I screamed at her, I couldn't believe how irresponsible she had been. It wasn't her news to share. My brother called me after and asked me to forgive her. He knew she was wrong but he didn't think he should also be punished for what she had done, he knew that by cutting her out I also wouldn't be telling him any news about the baby. In part he thought I should blame Jake for his reaction and not Jess, that she hadn't known he would show up, the damage was already done and I should let it go. I honestly don't blame Jake for what happened, he is mentally ill and needs help. It's not his fault and I know he will regret all of this when he comes back to a more clear head space. I told his family what had happened and they told me he was readmitted to the mental health ward, he had threatened to harm himself if he wasn't allowed to see my baby. Regardless of whether I think he is at fault, I definitely don't feel safe with Jake now. I have a child to think about and him thinking it is somehow his is pretty scary. I haven't budged with Jess or my brother. My family all think I should forgive her so my brother can meet his niece/nephew (we don't know the sex). But I just can't trust her. She already broke my trust once and I'm furious. I could have been hurt if Jake had confronted me at the shower. So many things could have gone wrong. I don't know what to do. I'm heart broken that my brother may not get to meet this baby for a while. But I'm scared that she could tell Jake information about the baby that could put us in danger. My parents and other family members have all agreed not to tell Jess or my brother any information about the baby upon threat of also being cut out. I just don't know how long I can feasibly cut them out before I crack. Sam is obviously on my side with all of this, if it wasn't for him I would be in a much worse state. Any advice would be appreciated. I'm finding it hard to stick to my guns on this and worry that news will leak to Jess from other family members. My parents were particularly hesitant to promise not to tell my brother when the baby is born. TLDR: My sister in law told my ex with schizophrenia the location and time of my baby shower. Even though she has already had one warning and has been told not to tell him anything. My ex somehow thinks the baby is his. I decided to cut SIL out after this event but need advice. How can I keep her cut out when it means pushing my own brother away?? Update Posted 4th of December 2022 to r/relationship_advice [UPDATE] SIL told my Ex with schizophrenia the time and location of my Baby Shower After I (27F) made that post I was overwhelmed by the response from everyone. Thank you for all of the amazing advice I received, it definitely put everything into perspective for me and made me take things more seriously. Decided I should post an update as I received a lot of messages asking what had happened. I received a lot of comments doubting the motives of Jess (29F) and unfortunately you guys were right... So, I had my baby earlier than anticipated. I'm happy to announce that Sam (30M) and I now have a beautiful son. He is currently 10 weeks old and was born at 38 weeks, we are absolutely smitten with him and couldn't be happier! Not long after I made my original post Sam and I moved into a new house. We had been living in a one bedroom apartment and decided we needed more space for our growing family. Part of our decision on our house was that it was further away from my brother and Jess. Our apartment had only been a five minute drive from them and I felt uncomfortable knowing that Jake (27M) could potentially be visiting and we could run into him while walking the dog (I also didn't trust that Jess hadn't told him where we lived). Our new house is now a 45 minute drive away from them and I feel much safer, we didn't tell them the location of our new home. We had been living in our new house for about a month with no issues. I heard from Jake's family that he was on an extended mental health hold at the hospital as his psychotic episode was not subsidising and he refused to take his medication. I also warned them about his relationship with Jess and they seemed to take it seriously, they would keep an eye on them and told the hospital that she was not to be allowed visitation with him. My family stopped pestering me to forgive Jess. My mum had a heart to heart with me and finally understood why I had to cut my brother out. I didn't hear anything from my brother, apparently my mum had stepped up and had a conversation with him about the severity of what Jess had done. It broke my heart to push my brother away as we had been so close. But after reading all of your comments I knew that I had to be responsible and keep my baby safe. Unfortunately things didn't stay so calm. After a few months I received a call from Jake, he had finally been released from the hospital and was embarrassed about his behaviour at the baby shower. He told me he knew that the baby wasn't his. He cried and asked to speak with Sam, he wanted to personally apologise to him. Sam didn't want to talk to him. I told him I forgave him, I knew it wasn't his fault and that we should move on. I was also very firm with him and told him that under no circumstances would I let him be around me or my baby. If he tried to contact us I wouldn't hesitate to call the police. He accepted that and our conversation ended. About two weeks later Jake showed up at Sam's workplace, demanding to speak with him. They had a short conversation where Jake broke down in tears and begged to be forgiven. From what Sam told me he didn't seem to be stable, in his apology he said "I'm so sorry for confronting you in public like that, I should have spoken to you privately. Clearly you didn't know the baby isn't yours and you were humiliated in front of your friends." (Paraphrasing here). Sam didn't want to provoke him so said he accepted his apology and asked him to leave. Sam then called me to let me know what had happened. I was shattered. Obviously Jess had told him where Sam worked. I called Jake's family to let them know what had happened. They told me the next day he hadn't come home and were extremely worried. He wasn't meant to be driving as his licence had been suspended (he had been caught speeding several times) but he had taken his mum's car without her permission. A few days later he was found by police in a building that was under construction, completely out of it and confused. He had driven 20 hours away from our town. He was taken to the local hospital and placed in their mental health ward, his family flew up to retrieve him. To this day I still haven't heard any updates on Jake, I assume he is still in a mental health facility. His family always updates me when he is released. After all of that my brother called me and asked if he could meet up with me for lunch one day. He sounded upset on the phone so I agreed, we met at a McDonald's. Then he told me all the crazy stuff that had happened with Jess. Apparently when Jake got out of the hospital (following the baby shower incident) he had shown up at their house to see Jess. My brother was really worried because he could tell that Jake was in a manic episode. He kept an eye on Jake while he visited and noticed that he was being extremely touchy feely with Jess who started to seem flirty with him as well, it made him really uncomfortable so he made an excuse about him and Jess needing to go to a friend's house. When Jake left him and Jess had a massive fight. He confronted Jess about the flirty behaviour and she was extremely defensive. She flat out denied that she had been flirting or that Jake had been touching her at all. My brother decided to drop it. Not long after (we later realised this happened on the same day that he had gone to Sam's workplace) Jake showed up at their house again but this time Jess was at work (my brother works from home). Jake told him that he was in love with Jess, confessed that they had been sleeping together and showed him a bunch of text messages between the two of them to prove that he wasn't making this up. My brother asked him to leave. When Jess got home he confronted her, at first she tried to deny it but eventually confessed. She begged my brother to forgive her, she had realised after his outburst at the baby shower that she didn't love him. My brother was furious and told her to stay with her parents for a while. Ever since then he hasn't heard from her, it's been months now and it looks like things are over between the two of them. My brother feels terrible about what Jess did to me, although I want to let him back into my life fully I still don't trust that he won't eventually get back together with Jess. The two of them haven't officially broken up and until that day comes I won't be sharing my address or photos of our son with him. So far my brother has met our son once at my parents house. I still don't know why Jess decided to tell Jake about my pregnancy. But I'm so glad she isn't in our lives anymore. I haven't heard anything from her or Jake since, I'm constantly worried he could show up again. I've developed some strange OCD behaviours after it all, needing to check that all our doors are locked five times and touching all of the windows in our house before I can go to sleep. Other than that things have been peaceful so far and Sam and I have been able to enjoy our new life as parents. New Update Posted 9th of May 2023 to u/uncertainomm [NEW UPDATE] Ex with Schizophrenia Update I saw so many lovely comments on the original post made by another Redditor on my situation on BORU. Figured I may as well give an update as I received a lot of messages. So this is for anyone that may pass through and see this. Unfortunately I don't have great news to share in this update. One good thing, my brother did officially break up with Jess. Our relationship is still strained after what happened, but we are able to talk and be civil now. Also my life with Sam and our new baby has been amazing. Being a new parent is definitely hard, but I've been loving every second of it. I haven't gone back to work after my maternity leave, thankfully Sam makes enough that I can be a stay at home mum until I decide I want to go back. So onto the news with Jake. I didn't hear anything from him or his family for a while, I heard not long after making my last post that he was on a longer term mental health hold and then had radio silence. I took that to be a good thing, not hearing from him usually meant he was doing better. About a month ago I received a strange text from Jake at 2am. I didn't see it until the morning. The message made no sense, he was talking about seeing someone who came back from the future, that he was being followed and needed to hide. He mentioned the movie director Christopher Nolan and how he had seen hidden messages in his movies and he was going to win a million dollars with numbers that were hidden in his movies. Honestly, I've received similar messages from him before so I wasn't too put off by it. I took a screen shot of the message and sent it to his sister so she knew he had contacted me. Then I kind of forgot about it. His sister didn't get back to me though, which I did find a bit strange. She normally messaged me back pretty quickly. Two days later his sister called me. She was crying on the phone and asked me if I had received any other contact from Jake that night. I told her no. She explained to me that Jake had passed away from suicide that night. Only hours after he had sent me that message. He had apparently sent the same message to about twenty people in his contact list. I don't know all of the details but apparently that night he had managed to steal his Mum's car again. She had been hiding her keys from him but after ransacking the house he had found them. He went on a drive around the city, no one really knows the details of what he was thinking. But he rammed into another car and pushed them off the road. They slammed into a tree, thankfully they weren't majorly injured, I later found out it was a young 17 year old couple in the car. It was a hit and run, he apparently sped up behind them on a quiet road hit them from the back and sped off. It was all caught on a dash camera. With the timeline we have it seems he sent his message to everyone only 15 minutes after the accident. About 3 hours later he had passed away. I won't be sharing the details of that. His funeral happened and I decided not to go. With my complicated relationship with Jake it just didn't feel right to me. One weird thing, Jess went to the funeral. I only know because she took a selfie crying at the funeral and posted it on Instagram with a caption preaching that we need to do more about mental health and supporting people. I was disgusted. It was incredibly hard to hear what had happened, I'm still processing it all. I feel guilty to admit this, but I also feel a sense of relief that my family doesn't need to be worried anymore. I do miss him though, I think I already grieved him when he changed in our relationship. It's hard to know he is physically gone, I can't even imagine what his family must be feeling. It's difficult for everyone involved. I'm so sad that it came to this, obviously we all hoped he would make a recovery, that one day his psychosis and mania would just disappear completely. He was a good person, just a person that was impacted by mental health problems. I wish there had been a better outcome to all of this. submitted by /u/TridentMage413 to r/BestofRedditorUpdates [link] [comments]
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OP's SIL gave private information to her ex with schizophrenia
I am not OP, this is a repost. TW : Mental health/schizophrenia, Psychosis, delusions OP is u/uncertainomm original posted to r/relationship_advice Posted on July 29th 2022 SIL told my Ex with schizophrenia the time and location of my Baby Shower (Using a throw away account as I don't want this to easily get back to my ex boyfriend. All names were also changed. TLDR below.) Trigger warning for Schizophrenia, mental health issues This story needs a lot of background to fully grasp how severe everything is, so buckle in. My ex boyfriend Jake (27M) and I (27F) broke up a few years ago. We had been together for over five years and were thinking about marriage and buying a house together. In the last year of our relationship everything fell apart. Long story short he had a sudden psychotic episode and was placed in a mental health ward (mental health facility attached to hospital, this is in Australia FYI) for his safety. Following this his entire personality changed and he developed delusions, hallucinations and paranoia which never went away. A large part of his paranoia revolved around me controlling people around him and thinking I was trying to make him look "crazy." He also constantly accused me of cheating on him and told me many times that he hated me. He was let out of the hospital after some time and I took responsibility for him. This change in him was heartbreaking, he was eventually diagnosed with schizophrenia. I did everything I could to be there for him, I went to all of his mental health appointments and stayed up at night to make sure he didn't leave the house alone (he was prone to wandering out at night when experiencing psychosis). Things became too much for me to handle, he became angry and his paranoia about me made it impossible to help him. He didn't trust me to be close to him but at the same time he didn't want me to leave his sight as he was convinced I was cheating. When he seemed to be doing a little better mentally I broke up with him, I waited until I felt he would be okay on his own and helped organise for him to move back in with his parents. I was filled with guilt for that decision, but it was the right choice for me. I was struggling. For months I received no love and was used as an emotional punching bag. I did my best, he wasn't the same person anymore and his resentment for me was intense. Obviously this isn't the full break down of his mental health issues as a lot of the things he went through are very personal. I never blamed him for what happened, but I needed to be happy and did what I needed to. It was a messy break up but it went better than expected. We kept talking for a little while as friends, I think the entire time we kept contact he assumed we would get back together at some point. I continued helping him when I could. When I started a new relationship with my current partner Sam (30M) Jake had a really bad psychotic episode and threatened both of us. He accused me of cheating on him with Sam before we broke up (which makes no sense as I met Sam after we had broken up) and sent both of us intense messages. I managed to contact Jake's family who got him the help he needed. Following this I cut all contact with Jake, it was obvious that we couldn't maintain a friendship anymore. The only slight connection I have to Jake is my brother's girlfriend Jess (29F). Her and Jake have been friends for years and have maintained their friendship. She knows the entire background to our relationship and never chose sides. I would say I am close with her, we have always been friendly. It always made me happy to know that Jake still had a good friend to confide in. Shift forward to March 2022. I got pregnant with Sam's baby in January and was three months pregnant. I had just told my family and close friends about the pregnancy. I told