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Discussions about brushed gold bathroom faucets primarily focus on their aesthetic appeal and the challenges faced during home renovations involving such fixtures. Users share experiences and seek advice on installation and maintenance.
Aesthetic Appeal
Many users appreciate the stylish look of brushed gold faucets, noting how they enhance the overall design of their bathrooms.
Installation Challenges
Several participants discuss difficulties encountered during the installation process, including compatibility with existing plumbing.
Maintenance Concerns
Users express concerns about the maintenance of brushed gold finishes, particularly regarding water spots and tarnishing.
Renovation Experiences
Some users share their broader renovation experiences, highlighting both positive outcomes and significant frustrations with contractors.
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  • How do I install a brushed gold faucet?
  • What is the best way to clean and maintain brushed gold finishes?
  • Are there any specific brands of brushed gold faucets that are recommended?
  • Do brushed gold faucets tarnish easily?
  • What are common installation issues with brushed gold faucets?
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  • Difficulties with installation due to plumbing compatibility.
  • Concerns about maintaining the finish and avoiding tarnishing.
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r/XcellentHomes
5 Best Gold Bathroom Faucets — I Found The Top Ones
I was looking at ways to make a bathroom feel more expensive without doing a full remodel, and gold faucets kept coming up. After comparing a bunch of options, these were the ones that stood out the most. Here is the guide that breaks this down way better (with examples, sizes, and what to pick depending on your requirements): 👉https://xcellenthomes.com/best-faucet-filters-for-hard-water/ Delta Trinsic Sleek modern design with a durable brushed gold finish. 👉 Best for: contemporary bathrooms ❌ Widespread installation needs 3 holes Kingston Brass Kaiser Classic polished gold look that instantly adds luxury. 👉 Best for: traditional or vintage-style bathrooms ❌ Shiny finish shows water spots more easily Moen Align Clean minimalist design with a highly durable finish. 👉 Best for: vessel sinks and modern vanities ❌ Taller profile isn't ideal for every sink Pfister Parisa Elegant curved shape that stands out without being flashy. 👉 Best for: a refined, upscale look ❌ Limited style compatibility in rustic bathrooms Brizo Litze Premium wall-mounted design that looks straight out of a luxury hotel. 👉 Best for: high-end bathroom renovations ❌ More expensive and requires wall-mount installation Quick takeaway: Want a modern look → Delta Trinsic Love traditional luxury → Kingston Brass Kaiser Prefer minimalism → Moen Align Want something elegant but unique → Pfister Parisa Going all-in on luxury → Brizo Litze Are you team brushed gold or polished gold when it comes to bathroom fixtures? submitted by /u/iamalanace to r/XcellentHomes [link] [comments]
iamalanace · Jun 1, 2026
r/frugalinteriordesign
How do I choose the right finish for my bathroom faucet accessories?
A few days ago I started planning a small bathroom makeover at home. I already picked a faucet but then I realized choosing the finish for accessories was much harder than I thought. I wanted everything to match nicely and stay looking clean for long time. But after visiting a bathroom store I became confused very fast. Some chrome finishes looked shiny but fingerprints show easily. Some matte black styles looked modern but I worried about scratches. Some gold finishes looked beautifull but felt too expensive. I could not trust my choice. I could not decide confidently. The next day I checked another showroom with my brother. The worker there explained different finishes more clearly. He said brushed nickel hides water spots better. He also said chrome is easy to clean and works in most bathrooms. Matte black gives modern style but needs care to keep fresh look. I remembered an old faucet at my aunt house where the finish faded after few months because of cheap quality. That memory stayed in my head and made me more careful. Some accessories looked perfect under store lights but maybe not in real daily use. That made me hesitate even more. Later that night I searched online while scrolling many online marketplaces including alibaba. I found many bathroom accessory finishes with different styles and prices. Some reviews say brushed finishes last longer. Some people love black finish for modern bathrooms. Some say chrome is safest option for every home. This made me excited but also confused again. Now I am thinking should I choose modern finish for style or simple finish for easier maintenance what would you choose in my place? submitted by /u/starchasxr_ to r/frugalinteriordesign [link] [comments]
starchasxr_ · May 13, 2026
r/kitchenremodel
FINALLY - It’s 99% Done!
Before ➡️ After 📍Bucks County, PA, US All details provided below! 👇 Do you remember when I was a complete noob and came on here with soo many questions? I basically just had the design pictures and thought I’d be back here much sooner… My goal with this post is to give back to a community that has helped me so much throughout the design and renovation process. And to help you avoid mistakes I made along the way. Before: The original 1995 Toll Brothers kitchen complete with a desk, cheap and dilapidated pickled pink cabinets that were falling off the walls, corian countertops (which honestly were still in perfect shape), a very slippery and shiny tile floor (also in excellent shape for its age), and a dangerous gas range on the island 1” from the edge with no vent to the outside. 😬 After & Details: Renovation: 0/10. It was supposed to take 4-6 weeks. It took 1.5 YEARS (Dec 2024) from when we signed the contract and 7.5 months (Oct 2025) from breaking ground. It turns out we hired conmen for contractors whose idea of communication and project management was nonexistent… Who haven’t shown their face more than a handful of times, ditching their crew with me, who is NOT a kitchen expert, to problem solve on the fly without any safety net. The beverage station (tall wooden furniture-looking piece) may never be finished at this rate because one of the head honchos is the only one who can install pocket doors. There was no movement at all for months until we threatened legal action. They stopped working the day I went into labor at the hospital because we weren’t there to stay on top of them. They made the crew do dangerous things like move our refrigerator with straps, and hoist that gargantuan garden window to install it on one of the coldest days of the year. On top of the stress of the noise and dust, I was heavily pregnant and went into labor 1 month in. 😣 It was a nightmare and added to my traumatic early postpartum experience. Please learn from our mistake: if you choose this kind of shit company, with no designer on staff and no accountability, you’re screwed! We had no leverage. They get 50% of the money up front and got all of it 5 months before finishing the jobs. We do enjoy it now, due to my hard work and choices, and try not to associate my and the crew’s hard work with the owner’s despicable treatment of us. Thank goodness they finally hired a designer to work with me - she is a fairy godmother who stayed true to my wishes for the design, and is someone I’d recommend to anyone! They wouldn’t pay her so it came out of my pocket and I’d happily do it again. Her software was outstanding for visualizing every detail. By the way, the dust? It all comes from the electricians cutting into the drywall to install wafer lights. They were the only crew that didn’t keep our plastic drapes up while they did their work and we learned the hard way just how disruptive dust can be when it settles onto every surface in the entire downstairs. Unfortunately it was avoidable and they just didn’t care enough to help us out and secure some tape. Dog station: 10/10 The dog bowl filler was hard to figure out but we finally went with the following setup that is just far enough out that it doesn’t spill or splash yet won’t poke the dog in the face (she’s tall). The handle is on the other side of the island due to their mis-measuring lol it’s quirky but it works fine. I specifically got the filler and handle separate because I didn’t want the dog or baby having access to the tap and accidentally flooding the kitchen. Index Bath - Folding Spout Faucet in brushed gold. https://indexbath.com/products/folding-spout-basin-faucet-wall-mounted-bathroom-tap-concealed-faucet • Upper Cabinets & Pantries: 8/10 J&K B5 in color Pure (white) - they kinda scratch easily, but they were so inexpensive and they are painted and can be touched up so it doesn’t matter. Soft close works beautifully and they were able to do a custom size hood (NOTE: a 36” hood will not fit a 36” insert!). The tall pantries are cabinets on top, all pull outs on bottom. Basically tripled the amount of storage we used to have. • Lower Cabinets, Island, & Beverage station: 10/10 Cabinet Joint/Conestoga Cabinets, Cherry, Saddle Stain, RutlandMT reverse G-cove/beveled shaker door style Only went with drawers on the bottom except for the kitchen sink cabinet, a couple by the ovens, and on the far side of the island. Obsessed with how easy drawers are compared to cabinets. Cabinet Joint was a Reddit find!! Thanks, everyone! They were a delight to work with from start to finish and we are in love with the cabinets. The cabinets feel substantial and we had zero issues with any missing or damaged pieces, felt like a miracle compared to the debacle that was the renovation process. • Quartzite: 11/10 Onur Marble & Granite, “Calacatta Boheme.” Natural stone will always be worth it for me - I am stunned by its beauty every day. In order to have enough slabs for the project we opted for honed backsplash and dog station, and polished countertops. The honed is reminiscent of marble, and I love cleaning the polished countertops, personal preference. They go great together!! Has movement, depth, and crystallization that we love!! We applied Bulletproof sealer from StoneTech once so far and will be reapplying annually. We also baby it just in case, using trivets and being sure not to leave oil or water rings. • Garden Window: 100/10 Ventana. Not having a screen on the largest pane facing my backyard makes birdwatching and enjoying my garden so easy, a dream come true. 🤩 Plus it fits my husband’s orchid collection, and lets a ton of natural light into the kitchen where it was pretty dark before. • Sink: 11/10 Kohler Whitehaven 36” cast iron farmhouse sink, bought for a steal brand new/open box from Facebook Marketplace. The single bowl size, the offset drain, and the sloped profile with custom grates on bottom is a delight. I’m seriously lucky that I get to be the one to do the dishes. • Floor Tile: 9.5/10 Edward Martin matte porcelain 24x24 in Amani Bronze & Calacatta. I am a fan of tile in kitchens, especially because it doesn’t compete with the wood lower cabinets. Besides how it looks, we get compliments about how soft it feels to walk on and the dog no longer slips on it. Docked 0.5 points because we have a lived-in home, and the white ones show dust and paw prints. • Grout (thin lines): 10/10 Mapei Sahara Beige (5011) perfect match for the Amani Bronze tiles, almost unnoticeable. • New Appliances: 11/10 Signature Kitchen Suite. Couldn’t be happier with all of them!! The microwave is insanely large and easy for both me and my husband to use at 5’2” and 6’. We host pizza parties now and bake the best cookies on our pizza and baking stones from Pampered Chef. Highly recommend the Misen nitrided ‘nonstick’ carbon steel pans for the induction range. Le Crueset pots work on it as well as my Our Place pot. [x] 36” Hood insert (SKSHI3601S). [x] 36” Induction Cooktop (SKSIT3601GE). [x] 30” Speed Oven Wall Oven combo with 5-in-1 Advantium Oven (SKSCV3002S). • Faucet: 9.5/10 Brizo Artesso SmartTouch articulating with finished hose. A splurge and LONG lead times, but so worth it! I liked the look of it but the touch to activate feature and the fact that it keeps the water warm are both surprisingly convenient. Docked 0.5 point because the gold color is a bit odd and shows every water drop and stain. • Hardware: 10/10 the jewelry of the kitchen. TopKnobs (purchased through Wayfair) - Honey Bronze color Kara Knobs, Bar Pulls, and Somerset Cup Pulls ; Rejuvenation Classic Large Cabinet latches in Heritage Brass ; Delta air switch, perfect match for the Brizo faucet because they’re the same company (Amazon) • Pendant Lights: 10/10 Hinkley Oliver Transitional Style w/ etched opal glass in Heritage Brass ; Rejuvenation drum from Marketplace. Will never have a problem with harsh lighting or cleaning/maintenance due to the frosted glass and drum filter. submitted by /u/CommercialPopular626 to r/kitchenremodel [link] [comments]
CommercialPopular626 · May 10, 2026
r/novelromance
Looking for free link: She Was Never Just the Wife
​ Chapter 1 Prologue The late-autumn dusk was blood-red, casting the rose garden beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows of the Lucero Residence in the same crimson glow. Wearing an apron, Celia Ross stood at the kitchen counter, flour dusting her fingertips beside the now-finished cake for her third wedding anniversary. It was frosted in pale lavender and edged with fresh rose petals she had picked one by one that morning while they were still damp with dew. Her phone buzzed, and she wiped her hands clean before checking it. The message was from her husband, Beckham Lucero's assistant. [Mr. Lucero has an international meeting tonight. You don't need to wait for him for dinner.] The message was brief and businesslike, with a cold distance in every word. Celia lowered her eyes and gently set the phone back on the counter. Over the past three years, she had received so many messages like that she had long since stopped counting. The first few times, it had hurt. Then came the disappointment. Now, all that was left was a kind of numb peace. "Mrs. Lucero, what should we do with the food?" Cory Wheeler, the Lucero family's housekeeper, asked from the kitchen doorway, his tone hesitant. The table was covered with dishes, every one of them made to Beckham's liking, from ginger salmon lettuce wraps to white lasagna and tomato basil chicken breast. She had put care into every last dish, just as she had into every day of the past three years. "Let's wait a little longer," Celia said softly. "Maybe the meeting will wrap up early." Cory looked at her slender figure from behind and sighed to himself. She was always like this, quiet and gentle, giving her all to things no one seemed to appreciate. When the antique clock on the wall struck seven, Celia untied her apron and headed into the living room. A business news segment was playing on TV. Celia had just picked up the remote to switch it off when she froze as the screen cut to the VIP exit at the international airport. "It's seven o'clock. Just moments ago, ballerina Laylah Stein arrived at the international airport after five years away. "More surprisingly, she was seen holding hands with a little boy who appeared to be about three years old," the reporter said on the broadcast. As the camera zoomed in, Laylah stepped out in a white dress, sunglasses on and her long hair falling over her shoulders. Even after a long flight, she still looked flawless. She was holding tightly to the hand of a little boy in a tiny suit. His features were so delicate and pretty that he almost looked unreal. A reporter thrust a microphone toward Laylah. "Ms. Stein, who is this child?" Laylah immediately crouched down and drew the boy closer in a protective gesture. "Sorry," she said, her tone stiff. "That's a private matter. I can't comment on it." That guarded response only stirred the crowd up further, with more reporters pressing in. "Who is the child's father? Did you get married overseas quietly?" "Now that you're back, are you planning to stay?" "There have long been rumors about you and Beckham Lucero, the CEO of Lucero Group. Were the two of you involved?" As a tall figure appeared on the screen and pushed through the crowd toward Laylah, Celia's hand tightened until her nails bit into her palm. It was Beckham. He was wearing the dark gray suit she had pressed for him that morning and carrying a huge bouquet of white roses. She remembered him once saying that white roses were too plain for his taste, that he didn't care for them. And now he was carrying them straight to Laylah. "Beckham..." Laylah looked up at him, clearly caught off guard. Beckham handed her the flowers, then bent to pick up the little boy. The ease of it made it look as though he'd done it countless times before. "Mr. Lucero, what is your relationship with Ms. Stein?" "Is this your child?" The camera flashes went off in a frenzy, one blinding burst after another, as reporters fired questions at them from all sides. Beckham swept an icy gaze over the crowd. But when his eyes fell on Laylah, something in his expression softened, a side of him few had ever seen. Then Beckham turned to the cameras and said evenly, "Laylah is the most important person in my life. Beyond that, I have nothing else to say." He paused, then added, and even through the screen, the words hit Celia hard. "As for certain business marriages, they're nothing more than arrangements where both sides get what they want. Not worth talking about." ***** The broadcast rolled on, and new trending topics were already popping up one after another: [Laylah Stein Returns with Young Son], [Beckham Lucero Meets Laylah at the Airport], and [Lucero Group CEO Suspected of Secret Family]. Celia watched in silence, her face blank. Only the slight tremor in her lashes betrayed her as she got up and walked into the dining room. The dishes had long since gone cold, and the sauces had turned thick and dull. She picked up one plate and dumped it into the trash, then another, and another, until only the anniversary cake was left. The pale lavender frosting was still pristine, but the rose petals had already wilted. Celia reached out and brushed the cold, silky icing with her fingertips. Then she brought her hand down and crushed the top of the cake in one hard press. "Mrs. Lucero," Cory called from behind her. "Clean it up," Celia said without turning around. Her voice was calm enough to make Cory uneasy. "I'm skipping dinner tonight." With that, she walked out into the garden. Night had fallen, and the roses were blooming under the moonlight. The garden had been a wedding gift from Beckham's grandfather, Tyshawn Lucero, a century-old rose garden brought over from Ashford Ridge. For three years, Celia had tended every rosebush herself, sparing no effort in caring for them. Her fingers brushed a deep red rose, its petals soft as velvet. Then her hand closed around it without warning. Sharp thorns pierced her skin. Blood welled up at once, slid down her pale fingers, and sank into the soil. It hurt a little, but compared to the hollow weight in her chest, that sharp sting made her feel almost clearheaded. Her phone buzzed again with a message from Beckham. [Not coming home tonight.] Celia stared at the words for a long moment. Then, with her bleeding finger, she slowly typed a reply. [Okay.] She hit send, then turned and walked back into the house, her spine as straight as ever. Cory stood in the foyer, looking as though he wanted to say something but held himself back. "Cory," Celia said, stopping without looking back, "starting tomorrow, don't prepare dinner for Beckham anymore." "What about you, Mrs. Lucero?" Cory asked. "I'll make sure I eat," Celia said. She climbed the curved staircase, her footsteps echoing through the quiet house. When she reached the bedroom, she didn't switch on the lights. Instead, she walked straight to the window. Outside, the city lights shimmered like scattered stars. She stood at the top of the beautiful prison she had called home, the blood on her fingertip already drying into a dark crust. Her phone lit up again with a push alert from X: [Laylah Stein's Son Revealed, with a Striking Resemblance to Beckham Lucero.] In the photo, Beckham was holding the boy while Laylah leaned against him. The three of them looked every bit like a happy family of three. Celia looked at the photo and smiled faintly. Chapter 2 Drafting Divorce Papers Just then, a shrill ringtone cut through the silence in the bedroom. Aiyana Stein's name lit up the screen, harsh and glaring in the dark. Celia stared at the name, a faint, chilly smile touching the corner of her mouth. She didn't answer. The call died on its own, then came in again less than ten seconds later. She ignored that one too. When the phone rang a third time, Celia walked to the vanity and looked at her pale reflection in the mirror. A dark, dried smear of blood still clung to her fingertip. She picked up the phone, swiped to answer, and stayed silent. "So you finally answered?" Aiyana sounded openly smug. "Celia, you saw the news, right? My sister's back, and she even brought a kid with her. "So tell me, do you still think you can hold on to your place as Mrs. Lucero?" Celia pulled out the vanity chair and sat down, calmly meeting her own eyes in the mirror. "What, not talking now?" Aiyana sneered. "Hurt? Upset? Of course you are. You could fill in for her all you wanted these past three years, but you were never anything more than a substitute. "Now that the real one's back, a fake like you should really—" "Done?" Celia cut in quietly. Her voice was light, but it stopped Aiyana cold. Aiyana went silent for a beat before managing, "You..." "Aiyana," Celia said, cutting her off. Her tone stayed calm, as though she were stating a fact that had nothing to do with her. "Beckham's been good to you these past three years, hasn't he?" Aiyana froze, then turned smug again. "Of course. Beckham's always—" "He got you the best job, bought you limited-edition bags, and even skipped meetings just to see you when you were sick. Everyone says he spoils you rotten," Celia said slowly. Something in Celia's tone put Aiyana on guard at once. "What are you getting at?" she demanded. "Nothing much." Celia gave a soft laugh. "I just think the one who should be hurting most right now isn't me. It's you." "What are you even talking about?" Aiyana snapped. "You think I'm talking nonsense?" Celia looked straight into her own reflection, her expression cool and unreadable. "Aiyana, think about it. Why has Beckham treated you so well these past three years? "Was it because of you, or because you're Laylah's sister?" Aiyana's breathing turned uneven, and when she finally spoke, her voice shook. "Shut up." "For all those years Laylah was gone, you only mattered because you reminded him of her. Everything Beckham ever did for you was just his way of making it up to Laylah." "He was never looking at you. He was looking at her through you. Now that she's back, what place do you think you still have?" Celia said, her voice turning softer and colder with every word. "Celia Ross!" Aiyana shrieked. "Like you're any better? You're nothing but the woman he married for business. Beckham never—" "At least I'm still Mrs. Lucero," Celia cut in, her voice edged with mockery for the first time. "I held that place, out in the open, for three whole years. What about you? "You took a little borrowed affection and turned it into a three-year dream. Now the dream's over, and your precious Beckham probably won't even remember your name." Aiyana ground the word out. "You..." "If I were you, I'd be worrying about my own situation right now," Celia said as she rose and walked to the window, looking down at the rose garden below. "Instead of calling someone you'll never measure up to just to show off." She hung up before Aiyana could answer. The phone stayed quiet for a few seconds, then started buzzing nonstop. Celia didn't even look at it. She muted it, tossed it onto the vanity, and walked to the closet to get her pajamas. When her fingers brushed the fabric, Celia finally realized the wound on her hand was still throbbing. Her gaze dropped to the dried blood on her fingertip, and it pulled her straight back to her wedding night three years ago. That night, Beckham came back drunk, half carried into the room by his assistant. Celia sat on the edge of the bed in a red nightgown, watching him collapse onto the mattress, when she heard him mumble Laylah's name under his breath. She had frozen on the spot, her fingers tightening around the bedsheet before she even realized it. Her nails dug into her palm with the same sharp pain she felt now. Later, Beckham woke up and saw her sitting by the bed. For one brief second, something unreadable flickered in his eyes before the cold returned. "What are you doing here?" he had asked. "This is our bedroom," she had said softly. Beckham frowned, said nothing, and went straight into the bathroom. After that night, he moved into the guest room. For three years, Celia had waited for him to finally see her for who she was, to understand that she had never been anyone's substitute, only herself. Now she finally understood that some people simply never look back. Her phone lit up again with a WhatsApp notification from Haley Dalton, her best friend from college and now Silvergate's most sought-after divorce lawyer. Haley: [Cece, I saw the news. Are you okay?] Celia stared at the message for a long time before replying. [I'm fine.] Haley texted back almost instantly: [My ass you are. Beckham's gone way too far this time. Picking Laylah up at the airport was one thing, but saying that in front of the media? What the hell does he take you for?] Haley's anger seemed to come straight through the screen. Celia stared at the phone for a long moment, her fingertips hovering over the keyboard before she finally typed back: [Hails, I need a favor.] Haley: [Name it.] Celia: [Help me draw up a divorce agreement.] After reading that message, Haley went quiet. A full five minutes passed before she called Celia directly. "Cece, are you serious?" Haley's voice was unusually heavy. "Yeah." Celia walked back to the window and looked out at the blurred rose garden in the dark. "It's been three years. It's time to end this." "But... can you really let it go?" Haley asked, her voice tight with heartache. "Do you even realize how much you've done for him these past three years? "His stomach's been bad for years, and you got up early every morning just to make him breakfast. Whenever work wore him out, you even learned massage so you could help him unwind. He..." "Hails," Celia cut in gently. "He never knew any of that." Haley went quiet on the other end. "He never saw me," Celia went on, her voice calm, as if she were talking about someone else's story. "I used to think that if I did enough, if I did it well enough, one day he'd finally notice. "Now I know better. It's not that he couldn't see. He just never wanted to." Haley took a deep breath. "Okay. I'll draft it for you. But Cece, think this through. Once you sign it, there's no going back." "I know." Celia gave a faint laugh. "That's exactly why I'm signing it." After the call ended, Celia stood by the window for a long time. The autumn chill crept in through the gap in the window, and only when she wrapped her arms around herself did she realize how cold she was. Her phone buzzed again with a push alert from X: [Beckham Lucero and Laylah Stein Spotted at the Same Hotel, Old Feelings Stirring Up Rumors.] The photos showed Beckham shielding Laylah and the child as they got into a car, along with a long-lens shot taken outside the hotel. Celia stared at the picture for a long moment before turning off her phone, walking to the vanity, and pulling open the bottom drawer. Inside, instead of jewelry, was a custom silver laptop. She pressed the power button, and a pale blue glow lit up the screen. After the fingerprint and iris scan, a line of white text appeared against the black screen: [Welcome back, Dr. G.] Celia typed in a series of commands, and the screen immediately shifted to a complex molecular structure model. This was Serenib-1, the new targeted cancer drug Celia and her team had spent three years developing. It was meant for late-stage cancer and had already entered Phase III clinical trials. Last week's progress report showed an efficacy rate of 98.7 percent, an astonishing result. A message from her assistant popped up. [Dr. G, the NIH in Valoria has sent another invitation. They want you to deliver a keynote.] Celia replied with one word. [Decline it.] Another message appeared almost immediately. [But Dr. G, this is already the third time.] Celia replied: [I said decline.] Then she closed that chat window and opened another encrypted folder. Inside were the papers she had published in international medical journals under the name G. Ross, with no photo and no personal details attached. All these years, she had done all her research in the basement lab beneath the Lucero Residence. Beckham had never known that his wife from that business marriage, the woman he thought only knew how to grow flowers and cook, was actually the lead scientist behind Project Serene. Her phone buzzed again. This time, it came through the lab's emergency channel. [Dr. G, a patient in Phase III has developed a severe adverse reaction and is now in acute liver failure. We need you on an emergency remote consult immediately.] Celia glanced at the time. It was already one in the morning. She replied: [Loop me into the consult in ten minutes.] Then she rose, changed her clothes, and quietly headed downstairs. Chapter 3 Morning Surprise When Celia woke up, the room was already bright with morning light. Out of habit, she reached for her phone and saw it was already 10:17 a.m. She sat bolt upright, pain throbbing at her temples. That was the price of staying up all night. It had been a long time since she'd pushed herself that hard. By the time she'd finished dealing with the lab emergency the night before, it was already four in the morning. She'd gone straight back to her room and collapsed into bed, never expecting to sleep this late. She got out of bed and went over to the mirror. Her eyes were as red as she'd expected, with faint shadows beneath them. She turned on the faucet and splashed cold water on her face over and over. Only after a few rounds did she finally feel a little more awake. Her stomach was starting to protest, so she changed into something casual, an off-white knit cardigan and a pair of light gray pants. She twisted her hair into a loose low bun, leaving her neck bare. As she headed downstairs, her mind was still on breakfast. There should still be some bread and milk in the fridge, and warming something up would do. But the moment she reached the turn in the staircase, she stopped short. A child's bright laugh drifted up from the living room below. Laylah's soft voice followed. "Ricardo, eat properly. No playing around." Then came Beckham's voice, gentler than Celia had ever heard it. "Take your time. No rush." Celia's fingers tightened around the banister before she noticed. She stood there, looking down through the gaps in the railing. Sunlight poured through the floor-to-ceiling windows and across the dining room, washing the long table in warm gold. Laylah wore a pale blue knit dress, her long hair falling loosely over her shoulders. Bent over beside the three-year-old, she gently wiped his mouth. Beckham sat next to the boy with a spoon in hand, patiently feeding him oatmeal. In dark gray loungewear, with his hair still a little mussed, he looked like he'd only just gotten out of bed. In the morning light, his profile looked softer than usual. There was even a faint trace of warmth in his eyes, something Celia had never seen there before. In Celia's memory, Beckham was always in a suit, his brows faintly drawn and his eyes cold and distant. Even at home, he never seemed to relax, as if no one could ever truly get close to him. But now he sat there, fully focused on feeding a child breakfast, as if nothing else in the world mattered. "Don't spoil him too much, Beckham," Laylah said. "Let him eat by himself." "It's fine." Beckham lifted another spoonful to Ricardo's mouth. "He went through a scare yesterday. I'll let him have this today." Ricardo opened his mouth when Beckham held up the spoon, swallowed, then said in his small voice, "Beckham's the best." Seeing Beckham smile and tousle the boy's hair, Celia felt her chest tighten so hard she nearly forgot to breathe. Standing there on the stairs, she felt like an outsider to the little family below. Then Laylah looked up and saw her, and their eyes met. The warm smile on Laylah's face stiffened for a split second before she quickly smoothed it over and rose to her feet. "Ms. Ross, you're up." Laylah had called her Ms. Ross, not Mrs. Lucero, and the distinction hit Celia harder than she expected. Celia walked down the last few steps without breaking stride. At the entrance to the dining room, she let her gaze sweep over the three people at the table. "Morning," Celia said, her tone even. Only then did Beckham look up at her, his brows drawing together slightly. Seeing her swollen eyes and tired face, he had probably assumed she'd cried all night. "Why are you only getting up now?" he asked, his tone unreadable. "I didn't sleep well," Celia said. She walked to the coffee machine and poured herself a cup of black coffee. "Go on. Don't mind me." Cup in hand, she turned and started toward the living room. "Ms. Ross," Laylah called after her. Celia turned and looked at her. Laylah looked apologetic. "I'm sorry about what happened at the airport yesterday. I know I put you in a difficult position. "Ricardo and I were supposed to stay with my parents last night, but I've been away for three years, and I didn't know if they were still upset with me. So we stayed at a hotel instead. "I didn't expect the paparazzi to follow us. Ricardo got so scared he wouldn't stop crying, and he refused to sleep unless Beckham held him. Beckham was worried about him, so he stayed with us at the hotel all night. "I'm really sorry for causing him so much trouble." It was a flawless explanation, smooth, reasonable, and impossible to argue with. First came the apology, as if none of it had been deliberate. Then came the story about her parents, the three years she'd been away, and the hotel, all of it reframing her choices as something forced by circumstance rather than freely made. Then came Ricardo, scared enough to cling to Beckham, and with that, Beckham staying the night no longer sounded improper at all. Even her final note of apology was enough to make her seem thoughtful and considerate. But beneath all of it, Celia was left with only one fact: Beckham had spent the whole night with them. Holding her coffee cup, feeling the heat press into her fingertips, Celia looked from Laylah's apologetic face to Beckham. He had already lowered his head to wipe Ricardo's mouth, as if there were nothing unusual about any of it. Then Celia smiled. It was the faintest smile, but it made Laylah's chest tighten all the same. "You're being too polite, Ms. Stein," Celia said calmly, as if they were making small talk. "Beckham has a soft heart. If he sees a woman alone with a child and struggling, how could he not help?" Laylah's expression changed ever so slightly. Beckham looked up too, his gaze sharpening as it settled on Celia. Celia pretended not to notice and continued in the same even tone. "Still, you're young, and your son's still little. Sooner or later, you'll meet the right man. "You can't keep asking someone else's husband to step in for you, can you?" The dining room fell completely still. Even the servants in the kitchen stopped and quietly listened in. The smile on Laylah's face wavered. She bit her lower lip, and tears quickly welled in her eyes. "You're right, Ms. Ross. I didn't think it through. Ricardo and I will move out today." "Laylah," Beckham cut in, displeasure clear in his voice. "You don't need to leave." He lifted his eyes to Celia, his gaze gone cold. "This is Laylah's home too. She can stay here as long as she likes." "Home?" Celia repeated softly. The smile at her lips deepened slightly. "You are right. Ms. Stein can stay as long as she likes. After all..." Her gaze dipped to Ricardo, then lifted back to Laylah. "Now that her son's old enough to know better, someone should be here to fill in as his father." Laylah understood immediately, and her face went pale. Beckham shoved back his chair and stood up so fast it scraped hard against the floor. "Celia, that's enough." "Enough of what?" Celia raised her eyes to him. The redness around them was still there, but her gaze had gone unnervingly calm. "Did I say anything wrong? Doesn't Ms. Stein's son need a father? Or is it that..." She let the last few words hang for a beat. "He already has one?" "You..." Beckham's expression hardened with anger. "Beckham." Laylah caught hold of his arm, her voice breaking as tears ran down her face. "Please don't. This is all my fault. I shouldn't have come back." The moment he saw his mother in tears, Ricardo's face crumpled. "Mommy, don't cry." The whole scene had turned into a mess, and all Celia felt was a deep, bone-tired weariness. She raised her coffee and started toward the living room. "Stop right there," Beckham said behind her. Celia stopped, but she didn't look back. "Apologize to Laylah," he said, his tone flat and absolute. Only then did Celia turn. She held his gaze for a long moment before a smile slowly touched her lips. "Sure." She walked up to Laylah and stopped in front of her. Her voice was gentle, almost too sincere to question. "Ms. Stein, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have spoken so bluntly or put you in an awkward position." Laylah froze, thrown by how readily Celia had apologized. "But," Celia said, looking at Laylah calmly, "everything I said was true. If the truth makes you uncomfortable, maybe that's because it wasn't something you wanted to hear." Celia didn't wait to see how anyone reacted. Coffee in hand, she walked over to the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room. Outside, the rose garden glowed in the sun. Celia stood there with her back