everyone to keep it quiet as I didn't feel ready to publicly announce it. I was incredibly emotional, nauseous and in no state to deal with any potential fallout at that point. Less than 24 hours passed after telling my side of the family and I received a phone call from Jake. He had found out I was pregnant and left a voice mail saying he would be filing for custody of the baby?? Obviously he was in a psychotic episode so I ignored his calls and let his family know that he had reached out to me. By this point it had been over a year since we had even spoken. He has no idea where I live or work so I'm not worried about him showing up physically to confront me. I knew the only way he could have found out would have been through Jess. I called and confronted her about it and she admitted to it. She was extremely apologetic and said she didn't think it would matter, she thought he would be fine with the news and said he deserved to know. I was upset by this, but I hadn't explicitly told her not to tell Jake so it could have just been a mistake (even though I told her to tell no one I bit my tongue to keep the peace). I forgave her but made it very clear that she shouldn't tell Jake any more information about me or the baby and she agreed it wouldn't ever happen again. I didn't hear anything from Jake for months. Last weekend was my baby shower. Sam and I had the baby shower together, it was more of a party than a traditional baby shower. We hired a function room at a bar and invited 80 people to come celebrate. We were all having a great time until I saw Jake standing at the bar, looking around. I managed to slip away without him seeing me and grabbed security to get him escorted out (the area had been roped off for us as a private function so I simply told them he hadn't been invited). I watched as security approached him and asked him to leave, he was furious and started yelling. Demanding to talk to me before he would leave. Sam and several friends went over to him to try and talk him down but it only escalated. He screamed at Sam, claimed that he was the baby's real dad and that we had never really broken up. At this point I left to hide in the ladies room until my mum came to let me know Jake was gone. He had eventually left after a little more screaming. I was mortified and we cut the baby shower short, I couldn't stop crying. It's now been a few days and I confronted Jess. She is the only person who would have possibly told him the location and time of the baby shower. I wasn't as kind on the phone with her this time. She admitted to telling him and apologised. But said "how could I keep this a secret from him?." I was furious and told her that she would no longer receive any news about me or the baby and that I would cut her out of my life. I'm not proud of it but I screamed at her, I couldn't believe how irresponsible she had been. It wasn't her news to share. My brother called me after and asked me to forgive her. He knew she was wrong but he didn't think he should also be punished for what she had done, he knew that by cutting her out I also wouldn't be telling him any news about the baby. In part he thought I should blame Jake for his reaction and not Jess, that she hadn't known he would show up, the damage was already done and I should let it go. I honestly don't blame Jake for what happened, he is mentally ill and needs help. It's not his fault and I know he will regret all of this when he comes back to a more clear head space. I told his family what had happened and they told me he was readmitted to the mental health ward, he had threatened to harm himself if he wasn't allowed to see my baby. Regardless of whether I think he is at fault, I definitely don't feel safe with Jake now. I have a child to think about and him thinking it is somehow his is pretty scary. I haven't budged with Jess or my brother. My family all think I should forgive her so my brother can meet his niece/nephew (we don't know the sex). But I just can't trust her. She already broke my trust once and I'm furious. I could have been hurt if Jake had confronted me at the shower. So many things could have gone wrong. I don't know what to do. I'm heart broken that my brother may not get to meet this baby for a while. But I'm scared that she could tell Jake information about the baby that could put us in danger. My parents and other family members have all agreed not to tell Jess or my brother any information about the baby upon threat of also being cut out. I just don't know how long I can feasibly cut them out before I crack. Sam is obviously on my side with all of this, if it wasn't for him I would be in a much worse state. Any advice would be appreciated. I'm finding it hard to stick to my guns on this and worry that news will leak to Jess from other family members. My parents were particularly hesitant to promise not to tell my brother when the baby is born. TLDR: My sister in law told my ex with schizophrenia the location and time of my baby shower. Even though she has already had one warning and has been told not to tell him anything. My ex somehow thinks the baby is his. I decided to cut SIL out after this event but need advice. How can I keep her cut out when it means pushing my own brother away?? Update Posted 4th of December 2022 to r/relationship_advice [UPDATE] SIL told my Ex with schizophrenia the time and location of my Baby Shower If you would like to read the original post it is here but was removed, you can read it as a pinned comment on the post though. After I (27F) made that post I was overwhelmed by the response from everyone. Thank you for all of the amazing advice I received, it definitely put everything into perspective for me and made me take things more seriously. Decided I should post an update as I received a lot of messages asking what had happened. I received a lot of comments doubting the motives of Jess (29F) and unfortunately you guys were right... So, I had my baby earlier than anticipated. I'm happy to announce that Sam (30M) and I now have a beautiful son. He is currently 10 weeks old and was born at 38 weeks, we are absolutely smitten with him and couldn't be happier! Not long after I made my original post Sam and I moved into a new house. We had been living in a one bedroom apartment and decided we needed more space for our growing family. Part of our decision on our house was that it was further away from my brother and Jess. Our apartment had only been a five minute drive from them and I felt uncomfortable knowing that Jake (27M) could potentially be visiting and we could run into him while walking the dog (I also didn't trust that Jess hadn't told him where we lived). Our new house is now a 45 minute drive away from them and I feel much safer, we didn't tell them the location of our new home. We had been living in our new house for about a month with no issues. I heard from Jake's family that he was on an extended mental health hold at the hospital as his psychotic episode was not subsidising and he refused to take his medication. I also warned them about his relationship with Jess and they seemed to take it seriously, they would keep an eye on them and told the hospital that she was not to be allowed visitation with him. My family stopped pestering me to forgive Jess. My mum had a heart to heart with me and finally understood why I had to cut my brother out. I didn't hear anything from my brother, apparently my mum had stepped up and had a conversation with him about the severity of what Jess had done. It broke my heart to push my brother away as we had been so close. But after reading all of your comments I knew that I had to be responsible and keep my baby safe. Unfortunately things didn't stay so calm. After a few months I received a call from Jake, he had finally been released from the hospital and was embarrassed about his behaviour at the baby shower. He told me he knew that the baby wasn't his. He cried and asked to speak with Sam, he wanted to personally apologise to him. Sam didn't want to talk to him. I told him I forgave him, I knew it wasn't his fault and that we should move on. I was also very firm with him and told him that under no circumstances would I let him be around me or my baby. If he tried to contact us I wouldn't hesitate to call the police. He accepted that and our conversation ended. About two weeks later Jake showed up at Sam's workplace, demanding to speak with him. They had a short conversation where Jake broke down in tears and begged to be forgiven. From what Sam told me he didn't seem to be stable, in his apology he said "I'm so sorry for confronting you in public like that, I should have spoken to you privately. Clearly you didn't know the baby isn't yours and you were humiliated in front of your friends." (Paraphrasing here). Sam didn't want to provoke him so said he accepted his apology and asked him to leave. Sam then called me to let me know what had happened. I was shattered. Obviously Jess had told him where Sam worked. I called Jake's family to let them know what had happened. They told me the next day he hadn't come home and were extremely worried. He wasn't meant to be driving as his licence had been suspended (he had been caught speeding several times) but he had taken his mum's car without her permission. A few days later he was found by police in a building that was under construction, completely out of it and confused. He had driven 20 hours away from our town. He was taken to the local hospital and placed in their mental health ward, his family flew up to retrieve him. To this day I still haven't heard any updates on Jake, I assume he is still in a mental health facility. His family always updates me when he is released. After all of that my brother called me and asked if he could meet up with me for lunch one day. He sounded upset on the phone so I agreed, we met at a McDonald's. Then he told me all the crazy stuff that had happened with Jess. Apparently when Jake got out of the hospital (following the baby shower incident) he had shown up at their house to see Jess. My brother was really worried because he could tell that Jake was in a manic episode. He kept an eye on Jake while he visited and noticed that he was being extremely touchy feely with Jess who started to seem flirty with him as well, it made him really uncomfortable so he made an excuse about him and Jess needing to go to a friend's house. When Jake left him and Jess had a massive fight. He confronted Jess about the flirty behaviour and she was extremely defensive. She flat out denied that she had been flirting or that Jake had been touching her at all. My brother decided to drop it. Not long after (we later realised this happened on the same day that he had gone to Sam's workplace) Jake showed up at their house again but this time Jess was at work (my brother works from home). Jake told him that he was in love with Jess, confessed that they had been sleeping together and showed him a bunch of text messages between the two of them to prove that he wasn't making this up. My brother asked him to leave. When Jess got home he confronted her, at first she tried to deny it but eventually confessed. She begged my brother to forgive her, she had realised after his outburst at the baby shower that she didn't love him. My brother was furious and told her to stay with her parents for a while. Ever since then he hasn't heard from her, it's been months now and it looks like things are over between the two of them. My brother feels terrible about what Jess did to me, although I want to let him back into my life fully I still don't trust that he won't eventually get back together with Jess. The two of them haven't officially broken up and until that day comes I won't be sharing my address or photos of our son with him. So far my brother has met our son once at my parents house. I still don't know why Jess decided to tell Jake about my pregnancy. But I'm so glad she isn't in our lives anymore. I haven't heard anything from her or Jake since, I'm constantly worried he could show up again. I've developed some strange OCD behaviours after it all, needing to check that all our doors are locked five times and touching all of the windows in our house before I can go to sleep. Other than that things have been peaceful so far and Sam and I have been able to enjoy our new life as parents. (TLDR: My ex and my SIL were having an affair. My ex still thinks that my baby is his. My brother and SIL no longer live together but haven't fully broken up yet) submitted by /u/Writer-Sharp to r/BestofRedditorUpdates [link] [comments]
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TIFU by not assuming all children are suicidal and hitting a four-year-old with my car.
Obligatory "This happened to me like 4 weeks ago." So I was driving down the street, turned left. As I complete the turn I'm going into a crosswalk, all this at very low speed, when a 4 year old runs out into the crosswalk and I hit him. I stop immediately of course as the mother runs after him. Everyone is screaming. The boy was knocked down and crying, mom was screaming, for a second at me and then in fear. I kept saying "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry". I couldn't find my phone to call an ambulance (it fell into the footrest) so asked a passerby to call, then I couldn't figure out how to stop my audiobook so I turned off the car. I got dizzy and sat down on the curb. I started crying. I saw the mother stand her son up for a second, and he seemed okay. Lots of people came, many to the mother, a couple to me. One lady tried to bring me a water bottle but I refused and told her to bring it to the mom. Another guy talked to me. Just talked. I didn't really respond, but that's why I didn't go into shock, I think. The father came out of the house and started screaming and yelling, first out of fear, then anger. He said he'd kill me, and kill his wife for letting it happen. He was pacing back and forth in rage, but he calmed down after a couple minutes. Ambulance arrived, then cops. EMTs checked the kid, then took the kid and mom to the hospital in an ambulance. Cops asked me a couple questions. I had the presence of mind to call a neighbor who's a lawyer, who told me to just cooperate fully. Later a traffic lawyer told me that was a mistake, and I should have just remained silent. Oh well. I sent a couple texts to my family when it happened and they kept trying to call me, but when the father started acting threatening I started my phone recording audio, and I didn't want to answer a call and have it stop recording. Eventually I texted them that I thought the kid was okay but I wasn't sure, and he had taken an ambulance to the hospital. My mother drove over from another city and arrived in record time - knowing her she wouldn't have speeded at all. There must have been no traffic. 45 mins after the accident, which felt like 2 hours, most of the "audience" was gone. Just a cop car, me and then my mom as well, and the father who was sticking around (they lived right there). An hour after the accident, the father walked up to me and apologized for what he said. He apologized profusely. I understand. He was scared and panicked. His four year old had been hit by a car. I just asked if the little boy was okay, but he said he didn't know. The traffic evaluator (don't know what it's called) arrived and started asking me questions. Had me move my car to where I was when the impact occurred, and measured the exact distance from the curb, etc. A witness also gave a report of what he saw. He handed me my license and said I had 4 days to come down to the station for an "interview under caution" - ie an interrogation. Four hours later I got a text from the mother. She wanted to let me know that he was okay, just a couple bumps and bruises. They were home from the hospital. She knew that I must be worried, and wanted me to be ok. I will always be thankful to her for that. I got a lawyer who specializes in this stuff, and met with him two days later. He said I'd almost certainly have my license suspended "and if that's all that happens then you'll be lucky". The issue was, it was a crosswalk. As he described it, the law sees the crosswalk as "the domain of the pedestrian - cars are only visitors". He went over the story a few times with me. and said "okay, you're good for the police interview". In Israel your lawyer can't be present, so I went alone that night. It wasn't as scary as I expected. The cop was pretty nice, though it was clear to me that he was there to get me to incriminate myself. I stuck with my story - the kid ran into the street. I'd seen him before I entered the crosswalk, but he and his mother didn't look as if they intended to cross the street. He ran into the crosswalk when I was already on the crosswalk. He did try to mess me up. Towards the end he asked me if I had anything I wanted to add, and I said "Yes. Since that evening I've gone back there a couple times. I've tried to think of what I could have done differently. I've tried to think whether there was anything I could have done differently." I paused and took a breath, and he CLOSED THE INTERVIEW FILE. I was like "wait, I wasn't done!" I mean, that's not a good way to end the interview! He said "sorry, the document is closed. I can't edit it any more." He knew what he was doing. It sounded really bad to end my statement with "I wonder if there's anything I coulda done differently..." I asked again if he could change it, so he opened the PDF