straight, looking distant and untouchable. From the dining room, Beckham stared at her back, an unfamiliar irritation stirring in his chest. He could tell something about Celia was different today, but he couldn't quite put his finger on it. "Beckham." Laylah tugged lightly at his sleeve, her voice thick with tears. "Maybe I really should leave." "You don't need to." Beckham pulled his gaze away from Celia, and his tone softened. "Stay for now. We'll deal with the rest later." He sat back down and resumed feeding Ricardo, but his movements had lost their earlier ease. His thoughts were clearly elsewhere. In the kitchen, a few of the maids traded glances and murmured among themselves. "Poor Mrs. Lucero. Her eyes are all swollen from crying." "Exactly. Mrs. Lucero's been so good to Mr. Lucero these past three years. Everyone in this house knows it. She's up at five every morning making breakfast for him." "He's had stomach problems for years, so she's always adjusting the menu for him." "And what did she get for all that? Mr. Lucero only has eyes for Ms. Stein now. Look at Ms. Stein. Her son's already this big, and Mrs. Lucero's been married for three years without even having a child." "Didn't you hear? Mr. Lucero's never even spent the night in Mrs. Lucero's room." "Seriously?" "I've seen it myself. He always sleeps in the guest room." Celia heard every whispered word. Holding her coffee, she felt her fingers tremble slightly, not from heartbreak, but from the sheer absurdity of it all. For three years, she had thrown herself into this marriage like a fool. In the end, all it had earned her was the servants' pity, her husband's indifference, and everyone else's quiet ridicule. And now Laylah, the woman Beckham had never forgotten, was back, walking into the house with her three-year-old son as though she had every right to be there. Meanwhile, Celia, the one who was actually his wife, had somehow become the outsider. The whole thing was almost laughable. The coffee had long since gone cold, but Celia still hadn't taken a sip. She stood there, staring out the window until footsteps stopped behind her. Beckham came to a stop beside her. After a moment of silence, he said, "Laylah and Ricardo will be staying here for now." "Mm," Celia replied without turning to look at him. Beckham paused before adding, "Don't make things harder for them." At last, Celia turned to look at him. Her eyes were still swollen, but all the softness in them was gone, leaving only a deep, unsettling calm. "Beckham," she said, in a tone more serious than he had ever heard from her before. "In these past three years, have I ever made things hard for you?" Beckham froze at the question. "Have I ever made things hard for your family? Your friends? Or even..." Celia's voice stayed light, but every word fell clean and clear. "The woman you care about most?" Beckham said nothing, because he knew she was right. She never had. For three years, Celia had been gentle and quiet, always proper, always measured, never once making trouble for him. "So." Celia smiled, and there was the faintest hint of mockery in it. "What makes you think I'd start now?" Beckham looked at her, and for a moment, words caught in his throat. "About last night..." he began, wanting to explain, but not knowing where to begin. "I know you were with them last night," Celia said for him. "Ricardo was scared and needed you. Of course you stayed." She said it so calmly, so plainly, that the unease in Beckham's chest only deepened. "Celia, we need to talk," he said. "About what?" Celia turned her head and looked back out at the garden. "About making it up to Laylah for everything she went through these past five years?" "About giving her son a real family? Or..." She paused, and when she spoke again, her voice was lower. "About how I should quietly make room for them?" Beckham felt something seize in his chest. "I never said I wanted you to leave." His voice came out dry. Chapter 4 Tension at Breakfast Celia felt her phone buzz in her pocket. Keeping a straight face, she slipped it out and glanced down. A WhatsApp message from Haley popped up. The divorce papers were ready, and the file was still downloading. After firing off a quick reply, she slipped her phone away and looked up, only to find Beckham watching her. He'd clearly noticed and was waiting for an explanation. Celia gave him nothing. Instead, she turned to the maid by the kitchen door. "Macy, could you send some breakfast up to my room? Toast, eggs, and milk. Thanks." Her voice was calm, polite, and distant. Macy froze for a second, then instinctively looked at Beckham. In this house, Celia had never asked for anything unless Beckham spoke first. Beckham's expression darkened. "Breakfast is served in the dining room." "I'm tired. I'd rather eat in my room," Celia said evenly, not even glancing at him. "You all go ahead." She picked up the cold coffee and headed for the stairs. "Celia." Beckham's voice came from behind her, laced with open displeasure. "There are rules in this house." She stopped, then slowly turned around. Her eyes moved over the three people in the dining room. Beckham had gone back to the head of the table, his brows drawn tight. Laylah sat to his right, head lowered, her fingers twisting the napkin in her lap. Ricardo sat in his high chair with a spoon in hand, watching the adults with curiosity. They looked exactly like a family of three. In that moment, Celia seemed like the only one who didn't belong. "Rules?" Celia repeated lightly, a faint, unreadable smile touching her lips. "I've spent three years learning the Lucero family's rules. You made sure I learned them well. I remember every single one." Her eyes settled on Beckham. The swelling around them was still there, but her gaze had gone frighteningly clear. "Like keeping quiet at the table. "Like waiting until the elders start before anyone else eats." "And like..." Her voice dropped, and the irony in it was impossible to miss. "When the husband doesn't come home, the wife is supposed to sit up alone and wait for him." Beckham's face tightened at her last sentence. The whole dining room went still. Even Ricardo seemed to sense the shift in the air and carefully set his spoon down. Laylah looked up, her eyes reddening again. Her voice wavered as she said, "Ms. Ross, please don't blame Beckham. This is all on me. I'll find somewhere else to stay and move out as soon as I can. I mean it." "Laylah," Beckham cut in, his voice turning sharp with irritation. "You're not moving." Then he turned back to Celia, his gaze icy. "Breakfast is eaten in the dining room. If you're Mrs. Lucero, then act like it." "Mrs. Lucero?" Celia let out a quiet, humorless laugh. "Beckham, when have you ever treated me like your wife?" She didn't wait for an answer. She turned and headed upstairs, moving so quickly it was obvious she only wanted to get away. Behind her, Laylah's muffled sobs started again, followed by Beckham's low voice trying to soothe her. "Don't cry. This isn't on you." Celia quickened her pace and went upstairs without looking back, heading straight for the bedroom. She shut the door and leaned back against it, breathing hard as though she'd only just come up for air. Her chest was so tight she could barely draw a full breath. Her eyes began to sting again, but she blinked the tears back with force. She wasn't going to cry, not now. At the vanity, she opened her laptop and brought up the file Haley had sent over. The divorce agreement ran to thirty-seven pages, clear, thorough, and tightly drafted. No wonder Haley was the top divorce lawyer in Silvergate. She had thought of everything. But Celia wanted the simplest arrangement possible. She wanted nothing from Beckham, only her freedom. Her phone buzzed again. Seeing it was from downstairs, she let it ring out. When it came through again, she finally answered without a word. "Mrs. Lucero," Cory said carefully. "Breakfast is ready. Would you like us to bring it upstairs, or..." "Please send it up," Celia said, her voice slightly hoarse. "Thank you, Cory." "Of course." He hesitated, then added, "Mrs. Lucero, please don't take it too hard. Mr. Lucero just..." "I'm fine," Celia cut in. "Thank you, Cory." After hanging up, she went to the window and looked down at the garden. The gardener was pruning the last wilted roses. With each snip, another spent bloom dropped to the ground. It felt a little too much like the past three years of her life. She had given everything, only to be drained dry and pushed aside when someone new came along. ***** The dining room was still heavy with tension. Laylah had stopped crying, but her eyes were still red. She wiped Ricardo's mouth and asked softly, "All done, sweetheart?" Ricardo nodded. "Mm-hmm." "Then Mommy will take you outside for a bit, okay?" "Okay." Laylah picked him up and looked at Beckham, apology flickering in her eyes. "I'll take Ricardo to the garden. You should go check on Celia." Beckham gave a slight nod. At the door, Laylah paused and glanced back once. Beckham was still sitting there, staring at the bowl of oatmeal that had long since gone cold, his brows drawn tight. She bit her lip, then turned and left. Now Beckham was alone in the dining room. He leaned back in his chair, closed his eyes, and pressed a hand to his temple. What stayed with him was Celia's look, the swelling around her eyes, the tears she had kept forcing back, and above all, that unnerving calm, which unsettled him more than tears ever could. His phone rang, breaking the silence. Beckham opened his eyes and saw his mother, Emily Lucero, calling. The moment he answered, Emily's voice came rushing through the line. "Beckham, I saw the news. Laylah is back, and she brought a three-year-old boy with her. Whose child is he? Is he yours?" Beckham rubbed his brow. "Mom, I..." "Don't brush me off. I asked whether that boy is a Lucero." "I don't know yet." "You don't know?" Emily let out a cold laugh. "Laylah was gone for three years and comes back with a boy that age, and you're telling me you don't know? What else could that timing mean?" Beckham said nothing. Emily kept going. "If that boy really is ours, then settle things with Celia already. It's been three years, and she still hasn't given you a child. What's the point of keeping her as your wife?" Beckham's brows tightened. "Mom, mind your words." "Why should I?" Emily snapped. "If your grandfather hadn't forced that marriage, I never would have let her into this family in the first place. "She comes from nothing, has no standing to speak of, and spends her days messing around with flowers. Look at Laylah. She's an internationally known ballerina. She has a career. "And now she's back with a child. If you'd married her back then, do you think I'd still have to wait this long for a grandchild?" "Mom." Beckham's voice hardened. Emily refused to stop. "Laylah is sweet, she knows how to deal with people, and she actually knows how to carry herself. "Celia mopes around all day, just like her mother. And your father was always taking her side. Don't tell me that didn't mean something." "Enough," Beckham cut in, his voice cold enough to shut her down. Emily fell silent for a moment, seemingly taken aback by his tone. When she spoke again, her voice eased slightly. "I'm saying this for your own good. "Bring Laylah and the boy to Lucero Mansion for dinner tonight. I want to see that child for myself. Don't bring Celia. I don't want her there." Beckham took a slow breath and forced down the anger rising in him. "I already have plans tonight." "What could possibly be more important than coming to see your mother?" Emily snapped. "If I still mean anything to you, you'll bring them here tonight." Before Beckham could say another word, the line went dead. He stared at the dark screen in his hand, jaw tight, with anger surging through his chest. Then he shoved his chair back and got to his feet so abruptly it screeched across the floor. Upstairs, Celia had finished breakfast and gone back to the vanity, her laptop open to the divorce agreement. A new message popped up from Haley. [Read through it yet? Anything you want changed?] Celia replied: [No. It looks good.] Haley: [Then when are you giving it to him?] Celia looked at the screen for a few seconds before replying: [Tomorrow.] Then she typed another message: [Hails, I need you to draft a backup agreement too.] Haley: [What kind of backup agreement?] Celia: [Start with a fallback plan for separation. I want something in place in case he refuses to sign or keeps dragging this out. And I want it to preserve any divorce filing and any related claims I may need later.] Then Haley finally replied with a single line. [Cece, you've changed.] Celia stared at the message. Her hands went still over the keyboard, then a faint tremor crept into her fingertips. Haley was right. The Celia who used to stay quiet, swallow the hurt, and keep waiting for Beckham was gone. Last night's livestream had already snapped something in her, and the quiet humiliation at breakfast was the last straw. That old version of her was over. She could still be hurt, still bleed, but she would never stand there and take it again. This time, she would fight back. Celia: [People change. Especially after they realize how blind they've been.] Haley: [Got it. I'll draft it now. Whatever happens, I'm here.] Celia thanked Haley, then closed the chat and opened another encrypted folder. Inside were years of research findings, published papers, and awards, along with the true identity she had kept hidden for three years. Beckham had never known that she was the chief scientist behind Project Serene, known only as Dr. G. Her phone rang again. This time, it was the lab's emergency line. submitted by /u/Vegetable-Cupcake568 to r/novelromance [link] [comments]
Vegetable-Cupcake568 · May 5, 2026
r/Plumbing
Is my bathroom faucet a Price Pfister?
I'm balls deep in an update project from brushed nickel and shiny gold to black finishes on a 1980s ranch I bought. I've been just refinishing the faucets, but this one will not spin off without drywall damage and i'm not trying to mess with drywall and paint. I'd love to simply spin on black hardware and pop in a couple fresh cartridges. AI thinks it might be Price Pfister hardware from 2006 per the markings on the cartridge ("PP.2006.02.18"). If anyone is nice enough to tell me if they know of a 3 piece I can buy and screw back into this (manifold?) I would be greatly appreciative! https://preview.redd.it/euhzzpjg5kyg1.jpg?width=240&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=bfc78798b444d9b3278de42e0523726f5710b676 https://preview.redd.it/diy12pjg5kyg1.jpg?width=240&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=439872d6c4841efd1da752d90bdc8e0db8e52389 https://preview.redd.it/dug5upjg5kyg1.jpg?width=240&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=536988e4bc58c4d65c0cbf4d6e0c5ab1d3d30d2e submitted by /u/jbr4dsher to r/Plumbing [link] [comments]
jbr4dsher · May 1, 2026
r/BathroomRemodeling
Vanity mirror-mixing brushed gold and matte black
Trying to decide on vanity mirror! Top pic is my current vanity in progress, those lights will be tossed. I have picked out brushed gold faucets, handles, shower hardware. Was thinking matching gold lights above mirror. I can’t find a matching large mirror (84” x 32”) in brushed gold…only matte black. Will the matte black look good? What other things in the bathroom can I install to tie in the black mirror? Black and gold light fixtures? AI pic created on possible look. submitted by /u/gatorgirl1975 to r/BathroomRemodeling [link] [comments]
gatorgirl1975 · Nov 28, 2025
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forums.spacebattles.com Wainscot Mar 24, 2026
5 Best Gold Bathroom Faucets — I Found The Top Ones
I was looking at ways to make a bathroom feel more expensive without doing a full remodel, and gold faucets kept coming up. After comparing a bunch of options, these were the ones that stood out the most. Here is the guide that breaks this down way better (with examples, sizes, and what to pick depending on your requirements): 👉https://xcellenthomes.com/best-faucet-filters-for-hard-water/ Delta Trinsic Sleek modern design with a durable brushed gold finish. 👉 Best for: contemporary bathrooms ❌ Widespread installation needs 3 holes Kingston Brass Kaiser Classic polished gold look that instantly adds luxury. 👉 Best for: traditional or vintage-style bathrooms ❌ Shiny finish shows water spots more easily Moen Align Clean minimalist design with a highly durable finish. 👉 Best for: vessel sinks and modern vanities ❌ Taller profile isn't ideal for every sink Pfister Parisa Elegant curved shape that stands out without being flashy. 👉 Best for: a refined, upscale look ❌ Limited style compatibility in rustic bathrooms Brizo Litze Premium wall-mounted design that looks straight out of a luxury hotel. 👉 Best for: high-end bathroom renovations ❌ More expensive and requires wall-mount installation Quick takeaway: Want a modern look → Delta Trinsic Love traditional luxury → Kingston Brass Kaiser Prefer minimalism → Moen Align Want something elegant but unique → Pfister Parisa Going all-in on luxury → Brizo Litze Are you team brushed gold or polished gold when it comes to bathroom fixtures? submitted by /u/iamalanace to r/XcellentHomes [link] [comments]
r/XcellentHomes iamalanace Jun 1, 2026
How do I choose the right finish for my bathroom faucet accessories?
A few days ago I started planning a small bathroom makeover at home. I already picked a faucet but then I realized choosing the finish for accessories was much harder than I thought. I wanted everything to match nicely and stay looking clean for long time. But after visiting a bathroom store I became confused very fast. Some chrome finishes looked shiny but fingerprints show easily. Some matte black styles looked modern but I worried about scratches. Some gold finishes looked beautifull but felt too expensive. I could not trust my choice. I could not decide confidently. The next day I checked another showroom with my brother. The worker there explained different finishes more clearly. He said brushed nickel hides water spots better. He also said chrome is easy to clean and works in most bathrooms. Matte black gives modern style but needs care to keep fresh look. I remembered an old faucet at my aunt house where the finish faded after few months because of cheap quality. That memory stayed in my head and made me more careful. Some accessories looked perfect under store lights but maybe not in real daily use. That made me hesitate even more. Later that night I searched online while scrolling many online marketplaces including alibaba. I found many bathroom accessory finishes with different styles and prices. Some reviews say brushed finishes last longer. Some people love black finish for modern bathrooms. Some say chrome is safest option for every home. This made me excited but also confused again. Now I am thinking should I choose modern finish for style or simple finish for easier maintenance what would you choose in my place? submitted by /u/starchasxr_ to r/frugalinteriordesign [link] [comments]
r/frugalinteriordesign starchasxr_ May 13, 2026
FINALLY - It’s 99% Done!
Before ➡️ After 📍Bucks County, PA, US All details provided below! 👇 Do you remember when I was a complete noob and came on here with soo many questions? I basically just had the design pictures and thought I’d be back here much sooner… My goal with this post is to give back to a community that has helped me so much throughout the design and renovation process. And to help you avoid mistakes I made along the way. Before: The original 1995 Toll Brothers kitchen complete with a desk, cheap and dilapidated pickled pink cabinets that were falling off the walls, corian countertops (which honestly were still in perfect shape), a very slippery and shiny tile floor (also in excellent shape for its age), and a dangerous gas range on the island 1” from the edge with no vent to the outside. 😬 After & Details: Renovation: 0/10. It was supposed to take 4-6 weeks. It took 1.5 YEARS (Dec 2024) from when we signed the contract and 7.5 months (Oct 2025) from breaking ground. It turns out we hired conmen for contractors whose idea of communication and project management was nonexistent… Who haven’t shown their face more than a handful of times, ditching their crew with me, who is NOT a kitchen expert, to problem solve on the fly without any safety net. The beverage station (tall wooden furniture-looking piece) may never be finished at this rate because one of the head honchos is the only one who can install pocket doors. There was no movement at all for months until we threatened legal action. They stopped working the day I went into labor at the hospital because we weren’t there to stay on top of them. They made the crew do dangerous things like move our refrigerator with straps, and hoist that gargantuan garden window to install it on one of the coldest days of the year. On top of the stress of the noise and dust, I was heavily pregnant and went into labor 1 month in. 😣 It was a nightmare and added to my traumatic early postpartum experience. Please learn from our mistake: if you choose this kind of shit company, with no designer on staff and no accountability, you’re screwed! We had no leverage. They get 50% of the money up front and got all of it 5 months before finishing the jobs. We do enjoy it now, due to my hard work and choices, and try not to associate my and the crew’s hard work with the owner’s despicable treatment of us. Thank goodness they finally hired a designer to work with me - she is a fairy godmother who stayed true to my wishes for the design, and is someone I’d recommend to anyone! They wouldn’t pay her so it came out of my pocket and I’d happily do it again. Her software was outstanding for visualizing every detail. By the way, the dust? It all comes from the electricians cutting into the drywall to install wafer lights. They were the only crew that didn’t keep our plastic drapes up while they did their work and we learned the hard way just how disruptive dust can be when it settles onto every surface in the entire downstairs. Unfortunately it was avoidable and they just didn’t care enough to help us out and secure some tape. Dog station: 10/10 The dog bowl filler was hard to figure out but we finally went with the following setup that is just far enough out that it doesn’t spill or splash yet won’t poke the dog in the face (she’s tall). The handle is on the other side of the island due to their mis-measuring lol it’s quirky but it works fine. I specifically got the filler and handle separate because I didn’t want the dog or baby having access to the tap and accidentally flooding the kitchen. Index Bath - Folding Spout Faucet in brushed gold. https://indexbath.com/products/folding-spout-basin-faucet-wall-mounted-bathroom-tap-concealed-faucet • Upper Cabinets & Pantries: 8/10 J&K B5 in color Pure (white) - they kinda scratch easily, but they were so inexpensive and they are painted and can be touched up so it doesn’t matter. Soft close works beautifully and they were able to do a custom size hood (NOTE: a 36” hood will not fit a 36” insert!). The tall pantries are cabinets on top, all pull outs on bottom. Basically tripled the amount of storage we used to have. • Lower Cabinets, Island, & Beverage station: 10/10 Cabinet Joint/Conestoga Cabinets, Cherry, Saddle Stain, RutlandMT reverse G-cove/beveled shaker door style Only went with drawers on the bottom except for the kitchen sink cabinet, a couple by the ovens, and on the far side of the island. Obsessed with how easy drawers are compared to cabinets. Cabinet Joint was a Reddit find!! Thanks, everyone! They were a delight to work with from start to finish and we are in love with the cabinets. The cabinets feel substantial and we had zero issues with any missing or damaged pieces, felt like a miracle compared to the debacle that was the renovation process. • Quartzite: 11/10 Onur Marble & Granite, “Calacatta Boheme.” Natural stone will always be worth it for me - I am stunned by its beauty every day. In order to have enough slabs for the project we opted for honed backsplash and dog station, and polished countertops. The honed is reminiscent of marble, and I love cleaning the polished countertops, personal preference. They go great together!! Has movement, depth, and crystallization that we love!! We applied Bulletproof sealer from StoneTech once so far and will be reapplying annually. We also baby it just in case, using trivets and being sure not to leave oil or water rings. • Garden Window: 100/10 Ventana. Not having a screen on the largest pane facing my backyard makes birdwatching and enjoying my garden so easy, a dream come true. 🤩 Plus it fits my husband’s orchid collection, and lets a ton of natural light into the kitchen where it was pretty dark before. • Sink: 11/10 Kohler Whitehaven 36” cast iron farmhouse sink, bought for a steal brand new/open box from Facebook Marketplace. The single bowl size, the offset drain, and the sloped profile with custom grates on bottom is a delight. I’m seriously lucky that I get to be the one to do the dishes. • Floor Tile: 9.5/10 Edward Martin matte porcelain 24x24 in Amani Bronze & Calacatta. I am a fan of tile in kitchens, especially because it doesn’t compete with the wood lower cabinets. Besides how it looks, we get compliments about how soft it feels to walk on and the dog no longer slips on it. Docked 0.5 points because we have a lived-in home, and the white ones show dust and paw prints. • Grout (thin lines): 10/10 Mapei Sahara Beige (5011) perfect match for the Amani Bronze tiles, almost unnoticeable. • New Appliances: 11/10 Signature Kitchen Suite. Couldn’t be happier with all of them!! The microwave is insanely large and easy for both me and my husband to use at 5’2” and 6’. We host pizza parties now and bake the best cookies on our pizza and baking stones from Pampered Chef. Highly recommend the Misen nitrided ‘nonstick’ carbon steel pans for the induction range. Le Crueset pots work on it as well as my Our Place pot. [x] 36” Hood insert (SKSHI3601S). [x] 36” Induction Cooktop (SKSIT3601GE). [x] 30” Speed Oven Wall Oven combo with 5-in-1 Advantium Oven (SKSCV3002S). • Faucet: 9.5/10 Brizo Artesso SmartTouch articulating with finished hose. A splurge and LONG lead times, but so worth it! I liked the look of it but the touch to activate feature and the fact that it keeps the water warm are both surprisingly convenient. Docked 0.5 point because the gold color is a bit odd and shows every water drop and stain. • Hardware: 10/10 the jewelry of the kitchen. TopKnobs (purchased through Wayfair) - Honey Bronze color Kara Knobs, Bar Pulls, and Somerset Cup Pulls ; Rejuvenation Classic Large Cabinet latches in Heritage Brass ; Delta air switch, perfect match for the Brizo faucet because they’re the same company (Amazon) • Pendant Lights: 10/10 Hinkley Oliver Transitional Style w/ etched opal glass in Heritage Brass ; Rejuvenation drum from Marketplace. Will never have a problem with harsh lighting or cleaning/maintenance due to the frosted glass and drum filter. submitted by /u/CommercialPopular626 to r/kitchenremodel [link] [comments]
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​ Chapter 1 Prologue The late-autumn dusk was blood-red, casting the rose garden beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows of the Lucero Residence in the same crimson glow. Wearing an apron, Celia Ross stood at the kitchen counter, flour dusting her fingertips beside the now-finished cake for her third wedding anniversary. It was frosted in pale lavender and edged with fresh rose petals she had picked one by one that morning while they were still damp with dew. Her phone buzzed, and she wiped her hands clean before checking it. The message was from her husband, Beckham Lucero's assistant. [Mr. Lucero has an international meeting tonight. You don't need to wait for him for dinner.] The message was brief and businesslike, with a cold distance in every word. Celia lowered her eyes and gently set the phone back on the counter. Over the past three years, she had received so many messages like that she had long since stopped counting. The first few times, it had hurt. Then came the disappointment. Now, all that was left was a kind of numb peace. "Mrs. Lucero, what should we do with the food?" Cory Wheeler, the Lucero family's housekeeper, asked from the kitchen doorway, his tone hesitant. The table was covered with dishes, every one of them made to Beckham's liking, from ginger salmon lettuce wraps to white lasagna and tomato basil chicken breast. She had put care into every last dish, just as she had into every day of the past three years. "Let's wait a little longer," Celia said softly. "Maybe the meeting will wrap up early." Cory looked at her slender figure from behind and sighed to himself. She was always like this, quiet and gentle, giving her all to things no one seemed to appreciate. When the antique clock on the wall struck seven, Celia untied her apron and headed into the living room. A business news segment was playing on TV. Celia had just picked up the remote to switch it off when she froze as the screen cut to the VIP exit at the international airport. "It's seven o'clock. Just moments ago, ballerina Laylah Stein arrived at the international airport after five years away. "More surprisingly, she was seen holding hands with a little boy who appeared to be about three years old," the reporter said on the broadcast. As the camera zoomed in, Laylah stepped out in a white dress, sunglasses on and her long hair falling over her shoulders. Even after a long flight, she still looked flawless. She was holding tightly to the hand of a little boy in a tiny suit. His features were so delicate and pretty that he almost looked unreal. A reporter thrust a microphone toward Laylah. "Ms. Stein, who is this child?" Laylah immediately crouched down and drew the boy closer in a protective gesture. "Sorry," she said, her tone stiff. "That's a private matter. I can't comment on it." That guarded response only stirred the crowd up further, with more reporters pressing in. "Who is the child's father? Did you get married overseas quietly?" "Now that you're back, are you planning to stay?" "There have long been rumors about you and Beckham Lucero, the CEO of Lucero Group. Were the two of you involved?" As a tall figure appeared on the screen and pushed through the crowd toward Laylah, Celia's hand tightened until her nails bit into her palm. It was Beckham. He was wearing the dark gray suit she had pressed for him that morning and carrying a huge bouquet of white roses. She remembered him once saying that white roses were too plain for his taste, that he didn't care for them. And now he was carrying them straight to Laylah. "Beckham..." Laylah looked up at him, clearly caught off guard. Beckham handed her the flowers, then bent to pick up the little boy. The ease of it made it look as though he'd done it countless times before. "Mr. Lucero, what is your relationship with Ms. Stein?" "Is this your child?" The camera flashes went off in a frenzy, one blinding burst after another, as reporters fired questions at them from all sides. Beckham swept an icy gaze over the crowd. But when his eyes fell on Laylah, something in his expression softened, a side of him few had ever seen. Then Beckham turned to the cameras and said evenly, "Laylah is the most important person in my life. Beyond that, I have nothing else to say." He paused, then added, and even through the screen, the words hit Celia hard. "As for certain business marriages, they're nothing more than arrangements where both sides get what they want. Not worth talking about." ***** The broadcast rolled on, and new trending topics were already popping up one after another: [Laylah Stein Returns with Young Son], [Beckham Lucero Meets Laylah at the Airport], and [Lucero Group CEO Suspected of Secret Family]. Celia watched in silence, her face blank. Only the slight tremor in her lashes betrayed her as she got up and walked into the dining room. The dishes had long since gone cold, and the sauces had turned thick and dull. She picked up one plate and dumped it into the trash, then another, and another, until only the anniversary cake was left. The pale lavender frosting was still pristine, but the rose petals had already wilted. Celia reached out and brushed the cold, silky icing with her fingertips. Then she brought her hand down and crushed the top of the cake in one hard press. "Mrs. Lucero," Cory called from behind her. "Clean it up," Celia said without turning around. Her voice was calm enough to make Cory uneasy. "I'm skipping dinner tonight." With that, she walked out into the garden. Night had fallen, and the roses were blooming under the moonlight. The garden had been a wedding gift from Beckham's grandfather, Tyshawn Lucero, a century-old rose garden brought over from Ashford Ridge. For three years, Celia had tended every rosebush herself, sparing no effort in caring for them. Her fingers brushed a deep red rose, its petals soft as velvet. Then her hand closed around it without warning. Sharp thorns pierced her skin. Blood welled up at once, slid down her pale fingers, and sank into the soil. It hurt a little, but compared to the hollow weight in her chest, that sharp sting made her feel almost clearheaded. Her phone buzzed again with a message from Beckham. [Not coming home tonight.] Celia stared at the words for a long moment. Then, with her bleeding finger, she slowly typed a reply. [Okay.] She hit send, then turned and walked back into the house, her spine as straight as ever. Cory stood in the foyer, looking as though he wanted to say something but held himself back. "Cory," Celia said, stopping without looking back, "starting tomorrow, don't prepare dinner for Beckham anymore." "What about you, Mrs. Lucero?" Cory asked. "I'll make sure I eat," Celia said. She climbed the curved staircase, her footsteps echoing through the quiet house. When she reached the bedroom, she didn't switch on the lights. Instead, she walked straight to the window. Outside, the city lights shimmered like scattered stars. She stood at the top of the beautiful prison she had called home, the blood on her fingertip already drying into a dark crust. Her phone lit up again with a push alert from X: [Laylah Stein's Son Revealed, with a Striking Resemblance to Beckham Lucero.] In the photo, Beckham was holding the boy while Laylah leaned against him. The three of them looked every bit like a happy family of three. Celia looked at the photo and smiled faintly. Chapter 2 Drafting Divorce Papers Just then, a shrill ringtone cut through the silence in the bedroom. Aiyana Stein's name lit up the screen, harsh and glaring in the dark. Celia stared at the name, a faint, chilly smile touching the corner of her mouth. She didn't answer. The call died on its own, then came in again less than ten seconds later. She ignored that one too. When the phone rang a third time, Celia walked to the vanity and looked at her pale reflection in the mirror. A dark, dried smear of blood still clung to her fingertip. She picked up the phone, swiped to answer, and stayed silent. "So you finally answered?" Aiyana sounded openly smug. "Celia, you saw the news, right? My sister's back, and she even brought a kid with her. "So tell me, do you still think you can hold on to your place as Mrs. Lucero?" Celia pulled out the vanity chair and sat down, calmly meeting her own eyes in the mirror. "What, not talking now?" Aiyana sneered. "Hurt? Upset? Of course you are. You could fill in for her all you wanted these past three years, but you were never anything more than a substitute. "Now that the real one's back, a fake like you should really—" "Done?" Celia cut in quietly. Her voice was light, but it stopped Aiyana cold. Aiyana went silent for a beat before managing, "You..." "Aiyana," Celia said, cutting her off. Her tone stayed calm, as though she were stating a fact that had nothing to do with her. "Beckham's been good to you these past three years, hasn't he?" Aiyana froze, then turned smug again. "Of course. Beckham's always—" "He got you the best job, bought you limited-edition bags, and even skipped meetings just to see you when you were sick. Everyone says he spoils you rotten," Celia said slowly. Something in Celia's tone put Aiyana on guard at once. "What are you getting at?" she demanded. "Nothing much." Celia gave a soft laugh. "I just think the one who should be hurting most right now isn't me. It's you." "What are you even talking about?" Aiyana snapped. "You think I'm talking nonsense?" Celia looked straight into her own reflection, her expression cool and unreadable. "Aiyana, think about it. Why has Beckham treated you so well these past three years? "Was it because of you, or because you're Laylah's sister?" Aiyana's breathing turned uneven, and when she finally spoke, her voice shook. "Shut up." "For all those years Laylah was gone, you only mattered because you reminded him of her. Everything Beckham ever did for you was just his way of making it up to Laylah." "He was never looking at you. He was looking at her through you. Now that she's back, what place do you think you still have?" Celia said, her voice turning softer and colder with every word. "Celia Ross!" Aiyana shrieked. "Like you're any better? You're nothing but the woman he married for business. Beckham never—" "At least I'm still Mrs. Lucero," Celia cut in, her voice edged with mockery for the first time. "I held that place, out in the open, for three whole years. What about you? "You took a little borrowed affection and turned it into a three-year dream. Now the dream's over, and your precious Beckham probably won't even remember your name." Aiyana ground the word out. "You..." "If I were you, I'd be worrying about my own situation right now," Celia said as she rose and walked to the window, looking down at the rose garden below. "Instead of calling someone you'll never measure up to just to show off." She hung up before Aiyana could answer. The phone stayed quiet for a few seconds, then started buzzing nonstop. Celia didn't even look at it. She muted it, tossed it onto the vanity, and walked to the closet to get her pajamas. When her fingers brushed the fabric, Celia finally realized the wound on her hand was still throbbing. Her gaze dropped to the dried blood on her fingertip, and it pulled her straight back to her wedding night three years ago. That night, Beckham came back drunk, half carried into the room by his assistant. Celia sat on the edge of the bed in a red nightgown, watching him collapse onto the mattress, when she heard him mumble Laylah's name under his breath. She had frozen on the spot, her fingers tightening around the bedsheet before she even realized it. Her nails dug into her palm with the same sharp pain she felt now. Later, Beckham woke up and saw her sitting by the bed. For one brief second, something unreadable flickered in his eyes before the cold returned. "What are you doing here?" he had asked. "This is our bedroom," she had said softly. Beckham frowned, said nothing, and went straight into the bathroom. After that night, he moved into the guest room. For three years, Celia had waited for him to finally see her for who she was, to understand that she had never been anyone's substitute, only herself. Now she finally understood that some people simply never look back. Her phone lit up again with a WhatsApp notification from Haley Dalton, her best friend from college and now Silvergate's most sought-after divorce lawyer. Haley: [Cece, I saw the news. Are you okay?] Celia stared at the message for a long time before replying. [I'm fine.] Haley texted back almost instantly: [My ass you