of my statement and acted like he was trying to click on it and showed me that it couldn't be edited. "Can't be done" he said. I said "oh no... I wasn't done! That's really not a good ending to my statement!" He sighed and clicked the "edit" button in the police program. Opened the document back up and let me finish my statement. WTF. I finished my statement with "And after thinking about it long and hard, I really do feel that this accident was unavoidable." A much better ending. I was instructed to come back in 48 hours after the mother made her statement for a hearing regarding a 60 day suspension of my license. I came back and sat in front of the chief of traffic police for the Jerusalem district of Israel. He said "You're suspected of a crime, specifically 'impeding a pedestrian from completing his crossing the street at a crosswalk'. Do you have anything to say before I suspend your license? I said "Yes, a few things. First, I feel that this accident was unavoidable." He cut me off and said "your lawyer told you to say that." I said "right, but I really do think it's true." The cop told me he'd read my statement so I could move on to other stuff. I told him I drive 30,000-40,000km per year, nearly all of them in the city, and that this was the first accident of this kind I'd been involved in. I gave him some letters from veterinary clinics all over the city that said that I provided a critical service to their clinics, and that I needed a car to do my job (I pick up the bodies of deceased pets). I gave him a letter from my boss, detailing that I was the only one in the region who provided the service. I told him that my full time job, dog boarding, had basically disappeared since covid hit and people stopped travelling, and that without my car I'd be unemployed. I told him I'm an independent contractor. I told him that I obviously couldn't take bodies by cab (he understood that). He nodded, asked me a couple questions and handed me my license. Told me to be more careful in the future - which I obviously will be. I told him that from now on I'll view all pedestrians as suicidal. He said that was smart. He said I might still hear from the DA if they decide to prosecute, which very well might still happen, but the fact that they decided not to take my license is certainly a good sign. I went home. A few days ago the mother contacted me again. She asked if I could cover the ambulance fee (about $130), which I'm fine with. I apologized to her for not being in touch - my lawyer told me to avoid contact. She understood, and told me in no uncertain terms and in writing, "I do not plan to sue you. You are not at fault, it could have happened to anyone. I will not sue you, not now and not in the future." She did that in writing specifically so it would be binding. She's a lovely person, and I'm so grateful. She even told me that she asked the police to close the case and not pursue charges. She said he's still scared of cars, but that it's passing. I plan to get him a Superwings toy (cartoon he likes) even though the mom said it wasn't necessary. TLDR: Driving, hit a four year old, kiddo is ok, we're all shook up. EDIT: I'd like everyone to read this comment on my post - a story from a parent who lost their child to a motor vehicle accident weeks ago. Let's give them a hug - I can't imagine how hard it is for them. https://www.reddit.com/r/tifu/comments/tfdutv/tifu_by_not_assuming_all_children_are_suicidal/i0wzyg2/ EDIT: I eventually received a letter from the DA saying that they are declining to press charges. submitted by /u/nagumi to r/tifu [link] [comments]
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Sexy Sect Babes: Chapter Three
Cultivators. Xin’s father had always warned him to never get involved with cultivators. That they brought nothing but trouble to ‘decent’ common folk. But of course, he’d said much the same thing about Rat-Folk, Dog-Folk, Merchants, and any man or woman who looked like any part of their ancestry could be traced to the far south. …So Xin had never put much stock in the old man’s words. And after a pair of cultivators had heroically jumped in to save his town – he had thought to put even less. Sure, the tiger girl was a little prickly and the armored hidden master a little odd, but that was supposedly par for the course for cultivators. Compared to being ripped apart by a horde of angry animals, a little bowing and scraping was a small price to pay. Really it was little different from dealing with the Empire’s tax collectors. Or so he had thought… Now though, I can’t help but wonder if the old bastard was onto something, he admitted within the privacy of his own mind. He was guiding Master Johansen down the old path toward the mine just outside of town. Or is he mayor Johansen now? Or am I still the mayor and he’s… something else? Military governor, perhaps? That’s what they have in the cities, right? With the sects? He didn’t know and he dare not ask. “Just down this road?” Master Johansen asked. The armored man was utterly at ease as they walked past the dense forests that surrounded Jiangshi. Xin wished he could say the same. Instead, the events of the last two weeks had turned the once relaxing and familiar forestry around them into a source of nightmares and paranoia for the people of Jiangshi. Xin was no exception. Because despite what many chose to believe upon seeing him, he was not a particularly brave man. He may have been born with the body of a half-ox, but as his wife always liked to say, he had the soul of a bureaucrat. Which he liked to think was a compliment on her part. An acknowledgment of his careful and considerate nature. Probably. “Yes, Master Johansen,” he said warily. Fortunately for Xin’s peace of mind, the armored man failed to chastise him for calling him by the wrong title, so hopefully he hadn’t made a mistake on that front. Though even as he had that thought, the half-ox sighed internally. This whole thing was supposed to have been simple. They’d had a predator problem. The cultivator was supposed to fix it. Hell, he had even considered himself lucky at the time. After all, it wasn’t often that a cultivator passed through Jingshi. To hear it told, the last time such a thing had occurred was in his grandfather’s time, collecting levies to deal with a clash between sects. So for one to show up at the inn just as they were having trouble with some unknown beast… well, it had seemed at the time like the heavens were shining upon him and the rest of the village. Oh, how wrong they were… “This is the mine,” he said somewhat inanely at they entered the clearing that contained the mine’s entrance. It was not a particularly picturesque sight. Discarded tools lay strewn about from where the miners had been forced to flee the animal attack. Near the entrance lay an overturned ore container. And to add insult to injury, what appeared to be the biggest shit he’d ever seen stood dead center of it all. I suppose we have the wolf to thank for that, he thought wryly. Marking its territory or some such. Still, for all the carnage strewn about, Xin would admit that it was odd to see the place empty. And it would remain so for the next few days while the townfolk of Jianghsi focused instead on repairing the walls and butchering the meat of their attackers. After all, the mine could wait, but the meat and fur would spoil unless it was taken care of promptly. Make hay while the sun shines, and all that. “Alright.” The cultivator said, jolting Xin from his melancholy. “Thanks for guiding me here. You can leave.” The dismissal was as obvious as it was offhanded. Not that Xin was about to complain. The less time he spent in the cultivator’s presence, the better it would be for his already frayed nerves. Which was why he could only pray that the other one wasn’t still gorging herself in the inn’s dining hall when he returned. How any one person could eat as much as the half-tiger woman did, he had no idea. ------------ Jack grinned as he surveyed the mine. It had worked. They’d bought it. As far as anyone was concerned, he was one of these ‘hidden masters’. What exactly that meant, he still wasn’t entirely sure, but he’d like to think he had the broad strokes down. Best as he could tell, they were punch-wizards who lived in seclusion in the name of punching better. As opposed to the more normal type of punch-wizard who tended to live in a compound full of other punch-wizards and their ‘mortal’ servants. Also, punch-wizardry was a thing. Proper martial arts shit. Ki and heavenly energy and meridians and all that crap. Which was certainly better than Cthulhu world, but still not ideal. Because to hear that tiger lass talk about it all, there were people in this world that could shatter mountains with a punch and fling lightning around like it was going out of style. And one of those scary bastards lived in a city not nine days from here. Along with entire sects of people with similar, if lesser, abilities. Which meant his HEV was not the invincible bastion against the troubles of the world he’s hoped it was. Though to be fair, he’d kind of already suspected that after clashing with that wolf of unusual size. …Still, despite all that, he was still a relatively big fish – even if there were plenty of much bigger fish hanging around. Ones that could apparently snap him up without even breaking stride… or stroke… …Paddle? The Scandinavian man shook his head. His point was, he’d apparently have to be careful in his execution of what he was tentatively starting to call… the plan. What was the plan? Simple. Power, money and women. If he was going to be stuck on this world, he was going to make it as livable for himself as possible. A little self serving, perhaps, but he’d never claimed to be a deep thinker. Or a philanthropist. Or particularly good at long term planning… He wouldn’t have ended up in the Canary Mining Core if he was. No, the Canaries tended to attract people whose ambitions – or debts – outstripped their desire for personal safety. Because it took a certain level of opportunism or desperation to sign up for a tour of service mining on a world that was actively in the process of collapsing – as a result of said mining. Jack liked to think of himself as being predominantly in possession of the former trait. Even if he would fully admit that the latter was far more likely what was stamped on his personnel file. After all, it also took a certain amount of blind ambition to start planning out the creation of your own personal kingdom in a world full of magical fist wizards and dragons, when all you had to your name was a second-generation mining rig and a fairly spotty understanding of the technology you were planning on introducing to the local populace. Because he would fully admit that he had less than zero idea of how one actually went about making a musket - or even a halfway decent cannon. He was a miner, not a soldier – and he knew for a fact that the strictly civilian orientated database loaded into his suit wouldn’t have the blueprints for either. Which was why the first thing he needed was a base of operations while he found his feet. And Jiangshi fit the bill quite nicely. Rich metal veins. A pliable populace. And it was just isolated enough for him to get set up before news of his actions reached anyone who might prove a problem for him. So let’s get started, he thought eying the nearby ore stockpile as he fired up the nanoforge on his back. With any luck I can get my first mining drone built before night rolls around… As such, it was with a song in his heart and a jump in his step that he started pillaging the natural resources of the land in the old age old and prestigious name of personal gain. Hi ho, Hi ho, it’s off to work we go… ------------ “The mine is sealed.” Xin blinked sleepily as he looked up from his wife’s bowl of congee. One advantage of being mayor was that he was not compelled to rise with the sun like most of the village was. An indulgence perhaps, but one he allowed himself. So he was still rubbing the sleep from his eyes as he stared blearily at the man that had strode into his kitchen. “What do you mean, sealed?” “Sealed.” The man, who Xin now realized was clad in a miner’s overalls, reiterated. “As in, it’s got a great big fuck-off metal barrier across the front.” Xin felt a headache forming as he looked back down into his rice porridge. It seemed he’d been lulled into a false state of security over the last three days. For all his talk of owning the town, the cultivator had spent surprisingly little time in it. Oh, he had returned on that first day for an hour to grab something to eat from the inn, but since then no one had seen hide nor hair of him. Some of the more outspoken – or perhaps just duller – members of the community had suggested that the powerful cultivator had simply… wandered off. Leaving the prickly tiger-woman behind in the process. Which Xin could admit, would not have been too out of character for the mercurial beings that were cultivators. At least, according to what stories managed to percolate out to their little village. Stories that his own recent encounters with cultivators had proven to be in no way inaccurate. One of them was as prickly as a hedgehog, while the other was as unpredictable as a squirrel at night. Either way, with the mine being the man’s last known location – and most of the populace otherwise occupied - the people of Jiangshi had been content to simply steer clear of the place. Because, as grateful for his and the tiger-woman’s actions as they might have been, rare was the mortal that stood comfortably in the presence of cultivators. Unfortunately, the window of time in which they could reasonably afford to avoid the town’s main source of income had come to an end today. With the walls all fixed to the best of their ability and the animals butchered and ready for storage, it was time for the miners to return to their real vocation. …Only it seemed that their resident lightning throwing cultivator had not vacated the premises in the intervening three days like most of the village had been hoping. Xin sighed, idly running a hand across one of his horns. “Alright, let me get my shoes on and I’ll meet you down there.” With any luck, this wouldn’t prove too difficult to resolve. ------ The scene he arrived at as he strode down the path to the mine was about what he expected. Almost all of the village’s miners were milling around the clearing, occasionally throwing glances toward the mine entrance or the path back to town. They were a group of big burly men, time below ground lending well to a stout, if slightly pale, physique. And yet they looked like a group of children waiting for their parents to arrive to resolve some issue or other as they waited for him. Not that he blamed them. He’d probably be content to wait too if it meant someone else would arrive to deal with the crazed shenanigans of a cultivator. Alas, that wasn’t an option for him. “Alright, get out of the way you louts,” he called out to the group surrounding the entrance to the mine. “Let me get in there and see what we’re dealing with.” Obligingly, if not without some muttered grumbles, the group of men shuffled aside to let him past. Which gave him a full view of exactly what they’d all been staring at. A metal wall. It covered the entirety of the entrance to the mine. Bizarrely devoid of any the ripples from the forge, the only features in the otherwise blank wall was a bizarre square grill off to the right hand side that held a small glass circle with a circular symbol below. What strange cultivator magic is this? he thought. “It speaks.” “It what?” Xin asked as he turned to the familiar rotund form of foreman Zhen. “It speaks.” The man spoke with his typical laconic drawl, seemingly unperturbed by the absurdity he was spouting. “When one of the boys approached, the voice of the cultivator issued forth from it.” “…What did it say?” Zhen shrugged. “Just that it wanted to speak with the ‘mayor’. To get this ‘whole thing sorted out’.” Xin’s frown only deepened. Had the cultivator sealed himself inside the mine? He’d heard stories about them doing things like that. Like bears hibernating for winter, only with meditation instead of slumber. He certainly hoped that wasn’t the case, because that would be a problem. …As if the giant metal wall he’s some how erected in less than three days isn’t already a problem, he thought. “So I just go up and… talk to it?” he asked. One of the miner’s present stepped forward – a younger lad. “The, uh, voice said to press the circle under the grill to get the master cultivator’s attention.” Xin nodded, turning towards the metal wall. Taking a deep breath, he stepped forward with what he hoped appeared to be confident steps. It was important for a leader to appear confident after all. Even if his state as the defacto leader of Jiangshi had been put in doubt in recent days. Still, the fact that the cultivator had referred to him as the mayor at least somewhat suggested that his role hadn’t been entirely usurped. He pressed the button. And waited. Five seconds became ten. Ten became twenty. Twenty became a minute. By the three minute mark, Xin was beginning to feel at a loss as to what to do. Did he press it again? He didn’t particularly want to do that, but he was also all too aware of the expectant gazes of his people behind him. Fortunately, a voice rang out from the wall just as he began to raise his hand. “Apologies for the wait.” The voice of Master Johansen gave