are. Beckham's gone way too far this time. Picking Laylah up at the airport was one thing, but saying that in front of the media? What the hell does he take you for?] Haley's anger seemed to come straight through the screen. Celia stared at the phone for a long moment, her fingertips hovering over the keyboard before she finally typed back: [Hails, I need a favor.] Haley: [Name it.] Celia: [Help me draw up a divorce agreement.] After reading that message, Haley went quiet. A full five minutes passed before she called Celia directly. "Cece, are you serious?" Haley's voice was unusually heavy. "Yeah." Celia walked back to the window and looked out at the blurred rose garden in the dark. "It's been three years. It's time to end this." "But... can you really let it go?" Haley asked, her voice tight with heartache. "Do you even realize how much you've done for him these past three years? "His stomach's been bad for years, and you got up early every morning just to make him breakfast. Whenever work wore him out, you even learned massage so you could help him unwind. He..." "Hails," Celia cut in gently. "He never knew any of that." Haley went quiet on the other end. "He never saw me," Celia went on, her voice calm, as if she were talking about someone else's story. "I used to think that if I did enough, if I did it well enough, one day he'd finally notice. "Now I know better. It's not that he couldn't see. He just never wanted to." Haley took a deep breath. "Okay. I'll draft it for you. But Cece, think this through. Once you sign it, there's no going back." "I know." Celia gave a faint laugh. "That's exactly why I'm signing it." After the call ended, Celia stood by the window for a long time. The autumn chill crept in through the gap in the window, and only when she wrapped her arms around herself did she realize how cold she was. Her phone buzzed again with a push alert from X: [Beckham Lucero and Laylah Stein Spotted at the Same Hotel, Old Feelings Stirring Up Rumors.] The photos showed Beckham shielding Laylah and the child as they got into a car, along with a long-lens shot taken outside the hotel. Celia stared at the picture for a long moment before turning off her phone, walking to the vanity, and pulling open the bottom drawer. Inside, instead of jewelry, was a custom silver laptop. She pressed the power button, and a pale blue glow lit up the screen. After the fingerprint and iris scan, a line of white text appeared against the black screen: [Welcome back, Dr. G.] Celia typed in a series of commands, and the screen immediately shifted to a complex molecular structure model. This was Serenib-1, the new targeted cancer drug Celia and her team had spent three years developing. It was meant for late-stage cancer and had already entered Phase III clinical trials. Last week's progress report showed an efficacy rate of 98.7 percent, an astonishing result. A message from her assistant popped up. [Dr. G, the NIH in Valoria has sent another invitation. They want you to deliver a keynote.] Celia replied with one word. [Decline it.] Another message appeared almost immediately. [But Dr. G, this is already the third time.] Celia replied: [I said decline.] Then she closed that chat window and opened another encrypted folder. Inside were the papers she had published in international medical journals under the name G. Ross, with no photo and no personal details attached. All these years, she had done all her research in the basement lab beneath the Lucero Residence. Beckham had never known that his wife from that business marriage, the woman he thought only knew how to grow flowers and cook, was actually the lead scientist behind Project Serene. Her phone buzzed again. This time, it came through the lab's emergency channel. [Dr. G, a patient in Phase III has developed a severe adverse reaction and is now in acute liver failure. We need you on an emergency remote consult immediately.] Celia glanced at the time. It was already one in the morning. She replied: [Loop me into the consult in ten minutes.] Then she rose, changed her clothes, and quietly headed downstairs. Chapter 3 Morning Surprise When Celia woke up, the room was already bright with morning light. Out of habit, she reached for her phone and saw it was already 10:17 a.m. She sat bolt upright, pain throbbing at her temples. That was the price of staying up all night. It had been a long time since she'd pushed herself that hard. By the time she'd finished dealing with the lab emergency the night before, it was already four in the morning. She'd gone straight back to her room and collapsed into bed, never expecting to sleep this late. She got out of bed and went over to the mirror. Her eyes were as red as she'd expected, with faint shadows beneath them. She turned on the faucet and splashed cold water on her face over and over. Only after a few rounds did she finally feel a little more awake. Her stomach was starting to protest, so she changed into something casual, an off-white knit cardigan and a pair of light gray pants. She twisted her hair into a loose low bun, leaving her neck bare. As she headed downstairs, her mind was still on breakfast. There should still be some bread and milk in the fridge, and warming something up would do. But the moment she reached the turn in the staircase, she stopped short. A child's bright laugh drifted up from the living room below. Laylah's soft voice followed. "Ricardo, eat properly. No playing around." Then came Beckham's voice, gentler than Celia had ever heard it. "Take your time. No rush." Celia's fingers tightened around the banister before she noticed. She stood there, looking down through the gaps in the railing. Sunlight poured through the floor-to-ceiling windows and across the dining room, washing the long table in warm gold. Laylah wore a pale blue knit dress, her long hair falling loosely over her shoulders. Bent over beside the three-year-old, she gently wiped his mouth. Beckham sat next to the boy with a spoon in hand, patiently feeding him oatmeal. In dark gray loungewear, with his hair still a little mussed, he looked like he'd only just gotten out of bed. In the morning light, his profile looked softer than usual. There was even a faint trace of warmth in his eyes, something Celia had never seen there before. In Celia's memory, Beckham was always in a suit, his brows faintly drawn and his eyes cold and distant. Even at home, he never seemed to relax, as if no one could ever truly get close to him. But now he sat there, fully focused on feeding a child breakfast, as if nothing else in the world mattered. "Don't spoil him too much, Beckham," Laylah said. "Let him eat by himself." "It's fine." Beckham lifted another spoonful to Ricardo's mouth. "He went through a scare yesterday. I'll let him have this today." Ricardo opened his mouth when Beckham held up the spoon, swallowed, then said in his small voice, "Beckham's the best." Seeing Beckham smile and tousle the boy's hair, Celia felt her chest tighten so hard she nearly forgot to breathe. Standing there on the stairs, she felt like an outsider to the little family below. Then Laylah looked up and saw her, and their eyes met. The warm smile on Laylah's face stiffened for a split second before she quickly smoothed it over and rose to her feet. "Ms. Ross, you're up." Laylah had called her Ms. Ross, not Mrs. Lucero, and the distinction hit Celia harder than she expected. Celia walked down the last few steps without breaking stride. At the entrance to the dining room, she let her gaze sweep over the three people at the table. "Morning," Celia said, her tone even. Only then did Beckham look up at her, his brows drawing together slightly. Seeing her swollen eyes and tired face, he had probably assumed she'd cried all night. "Why are you only getting up now?" he asked, his tone unreadable. "I didn't sleep well," Celia said. She walked to the coffee machine and poured herself a cup of black coffee. "Go on. Don't mind me." Cup in hand, she turned and started toward the living room. "Ms. Ross," Laylah called after her. Celia turned and looked at her. Laylah looked apologetic. "I'm sorry about what happened at the airport yesterday. I know I put you in a difficult position. "Ricardo and I were supposed to stay with my parents last night, but I've been away for three years, and I didn't know if they were still upset with me. So we stayed at a hotel instead. "I didn't expect the paparazzi to follow us. Ricardo got so scared he wouldn't stop crying, and he refused to sleep unless Beckham held him. Beckham was worried about him, so he stayed with us at the hotel all night. "I'm really sorry for causing him so much trouble." It was a flawless explanation, smooth, reasonable, and impossible to argue with. First came the apology, as if none of it had been deliberate. Then came the story about her parents, the three years she'd been away, and the hotel, all of it reframing her choices as something forced by circumstance rather than freely made. Then came Ricardo, scared enough to cling to Beckham, and with that, Beckham staying the night no longer sounded improper at all. Even her final note of apology was enough to make her seem thoughtful and considerate. But beneath all of it, Celia was left with only one fact: Beckham had spent the whole night with them. Holding her coffee cup, feeling the heat press into her fingertips, Celia looked from Laylah's apologetic face to Beckham. He had already lowered his head to wipe Ricardo's mouth, as if there were nothing unusual about any of it. Then Celia smiled. It was the faintest smile, but it made Laylah's chest tighten all the same. "You're being too polite, Ms. Stein," Celia said calmly, as if they were making small talk. "Beckham has a soft heart. If he sees a woman alone with a child and struggling, how could he not help?" Laylah's expression changed ever so slightly. Beckham looked up too, his gaze sharpening as it settled on Celia. Celia pretended not to notice and continued in the same even tone. "Still, you're young, and your son's still little. Sooner or later, you'll meet the right man. "You can't keep asking someone else's husband to step in for you, can you?" The dining room fell completely still. Even the servants in the kitchen stopped and quietly listened in. The smile on Laylah's face wavered. She bit her lower lip, and tears quickly welled in her eyes. "You're right, Ms. Ross. I didn't think it through. Ricardo and I will move out today." "Laylah," Beckham cut in, displeasure clear in his voice. "You don't need to leave." He lifted his eyes to Celia, his gaze gone cold. "This is Laylah's home too. She can stay here as long as she likes." "Home?" Celia repeated softly. The smile at her lips deepened slightly. "You are right. Ms. Stein can stay as long as she likes. After all..." Her gaze dipped to Ricardo, then lifted back to Laylah. "Now that her son's old enough to know better, someone should be here to fill in as his father." Laylah understood immediately, and her face went pale. Beckham shoved back his chair and stood up so fast it scraped hard against the floor. "Celia, that's enough." "Enough of what?" Celia raised her eyes to him. The redness around them was still there, but her gaze had gone unnervingly calm. "Did I say anything wrong? Doesn't Ms. Stein's son need a father? Or is it that..." She let the last few words hang for a beat. "He already has one?" "You..." Beckham's expression hardened with anger. "Beckham." Laylah caught hold of his arm, her voice breaking as tears ran down her face. "Please don't. This is all my fault. I shouldn't have come back." The moment he saw his mother in tears, Ricardo's face crumpled. "Mommy, don't cry." The whole scene had turned into a mess, and all Celia felt was a deep, bone-tired weariness. She raised her coffee and started toward the living room. "Stop right there," Beckham said behind her. Celia stopped, but she didn't look back. "Apologize to Laylah," he said, his tone flat and absolute. Only then did Celia turn. She held his gaze for a long moment before a smile slowly touched her lips. "Sure." She walked up to Laylah and stopped in front of her. Her voice was gentle, almost too sincere to question. "Ms. Stein, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have spoken so bluntly or put you in an awkward position." Laylah froze, thrown by how readily Celia had apologized. "But," Celia said, looking at Laylah calmly, "everything I said was true. If the truth makes you uncomfortable, maybe that's because it wasn't something you wanted to hear." Celia didn't wait to see how anyone reacted. Coffee in hand, she walked over to the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room. Outside, the rose garden glowed in the sun. Celia stood there with her back straight, looking distant and untouchable. From the dining room, Beckham stared at her back, an unfamiliar irritation stirring in his chest. He could tell something about Celia was different today, but he couldn't quite put his finger on it. "Beckham." Laylah tugged lightly at his sleeve, her voice thick with tears. "Maybe I really should leave." "You don't need to." Beckham pulled his gaze away from Celia, and his tone softened. "Stay for now. We'll deal with the rest later." He sat back down and resumed feeding Ricardo, but his movements had lost their earlier ease. His thoughts were clearly elsewhere. In the kitchen, a few of the maids traded glances and murmured among themselves. "Poor Mrs. Lucero. Her eyes are all swollen from crying." "Exactly. Mrs. Lucero's been so good to Mr. Lucero these past three years. Everyone in this house knows it. She's up at five every morning making breakfast for him." "He's had stomach problems for years, so she's always adjusting the menu for him." "And what did she get for all that? Mr. Lucero only has eyes for Ms. Stein now. Look at Ms. Stein. Her son's already this big, and Mrs. Lucero's been married for three years without even having a child." "Didn't you hear? Mr. Lucero's never even spent the night in Mrs. Lucero's room." "Seriously?" "I've seen it myself. He always sleeps in the guest room." Celia heard every whispered word. Holding her coffee, she felt her fingers tremble slightly, not from heartbreak, but from the sheer absurdity of it all. For three years, she had thrown herself into this marriage like a fool. In the end, all it had earned her was the servants' pity, her husband's indifference, and everyone else's quiet ridicule. And now Laylah, the woman Beckham had never forgotten, was back, walking into the house with her three-year-old son as though she had every right to be there. Meanwhile, Celia, the one who was actually his wife, had somehow become the outsider. The whole thing was almost laughable. The coffee had long since gone cold, but Celia still hadn't taken a sip. She stood there, staring out the window until footsteps stopped behind her. Beckham came to a stop beside her. After a moment of silence, he said, "Laylah and Ricardo will be staying here for now." "Mm," Celia replied without turning to look at him. Beckham paused before adding, "Don't make things harder for them." At last, Celia turned to look at him. Her eyes were still swollen, but all the softness in them was gone, leaving only a deep, unsettling calm. "Beckham," she said, in a tone more serious than he had ever heard from her before. "In these past three years, have I ever made things hard for you?" Beckham froze at the question. "Have I ever made things hard for your family? Your friends? Or even..." Celia's voice stayed light, but every word fell clean and clear. "The woman you care about most?" Beckham said nothing, because he knew she was right. She never had. For three years, Celia had been gentle and quiet, always proper, always measured, never once making trouble for him. "So." Celia smiled, and there was the faintest hint of mockery in it. "What makes you think I'd start now?" Beckham looked at her, and for a moment, words caught in his throat. "About last night..." he began, wanting to explain, but not knowing where to begin. "I know you were with them last night," Celia said for him. "Ricardo was scared and needed you. Of course you stayed." She said it so calmly, so plainly, that the unease in Beckham's chest only deepened. "Celia, we need to talk," he said. "About what?" Celia turned her head and looked back out at the garden. "About making it up to Laylah for everything she went through these past five years?" "About giving her son a real family? Or..." She paused, and when she spoke again, her voice was lower. "About how I should quietly make room for them?" Beckham felt something seize in his chest. "I never said I wanted you to leave." His voice came out dry. Chapter 4 Tension at Breakfast Celia felt her phone buzz in her pocket. Keeping a straight face, she slipped it out and glanced down. A WhatsApp message from Haley popped up. The divorce papers were ready, and the file was still downloading. After firing off a quick reply, she slipped her phone away and looked up, only to find Beckham watching her. He'd clearly noticed and was waiting for an explanation. Celia gave him nothing. Instead, she turned to the maid by the kitchen door. "Macy, could you send some breakfast up to my room? Toast, eggs, and milk. Thanks." Her voice was calm, polite, and distant. Macy froze for a second, then instinctively looked at Beckham. In this house, Celia had never asked for anything unless Beckham spoke first. Beckham's expression darkened. "Breakfast is served in the dining room." "I'm tired. I'd rather eat in my room," Celia said evenly, not even glancing at him. "You all go ahead." She picked up the cold coffee and headed for the stairs. "Celia." Beckham's voice came from behind her, laced with open displeasure. "There are rules in this house." She stopped, then slowly turned around. Her eyes moved over the three people in the dining room. Beckham had gone back to the head of the table, his brows drawn tight. Laylah sat to his right, head lowered, her fingers twisting the napkin in her lap. Ricardo sat in his high chair with a spoon in hand, watching the adults with curiosity. They looked exactly like a family of three. In that moment, Celia seemed like the only one who didn't belong. "Rules?" Celia repeated lightly, a faint, unreadable smile touching her lips. "I've spent three years learning the Lucero family's rules. You made sure I learned them well. I remember every single one." Her eyes settled on Beckham. The swelling around them was still there, but her gaze had gone frighteningly clear. "Like keeping quiet at the table. "Like waiting until the elders start before anyone else eats." "And like..." Her voice dropped, and the irony in it was impossible to miss. "When the husband doesn't come home, the wife is supposed to sit up alone and wait for him." Beckham's face tightened at her last sentence. The whole dining room went still. Even Ricardo seemed to sense the shift in the air and carefully set his spoon down. Laylah looked up, her eyes reddening again. Her voice wavered as she said, "Ms. Ross, please don't blame Beckham. This is all on me. I'll find somewhere else to stay and move out as soon as I can. I mean it." "Laylah," Beckham cut in, his voice turning sharp with irritation. "You're not moving." Then he turned back to Celia, his gaze icy. "Breakfast is eaten in the dining room. If you're Mrs. Lucero, then act like it." "Mrs. Lucero?" Celia let out a quiet, humorless laugh. "Beckham, when have you ever treated me like your wife?" She didn't wait for an answer. She turned and headed upstairs, moving so quickly it was obvious she only wanted to get away. Behind her, Laylah's muffled sobs started again, followed by Beckham's low voice trying to soothe her. "Don't cry. This isn't on you." Celia quickened her pace and went upstairs without looking back, heading straight for the bedroom. She shut the door and leaned back against it, breathing hard as though she'd only just come up for air. Her chest was so tight she could barely draw a full breath. Her eyes began to sting again, but she blinked the tears back with force. She wasn't going to cry, not now. At the vanity, she opened her laptop and brought up the file Haley had sent over. The divorce agreement ran to thirty-seven pages, clear, thorough, and tightly drafted. No wonder Haley was the top divorce lawyer in Silvergate. She had thought of everything. But Celia wanted the simplest arrangement possible. She wanted nothing from Beckham, only her freedom. Her phone buzzed again. Seeing it was from downstairs, she let it ring out. When it came through again, she finally answered without a word. "Mrs. Lucero," Cory said carefully. "Breakfast is ready. Would you like us to bring it upstairs, or..." "Please send it up," Celia said, her voice slightly hoarse. "Thank you, Cory." "Of course." He hesitated, then added, "Mrs. Lucero, please don't take it too hard. Mr. Lucero just..." "I'm fine," Celia cut in. "Thank you, Cory." After hanging up, she went to the window and looked down at the garden. The gardener was pruning the last wilted roses. With each snip, another spent bloom dropped to the ground. It felt a little too much like the past three years of her life. She had given everything, only to be drained dry and pushed aside when someone new came along. ***** The dining room was still heavy with tension. Laylah had stopped crying, but her eyes were still red. She wiped Ricardo's mouth and asked softly, "All done, sweetheart?" Ricardo nodded. "Mm-hmm." "Then Mommy will take you outside for a bit, okay?" "Okay." Laylah picked him up and looked at Beckham, apology flickering in her eyes. "I'll take Ricardo to the garden. You should go check on Celia." Beckham gave a slight nod. At the door, Laylah paused and glanced back once. Beckham was still sitting there, staring at the bowl of oatmeal that had long since gone cold, his brows drawn tight. She bit her lip, then turned and left. Now Beckham was alone in the dining room. He leaned back in his chair, closed his eyes, and pressed a hand to his temple. What stayed with him was Celia's look, the swelling around her eyes, the tears she had kept forcing back, and above all, that unnerving calm, which unsettled him more than tears ever could. His phone rang, breaking the silence. Beckham opened his eyes and saw his mother, Emily Lucero, calling. The moment he answered, Emily's voice came rushing through the line. "Beckham, I saw the news. Laylah is back, and she brought a three-year-old boy with her. Whose child is he? Is he yours?" Beckham rubbed his brow. "Mom, I..." "Don't brush me off. I asked whether that boy is a Lucero." "I don't know yet." "You don't know?" Emily let out a cold laugh. "Laylah was gone for three years and comes back with a boy that age, and you're telling me you don't know? What else could that timing mean?" Beckham said nothing. Emily kept going. "If that boy really is ours, then settle things with Celia already. It's been three years, and she still hasn't given you a child. What's the point of keeping her as your wife?" Beckham's brows tightened. "Mom, mind your words." "Why should I?" Emily snapped. "If your grandfather hadn't forced that marriage, I never would have let her into this family in the first place. "She comes from nothing, has no standing to speak of, and spends her days messing around with flowers. Look at Laylah. She's an internationally known ballerina. She has a career. "And now she's back with a child. If you'd married her back then, do you think I'd still have to wait this long for a grandchild?" "Mom." Beckham's voice hardened. Emily refused to stop. "Laylah is sweet, she knows how to deal with people, and she actually knows how to carry herself. "Celia mopes around all day, just like her mother. And your father was always taking her side. Don't tell me that didn't mean something." "Enough," Beckham cut in, his voice cold enough to shut her down. Emily fell silent for a moment, seemingly taken aback by his tone. When she spoke again, her voice eased slightly. "I'm saying this for your own good. "Bring Laylah and the boy to Lucero Mansion for dinner tonight. I want to see that child for myself. Don't bring Celia. I don't want her there." Beckham took a slow breath and forced down the anger rising in him. "I already have plans tonight." "What could possibly be more important than coming to see your mother?" Emily snapped. "If I still mean anything to you, you'll bring them here tonight." Before Beckham could say another word, the line went dead. He stared at the dark screen in his hand, jaw tight, with anger surging through his chest. Then he shoved his chair back and got to his feet so abruptly it screeched across the floor. Upstairs, Celia had finished breakfast and gone back to the vanity, her laptop open to the divorce agreement. A new message popped up from Haley. [Read through it yet? Anything you want changed?] Celia replied: [No. It looks good.] Haley: [Then when are you giving it to him?] Celia looked at the screen for a few seconds before replying: [Tomorrow.] Then she typed another message: [Hails, I need you to draft a backup agreement too.] Haley: [What kind of backup agreement?] Celia: [Start with a fallback plan for separation. I want something in place in case he refuses to sign or keeps dragging this out. And I want it to preserve any divorce filing and any related claims I may need later.] Then Haley finally replied with a single line. [Cece, you've changed.] Celia stared at the message. Her hands went still over the keyboard, then a faint tremor crept into her fingertips. Haley was right. The Celia who used to stay quiet, swallow the hurt, and keep waiting for Beckham was gone. Last night's livestream had already snapped something in her, and the quiet humiliation at breakfast was the last straw. That old version of her was over. She could still be hurt, still bleed, but she would never stand there and take it again. This time, she would fight back. Celia: [People change. Especially after they realize how blind they've been.] Haley: [Got it. I'll draft it now. Whatever happens, I'm here.] Celia thanked Haley, then closed the chat and opened another encrypted folder. Inside were years of research findings, published papers, and awards, along with the true identity she had kept hidden for three years. Beckham had never known that she was the chief scientist behind Project Serene, known only as Dr. G. Her phone rang again. This time, it was the lab's emergency line. submitted by /u/Vegetable-Cupcake568 to r/novelromance [link] [comments]
r/novelromance Vegetable-Cupcake568 May 5, 2026
Is my bathroom faucet a Price Pfister?
I'm balls deep in an update project from brushed nickel and shiny gold to black finishes on a 1980s ranch I bought. I've been just refinishing the faucets, but this one will not spin off without drywall damage and i'm not trying to mess with drywall and paint. I'd love to simply spin on black hardware and pop in a couple fresh cartridges. AI thinks it might be Price Pfister hardware from 2006 per the markings on the cartridge ("PP.2006.02.18"). If anyone is nice enough to tell me if they know of a 3 piece I can buy and screw back into this (manifold?) I would be greatly appreciative! https://preview.redd.it/euhzzpjg5kyg1.jpg?width=240&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=bfc78798b444d9b3278de42e0523726f5710b676 https://preview.redd.it/diy12pjg5kyg1.jpg?width=240&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=439872d6c4841efd1da752d90bdc8e0db8e52389 https://preview.redd.it/dug5upjg5kyg1.jpg?width=240&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=536988e4bc58c4d65c0cbf4d6e0c5ab1d3d30d2e submitted by /u/jbr4dsher to r/Plumbing [link] [comments]
r/Plumbing jbr4dsher May 1, 2026
Vanity mirror-mixing brushed gold and matte black
Trying to decide on vanity mirror! Top pic is my current vanity in progress, those lights will be tossed. I have picked out brushed gold faucets, handles, shower hardware. Was thinking matching gold lights above mirror. I can’t find a matching large mirror (84” x 32”) in brushed gold…only matte black. Will the matte black look good? What other things in the bathroom can I install to tie in the black mirror? Black and gold light fixtures? AI pic created on possible look. submitted by /u/gatorgirl1975 to r/BathroomRemodeling [link] [comments]
r/BathroomRemodeling gatorgirl1975 Nov 28, 2025
MOEN WS84760SRN Genta Single-Handle Bathroom Faucet Spot Resist-Brushed Nickel -$55 (UPS Ground Shipping available for $14 more)
For sale: a pre-owned MOEN WS84760SRN Genta Single-Handle Bathroom Faucet in Spot Resist-Brushed Nickel (SRN) finish. Lightly used for only a few years before being replaced with rose/bronze gold fixtures. The regular retail price is $129; offered here at a significantly reduced price of $55, with optional UPS Ground Shipping available for an additional $14. submitted by /u/Due_Ganache115 to r/PHXList [link] [comments]
r/PHXList Due_Ganache115 Nov 25, 2025
Brushed gold bathroom fixtures
Would it look ok to have a “brushed gold” shower fixture with a “champagne gold” faucet and hardware? They look quite similar and will be on opposite walls of the bathroom. I’m pretty set on the shower fixture. Trying to find the right faucet and hardware color! submitted by /u/gatorgirl1975 to r/BathroomRemodeling [link] [comments]
r/BathroomRemodeling gatorgirl1975 Nov 20, 2025
KIBI Circular "brushed gold": help with matching!
I bought a KIBI bathroom hardware set and faucet on in 'brushed gold' and I'm looking for a shower fixture to match. They are very yellow/brassy and not shiny/muted. No rose or orange at all. Has anyone had any success in matching KIBI 'brushed gold' with other brands, or are there any other brands with brushed gold (or brass) that meet this discription? Thanks! submitted by /u/brains_b_baseball to r/bathrooms [link] [comments]
r/bathrooms brains_b_baseball Oct 17, 2025
Kede 4 Inch Faucet 2 Handle Bathroom Sink Faucet Lead-Free Brushed Gold - $30.99 (was $59.99) {48% off}
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r/priceglitch grizzithal Sep 28, 2025
Help.. are brass/brushed gold shower fixtures okay with a white oak vanity with bronze faucets/handles, black tile backsplash wall and black matte shower door fixtures?
As stated, do we think it'll look okay to have matching brass/brushed gold shower handle and fixture set to replace this matte black? Matte black was with the house when I got it and I've been replacing a lot of things in the bathroom (vanity handles, faucets, towel hooks, etc) with brass. I don't intend on replacing the shower glass enclosure matte black hardware, but it still ties in okay with the black tile wall to the right of the pic, right? And black accent tile? submitted by /u/prosecutedmind to r/BathroomRemodeling [link] [comments]
r/BathroomRemodeling prosecutedmind Sep 4, 2025
Help.. are brass/brushed gold shower fixtures okay with a white oak vanity with bronze faucets/handles, black tile backsplash wall and black matte shower door fixtures?
As stated, do we think it'll look okay to have matching brass/brushed gold shower handle and fixture set to replace this matte black? Matte black was with the house when I got it and I've been replacing a lot of things in the bathroom (vanity handles, faucets, towel hooks, etc) with brass. I don't intend on replacing the shower glass enclosure matte black hardware, but it still ties in okay with the black tile wall to the right of the pic, right? And black accent tile? submitted by /u/prosecutedmind to r/BathroomDesigns [link] [comments]
r/BathroomDesigns prosecutedmind Sep 4, 2025
Black-Eyed Susan
Back when I grew up in rural Minnesota, my mother wanted me to keep in touch with my Scandinavian roots. We haven’t lived in the Nordic countries for three generations, but there are still a couple of things that stick around. Behavioral quirks, mostly, and a couple of traditions that’ve been with our family for as long as anyone can remember. Putting porridge out for the forest gnomes was one thing. Mom used to trick me with these dolls that she’d put in the snow and point to, saying; “Don’t move too fast, you’ll scare them.” And let’s not talk about dancing around the maypole. That stuff’s just embarrassing. But the most peculiar tradition is the one about a Midsummer night’s dream. I know, that’s a Shakespeare title, but it’s also a traditional Scandinavian thing. It goes a little something like this; on the evening of Midsummer, you are to collect seven kinds of wildflowers. Then you bundle them up and put them under your pillow. If you do, you are supposed to dream of your one true love. Now, I have three sisters. They were all about romance and predestination, and I couldn’t have cared less if I wanted to. But every year they’d walk hand in hand, collecting wildflowers, and putting them under their pillows. And since I was too young to wander off on my own, I had to stick around. That is, until they decided it was my turn. It was my oldest sister who made the call. She was 12 and I’d just turned 7, but she figured the earlier the better. “You have to tell us what she looks like,” she said. “Like, if she’s tall, or thin, or fat.” “I bet she’s fat,” said my second-oldest sister. “Statistically she’s Chinese or Indian,” said the other. “That’s where there are most girls.” I tried to ignore them, but their cackling got on my nerves. They gathered up some silky aster, blue-eyed grass, silverleaf, wild bergamot, blue sunflowers, and ground plum - but couldn’t get a seventh one. They looked around but couldn’t find one. I just wanted to go home, so I picked up the first thing I saw, sticking out next to a rusted-out barrel. “How about this one?” I said, holding up a yellow flower with a black spot. “That’s a Black-Eyed Susan,” said my oldest sister. “You’re gonna marry a Susan,” grinned another. “Little Susie-woo gonna love you-hoo!” sing-sang the last. I rolled my eyes so hard that they almost popped out of my head as they cackled and teased, putting my hair up in a bow. They bundled up the wildflowers and made me sleep with them under my pillow. I didn’t notice anything strange at first. Just a night like any other. You have such vivid dreams when you’re a kid – like everything just happens faster. You even sleep faster. But this was something else entirely. It wasn’t just a dream; it was an experience. And the worst part is, I didn’t even remember it. I just remembered it was bad. Really, really, bad. It was so bad that I completely blocked it out. I don’t even remember waking up, I just remember laying in the bathtub submerged in cold water I looked up at my three sisters. They looked terrified. My throat was hoarse, and I was wide-awake; but I couldn’t even remember going to bed. “Does it hurt?” my oldest asked. Her voice was different. Lower, careful. I shook my head. “No,” I said. “I’m okay.” “It sounded like it hurt,” she continued. “Like it really hurt.” “I think it was a bad dream.” “Was it her?” asked my youngest sister. “Did you dream of her?” I couldn’t tell. It was just a dark space in the back of my mind that made my pulse shiver when I thought about it. And yet, I knew the answer. “Yeah,” I said. “It was Black-Eyed Susan.” Now, I’ve been teased by my sister my whole life – but they never teased me about Black-Eyed Susan. They’d never seen me like that. I’d woken up screaming at the top of my lungs, rolling around on the floor. They thought I was having a seizure. They took me to the bathroom while my mom called an ambulance. We didn’t talk much about it. They never had me checked for epilepsy, and I was perfectly healthy otherwise. They talked a little about it being some kind of allergic reaction, but I’d never seen a reaction like that. Over time, we came to this unspoken conclusion; that those wildflowers gave me the worst nightmare of my life. And in that nightmare, I saw my one true love. Black-Eyed Susan. I wouldn’t think much about that night over the years to come. It became this distant memory, like your first cold. But every now and then, particularly around Midsummer, I would try to remember what that dream had been like, and something inside me would sink into this bottomless hole in my chest. It teased me. I could concentrate, and I’d see it, but I didn’t want to. To have forgotten was a blessing, and I knew better than to challenge it. But it’s a weird headspace to live in. To have concepts such as ‘true love’ and ‘marriage’ so closely associated with trauma. Especially since all other couples in my life were perfectly fine role models. My mother and father were an extraordinary couple, and while my sisters had some dating life drama, nothing bad ever really happened to them. So as I got into my teenage years, I didn’t want to chase girls and flirt. I didn’t want to fall in love. I joked about it a lot, but the feeling of meeting my one true love felt like throwing my soul down an endless pit. I tried to rationalize it away. It was just a stupid phase. A quirk. It became like a fun party story to tell in my late teens. It was funny, in a way, saying I used to believe in such things. But there was an asterisk stuck to that story every time I told it; a little white lie. I never stopped believing in it. It started to really bother me when I was about 17. At that point I’d been in short relationships, and I’d been in love; but I couldn’t stop thinking that it wasn’t real. That ‘true’ love was out there, and that it was terrifying. Something that would make my heart sink into my stomach. So I decided to just bite the bullet and try the whole thing again – to face my fears. So that Midsummer, I put together seven types of wildflowers again; ending with a Black-Eyed Susan. As kids, we’re very good at handling pain. Or at least we’re resilient. We have time to heal. But when you’re 17, it hits differently. When I went to bed that night I had cold sweats, and I couldn’t stop thinking about what was waiting behind my closed eyes. Would there be a reaction at all, or had I wasted all this time being anxious about nothing? I closed my eyes and tried not to think about it. I counted down from a hundred. Then two hundred. I twisted and turned, trying to get the sweaty covers to stop sticking to my skin. At the slightest stretch, my eyes would pop open. I’d get this ache in my face from trying to keep them closed. But after hours, something clicked. My muscles relaxed, and I caught a whiff of the flowers from under my pillow. And something inside me screamed at me to turn back. To open my eyes – but it was too late. It felt like looking at the bottom of a pool, but straight ahead. A reflective shimmer, ethereal but physical at the same time. Like a night sky that you can push your hands through. I fumbled with my hands, trying to find something to hold on to. There was this swirl in the back of my head, like having a large drink on an empty stomach. Something reached for me and touched my fingertips. Something as hard as fingernails. It poked and prodded me from different angles. A strange voice seeped through me; neutral, genderless, and with an unusual pronunciation. “…where have you been?” it asked. I tried to regain my footing, but there was nothing to hold on to. Just these protrusions from the dark. Finally, I felt myself slowing down. A steadiness – control. Something came out of the dark. Eyes so black that their head look hollow against the night. A vaguely human skull connected to an infinite mass; like a broken flower growing out of cracked concrete. Muscle and vein contracting and compounding at every angle; ripples of flesh with every offset heartbeat. “…it’s been so long.” Something wrapping around my ankle. Tightening. “…come home.” My eyes snapped open, but I wasn’t awake. I could feel her wrapped around my ankle. I pulled away the covers and watched my foot turn blue. It was bending, and I felt nothing. Then the bone snapped. I’ve never experienced something like that. I’ve never broken a bone, and experiencing a trimalleolar fracture in the comfort of your own bed is inhuman. It hurts so bad you lose bladder control, and I couldn’t do anything but to fall out of bed and writhe on the floor, but the pain wouldn’t go away. I just screamed. I tried to reach for my phone, but it’s like it refused to let me reach it. A neighbor heard me. Help came. It would take time for the leg to heal, but bones mend all the time. But true love doesn’t. I pushed the thought of love and marriage out of my life for over a decade. I would shy away from coy smiles and flowery laughter. Some people thought I had a problem with my sexuality. Others thought I was under some kind of religious repression. I tried to explain that relationships just weren’t my thing, but it’s hard to explain without a reason. If I was really pressed about it, I’d say it was a childhood trauma – that usually stopped the questions. I’d do this for years. A string of short-term relationships where I kept hoping and praying I wouldn’t fall in love. Anything to keep me away from that dark space. I couldn’t tell what was going to happen if I met someone who’d make me feel things. Real things. But life isn’t so simple. It would take me years, but when I turned 31, I met her. Lilia hit me like a summer’s breeze the