much face by saying those words to him – and for just a moment Xin felt this might all be resolved amicably. “I was just working on something in the back. Still, I’m glad to see you’ve come down to see me, Mayor Xin.” He felt a little ridiculous as he bowed to the door, but he figured it was best to err on the side of caution. “Oh great cultivator, you called, and this lowly servant has answered.” “Yeah,” Master Johansen drawled after a slightly uncomfortable pause. “Thanks for that. But you see, here’s the thing. I kinda called you down here to tell you that your boys are going to need to clear out for now. I’m doing stuff with the mine.” Xin paled. It was as he’d feared. The mine was the lifeblood of the town though. Much of their tax was taken in pure ore. It couldn’t be closed. He bowed deeper. “Please forgive this lowly servants impertinence, my lord… but the miners need to work. The trade of iron and other metals are integral to the function of our home!” From behind him he could already here the beginnings of resentful muttering. Because unlike the cultivator’s proclamation that he would ‘conquer’ Jiangshi, his latest actions could not be dismissed as boastful gloating. After all, cultivators were known to be boastful and prone to making outrageous claims. Or at least, that was the narrative Xin had spent the last three days pushing, lest one of the village’s more hotheaded residents do something… foolish. He couldn’t downplay this though. This sealing of the mine and obstruction of work was not a harmless boast. It was a direct threat to the livelihood of the men present. …And they would not let it be threatened without complaint. Which was why he needed to speak fast, lest the fools to his rear rouse the insane man to his fore to violence. “If they are unable to work, the family’s of the men behind me will go hungry.” Which was both true and untrue. Sure, as mayor, he’d feed them in the short term. A town like their's didn’t survive without people pulling together. It was why everyone had pitched in to help with the butchering of the animal meat when it became clear that Lin the butcher could not handle it all himself. So they had a surplus of food – of which the miners could rightly claim some. From there, there was still work to go around. A number of people had been injured during the attack and were still recuperating. The outlying farms could use the extra hands the miners would provide. …That wouldn’t last forever though. The village of Jiangshi could only soak up so much extra manpower. And a town like theirs could ill afford mouths that did not work. Especially not when Guo An had claimed that more attacks, like the one that had nearly destroyed their town, were all but guaranteed. That last fact weighed on his mind – and was only part of the reason why he wasn’t too resentful of the insanely powerful cultivator’s claims to ownership of the town. Or at least, he hadn’t been. Until now. Because the loss of the mine would kill the town as surely as any beast attack – if only more slowly. “Damn. That quickly?” The cultivator’s peculiar accent echoed through the wall. “I would have thought you could all find yourself something to keep you occupied for a little while. At least for a few days. Farming or some shit. Never thought you’d all be living paycheck to paycheck.” Oh… that was… good? He had no idea what a ‘paycheck’ was, but the man’s words seemed to imply that he was aware of the importance of a mortal’s daily toil. Had he underestimated the man? Before he could say anything else, the Master Johansen continued. “Alright, I guess I’ll have to rush my plans forward a bit.” His voice suddenly increased in volume, carrying to the nervous crowd of miners behind Xin. “Listen up lads. I’ll need to borrow your mine for the foreseeable future, but don’t worry, I won’t be robbing you of your livelihoods without leaving you any recourse. There’ll be jobs in the future. Paying jobs.” Xin nodded slowly. Yes, that was good. Though he wondered what those jobs were? Did the man need servants? He didn’t know how well the men would respond to that. They were miners. Frontier men. Not dainty city folk accustomed to bowing and scraping to every pale faced cultivator or noble that crossed their path. Sure, they town had been cowed by Master Johansen’s recent show of power, but Xin didn’t know how long that would last. Eventually someone would slip up. “Alright, you lot should return here tomorrow. I should be ready for you then.” Xin bowed – because he couldn’t help but feel that the other man could see him despite the wall between them – and was about to turn to leave, when the Master Johansen’s voice called out to him once more. “Oh, by the by, do you have any soldiers in your village? Current or former? Soldiers? Xin paused. His grandfather had once been called up to serve in a levy, along with a few other youths of the time, but none had since. Nor did they have any ‘full-time’ guards like they had in the city. “Nay, master cultivator,” he admitted. “Drat. I suppose I’ll have to put Guo on that.” As if summoned by his words – and for all he knew, she was – Xin heard a murmuring behind them. Guo An walked imperiously through the crowd - no doubt fresh from her three-times daily depleting of the inn’s larders. “Oh good,” Master Johansen said, “There she is. Tell her to come in on your way out.” Xin nodded, hastily stepping away from the wall. “Mistress Cultivator, Master Johansen has reques-” “I heard.” The woman said simply, stepping past him without breaking stride. Then, to both his and the collected crowd’s astonishment, the wall opened down the middle. Sliding to each side, the ‘doors’ revealed an interior that most assuredly was not that of the mine shaft that had been there three days previously. Instead, he got a glimpse of a brightly lit hall, with smooth stone walls and floors. Then the doors shut once more – and returned to appearing for all the world like a single impenetrable slab of iron. Xin could only shake his head at the Cutlivator ridiculousness. Though now that he looked closer, he realized he could see a tiny seam between the two slabs of the sliding doors. Silence reigned in the clearing. “So, do we just… leave?” Xin turned to see foreman Zhen standing at the front of the crowd, seemingly disaffected by the absurdity they had just witnessed. Still, Xin latched onto the small oasis of reasonableness. “It seems we have little choice in the matter. For the foreseeable future, it seems that Master Johansen has laid claim to the mine for his own ends.” Zhen stared at the doorway, a small almost imperceptible frown tugging at his lips. Then he spat on the floor. Which was about as close as Xin had ever seen the unflappable man get to throwing a temper tantrum. “Master Johansen has promised jobs as recompense for occupying the mine,” Xin said commiseratingly. “What kind though?” Another man asked, glancing between Xin and the doors. “I’m a miner. My daddy was a miner. His daddy was a miner. It’s all we know.” Around him, other men echoed their agreement. Xin could only shrug. “Given his question about soldiers, I imagine it will be guard related.” The crowd seemed, if nothing else, slightly mollified by that. Which Xin could understand. Sure, they were unhappy about the loss of their primary vocation, but they all had family back in the village too - and the need for more protection was clear to all. Hell, almost all of those present had been involved in the defence of their home not three days back. Seizing on that thought, Xin continued, subtly cajoling the crowd to get moving back toward town. “This move by the cultivator is likely just a passing fancy on his part. I’m sure he will get bored of hanging around us mortals soon enough and return home. Until then, we need only reap the benefits of his protection. Once he is gone, the mine will be returned to us and all will be as it was.” Of course Zhen, the taciturn bastard that he was, had to poke holes in his perfectly palatable narrative. “That’s assuming he takes down those ‘doors’ of his before he leaves. Because I’ve got no idea how we’d go about pulling them down if the need arose.” "Dig around it, perhaps?” One of the younger men suggested. Another piped up. “How do you even think he made it anyway?” “Well he sure as shit didn’t use Fat Gren’s forge.” A third pitched in. “I heard cultivators can bend the earth to do their bidding. Xin could only relax as the conversation turned to far more esoteric topics. Because so long as they were talking about that, it meant no one was raising the possibility of trying to force the cultivator to do… well, anything. Which meant that, for now at least, they’d continue to avoid disaster. “I’m also mildly curious as to Master Johansen’s plans for this ‘guard force’ of his.” As tired and cynical a soul as he was, he could admit that some small quiet part of his imagination flared at the thought of receiving training from an actual cultivator. Glancing around his compatriots as they continued the walk back to the village, he couldn’t help but wonder if he wasn’t the only one? It would certainly go some way to explain the ease with which the miners around him had accepted the loss of their main source of income. Well, that and an innate desire not to be vaporised by an offended cultivator… First / Previous / Next Another three chapters are also available on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/bluefishcake We also have a (surprisingly) active Discord where and I and a few other authors like to hang out: https://discord.gg/RctHFucHaq submitted by /u/BlueFishcake to r/HFY [link] [comments]
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In death by 1000 cuts, SHF just received their 999 cut
EDIT 06/25: I have made a follow up post as soon as the numbers came out: https://www.reddit.com/r/Superstonk/comments/o7fiyf/1000_cuts_how_its_going_reported_si_at_967_million/ I am working on a more detailed DD and possible explanation. EDIT: Love you apes. Sorry again for the crass language and the tone. It was part frustration, part trying an alternate strategy to reach people. I will try and fix my typos and errors as I find them but this took me like three hours to write and I really need to get some work done. EDIT 2: I updated the percentages on the numbers chart, as people correctly pointed out the implied increase negated the need for the 100% base. Thank you so much for everyone taking the time to understand. I do want to mention that I'm not saying the MOASS is on a date. I just wanted to get attention drawn to a point of data that, to me at least, seems urgent and critical for apes to see, especially while the price dips. I always reserve the right to be wrong. Thank you all so much for your comments, I appreciate them all and read them as I can. PREFACE I am screaming from the rooftops about this to any apes who will listen. The bells are tolling for hedgies and no one is noticing or caring. I've made two other posts trying to draw attention to this and both got downvoted into obscurity or spammed with cries of "Shill!" I try to make every post respectful, concise, and as clear as possible but that isn't working and this needs to be heard, so I'm going to go crass. Prepare for a meandering, poorly edited, train of though addled wall of text! I'm going to worry less about citing and more about getting this out there. I'll edit in citations later if anyone fucking pays attention and this doesn't get downvoted to hell. I love all you apes, but the hedgies are bleeding out right in front of us and you dense mother fuckers are busy upvoting cat videos and low effort memes to the front page instead of useful discussion. You aren't all diamond hands, you're diamond skull too. If I need to make a puppet show I will, you're going to understand how important today is. TOPIC Today is the settlement date for the short interest reports due to FINRA twice a month. These dates are as important as FTD cycle dates but no one ever fucking pays any attention to them. Every single time these dates come around the price will bump UP by 25% to 35%. What did we see this cycle? A DROP OF 40%! This is the first time in a year that the price fell for a SI report cycle. It has always risen by as much as 500% during the Jan squeeze or as little as 22% in April while the stock was running flat but it ALWAYS GOES UP! Pay the fuck attention here. The price goes up when these dates come around, not down. There is a very simple reason why, if you give two shits about it you can read my first DD: https://www.reddit.com/r/Superstonk/comments/nztx4l/finra_short_interest_reporting_the_current_price/ GRADE SCHOOL LEVEL EXPLANATION I'm going to use an analogy and then a real world example with numbers to try and hold as many people's hands here and explain what's happening. Let's say you get a small cut and it bleeds a little bit. You're not going to die. You get cut again and again and again and you're still not going to die but every cut makes the bleeding come faster and faster. Eventually so many cuts will accumulate that the bleeding will kill you. Now imagine you're getting these cuts but don't want anyone to know you're bleeding, so you cover the cuts up with bandages. You're still fucking bleeding, you're still going to die, but at least nobody knows it. People can see you're a little cut, but no one can clearly tell you're fucking hamburger and being held together by duct tape and stubbornness. Now what happens when you run out of bandages and you get a new cut. That cut is going to show, people are going to see it. Worst, your old bandages need to be changed from time to time. You're now not just fucked, but everyone is going to start realizing you're fucked and they're going to go after your weak ass. That's the hedge funds right now, they're out of bandages. These pieces of shit have been creating synthetic shares of GME for months now, since before the Jan squeeze. In Jan they were over 100% short, so what happens when someone buys a share of a stock that has no shares to sell? The price goes up. It goes WAY the fuck up. To counter, the hedge funds have been creating synthetic shares. There are piles and piles of DD on this topic, please use the DD search button and read some of them if you're lost. So, let's say it's April 16th. You have synthetically created MILLIONS of shares of GME and apes keep buying. You create more shares every time they want to buy more so that the price doesn't climb. But every time you create shares you have to balance your books. Luckily, the SEC is shit at their jobs and you can fudge 10% or so of the shares you create out of thin air, but there is still just way too many shares getting created day after day. Then, here comes a settlement date on April 30th. In that time you've synthetically created 20 million shares and fucked the stock price in the process, only letting sell pressure materialize. You even got super sneaky and only marked half the shares you created out of thin air as short. You're still holding your dick and 10 million fucking shares that have to be balanced before your system creates an automated report and sends it to FINRA. Fuck. OK, so you start buying up deep in the money calls and shoving hundreds of thousands of shares into them, but there's only so many of those in a day. Here you are three days before the report is due and you've still got 7 million shares to fucking deal with. No option, you're going to cover 6 million of them, let the stock price concentrate a few percent, and then short the fuck out of it in a couple days. The report you send in, which is completely fucked and not even close to accurate, only shows you have 20% of the stock shorted, because you managed to lie about half of them, shove a quarter of them into options, juggled the rest into the share price for a couple days. April 30th hits and the report fires, you now can start the stupid fucking cycle all over again! MIDDLE SCHOOL LEVEL If you're with me so far, then I'm proud of you and you get a star. The hedgies are trapped in this cycle, it is married to the FTD cycle that everyone focuses on, but both of these cycles feed each other and compound on each other. Every time a report is due they have to cover whatever amount of shares they can't hide into options. If you want to know more about how hedge funds hide their shit in options, please use the DD button, there are a lot of VERY deep dives into that topic. Every time there is a settlement date looming, the shorts cover any open excessive shares they haven't yet hidden. Every time. Without exception. Now, half you retards skimming here read this as 'the shorts have covered'. THE SHORTS HAVE NOT COVERED! They are not closing the hundreds of millions of short positions they have open every settlement cycle, what they are closing is a fraction of the shares they created. Their strategy is to balance their bullshit between "accounting errors" and not marking synthetic shares as being short, shoving shares into options, and covering the remained. They cannot over do any one of the three. If they pump too many shares into options, the next FTD cycle will hit too hard. If they fuck up their report too much, it will cross the line from a fine and end up with jail time. If they cover too much it will send the share price too high. They use ALL THREE! WHAT HAPPENED I hope you're still with me, we're almost there.... Pretty pictures Scary numbers! Here is a chart of settlement dates, the high that resulted from