first time I talked to her. It was a birthday party, and she was invited by a mutual friend of ours. Lilia had been working overtime and forgotten all about the party, so she’d joined at the last minute. She showed up in an oversized hoodie and yesterday’s jeans, spending most of the night at the snack table looking at her phone. Her enthusiasm started and stopped at bobbing her head to the music. When I saw that we were out of pretzels I went up to talk to her. “Looking for snacks?” I asked. “Your mom’s a snack,” she snapped back. “Alright, yeah, but I was talking about the pretzels.” She looked at me like I’d struck gold. She’d been so hell-bent on the idea that I was coming up to hit on her that it never even crossed her mind that she’d eaten a full bowl of salty pretzels. She snort-laughed, apologized, and I felt my heart skip a beat. I knew it was trouble. I liked her. Lilia was a work-from-home backend developer. She spent most of her days trying to steer her team though rough deadlines and absurd last-minute changes. She explained it as trying to teach cats algebra while falling out of an airplane. She cycled through periods of insane stress to weeks of coasting, which she’d made into an absurd routine. Clearly something she couldn’t keep up forever. We didn’t start dating right away. We chatted a bit and found out we had a lot in common. She’d been dating this one guy since she was 14 years old, and had only recently turned single, so she wasn’t eager to get back on the market. She didn’t mind my vague “trauma”. She just liked being around me. I think our friends realized we were dating long before Lilia or I did. We just spent time together until one day when we didn’t want it to stop. Still, I couldn’t help but think of Black-Eyed Susan. No matter how soothing Lilia’s snores were, I could still lay awake at night. There was a warmth in my chest as I imagined the smell of wildflowers from my pillow. An ache in my leg, where I could touch the scars. If I were to truly fall in love, what would happen? Those nights came more often. From once every six months or so, to every week. After having dated for about a year, Lilia was eager to help me get over the whole thing. She knew it was a trauma, and she knew I didn’t want to talk about it, but she couldn’t let it go. And of course she couldn’t. She was in a loving relationship with a man who couldn’t say he loved her, and all she knew was that something had happened. It got to a point where it was driving a wedge between us. She wanted to help, and I wanted her to understand. And I could only think of one way to show her. I had to do it again. On Midsummer, we went outside to pick flowers. Lilia was excited, but her smile faded when she felt how serious I was. I did what I’d done every other time; I picked six types, and a final flower would pop out of nowhere. And of course, it’d be the Black-Eyed Susan. I bundled them all up. I could feel a phantom pain cutting into my leg, which gave me a limp. “So what are these for?” she asked. “For sleep,” I said. “And I’m gonna need your help.” “Sure, yeah. Whatever you need.” “If it looks bad, I need you to wake me up.” “How do I know if it’s bad?” I shook my head and took her by the hand. “You’ll know.” I did some preparations. I had gauze and painkillers. Lilia was prepared to call for help if necessary. She still had no idea what was going on, but I could tell she was nervous. Then again, so was I. Problem was, I couldn’t sleep. I just lay there, and she watched me. After about an hour, she crawled up next to me. She knew it was something that happened when I slept, but she wanted to calm me down. “I need you to see this,” I said. “It’s okay,” she whispered. “Go to sleep.” “Promise you’ll keep watch.” “I promise.” I didn’t turn my head to look. I trusted her. So I closed my eyes, let my breathing slow, and felt my head fill with the smell of wildflowers. It was like waking up again. A mild tingle covering my body, like being draped in spider webs. I blinked and blinked, but it was all black. A long, drawn-out breath echoed like a field of sighing flowers. “…beautiful.” A growth coming out of the dark; translucent, like living glass hardening into soft marble. A woman, dragging her legs through the night like she was trudging through a swamp. She grabbed me by the hand, pulling me along. It felt like I was carried through a current. I could see the bedroom from above. I lay there, and Lilia was sitting next to me. I can’t really explain what it felt like. Sort of like watching your reflection blink. I could see her struggling to stay awake, nodding on and off. She was trying so hard. “…is that what beautiful looks like?” Black-Eyed Susan asked. “I don’t even know what you are,” I said. “Of course you do,” she said. “I am your one true love.” The words slithered - a drawn out ‘s’ poisoned the air. I tried not to look at her. It was like the opposite of staring into a sun; the light in your eyes begin to die, and you can feel yourself grow colder. Slower. “You can’t be,” I said. “It’s impossible. “But I am,” she said. “You love me.” She turned her attention to the room hovering in front of us. I could see little tendrils creep under the furniture, reaching for Lilia and me. Long finger-like limbs in layered scales, bending at painful angles. One pulled down her phone. Another moved a chair. Two of them struggled to move the bed. “What are you doing?” I asked. “Passing the time.” One of the tendrils closed around my stomach. There was pressure, like someone tightening a belt. It cut into my hips. Before the pain, I could feel a slight pop. “If you love me, why are you hurting me?” I asked. “How else are you going to get used to it?” she asked back. “Get used to what?” She turned to me, breath reeking of ammonia with every spit of a word. “Us.” A hand closed around my neck. My eyes flung open. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t feel my legs. I flailed with my arm, reaching for Lilia. She got out of bed, only to find that her phone was gone. “What’s wrong?!” she asked. “What’s happening?!” She had to cover her mouth when she saw my neck. She grabbed my arm, but the moment she did, something took hold of her. In the corner of my eye, I saw her getting pulled into the other room; clawing at the carpet with a terrified shriek. My left arm rose out of the bed, as if carried by an unseen string. Two of my fingers popped out of their sockets, like a painful countdown. I couldn’t scream – I could barely think. No oxygen. Lilia came running back and grabbed me. She pulled on my arm, and something let go. I fell out of bed, gasping for air as she cradled my head in her arms. I could see color returning to my hands as two fingers turned purple. I didn’t feel a thing, but I would in a couple of seconds. “Hold on,” Lilia said. “Hold on.” Her phone was gone. She bandaged my fingers and tried to keep them straight. “I’m sorry,” I gasped. “I’m so sorry.” She just shook her head, trying to process what’d happened. There were no words, we just stayed there on the floor. But I could see something in the corners of the room – little quirks and shades. Something was waiting for me to let my guard down. “What’s hurting you?” she asked. “What is it?” Something broke in me as I swallowed my words. But Lilia deserved the truth. “I think she loves me.” Over the coming weeks, I tried my best to explain. Lilia was terrified. She’d never seen anything like it, and there was no explanation that could settle her nerves. It’s one thing to know someone you care about has trauma, but it is another thing entirely to experience something impossible. That can make or break you. But Lilia didn’t break. She started asking questions. Why was I targeted? What was this thing? What did it want? But things were getting strange. It’s as if thinking about Black-Eyed Susan brought her closer to us in a physical, literal way. Like we were building towards something. I would spot movement in the shadows. I’d notice furniture out of place and hear creaking doors in the middle of the night. And of course, it had to be her. She was playing with me. Lilia would stay up at night reading about various Scandinavian traditions. The cast iron scissors under the pillow. The Midsummer Pole. The yearwalk. Trolls, elves, dwarves, and gnomes. She gave me lists of things to ask my parents about, to see if our family had been targeted by something ancient, or evil. But weeks would come and go, and we wouldn’t be anywhere close to an answer. And the shadows would grow longer. Things would disappear. And every night, when I closed my eyes, I’d catch a whiff of earthy wildflowers. Things would quickly progress beyond tricks and shadows. At one point, I was tripped while walking down a flight of stairs. Another time, something pressed down on the gas pedal, sending me straight through a red light. It’s a miracle no one was hurt. Lilia wouldn’t go unscathed either. Electronics would break or go missing. Odd sounds would wake her up at night. She told me that sometimes she’d see a silhouette outside the window, as if someone was trying to catch a peek of us. Every time she looked closer it would turn out to be fallen leaves, or a peculiar branch. It was stressful, but there wasn’t really an option. What else could we do but to stick together and love one another? I don’t remember the moment we moved in together. It just made sense, since we spent all our time together anyway. She just moved more and more of her stuff in, and all of a sudden her place was pretty much empty. So yeah, we lived together. It wasn’t really a conscious decision. Lilia had a couple of rough ideas about what that thing might be. She had a binder with ideas ranging from Arthurian mythology to Djinn and some kind of Polish bird demon. None of them fit perfectly though, and frankly, it was such an odd thing for it all to be tied to this one ancient tradition. How could this thing be my true love? What was I missing? We figured it had to be something connected to that very first night back when I was a kid. When they had to put me in the bathtub to wake me up. For a full year, all we did was try to make it to the next day. It affected pretty much every aspect of our lives. The way we slept at night. The way we cooked. The way we did our laundry. There’d always be something messing up the rhythm of the day. It exhausted us. Not just mentally and physically, but socially. We stopped going out. Hell, we barely even talked. Instead we kept our heads down and tried not to think about it too much, silently hoping for the problem to solve itself as Lilia’s binder gathered dust. But once the next Midsummer came around, there was a difficult discussion to be had. “We can’t live like this.” She’d sat me down at the kitchen table. The light bulb had burned out somehow, despite only being two weeks old. “I’m sorry,” I said. “I wouldn’t blame you if-“ “I’m not going anywhere,” she said. “You know that.” “So what do we do?” She looked around. The kitchen faucet was leaking again. “I suppose we ought to try something,” she said. “You got any suggestions?” “She could kill us,” I said. “We can’t go there.” “Maybe we don’t have a choice.” I just sat there in the dark, counting the seconds. She was right, of course. But that didn’t mean I had to like it. As Midsummer came, we decided we would do this together. We got a single large pillow and gathered the flowers together. We didn’t say a word. We just walked among the wildflowers as a low rumble lingered on the horizon. A damp taste in the air as a storm brewed. But to me, all I could see was the woman I loved, and how she carefully brushed her hands against the tall grass. Even now, she could find something to appreciate. Tradition, ritual, and myth be damned. At that moment, there wasn’t a force in the world that could convince me that she was anything but my actual true love. We rounded out our wildflowers with a Black-Eyed Susan. It was hidden next to a rusted-out barrel, as if trying its best to hide. But like every other year I’d done this, I’d find one. And with all seven wildflowers in hand, we bundled them up, and wandered home – hand in hand. We hugged each other tight as we went to bed. Someway, somehow, we would make it through the night. We had to. When I opened my eyes, something felt different. I thought I was standing in sand, but it was more like a fine concrete dust. The moon covered most of the night sky – but I couldn’t see any stars. There were black trees in the distance; leafless and skeletonized by years of thirst. Along the horizon was a single large tree, tall enough to almost reach the moon itself. An apocalyptic vision, if anything. “Who are you?” A melodic voice. Kind, but unsure. I turned around. Lilia? My first thought was that she looked taller, but that wasn’t it – she was the same as always. It was me that’d gotten shorter. My hands were smaller. I looked down at the 7-year-old version of myself, still dressed in my most comfortable childhood jammies. Lilia didn’t really sound any different, but a child’s ears hear things in other ways. She had the most beautiful voice. “It’s me,” I said. “Somehow.” “You’re really cute,” she smiled. “But I don’t get it.” “I don’t either. Maybe we’re not supposed to.” “Maybe.” We wandered down a trail, hand in hand. There was no one around. No wind blowing through dead plains. No birds in the sky. No chirping cicadas, and no rustling leaves. Just feet on dust. “There’s no one here,” I said. “This can’t be it.” “Did we do it wrong?” she asked. “I don’t think so. She’s usually here by now.” Lilia blinked, looking around. Then something dark settled over her eyes. “What if she is?” She let go of me and brushed her arms up and down in a self-hug. Something she usually did when stressed. We wandered around for what felt like hours. Nothing happened. No one came to disturb us. It was just her, me, and nothingness. No Black-Eyed Susan, and nothing to tear us apart. “Does this mean you’re my true love?” she asked. “I mean, I am dreaming of you.” “That would make you mine too,” I smiled. “I thought that was occupied.” “I thought so too.” But there was no one there to challenge that claim. We just smiled at one another. That had to be it. Despite it all, something good had to come out of this. But no matter where we went, or for how long, nothing happened. We started to worry. We weren’t waking up. We didn’t get hungry, or thirsty, or tired; it was just this complete stage of emptiness. We would walk down forgotten paths for what felt like hours, strolling past sand-burnt concrete ruins. I don’t know how much time passed. It might’ve been days, it might’ve been months. It was impossible to tell, and Lilia always had this amazing ability to make every moment pass by in a flash. She was impossible not to love. Even then, and even there, we’d make jokes and laugh. Though I couldn’t get over the feeling of being stuck in my younger self. You don’t realize how much you’ve changed until you step back into old shoes like that. Then I noticed something; a flicker of yellow. Right there, behind a rusted-out old barrel, was a Black-Eyed Susan. The same yellow flower I’d found on that fateful Midsummer night as a kid. I don’t know how I recognized it, but I did. It was the same flower, it had to be. I picked it up and showed it to Lilia. “Strange, huh?” I said. “Only one of these I’ve seen around.” “I wonder what it does,” she said. “You think it means-“ Her voice cut out. The light warped in front of me, blurring like I was watching through a thin layer of rushing water. I could feel a tingle in my eyes. Lilia looked different. Further away. “…don’t go!” she called out. “What are you doing?” “I’m not, I just picked this, I-“ I held it out and dropped it – giving her one last flower. We drifted apart. Something shifted. My head rolled back, and I felt this intense heat settling into my head. Then a coolness – someone trying to lower my temperature. Young voices, terrified. Lilia drifting further away, screaming at me to stay with her. Her voice goes from beautiful, to desperate, to something else. She would scream how much she loved me, and then scream at how much she hated me. I would leave her in that place for what would equate to eternities - for her to twist and turn in a place where she’d have nothing but her thoughts and regrets; where a starless sky would seep into her, whispering things to do. Ways she would play whenever I returned. Her head spinning with tales of djinn, and mares, and demons. It would just be seconds passing as I felt her disappear, but in those seconds there would be eons. Long enough for a body to forget what humans looked like. For a mind to forget what love is supposed to be. For a word, or a phrase, to change. True love. An ammonia-reeking scream reflected off a fractured space as she reached for me, trying to pull me back through the breaking light. A hand so warm that it burned my face. How could I be so cruel as to leave her for endless time to suffer? How could I be so selfish? Black-Eyed Susan. Lilia. My one, true, love. Then I woke up. My head burst through the water as I looked up at my three sisters. I was 7 years old, and still in my jammies – submerged in the bathtub of my childhood home. And as healthy young minds do, my memories healed themselves; sealing away a trauma for me to uncover years down the line. Life would turn out the same way. Awkward teenage years. Short relationships. And I’d come back to that broken place time and time again, and she would play her games; reminding me of the betrayal she felt. And I wouldn’t understand. That is, until one night, when I woke up alone. We’d gone to bed together, but only one had made it back. I’d lived a life twice, and I hadn’t even realized it. I stumbled into the shower, set it to cold, and collapsed. I could just think of one thing to say. “I’m sorry. I’m so, so, sorry.” Another view of the world from behind a shimmer – be it warm tears or running water. Today, I’m 47. Never married. No serious dating. I go back to Lilia every year, hoping I can find something to remind her of what she used to be. I’ve tried bringing things along; something to bring her back with me. I’ve yet to find anything useful. It doesn’t work like that. Sometimes I try to stay a little longer, but the pain is unbearable. I suspect one day, she’ll kill me – and I won’t come back. I suppose that’s the only way this can end. I try not to think about it, but when I do, I try to convince myself that I will end up the same way as her. Maybe we can find solace in our madness. Maybe we’ll live together in a paradise of dust and strange moons. I don’t know. I don’t think that old tradition just shows you true love. I think it will take you to a place where you can meet. But perhaps that place isn’t what it used to be. Maybe there used to be more flowers, and dancing. I’ve asked my sisters about what they’ve seen the times they’ve done this. All they tell me about is handsome men and blue skies. I guess we don’t all go to the same place. After all, true love isn’t the same for everyone. If there truly is someone for everyone, well, then we must face some hard facts. They could live across the world. They could have passed away. Or maybe they’re just not what you expected. But the older I get, the less I worry. Maybe I’ll wake up in that bathtub a third time, years from now. And if not, then at least I get to see her again. There must be something of Lilia left in Black-Eyed Susan. There has to be. Or else she wouldn’t still be my one true love. submitted by /u/Saturdead to r/nosleep [link] [comments]
r/nosleep Saturdead May 31, 2025
Signature Hardware Matching Brushed Gold with another brand
Hi everyone! Has anyone purchased the Signature Hardware Lattimore Shower System in Brushed Gold or any other Signature Hardware collections in that finish? I’m trying to find a bathroom faucet in a matching brushed gold tone—has anyone had luck with a match from brands like Kohler, Moen, or others? Thanks in advance for any suggestions! https://preview.redd.it/d073i850k9te1.png?width=806&format=png&auto=webp&s=7d838ff5c019bdc652f61f05b5035251eb164169 Hello submitted by /u/Comfortable_Cook3495 to r/bathrooms [link] [comments]
r/bathrooms Comfortable_Cook3495 Apr 6, 2025
[Amazon] #ad SR SUN RISE Shower System with Push Button Diverter Bathroom Luxury 10 Inch Rain Shower Head with Handheld Spray, High Pressure Shower Faucet Combo Set with Faucet Trim Repair Kits, Brushed Gold, with 50% off, for $119.99
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r/DealsRUs TrinketsNKinks Oct 24, 2024
Do the gold and chrome accents clash?