the date, and the low a day or two previous to the high. The highs are always (except for in 2 exceptions) the day BEFORE settlement. For the two exceptions, the high was two days before settlement. The lows occur before the high within a day or two. Lastly is the percent increase. You can ignore everything the Jan and Feb squeezes, their behavior is not typical for reasons I really shouldn't have to explain. You can see that before settlement the price always goes up. Always. This settlement cycle, for the first time ever the price went down, it went down 40 god damn percent. That's not a weird fluke, that's a fucking alarm bell ringing and everyone is ignoring it to watch anchors on CNBC yell at each other. EXPLANATIONS There are three possible solutions to why the price went down but only one of them makes any logical sense. Now, deep breath, you have to apply deductive reasoning. I will now attempt to make my case for the three arguments and why only one of them can be true. Hold onto your butts. ARGUMENT 1: SHF managed to hide their short positions using their usual tactics, and sell pressure was so high they never needed to cover the shares they typically have to. I want to point your attention to everyone's favorite datapoint, OBV: https://preview.redd.it/evzz891m7h571.png?width=1298&format=png&auto=webp&s=e1385a64ef72920fb447d91a2019252dd8244008 OBV is not the answer to all questions, but it can show us with a good enough clarity that no one is selling. After April 12 the OBV has only increased. This flat out tells you people are buying and not selling. Notice at the end there, the last few days, that dip is fucking pathetic. Even the paper hand bitches that joined in the last two weeks haven't sold. So the sell pressure didn't deflate shit, what about options, maybe they just shoved so many god damned shares into options this week... https://www.optionsonar.com/unusual-option-activity/GME/latest-trades Well, nope, according the optionsonar this week isn't exceptional. No more deep ITM buys then we'd expect to see. So they didn't hide the shares and they didn't cover the shares. This argument is fucked. ARGUMENT 2: Hedge funds lie, they're just going to lie on this report. This argument is slightly more plausible but still doesn't cover it. I want to emphasis, these dates are married to the FTD cycle. The FTD cycle is the noose around the hedgies necks. The cycle is strangling their stupid asses out. If they could just cheat away their short positions, they'd have been doing that YEARS ago. What's that I hear you saying over you bowl of cheerios with no milk? "Oh, but they're desperate now and trying desperate measures" They've been desperate since Feb when the dick parked behind them started inching into their asses. They've been doing everything they possibly can since at least Feb with no way out. If it was as simple as lying don't you think they would have tried that by now? I don't want to tell you jack shit about me, who I am or what I do in the real world, but I do have personal experience on this front, I do know what I'm talking about. The SEC may have their thumbs up their asses but if you fuck the dog too much, they will have no choice but to prosecute you. You can stick a finger or two in, but when you go balls deep there will be consequences. https://www.ussc.gov/sites/default/files/pdf/research-and-publications/quick-facts/Securities_Fraud_FY19.pdf Fraud, actual fucking fraud, not the stupid ass bullshit people on here like to call fraud, but REAL fucking fraud gets the government wet. USDAs will jump on them, it's a slam dunk easy case, the government gets to collect a bunch of sweet cash from their restitution payments, probation offices get to toss them onto the low risk caseload and check in with them a couple times a year. Everyone on the federal side wins. Again, I don't want to say too much but I know what I'm talking about on this topic, these assholes get prosecuted, they get years of probation and sometimes small stints in prison. Worst of all, you lose your ability to EVER practice finance again. Scarlett letter, they're fucked. So, they might push the envelope, they might fudge the numbers egregiously, but they wont erase 100 million shares and expect it not to get found. Reports like those sent the FINRA are created with automated workflows. In order for them to fraudulently mark all of their synthetic shares as long a worker at the bottom of the barrel would have to have gone in and done it. Some programmer, trader, or middle manger would have knowingly put his career, his freedom, his family's security on the line. For what? So his job lasts a couple weeks longer? So his boss will give him a thumbs up? Fucking no, no one is that stupid. No one is going to gamble away their entire life for a couple more weeks at a paycheck or a good performance review. If it were that simple, if cheating at that level were an option, they would already be doing it. I'm running in circles here but this is the first time the price dropped from a settlement, not just didn't go up, fucking dropped by 40%. It was shorted to shit. This isn't Ken going in with some whiteout and a pen, there are dozens of people involved with this action and they aren't all going to sacrifice themselves for no god damned reason, especially when they could get a sweet whistleblower reward for reporting it. ARGUMENT 3: They aren't going to cover. When you rule out all the other possibilities, what you're left with is the only logical argument. These assholes are unable to or unwilling to cover the shares they need to. Maybe the number of them is so egregious there is no point. Maybe the move to the Russell 1000 on the 25th will make the entire exercise pointless. Maybe there's too much scrutiny on them with the SEC finally investigating. Who the fuck knows, all I know is, they didn't cover. They didn't hide them all, they didn't sell them all, they aren't going to willingly go to jail, THEY'RE SURRENDERING whether intentional or not. When the report gets published on the 25th, it will show all the shares they couldn't fudge or hide. It will show tens of thousands of shares. Not just 20%, it'll be 60% minimum, and it'll be just the tip of the iceberg. That number will only represent a couple weeks of shorting. Blood in the water, the sharks will circle. This is massive. Apes need to fucking see this. Everyone is crying over a little price dip while the god damned final blows are being struck. You may downvote this again, spam accusations of Shill, but I'm not going to stop trying to get this topic to people's attention. I'm done for now and will go back to a polite demeanor. To all the apes who took the time to read, thank you! submitted by /u/No1Important_4real to r/Superstonk [link] [comments]
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Synopsis for 03-08 to 12-03
Good morning San Diago, I am Rensole, And this is the weekly recap https://preview.redd.it/sop2ixo5azm61.png?width=680&format=png&auto=webp&s=f926b50ff3a6d283344b99f57e962f49ba863fa7 None of this is financial advice, just recapping the stuff that happened in the past week. The mod team Guys I want to thank each and every member of this sub, we put a lot of trust in you guys by letting this entire sub be self governing and decide for themselves what is good info and what is BS. The only thing some people seem to overlook is that I am not the "main mod" or anything like that, this is a group effort. u/BearBiPolar u/Toasterrrr u/chickthief u/SpaceMillionaire u/thr0wthis4ccount4way u/oxxadam u/redchessqueen99 u/plumdragon Know that with the upcoming hype and everything that's happening we will see a huge influx of bots, shills or people who just want to spread FUD, remember to always take a step back, vet their sources and come to your own conclusions. Never take anyone's word for fact, even mine, double check everything and everyone. Also take in mind that there are companies out there who do "shit talking' for their work, or as someone had linked me an example of someone who used to do this work: https://www.investorvillage.com/smbd.asp?mb=445&mn=25514&pt=msg&mid=1288319 New rules imposed by DTCC signed this weekend. well it seems someone is scared some people wont be able to pay up. Credit goes to u/LongTermTendieLoser for initially finding this and bringing it to the boards attention. The DTCC just posted this over the weekend https://www.dtcc.com/-/media/Files/Downloads/legal/rule-filings/2021/NSCC/SR-NSCC-2021-801.pdf So just to get back to some basics, as I'm sure we will be seeing a lot of new members in the coming days. What Is the Depository Trust and Clearing Corporation (DTCC)? The Depository Trust and Clearing Corporation (DTCC) is an American financial services company founded in 1999 that provides clearing and settlement services for the financial markets. When the DTCC was established in 1999, it combined the functions of the Depository Trust Company (DTC) and the National Securities Clearing Corporation (NSCC).1 The NSCC is currently a subsidiary of the DTCC If you want more info on this I'd say check out this website: https://www.investopedia.com/terms/d/dtcc.asp I'd like to thank u/neversell69 for doing a great writeup which boils this down to it's basic points. Things found in these pages: (page 22): As described above, the proposal would strengthen NSCC’s ability to maintain sufficient liquidity to complete end-of-day settlement in the event of the default of a Member. a member like for example, Melvin and Citadel. The proposal would do this; by allowing NSCC to calculate and collect, when applicable, SLD every Business Day from those Members that pose the largest liquidity exposures to NSCC on that day. The proposal would also include a mechanism to allow NSCC to collect SLD on an intraday basis, including on the first Business Day of the Options Expiration Activity Period, when liquidity exposures are historically higher. (page 41): The Corporation may require any such Member to deposit additional amounts to the Clearing Fund pursuant to Rule 15. Rule 15 basically says the members can't be fucking idiots and if they are wilding out the NSCC can protect themselves by demanding more money to reduce their risk (page 88/89): (iv) increased Clearing Fund deposits (including additional amounts required in respect of trade activity received by the Corporation after calculation of the applicable Required Fund Deposit); (v) additional payments to the Corporation in such amounts as may be determined by the Corporation each morning reflecting a percentage of up to 100 percent of the participant’s (i) average amount of total daily net debit positions or (ii) morning gross debit activity; What's a net debit position? Here's the fucking Investopedia summary because I know your too lazy to Google it: If the income collected from all options sold results in a lower money value than the cost of all options purchased, the result is a net debit to the account, hence the name debit spread. If shit gets really fucked the DTCC can ask for a supplemental liquidity deposit (SLD), which basically means when the market is fucked and the member is looking at a fat options loss the dtcc can make them pay an extra fee to make sure they can cover the loss (page 52): Overview. The Corporation requires sufficient liquidity to enable it to effect the settlement of its payment obligations as a central counterparty. The two principal sources of liquidity for the Corporation currently are deposits to the Clearing Fund and a committed line of credit. A substantial proportion of the liquidity needed by the Corporation is attributable to the exposure presented to the Corporation by its Members who would generate the largest settlement debits during options expiration activity periods in stressed market conditions. In order to ensure that the Corporation has sufficient liquidity to meet its payment obligations, it is appropriate that such Members provide additional liquidity to the Corporation in the form of supplemental liquidity deposits to the Clearing Fund. The new rule changes basically means the DTCC can now calculate this 'fat loss fee' everyday and even during the day and force a payment. So the DTCC is covering their ass and are going to liquidate the member themselves when shit hits the fan. aka the DTCC will fucking crucify Citadel/melvin and other Short sellers the day this pops off, and if it does, they will be forced by them to cover all at once. and remember it's not just us retailers, it's also other sharks swimming with us who smell a golden opportunity to take out the competition all at once. What does this mean? it means that the DTCC is covering their own ass, it means they can force the whales who are itm to buy, they can force people who's short contracts are up to pay up and buy back in. for the noobs: see this as a Patch being installed, they're correcting the PVP combat because someone was OP and they just now got Nerfed. I've said it before but the new head for the SEC is someone I actually respect, he was at the helm when the 08 crash happened and he took action to make a hefty legislation against this ever happen again. Gary Gensler, he passed the Dodd-Frank Act, giving regulations to swaps (the thing caused the crash) which until he came along where not regulated at all! Also with Senator Elizabeth Warren wanting a investigation into the GME saga. These two combined are already making waves right now, so stop asking IF or When the Squeeze will happen, know that we are on the right side of history and this shit is going to get FUCKING wild. New FUD tactics lots of people are suddenly asking "who will pay" and "what if melvin/shitadel goes bankrupt" IDC, just like when I'm selling my car I dont care where the money comes from, all I care about is the cash in hand at the end of the day. how the buyer get's the money is not something I worry about nor care about. google how the market works, and see why I don't care. Market isn't even open but we are seeing proof RC is being tapped as the next CEO. https://www.reuters.com/article/us-gamestop-activist-idUSKBN2B019T GameStop Corp has tapped shareholder Ryan Cohen to lead a shift towards e-commerce, Bloomberg reported on Monday, sending the company’s shares up 10.3% before the bell. Cohen’s RC Ventures activist firm reached a settlement with GameStop in January, giving Cohen seats on the company’s board. GameStop offered a press release, Board Has Established New Strategy Committee https://news.gamestop.com/news-releases/news-release-details/gamestop-provides-corporate-governance-update Deepfuckingvalue just tweeted! https://twitter.com/TheRoaringKitty/status/1368952570874654730 Media Blackout. As some more astute apes have seen yesterday(03-08).... no news on GME? ok that's weird, they've been saying GmE B@d for weeks now, now its in the green... *Crickets* What makes this more funny is that Jimmy Cramer has gone full blackout, this dude was having multiple tantrums on twitter per day and bitching about GME on "mad money" the entire time. But now it seems that Jim Cramer's show "mod money" wont be on this week, and his twitter has gone black, this in combination with nobody else reporting on the entire thing makes me believe we may be facing a media blackout, this in order to make sure that not more people buy in. Word of mouth is one of the most valuable things right now. yesterdays news, nothing on GME? https://www.cnbc.com/2021/03/08/discovery-amc-networks-heavily-shorted-huge-2021-gainers.html Now is the time to gain control of your emotions. Seriously I get it 200 is an awesome number, less then 2 weeks ago we where at 40, but if your goal is 100.000 K then 200 a share is nothing. Adjust your expectations and adjust your way of looking at big numbers, because if you hold like a lot of people said, then it will take some days before it gets to 100k , and if you don't adjust your baseline then you will fold early. 10.000 sounds like a lot right? but if I told you you could get a salary of 100.000k its nothing. 100.000 sounds like a lot, but compared to 500.000 its a lowball offer. ITS OK TO BE GREEDY! but be patient. Trust the other apes, they have held for a long time (over a month) and they didn't fold. So trust them now when you are winning. Great post about managing behavior with these type of things, I honestly think it's a good read for everyone in GME https://www.reddit.com/r/GME/comments/lzxbzm/be_adamant_some_reminders_for_managing_behavior/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share DFV tweeted! https://twitter.com/TheRoaringKitty/status/1369307339568873473 If this break $xxx dollars I'll do ....nothing! Because I'll be holding to 100k minimum. if I look at the graph it tells me the last spike was $347 (nasdaq) just to give you an idea we are just a 100 bucks or so away from that RIGHT NOW. folding at a $1000 is still paperhanding in my book but that's just me, I'll be holding for 100 times that. because this is a once in a lifetime opportunity and I don't think we will ever see a situation like this ever again. especially with the new DTCC rules that are coming in. Adjust your baseline and expectancy, adjust your view to see big numbers and see where the nice tendyman will bring you. Because soon will the Tendyman come to take our rocket into the sun
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rensole |
Mar 14, 2021 |
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My job is watching a woman trapped in a room. Final Part.
Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four I spent the next five days watching Rachel die. From the outside, just watching the monitor, it didn’t seem that different than what I had been watching for the past three years. Rachel slept, she watched T.V., she read, and she painted. But there were signs if you were looking for them. She seemed tired and tense, and she had taken to sleeping more. And occasionally, just every once in a while, she would glance up at the camera—at me. It was then that I could see the fear and sadness in her eyes. Inside…well, inside I felt like a burned out house collapsing in on itself. At first I refused to watch, to do anything they wanted me to do. Solomon didn’t get mad at me, but just shrugged. He said while cooperation was preferred and could go a long way toward making my stay with them more comfortable, it wasn’t required. If he was right, Solomon said with a thin smile, things would play out as they were meant to, regardless of what I wanted or thought I chose. Either way, he added, the video was about to start back playing and would not stop for another five days. Whether I wanted to spend that time getting to see her again was entirely up to me. I tried to not watch, but a part of me knew from the start I was going to. Maybe I would find some clue that they were lying about her being dead. Or Rachel could give me some advice or warning about what I needed to do next. I didn’t know. What I did know is that I couldn’t miss the chance to see her again. And despite knowing in my heart that she was dead and everything on the video had happened a long time ago, I still felt that by watching I was with her somehow. She had been taken away from everything she knew when she was barely grown, trapped for years just for being special. Experimented on. Treated like property. Kept from ever having friends or family or a life. And yet through all that, she was still beautiful. Not just on the outside, but on the inside too. I had spent years watching her, getting to know her in a thousand tiny ways that so few people ever truly know each other. I had seen her kindness and grace in her actions, even when she was fighting against the people holding her. I had watched her strength when she woke up day after day in her prison and never gave up. And I saw the beauty of her soul in her paintings, full of swirling colors and…what was the word…wonder. She was able to paint these things she saw with such care and love, despite living in a world that had abandoned her so completely. Well I wasn’t abandoning her. I would watch every bit of the video I could manage. Try to burn into my memory every frame of her I saw. Not for them and their stupid project. But for me. And for her. I may not have much left to do in my life before they lock me away somewhere or kill me, but I could do this one last thing. Rachel wouldn’t die alone. I watched nearly all of it, stopping only to eat quickly and use the bathroom until the last two days. I would ask the guards to pause it, but they would only shake their heads and say Solomon said it had to play normally until it was finished. By the fourth day, I was in a stupor. I had already dozed some the first three days, but when I woke up on the fourth day, I could tell a few hours had passed. There were two trays of food on the bed, one breakfast and another lunch. I looked back at the screen in a panic, worrying I had missed something, but Rachel seemed to be just waking up too. I noticed her putting her hand to her stomach as she got out of bed and felt my own stomach twist. She was already hurting. Rachel glanced at the camera and tried to smile before moving to set up a new canvas for painting. This was the second of three paintings she did in those last days. The first had been the inside of an old-fashioned movie theater from the viewpoint of someone sitting in a back row. On the movie screen was just the image of a sledgehammer propped against a brick wall. I didn’t understand what it meant, and I found myself scanning the picture for some message or other clue. Eventually I found what might be one, though I didn’t understand it either. Rachel must have come to understand they knew what she was doing with the paintings and didn’t want to stop her, because these last three she set up much closer to the camera. I was still squinting and studying the painting closely when I realized the flipped up seats in the next row up had brass number plates along the front edge of the seats. Though they were upside down from the viewpoint of the painting, the angle was good enough that once I noticed them I was able to read them. 2…43…26…89 I didn’t understand any of it, but I committed it all to memory, focusing all my attention on the painting until she finally took it away. Even that early on I could tell painting was taking a lot out of her now, and like I had for so long, I found myself talking to her, telling her to go rest before I remembered her body in the next room. I almost stopped then, but no. Maybe she couldn’t tell I was talking to her, or maybe she could. Either way, me talking to her couldn’t hurt, and it made me feel a little less lonely and sad as I watched her. The second painting, the one she started after I woke up from falling asleep for a few hours, was stranger than the rest. It looked like it was in a room with curved walls made of tree roots, and in the center of the room was a little table made out of the same stuff. Some of the roots around the room were a deep red, but other parts, including the table thing, looked burned and black. I looked closer and saw that I could see a person’s shadow over the table—hands holding some long oval-shaped bundle. I studied it for a long time, going over it again and again in my mind after she took it away. I couldn’t make sense of it. Of any of it. I wasn’t smart enough, and I was failing her. Rachel slept for a long time after that painting. Then she got up on the fifth day, her last day, and immediately started working again. This time she was painting faster, and while I saw her wince occasionally, she never lost her look of determination as she slashed lines and colors across the canvas. When she was done, Rachel picked up the painting and turned it toward the camera, giving me a small, tired smile as she was blocked from view. It was looking out from the front porch of a house somewhere. It was out in the country, and the morning view of the yard and the land beyond were wonderful, but closer-up the painting was of two hands. Holding onto each other tightly, their interlocked fingers seemed to glow red and orange in the light of the rising sun. I found myself crying as I looked at it. Part of it was because I didn’t know what it meant, and I felt a growing sense of desperation at the thought that Rachel’s last works might be wasted on me. Part was because I knew it had been five days, and I could sense I was close to the end. To her end. But there was something more to it than all that too. The last painting…even with everything else in my head and my heart pulling me down…gave me hope. Hope of what, I didn’t know. But I started to think that maybe the only message Rachel had for me in that last painting was that somehow, somewhere, everything would be okay. Outside the edge of the painting I could see motion in the room. People hurriedly coming in with some kind of medical equipment. And then the monitor went black. “You’ve done well, Thomas. Very, very well. For the last five days of video, we had charted one thousand and forty-seven microvariations in Rachel’s behavior that we believed might correspond to your behavior, your reactions, and your emotional states while watching the video. Like before, the two of you remained in sync as though you were in the same room. It really is remarkable.” I sat staring at Solomon. I listened to what he said, but I didn’t care. I just wanted it over. Whatever this was, I just wanted it over. Clearing his throat, he went on. “That’s why we’ve decided to move the implant from Rachel’s body to your own. That’s one of the many reasons we’ve preserved her so. The foreign body was still showing signs of life all this time, but just barely, and we were afraid to attempt removal. Our hope is that, given your connection to Rachel, it will accept you. Perhaps even thrive in you more than it ever did our girl.” I was suddenly on my feet, and it was only the raising of Solomon’s gun that stopped me from attacking him. “Don’t you fucking talk about her like that. Like any of you gave a shit about her. I’ll fucking kill you.” Solomon’s face darkened slightly as his lips thinned. “No, you won’t. But if idle threats make you feel better, go ahead. It will only make things harder, not easier.” Feeling a stab of panicked fear, I sat back down. “What is this thing you’re going to put in me?” The man looked at me for several seconds before responding. “I’m tempted not to tell you after your stupid—and frankly, hurtful—outburst. But I’ll be the bigger person.” Letting out a small sigh, he went on. “Thomas, somewhere there is a tree. A very special tree. We suspect it is the same tree that Rachel painted for you that time, though we cannot say for sure, as we have never been able to find it. It is either hidden away very well or it is able to hide itself from those it wishes.” I just looked at him, trying to kill him by just wanting it to be so. “In any case, we have the next best thing. An ancient clipping from the tree. Secured at great cost and sacrifice, and studied for a long time without much success. We have, however, in recent years been given…advice, that this clipping could be grown in the right soil. We thought that soil was Rachel, but while it did develop further inside of her, she died before the necessary growth was finished.” Leaning forward, he smiled at me. “We have it on fairly good authority, however, that you might succeed where she failed.” I fought them when they came, but it didn’t matter. I woke up some time later with a dull ache in my chest and a small, already healing scar on my upper stomach. I didn’t really feel that different other than the little bit of pain, but I knew that would change with time. Maybe I had more time than Rachel, or maybe I had less. It didn’t matter. I just… Wait, what was that? There was some kind of soft voice…coming from where? It wasn’t in the room. It was in my head. I felt a thrill of excitement. Maybe this was Rachel’s voice. She had somehow stayed in the tree thing they had put inside me? But no. I had never heard Rachel’s voice, but I sensed this wasn’t it. This voice was too delicate to really be heard or understood, and it reminded me of music coming from a distant room that you felt in the back of your mind without realizing it. It was a…a melody, a kind of song. But it wasn’t Rachel’s song. I realized with a shiver that it was the song of the thing inside of me. At first I was afraid, but that didn’t last long. It wasn’t trying to hurt me. It was trapped here just like I was. But, it started to sing, it was time for us to be free. I stood up and walked to the door, and as I did so, the lights went out. The door in front of me clicked, and when I reached out and turned the knob in the dark, it opened easily. How was this possible? And if it could do this, why hadn’t it helped Rachel get out? There was no answer, but there was also no time. I could already hear boots around the corner as the glow from flashlights began to light up the far end of the hall. They would drag me back in there. Chain me up or take this thing back out of me before we could get away. If I was ever going to get out, it had to be now. The voice was singing again, pushing me to go further into the dark, to run until we were safe. So I listened and I ran. Every door unlocked for me, every turn kept me barely out of sight. The people looking for me were barking orders over a radio, asking someone what was the hold up on the generator kicking on. Whatever the response, the hallways stayed dark as I drifted through them blind but not falling, lost but not being found. When I reached the final door, I opened it into a bright afternoon. My lungs burned a little at the first fresh, unrecycled air I had breathed in a week. Blinking, I waited for the voice to tell me where to go, but it had fallen silent. I closed the door as panic began to rise in my chest. All this and I would get caught because I didn’t know where to go. I was outside a plain brown building in the middle of nowhere. There was a road going off to the right, and to the left there was… Rachel’s forest, from her first painting to me. I knew it was the same forest immediately, and not just because of it matching the painting so closely. I had some strange sense that felt like a kind of magnetism, or how birds know which way to fly. Looking around for a second, I felt like I was being pulled when I looked again at those woods. This was right. Somehow, I knew this was the way I needed to go. So I went. I had made it to the edge of the forest when I heard the noise of men coming outside the building. I thought about hiding, but I knew it was a bad idea. They would just catch me, and I felt a drive to go deeper into the woods. I plunged ahead, running at close to a reckless speed but never tripping or stumbling as I went. I would occasionally hear a noise behind me as they spread out to search, but the sounds grew fainter as I ran. I almost thought I had lost them for good when I heard a short cough that was quickly muffled off to my left. Someone had gotten close without me knowing it. Panicking, I looked for any places I could hide. There were only bushes and trees and…over there. A well. Not just a well, but Rachel’s well, with the same worn, grey stone walls capped with a weathered wooden lid. I felt a moment of happy recognition, but then it faded away. How did that help? They’d check the well if they found it, and I didn’t have any way to get down in it without getting hurt or stuck. Then an idea stuck me. Crouching low and staying to the brush, I moved to the well and gingerly pushed on the lid. At first it resisted, but when I pushed a bit harder, the wooden circle slid aside enough that you could clearly see someone moved it. Glancing around, I eased back into the bushes as I heard soft footfalls approaching. “We need to check this out.” “You think he went down the well? Better hope not. He probably broke his neck if he did, and then its our asses.” I could see the two men approaching. Both of them were wearing dark body armor and carried assault rifles. The older of the two shrugged back at the other one. “Better that than he was hiding in there and we didn’t check.” Looking irritated, the younger man nodded. “I’ll look.” He went over to the well and shoved the wooden lid aside, causing it to clatter to the ground. Hitting a button on his rifle, a flashlight sprang to life on the barrel. He started to shine it down into the well as the other continued to look in every direction. I was worried he would see me if I moved, but I couldn’t wait. I just had to stay calm. Think slow and move fast. I kept expecting to hear them yell, or feel something or someone strike me in the back, but nothing came. As the afternoon light began to dim, I saw the trees thinning ahead. I was approaching a road. It looked like a normal, public road too, with several cars passing one way or the other as I walked out of the forest and up the hill to the asphalt. The idea of hitchhiking, especially this close to where they held me, was frightening, but I saw little choice. I was wearing sweatpants and a t-shirt they had given me and my own shoes, but I had no money or ID or phone. My only chance was to get far enough away that I could try and get help. I jumped slightly at the hiss of hydraulic brakes as a large semi rolled to a stop next to me. The passenger window rolled down and an older man with white hair and a greying mustache leaned over and peered down at me. “You look lost, son. You need a ride?” I looked down at the door of the truck. It had a logo that said “Martinez and Sons Construction and Hauling” Below it was a cartoon man hitting a wall with a sledgehammer. Looking back up, I smiled at him. “Yes sir, I do.” I woke up five hours later as we pulled into a truck stop somewhere in Nevada. I had planned on staying awake the entire trip, but that had only lasted a few minutes before exhaustion overtook me. I glanced over at Oliver Martinez and he gave me a toothy grin. “I’m tired, but you were plumb tuckered out. I’ve got to fuel up, shower and get some grub. I’m going on to California after that. If you want to ride further, just be back here in an hour. Sound good?” I nodded and thanked him again for the ride as I got out. I felt groggy from sleeping, but otherwise okay. I just needed to decide whether this was a good spot to ask for help or if I should ride with Martinez further. He seemed like a very nice guy, and he would probably try to help if he could, but I wanted to avoid putting more people in danger if I could help it. Looking around, I saw we were in a fairly nice little town. I decided I would go look around for a few minutes and then decide what to do. I was only three blocks down the street when I saw the flickering lights in the distance. It was a movie theater. As I got closer, I felt my chest tightening. It was the one from Rachel’s painting. “Hey there. Welcome to the Phoenix.” The guy standing at the candy counter of the theater looked a little younger than me, and while he seemed friendly enough, he also looked slightly concerned. “If you’re here for the horror double-feature, I’m afraid the second movie is about thirty minutes in. I can give you a half-rate if you want to see it though.” I shook my head and tried to not look as strange and crazy as I felt. “No, that’s okay. I…well, I recognized this place from a picture a friend of mine painted. So I came in to ask if you knew anything about her.” He raised his eyebrows and shrugged. “Okay, weird.” He smiled and added, “Weird but interesting. Who is she?” I swallowed. “Her name is…well, it was, Rachel Donovan.” I expected him to look surprised or excited or angry, but I could see right away the name meant nothing to him. Shaking his head, he shrugged again. “Sorry, that doesn’t ring a bell. I’d say you could ask the owner, but he’s on vacation this week.” Nodding, I searched my mind for something else to ask, some way to make this place matter the way her other paintings had. “Is there anything unique about this place then? Its history or something?” The man grinned. “Buddy, you’re clearly not from here. This place is super boring. Not just the theater, but the whole town.” Frowning in thought, he added. “The only thing I know about the history of this place is that there used to be a house here that burned down. This was like in the 1920s or 30s when this wasn’t even a part of town. Couldn’t tell you the first thing about it beyond that, but I still bet it’s the most interesting thing that’s ever happened here.” I let out a disappointed sigh. “Okay. Well, thanks.” I turned to leave when the guy called out again. “Hey man, sorry I couldn’t help more. If you come back, I’ll get you a discount on a movie. Half-off. If I’m not working, tell them Marshall said it was okay.” I waved and tried to smile as I headed for the door with a heavy heart. Why did you lead me here, Rachel? What’s here that will help? I was outside again, staring up at the theater’s bright blinking signs as though they were going to give me some kind of secret signal, when I noticed movement out of the corner of my eye. There was an alley that ran along side the theater and went behind it to…something. Whatever was back there, the light of a distant security lamp cast shadows along the wall of the alley, and those shadows were moving. Instead of feeling afraid, I felt excited as I started down the alley. Rachel had led me here, and I just had to trust that there was a reason for it. Keep looking until I… The shadows were made by leaves blowing in some wind I couldn’t feel. As I got to the far end of the alley, I saw there was a small back yard behind the theater surrounded by a chain link fence, and on the other side of that fence was the tree from Rachel’s painting, with its deep red twisting bark and foam of green leaves waving to and fro in the night air. I felt a surge of warmth in my chest as the distant singing began again. This was the place. The special tree that could not be found unless it wanted you to find it. It sat at the edge of a small overgrown lot surrounded on all sides by buildings and yards, somehow forgotten when whatever this land had once been was divided up, and despite its location, I had a strong sense that I was the first to see it in a very long time. Climbing the fence, I felt a jagged wire dig into my leg and rip my pants as I fell over the top. I was bleeding a little, but I hardly noticed. I could smell the tree now, and it was a rich, good smell unlike any I had smelled before. Reaching out to it, I felt the singing grow louder as I touched it. I felt stronger and less afraid then, and when I saw the light opening up at its roots, I didn’t tremble, I smiled. There was a hidden tunnel under the tree. A tunnel filled with sweet-smelling air that was like the tree smell but also different. And the tunnel wasn’t dark—no, not at all. It glowed with its own golden light that called to me, urged me forward. Rain was beginning to fall as I looked around the dark lot. I had the thought that I was leaving this world behind. And I found I didn’t mind that much at all. The tunnel had continued to grow, slanting down gently and tall enough that I walked in without stooping. The roots of the tree went on and on, woven through the dirt walls as I went deeper. I looked back and saw the tunnel had closed behind me, but I wasn’t surprised. The way forward was the only way that mattered. I walked for what might have been hours, but I never felt tired or hungry. And I never worried I was lost, though I had no idea where I was or where I was going. Still, I felt a surge of happiness and excitement when I turned a corner and saw something in the tunnel ahead. As I got closer I realized it was a brick wall, but just as I began to think I had found a dead end, the wall faded away, revealing a dark room. I paused at the edge of the tunnel, looking out at the floor of what looked like a basement. It was empty, but in the light from the tree I could make out something scratched into the floor. It was the number two. I felt my pulse quicken as I thought back to Rachel’s painting with the theater seats, and then I stepped out into the room. It was the empty basement of a house, and as I went up the stairs and opened the door, I saw that the rest of the house was empty as well. No lights were on, but bright sunlight poured in through every window and in the distance I could hear what sounded like small waves crashing on a beach. I wanted to go out and see where I was, but I forced myself to check the house first for any people or clues. But there were none. The house was utterly bare of any sign of people other than the number scratched into the floor below. My nose tingled with salty air as I stepped outside. The house was near the beach on what I soon figured out was a small, deserted island, and I realized with little surprise that I recognized the house from Rachel’s painting. As I stepped off the porch, I saw no signs of people, but I wasn’t entirely alone. Because sitting some distance from the house, was the tree. I knew it couldn’t be the same tree as in the abandoned lot, but at the same time I knew that it was. Or at least a different part of the same tree that made the tunnels and appeared in my old world and whatever place this was. Because I had started having that thought as soon as I stepped out of the house. I didn’t think this was my world. Not exactly. I could see a larger island some distance away, and it might have people on it. Hotels and cars and planes. Or it might not, as those things might not exist here. Either way, my newfound intuition was growing stronger, and I could tell that the…what was it called? The con…no, the texture of things was different somehow, if only a little. Not bad or scary, just different. Still, after a couple of hours exploring the island and checking the house, I began to feel terribly lonely, even with the tree nearby. I decided to go back into the tunnel and keep going. The basement wall faded away as I walked up to it, and I entered the tunnels again. It was only a short time later that I found my second version of the house. Much like the first, the wall faded away into a basement, but this one was far from empty. It was a workshop of some kind, full of tools I wasn’t familiar with. I glanced down and saw “43” scratched onto the floor. Who was doing that? And why? I was going to explore the house, more carefully this time, as it looked like there were people here, but then I froze. Propped against the brick wall, next to a small stack of boards, was a sledgehammer. Trying to be quiet, I crept over and picked it up before heading back into the tunnel. When I was little, before Daddy died, he had loved to hunt. I never went with him and didn’t remember much of what he hunted, but I do know he had an old hound he’d had since before I was born. The dog had only loved him—well, him and being on the trail of something. When Rocker (his name was Rockerfeller) got a scent, it was like he was in a trance. He would go and go, this way and that, and to look at him, it looked like he was having a fit—both lost and certain at the same time. But whatever Rocker knew or didn’t know, he always found what he was looking for. I felt like Rocker now. I was moving faster and faster as I went down this turn and that. I felt like I was on the trail of something or traveling on memories I didn’t have. Gripping the sledgehammer tightly, I could hear the rising hum of the distant music in my head as I turned the last corner, and then it fell silent. There was another brick wall, and as I approached, it fell away. It was another basement room, but this one was much smaller. It contained a table, a clothes chest, and an old metal bed that had been broken apart. At the far brick wall, a woman was using one of the metal legs from the bed to attack the wall and whatever lay behind it. I felt my head began to swim as I looked at her from behind, and as she turned to look at me, eyes wide with surprise and fear, I felt the sledgehammer slip from my grip as I stumbled back against the now solid wall. I could barely breathe at all, but I managed to get out a single word. “Rachel?” The woman looked at me, her expression less fearful but still guarded. She had the bed leg partially raised in warning. “Yeah? Do I know you?” It was her, but it wasn’t, much like the tree on the island. This Rachel looked a few years older, and while she looked stressed and confused at the moment, her eyes didn’t seem weighted down by the same quiet sadness I had come to recognize watching the other Rachel for all that time. Still, I didn’t know how to answer her question and not sound creepy or crazy. I stared at her for a second, floundering, when she asked another. “You came out of the tree tunnel, right?” I nodded, grateful for something I could answer easily. Studying me, she said. “Where did you come from? Before the tunnel I mean.” I flushed as I tried to think of the right words. “Um, well, I came from Texas. Originally I mean.” She grinned at me for a second before catching herself and trying to look serious again. “Yeah, okay. But like…do you know how the tree works? How did you find out about the tunnel? How did you get here?” Sighing, I rubbed my head and just started into it. “Look, I know this will sound crazy, but I had a job watching a woman trapped in a room, and that woman was you, or another version of you, and she asked me for help, and I couldn’t help her and then they took me, and I found out she had been dead for a long time but could see me in the future and then they put something from the tree in me that had been in her that killed her and then I escaped and then I figured out where to go to find the tree from things she had painted and I somehow knew how to go in the tunnels to find different spots, and I’m pretty sure the tunnels lead to different worlds and I got this sledgehammer and then I…” “Hold up. God damn. Take a breath. You’re going to pass out.” She was smiling again, and this time she didn’t try to hide it. She looked over what was left of the bed to where the sledgehammer was laying on the floor. “And did you say sledgehammer?” Whack “So yeah, I believe you.” Whack “I’ve been in those tunnels too. My ex-boyfriend tricked me into moving here so he could tie me to the tree in his place.” Whack “Well, not tie me to the tree literally. Take his place as…what? The tree’s buddy or something? I don’t really know. It’s all pretty fucked up and I don’t understand all of it.” Whack “But what I do understand is that the fucker walled me up in here. At first, I thought I could just pry loose some bricks over time, but nope. He put a layer of concrete on the outside this time. Good ol’ Phil. Or Justin. Or whatever. I mainly think of him as Fuckface now.” Whack “This is taking forever.” I stepped up and put my hand on the sledgehammer. “Let me do it for a bit. We can take turns.” We had cleared away even more brick than she had already managed, but the concrete wall was only starting to show small cracks. I wanted to just keep looking at her, have her talk to me, but I knew she was tired. She nodded reluctantly and let go of the hammer. Before I swung, I looked back at her. “How long have you been in here like this?” Whack Rachel scowled. “It’s hard to say for sure, but I think about eight months.” I let the hammer drop down again as my eyes widened. “How did you survive all that time?” Her scowl deepened. “It’s the tree. It won’t let me die. I just dip into the tunnel every day for a bit and I never get that hungry or thirsty.” A thought occurred to me then. “Why didn’t you just escape through the tunnels?” She quickly shook her head. “No, thank you. I’ve had enough of seeing other worlds. Some of them aren’t so nice. And I don’t want to be more tied to the tree than I already am. I just want out of here, into my own world, and then I can try and figure out how to get free of my connection to the tree for good.” Rachel shrugged. “I would have done it eventually with the stupid bed parts, but who knows how long it would have taken?” She smiled again. “I’m very happy you came to help and brought a sledgehammer with you.” Returning her smile, I nodded as I lifted the hammer again. “Me too.” Whack We were both wringing with sweat when we crawled through the hole we’d made in the outer wall. Rachel told me that she thought her ex-boyfriend was long gone, but she couldn’t be sure, so we had to be careful. Grabbing the sledgehammer from inside the room, we made our way toward the stairs. The house was decorated but quiet, and we saw no sign of anyone as we walked to the front door and opened it. Outside, the sun was coming up on a new day, and as we walked out onto the porch, I jumped a little as Rachel took my hand and gave it a squeeze. I looked over at her. I hadn’t been able to help the other Rachel, but maybe that had never been the point at all. Because I thought now she had been able to see more than just other places or the future. She had been able to see into other worlds and possibilities. Like this one, where another version of her was trapped and needed help. A place where I wouldn’t be hunted and she could be free. In the end, even when she knew she was dying, Rachel had been determined to help us be together and happy. The morning sun painted beautiful colors on Rachel’s face, and looking into her eyes I saw how much she was like the woman I had watched and cared about and tried to save. The woman who, in the end, had saved me instead. I wanted to tell Rachel so many things, ask her so many questions, but all that could come later. Squeezing her hand back, I walked with her away from the house. For now, this was enough. You have a delivery scheduled. The Ghost Tree submitted by /u/Verastahl to r/nosleep [link] [comments]
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My brother invented a ritual pasta, and now we're screwed
My baby brother Caleb – and by baby, I mean he’s nineteen years my junior and I am his legal guardian - is a weird kid. It’s kind of my fault; up until now, I found his idiosyncrasies adorable rather than off-putting. I guess you could say I encouraged him. For the longest time, he’s been obsessed with games. Not videogames or board games. But games. Duck duck goose, telephone, freeze tag, Red Rover, hide and seek. He loved these games so much that he started making his own. Unfortunately, I remember his first invention vividly. “Tyler!” he announced. “We’re going to play Blindfold!” “What’s that?” “It’s a surprise! Now tie this around your head!” He extended an old bedsheet. I tied it as if it were an absurdly long bandana, which pissed him off. “No! Like a blindfold! The game is called Blindfold!” I pulled it down over my eyes. “Now wait!” He giggled shrilly. “I’ll be right back!” He ran into the backyard. A chorus of joyous barking greeted him, which was expected because we owned five dogs at the time. Caleb cooed and wheedled them for several minutes. My amused condescension quickly soured into irritation. Finally, the backdoor slid open. Caleb giggled again, then exploded into laughter. “Is the game over yet?” I snapped. “Almost. “Hold your breath.” I took a deep breath and held it. Caleb came up to me and thrust his hands under my nose. “Take a sniff!” I breathed deeply and immediately gagged: the wet, foul smell clung to my nose. I shoved away, gagging, and ripped off the sheet. Caleb clutched a paper towel loaded with dog shit. “Guess,” Caleb wheezed hysterically. “Guess which dog it came from!” I can’t say Caleb’s games got worse from there, but they didn’t really get better, either. His next invention was a game called “Hostage,” wherein he covered your head with a pillowcase, duct-taped your hands, and forced you to play truth or dare. If you screwed up, he threw Hot Wheels at your head. After that came classics such as “Book,” wherein you had to transcribe his fast and increasingly insane dictations. If you failed or fell behind, he threw water on you; “Medicine,” where the players held a competition to create and consume the foulest concoctions we could imagine, and “Toilet,” which I will leave to your imagination. By the time Caleb entered first grade, I’d had enough of his games. So when he approached me with a new one, I blew him off. “Please, Tyler! It’s a good game! It’s way better even than Toilet!” “Nothing’s better than Toilet, bud. That was your pinnacle. Exit gracefully.” “Please! You haven’t played a game with me in a long time!” “Shocking.” “Don’t make fun of me!” To my utter surprise and mild shame, his lip began to quiver. “Well, If all your games didn’t involve poop, barf, and bodily injury, maybe I wouldn’t make fun of you.” “This one doesn’t have any of that.” His nostrils flared. “This game isn’t like the other ones. It’s different. And it’s scary.” “Nothing’s scarier than Toilet.” “This is.” He drew a ragged breath. Shame needled me again; Caleb was a weird little fucker, but he was my baby brother. Being mean to your baby brother was the ultimate dick move. I heaved a sigh. “All right. What’s it called?” To my surprise, he didn’t relax. “Operator, Please.” I bit back a smirk. “’Operator, Please.’” “Yeah.” He stuck his chin out. “You have a problem with it?” “No. Tell me the rules.” “You have to wait by the phone until it rings. Then you pick up and say, ‘Operator, please, connect me.’” I waited. Caleb stared back, bright-eyed and gleefully anxious. “And then…?” I prompted. “You have to see for yourself! Oh, wait!” He clapped his forehead. “I forgot the phone!” “I have one right here.” I indicated my cell phone, but Caleb had already turned around and disappeared into his bedroom. He reemerged a few minutes later clutching a battered little rectangle. He set it on the table and waited for my reaction. “Um…what is it?” “A phone. Look!” He fumbled with it and flipped it open. A Motorola Razr with a cracked screen and buttons so worn that the paint had rubbed away. “Where did you get that?” I asked. “Cody at school. I traded him for your band jacket.” Anger clashed with helpless amusement. “What kind of kid wants a high school band jacket?” “Cody did. Now come on, we have to play the game! Once we start, we can’t stop. Are you ready?” “I…yeah.” Caleb grabbed the phone and punched in several numbers. “If there’s someone specific you want to talk to, you have to type in their birthday.” “Not their phone number, huh?” “Shut up! I’m trying to explain! If you want to talk to somebody specific, you type in their birthday. Then you hold the phone to your ear. It’s going to ring three times. Then the operator will say, ‘Operator, how may I help?’ Then you say, ‘Operator, please connect me.’” I watched him with a pained expression. “Then they’ll connect you. The phone will click, then ring again. It should ring four times, then someone will answer. If it rings more than four times, hang up immediately. If it rings less than four times, don’t hang up but don’t talk to whatever’s on the other end of the line. Wait til the call disconnects.” “What if I don’t want to talk to anybody specific?” “Then you just dial random numbers. Hey! How do you put this on speaker?” I rolled my eyes. “You can’t, unless it’s on a live call. Let’s see if this works.” I pressed the call button and held the phone to my ear. “Tyler no!” The phone began to ring. The familiar muffled brrrrring, familiar and unmistakable. I fumbled with the phone and put it on speaker. Brrring. Brrrring. Then a crisp female voice: “Operator, how may I help?” Tyler blanched and covered his mouth. I looked at him helplessly. His eyes were huge and glassy. I licked my lips. “O-Operator,” I said. “Please connect me.” “As you say.” A click, then a series of soft, mechanical beeps, followed by a clunk. Then – Brrrrrring. Brrrrrrrring. Brrrrr – “Hello?” Caleb gasped. He was white as a sheet, so pale I could see the veins in his forehead. “Hello? Who’s there?” I knew the voice. Knew it better than anyone’s, except my brother’s and my parents. Caleb shook his head. “Tyler?” The voice on the phone was warm and gentle and amused. “Is that you? Tyler, it’s Grandma!” I tried to speak, but my throat only clicked. Tears stung my eyes and began to fall. Caleb shook his head madly. “I’m so glad you called, but less glad a cat’s got your tongue! How are you, Tyler? Caleb’s there, too, isn’t he? Hello, Caleb! I miss you!” I opened my mouth to speak. Caleb rushed over and clapped a hand over my mouth. “What was that?” Grandma asked. “Boys?” I closed my eyes. I could practically see her: plump and smiling, with grey-streaked blonde hair and twinkling blue eyes. “Boys? Why aren’t you talking to me? Is this a joke?” A shrill whine entered her voice. “It’s a terrible joke. How could you do this to me, after everything that happened?” In my mind’s eye, her smile soured into a panicked grimace. Her twinkling eyes bulged, glassy and bloodshot. She was on the kitchen floor, clawing helplessly at her throat, as her tongue swelled and hives burst across her skin. I was nine years old, frozen in fear as my grandma died of anaphylactic shock. “Do you know what it feels like?” she whimpered. A wild sort of growl wove in and out of her voice, turning some of her syllables to gobbling whines. “Your throat feels big. And tight, like it’s getting too big for your skin. And then your ears hurt, and your eyes feel so, so hot, like coals, except they’re watering.” She giggled. “So silly. Coals don’t make water.” Caleb pressed his mouth to my ear. “Don’t,” he breathed. “You try to swallow, but there isn’t any room in your throat to swallow, because it’s so swollen. You try to breathe, but you can’t. I even tried to stick my fingers down my throat to keep the airway open, but I made myself throw up instead. My throat kept swelling, and trapped the vomit. When I tried to breathe – because my lungs, my good old lungs, didn’t stop trying until the end – the vomit went into my lungs. And it made me vomit more. I suffocated while drowning in my own puke, Tyler. And it’s your fault!” She ended on a wild, gobbling scream, so unlike her, so inhuman, that I wailed. “Your fault,” Grandma repeated. “Your fault, and I knew it, as I lay there wriggling and dying and aspirating my vomit, I knew it, Tyler, I knew it was your fault and I hated you!” The line went dead. A second later, the telltale boop signaled the end of the call. The phone slipped from my hand and fell to the floor. “That wasn’t here,” Caleb whispered. “That wasn’t Grandma, Tyler. It wasn’t. It was something else that got there first.” “Like what?” I screamed. He recoiled as if burned. “That’s a shitty joke!” I didn’t quite realize what I was saying, and I certainly didn’t believe it. But in that moment, it was the only thing I could think, the only thing I could say, without losing my mind. “How dare you! How could you – how did you even find out about –” A sob escaped my throat. Caleb stared at me, white-faced and hollow-eyed. The sight of him enraged me; it was all I could do not to hit him. Instead, I snatched the phone. “No!” Caleb screamed. “Tyler, you won’t remember the rules!” I shoved him away and dialed a string of random numbers. Hope and hysterical certainty filled my chest. This was a hoax. Caleb had devised one hell of a practical joke, and I was about to prove it. Brrrrrng. Brrrrrrrng. Brrrrrrrng. “Operator, how may I help?” “Operator, please connect me.” “As you say.” A click, a series of mechanical beeps, a clunk. Then – Brrrng. Brrrrrrrng. Brrrng. Brrrrrrrrrng. “Oh thank God!” A female voice, frantic and shrill. “Please! Please help me! I’m stuck in – in a – I think an old museum, but it isn’t right – there are things – I don’t –” An explosion issued from the speaker, so loud my ear suddenly felt muffled. “Oh Jesus help!” she screamed. Thumping, followed by another explosion. “He’s coming, please help me, please – ” She broke into a deafening scream, and suddenly cut off. Shuffling filled the line, followed by a rhythmic wet sound. Then footsteps, then a thump as someone picked up the phone. “Better hang up.” The voice was shrill and giggly, almost cartoonish. “Better hang up right now, before I find you.” I ended the call, then hurled the phone against the wall. I picked it up and threw it again and again, until a series of deep dents riddled the paint. Then I stomped on it, crushing it into a dozen pieces. Then I swept it up, threw it into the fireplace, doused them with turpentine, and set them on fire. The smell was acrid and suffocating. I ushered Caleb into the front yard, where we waited for two hours. Then I went back into the house. I beelined for the fireplace. Sitting on the grate, shiny, clean, and untouched, was the Razr. As I watched, the screen lit up and it began to ring. I left it there. With Caleb’s help, I packed some clothes and loaded up the dogs. The phone didn’t stop ringing the entire time. Caleb wept, but didn’t say a word. It wasn’t too hard to find a dog-friendly AirBnB. We settled in for the night. I slept poorly, but I slept. Until about four A.M., when I woke to the shrill scream of a phone. I shot up, panicking, as the dogs began to howl. I fumbled for the lamp. Golden light filled the room. There, on the floor in front of the door, was the phone. I stomped it into pieces again, swept it up and tipped it into the garbage. That was five hours ago. I know this isn’t over. The question is, what the hell do I do when it comes back? UPDATE: https://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/9uungc/update_my_brother_invented_a_ritual_pasta_and_now/ submitted by /u/Dopabeane to r/nosleep [link] [comments]
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I used to hack baby monitors. One night, I learned my lesson.
When I was in high school, my friends and I had a peculiar pastime. Like any teenage delinquent, we liked to cause trouble. We weren't vandals, we didn't deal drugs, and we certainly didn't bully kids in school. No, we liked to scare the living shit out of new parents by "hacking" their baby monitors. We were insufferable little punks who thought we were too good to get caught, and that our little acts of mischief would go unpunished. One night; however, I learned my lesson, and realized that I wasn't quite as bulletproof as my tremendous adolescent ego made me out to be. Dimitri, Kurt, and I went to the same school, shared many of the same classes, and hung out almost every evening after chow time. We watched prank shows, played video games, talked about who had the nicest rack in school. One evening, we were trading scary stories at the park. Kurt shared the classic story about the single mother who heard a haunting voice on her baby monitor. Like most horror stories, it sounded like total bullshit, but Dimitri told us it had happened to his mom once. On her own monitor, she'd heard a neighbour singing to her baby. Apparently, it was possible to accidentally tap into someone else's frequency. In an instant, a lightbulb turned on in each of our heads. When you're close enough to someone, you don't need words to know what that person is thinking, and we could all tell we were thinking the exact same thing: we were going to buy a baby monitor and screw with people. Pardon the pun, but hacking a baby monitor is child's play. All you need to do is find a device on the same frequency as yours. Never one to do things half-assed, I purchased a high-end monitor with a frequency dial so we could prank as many targets as possible. The following night, we took to our bikes, roamed the neighbourhood, and found our first victim. We could see the nursery from the suburban home's second floor window. Dimitri grabbed the baby monitor and began tuning it to different frequencies, until we heard breathing. I remember feeling excited as our plan finally came to fruition. Dimitri pressed the button, and began exhaling heavily into the receiver. "…your…little girl…was…delicious…", he murmured, using a demonic voice. The light in the master bedroom turned on almost immediately, and we heard a shrill scream. Laughing our asses off, we quickly rode off down the street so we wouldn't get caught. We repeated the prank several times over the course of the following weeks, each taking turns talking through the monitor. Not wanting anyone to get wise to our little game, we chose different houses every time. People's reactions were priceless: some mothers would reply in a panic, others seemed to know it was a hoax and told us to shut up, and one poor woman even started sobbing uncontrollably, begging us not to hurt her baby. I feel bad about that last one now that I'm older, but it was hilarious to me back then. My friends and I mimicked her high-pitch bawling and desperate cries for mercy for weeks afterwards. Yeah, we were royal dicks. Karma's a bitch, and I got what was coming to me one night. Kurt and Dimitri were busy studying for their midterms, so I went out on my own. By then, we'd gotten pretty much everyone in the surrounding area, so I decided to venture off across town and into unfamiliar territory. Finding a target wasn't difficult: you just had to look for cars with baby seats, houses with overly-colorful cartoon-themed curtains, or toys left in the yard. I came across a house that fit all three criteria, and parked my bike out of view. Playing with the tuner, I eventually found the right frequency. I could hear the sound of a baby snoring very lightly. A devious little smirk pushed its way onto my lips, and my heart began pounding with excitement. It was my time to shine. "I…am…watching…", I whispered into the monitor, using the creepiest voice I could muster. The house remained dark and lifeless. I figured the home owners hadn't heard me. "…I…stand…over your bed…watching…waiting…I will get you…", I said, louder this time. Nothing. Just the sounds of crickets chirping, and the occasional dull roar of a car driving down the street. It was a little odd. Parents usually reacted much quicker than that. I began feeling a little nervous, and somewhat exposed. You know, like when you suddenly realize some creeper's gawking at you? It was getting late, and I had a long bike ride home. Just as I was about to give up and leave, I heard a strange, moist gurgling sound coming from the monitor. The quiet, rhythmic snores ceased, and I assumed the baby had woken up and was about to start crying. Instead, a man spoke to me. "You're the one…being…watched now…Juan.", he said softly. My stomach pirouetted at his words. How did he know my name?! I felt sick. Something was very wrong, and I could feel it in my bones. I glanced up at the nursery window, and saw a silhouette standing there watching me. Had he been there the whole time? The air was thick and difficult to inhale, though perhaps fear was making it hard to breathe. My body quivered uncontrollably, as a sense of dread poured into every inch of me. I climbed on my bike, pedalling desperately to get away. Part of me thought I was overreacting, but the overwhelming need to flee overpowered my rational mind. "You…can't run…I know…where you live, Juan…", continued the man, even as I turned the corner. I flew down the street, not stopping until I reached a busy boulevard. Surrounded by cars and a few late night joggers, I felt safe. "…Your hoodie will run red your blood, boy…", whispered the man, still talking through the baby monitor in my pocket. A passerby gave me a nasty look as I yelped loudly in fear, practically ripping my hoodie in my frantic attempt at removing it. To the stranger, I must have looked like some snotty kid tripping balls or something. He didn't know I was in genuine distress, so I don't blame him for walking off with an insulted huff, though I wish he had offered to help me instead. After stuffing the hoodie into my backpack, I noticed my name scrawled on the back. It was my fucking school jacket: no wonder that bastard knew my name. It then occurred to me that baby monitors were fairly short-ranged, so I was obviously being followed. I nervously glanced around to try and identify my stalker. Was it the empty-looking van down the street? That guy walking his dog? The car that had just driven by? Either way, the last thing I wanted was to hear that voice again, so I turned off the device, and started pedalling towards my home. Fear had heightened my senses, and I began notice every motion of the trees in the breeze, every crackle of twigs under my wheels, and every car that zipped past me. I flinched whenever anyone came near, paranoid that whoever had spoken to me through the baby monitor was going to catch up. Fortunately, I made it home without incident. I parked the bike in my garage and crawled up the stairs to my bedroom. In one careless motion, I tossed my backpack and the baby monitor in the corner of my room, and dove under my sheets like an Olympic swimmer. It doesn't matter how old you are: nothing feels safer than being under your blanket. I closed my eyes, hoping I'd be able to calm down enough to catch a few hours of rest before class, but then I heard static coming from the monitor across the room. The monitor that was supposed to be off. "Sweet dreams, Juan.", said the voice that still haunts my nightmares. Needless to say, I didn't sleep a wink that night. I was too frightened to get out of bed until sunrise. When I got up, my first order of business was to remove the battery from the monitor and throw it in the trash. I didn't want anything to do with it any more. I came up with an excuse to give my buddies so they wouldn't think I was a huge pussy. With massive bags under my eyes, I got dressed, had breakfast, and went to school. It wasn't until a few days later that I saw the house on the news. In an interview, a police officer explained that the small family who had been living in the house had been found in their beds, necks slit open. I had been outside when it happened: the killer had heard me on the baby monitor and decided to fuck with me. It was definitely a wake-up call, and I thanked my lucky stars that I hadn't gotten the shit murdered out of me. I was too busy feeling thankful that I survived to feel bad about the family that hadn't. Empathy, like wisdom, comes with age. Now that I'm an adult with a wife and daughter, I truly understand the consequences of my actions, and the severity of the situation I put myself in as a tremendously stupid teenage boy. That dreadful night, I thought I reached the epitome of fear, but it was just the tip of the iceberg. As a father, I now know that fear thrives and multiplies when there's something more precious than your own life at stake. I can't say for sure whether the killer found me again after all these years, or whether a new breed of idiots had the same idea as my friends and I, but I can tell you that I now understand what true terror is. Last night, I heard something on our baby monitor that sent chills into my very soul, shackling me with a paralyzing fear that I doubt will ever leave me: "I'm…still…watching…" submitted by /u/manen_lyset to r/nosleep [link] [comments]
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