Hello! I recently renovated my bathroom and picked out the brushed gold accents. My vanity and mirror were there before. I know mixed metals are allowed but I can’t tell if I like the two of them together. I’m just not sure I want to spend the money right now on a new light fixture and faucet unless you think it looks bad. I really appreciate any feedback! Also FWIW my bathroom tiles are a lighter blue than what they are showing in this picture. submitted by /u/BESfriends to r/interiordecorating [link] [comments]
r/interiordecorating BESfriends Sep 4, 2024
Which handles for my vanity
Looking for opinions on which handles to pick for this vanity. Me and my husband have different opinions he said to ask others. The all black or the black and gold (possibly different styles). I have attached some images of our other choices (faucet, bathroom fixtures, vanity light). My vision is black handles, gold Faucets (or brushed brass), black mirror, gold vanity light. I'm also open to black handles and black faucet if the mixing of colours is a rule breaker... He thinks the black and gold will tie in the gold faucet better. I can see his point, but up against this wood I think the all black looks best. Our shower is large black hex with dark gold (almost brassy) shower fixtures. Who's right?! Thank you!! submitted by /u/pandamanda2022 to r/InteriorDesign [link] [comments]
r/InteriorDesign pandamanda2022 Aug 8, 2024
Redoing Our Master Bathroom Vanity - Stuck on all the “gold” toned faucets & Fixtures
Hello, We are currently redoing our master bathroom vanity. Bathroom will be painted Sherwin Williams Marshmalllow, With cabinets painted Benjamin Moore Grey Cloud. We picked out a countertop from a remnants place in super white quartzite - white with grayish swirls that actually has chrome reflects. We were pretty set on gold faucets, mirror, lights, and hardware but are struggling to find golds that we feel all “go.” We settled on 2 mirrors that have a very thin gold frame, and started looking at gold lights (decided to stay with overhead rather than sconces), though weren’t too excited about any choices we saw. We found one that wasn’t terribly offensive - a satin brass with 3 frosted globes that we would hang as upward facing. We have not committed to these yet. We decided to go look at faucets and our plumber, whom we trust implicitly, recommended Moen, Delta, or Kohler in that order. We prefer the price point of the Delta, and found ourselves looking at finishes at a local store. Looks like delta’s only gold tone is Champagne Bronze, which is a finish that I really like but it doesn’t match anything else. Moen has a brushed gold that is exactly the tone I’d hoped to find but 1) ouch on price. 2) also doesn’t really match the lights (could maybe get away with the mirror since the frame is so fine). This then leaves Kohler, which was our plumber’s third choice but just as expensive as the Moens. They do have a satin brass that appears to match the light fixture we are kind of ok with, but it’s honestly my least favorite tone of gold. Please help. We know we still have to come up with gold hardware and potentially towel ring hangers and have light switches we can play with too. Our current faucets are a brushed antique silver Victorian style wide set (don’t recall the brand. They might be Kingston brass). Thanks! submitted by /u/saintursuala to r/HomeImprovement [link] [comments]
r/HomeImprovement saintursuala Apr 1, 2023
Can anyone recommend a good bathroom faucet similar the Adan Faucet by West Elm?
Looking for alternative since this one is insanely expensive! submitted by /u/the-ron to r/midcenturymodern [link] [comments]
r/midcenturymodern the-ron Aug 8, 2022
Brushed gold interior hardware
I am looking to outfit the kitchen and bathroom hardware such as faucets, cabinet door handles, shower heads, etc with brushed gold and I was wondering if anybody had success with buying these items from different manufacturer and having the items be of similar color/shine. If not what strategies did you use? submitted by /u/mightycat to r/HomeImprovement [link] [comments]
r/HomeImprovement mightycat Aug 2, 2022
Wall Mounted Shower Faucet Set for Bathroom with High Pressure - Brushed Gold 3 functions handheld shower head and single function rain shower head,8 inches rain shower head and handheld shower head offer consistent powerful shower even under low water pressure.Pressure balancing valve cartridge...
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r/HomeDecorInspiration tomarv99 Mar 6, 2022
I thought I had Morgellons. I wish that's all it was.
If you’ve never heard of Morgellons disease, you’re lucky. Unfortunately, that luck is about to run out. Officially, Morgellons – “discovered” in 2001 – is just a form of delusional parasitosis, which is a fancy term for thinking you’re infested with parasites. Unofficially, it’s more than that. Victims of Morgellons will tell you that their skin – as well as their sores, hives, welts, hair follicles, and sometimes pores – are full of alien fibers. The internet is full of images depicting Morgellons fibers. Even so, the medical community will tell you that Morgellons is nothing but a mental illness. That’s because they never met my mother. She was the teenage bride of a doomed electrician who fried himself to death before I was born. He left her a jobless widow with a toddler and a baby on the way. So she moved in her parents. It was miserable. My grandfather couldn’t stand her, and my grandmother regarded her with what I can only describe as benevolent contempt. My uncle James, who was seventeen years old, needled her and teased my sister Claire constantly. My mom made the best of a bad situation. My earliest memories are cuddling with her and Claire in a blanket fort, reading “Franklin’s Halloween” and “Miss Suzy” by flashlight. My second memory is sitting in that same blanket fort the day my grandma died, watching wriggling blue strings erupt from Mom’s skin. “Claire!” she screamed. “Claire, help me!” Claire pinched one of the wriggling strings between her fingers and pulled. It came out like the longest of ingrown hairs, gleaming wetly in the light. She saw me watching and yelled: “Get out!” I crawled out of the fort and cried myself to sleep as mom alternately pulled blue threads out of her arms and scratched her skin off. I woke to the sound of my grandfather’s pained voice. “You know what this means.” “Don’t start!” Mom shouted. “Don’t! My mother just died!” I shifted. Claire set a warning hand on my shoulder and squeezed. “My wife just died,” was the quiet response. “And how her – her insanity - is going to come through you. You know it.” “But it isn’t my fault!” “It doesn’t matter,” Grandpa said gently. “I have a son to protect.” “What about me? What about your grandchildren?” She began to cry. There came the sound of a scuffle. My mother cried out as Grandpa snarled: “I don’t know, but I can’t have this!” I opened my eyes a crack. Grandpa squeezed Mom’s arm. Even from the distance, I could see the injuries: cruel welts, bleeding scratches, weeping sores. “Chloe –” “Shut up!” Mom screamed. A sharp crack rang out. Mom reeled back. My mouth fell open. He’d hit her. My grandfather had hit my mother. “It’s your fault,” my mother whispered. “And hers.” My grandfather didn’t answer. After a while, Mom wiped her face. “What do I do when I find them?” “Whatever you want,” Grandpa said. “As long as they aren’t mine or my son’s. Now leave.” His voice broke. “Please.” “I have nowhere to go.” Mom’s voice was so shrill and broken that it terrified me. “You’re a mother,” my grandfather said. “You’ll figure it out.” After two weeks in a women’s shelter, my mother found a waitressing job. Within a short amount of time she found two more part-time jobs, and a few weeks later, we moved into a one-bedroom apartment with mineral-crusted faucets and water-stained walls. She took a fourth job to maintain this rockstar lifestyle. Claire started school soon after, and at the ripe old age of four I became a latchkey kid. I subsisted on chicken-in-a-biscuit crackers and public access TV. Sometimes I leafed through our meager stash of picture books, but doing so recalled the blanket fort days. The memories were painful by that time, so I didn’t look at the books often. My mother had no time for me. She came home every night and locked herself in the bathroom, sometimes alone, sometimes with Claire. Soon after, the sound of scratching always filled the apartment: rough, painful, endless. She’d finally emerge hours later, arms wrapped in blood-stained toilet paper, and settle herself on the couch. Sometimes she had metallic strings in her hands: blue or red or green, yellow or purple. Mostly, though, she left them under the bathroom cabinet. I spent so many solitary hours studying these ropes, running them between my fingers and frowning. What were they? Why did they come out of my mom? And – the most frightening question of all: Would they one day come out of me? One evening, my mother came home in the best mood I’d ever seen. A grocery bag hung from her shoulder. “Guess what?” “What?” Claire asked. She looked tired, and no wonder; I can only imagine what it’s like to be eight years old and your mother’s caretaker. Mom danced over and emptied the bag on the couch. DVDs, popcorn, candy. I cheered as she proclaimed: “It’s movie night!” We changed into our pajamas, watched four movies and gorged on junk food. It was bliss. One of my only golden memories. I was settled between them, on the cusp of sleep and brimming with happiness, when Mom screamed. I jerked to attention, heart threatening to explode from my chest. “Get away!” she shrieked. “Both of you!” Mom shot up. The blankets tangled around her feet. She tripped and skidded forward; the friction of the floorboards dragged her nightgown up over her hips. Right then, my heart broke for her. I clambered to my feet and approached her with the same caution one might use when approaching a downed elephant. The flashlight lay on the floor several feet away, throwing her legs into sharp relief. There was something wrong with her feet. Terrible, overwhelming fear curdled in my belly. “Claire?” I whimpered. The skin was moving. Roiling like long grass in the wind. Tiny lumps threw odd shadows across the floor and quivered. “Don’t look,” Claire said. “It’s okay.” But it clearly wasn’t okay. The lumps on my mother’s feet split and grew, creating a network of hideous sores. They continued to roil and pop, like something inside was struggling to escape. Images of hairy spiders and shiny centipedes filled my head. Then I saw them: tiny, thread-like legs the color of gold, emerging from the sores. Claire went to my mother, but Mom shoved her away. “Don’t touch them! Don’t you see the color?” They grew from my mother’s wounds, waving languidly until they touched the floor. Then they began to crawl. Three legs, then six, then a dozen, sprouting from her sores like bizarre flowers. I kept expecting the bodies to follow, and what awful bodies they would be, attached to these terribly long, unnatural legs. But bodies never came. Just legs. Legs like golden thread, legs like silver thread, legs like ruby thread, legs like black thread, erupting from my mother’s skin and piling on the floor. Something compelled me just then. I don’t know what it was, even now. But I swallowed my fear and marched to my mother’s side. “No!” she screamed. “Claire!” Claire tried to grab me, but I shoved her away. Then I grabbed the pile of golden threads – slippery, fine, and strangely jointed – and began to braid the strands. They glimmered in the flashlight like precious metal. When I reached the end, I pinched the threads between my fingers and pulled. Finally, with a small, twinkly sort of pop, they came free. I tied off the braid and examined my work, overwhelmed with wonder. The braid was alive; I watched, entranced, as expanded and deflated, expanded and deflated. With a furious cry, my mother snatched the braid off the floor. “Don’t ever,” she screamed, “ever do that again!” She hobbled to the bedroom, whimpering as her injured feet brushed against the rug. Claire went after her. I tried to follow, but she whirled around and shoved me away. I fell into the coffee table and clipped my head on the corner. I watched, stunned, as Claire ushered my mother inside and slammed the door. Pain set in, swiftly overtaking the shock, and I cried. No one came to check on me. The next morning, they left – Claire for school, Mom for work - without so much as a goodbye. I stewed in my own misery for hours. Around lunchtime, I went into the bathroom and opened the cabinet. Sure enough, sitting like a crown jewel atop the pile of strings and fibers, was the glimmering golden braid. My reverence was short-lived. The sight of it – a potent reminder of my misery and loneliness - incited bitter anger. I quickly found a pair of scissors and cut the braid into pieces. Cruel satisfaction swelled each time a bright, beautiful strand hit the floor. Claire didn’t back from school that day. I didn’t even care; I imagined her and my mother, traipsing around town eating ice cream and seeing movies. That was the kind of thing you did with your favorite child, wasn’t it? My mother finally came home at ten. She walked in, moaning and whimpering. I didn’t even acknowledge her. She didn’t acknowledge me, either; she simply trudged into the bathroom. After a moment, she screamed. “What have you done?” She bolted out of the bathroom and ran at me. I cringed, expecting her to strike me. Instead she fell to her knees and threw the cut-up braids at me. “You killed her! Do you know what you’ve done? You killed your sister!” She screamed and raged at me. I stared, paralyzed like a snake before a charmer. After a while, she dragged herself back to the bathroom. She didn’t speak to me until the following Saturday, when she woke me early. “Get dressed.” She thrust a secondhand black dress at me. “Where are we going?” I asked. “Claire’s funeral,” she answered curtly. I will never forget the way my sister looked, nestled in her casket like a wax doll. The altar before her was covered in framed photos of her. Claire and me, Claire and my mother, Claire with friends… And Claire and our grandmother. When I saw that particular photo, I froze. Grandma’s arms were full of scars. Faded ropes like snakes, cruel divots like someone had scooped her flesh away, dozens of white marks peppering her from shoulder to wrist. That night I dreamed of Claire, writhing in her coffin as fibers exploded from her eyes. Over the next few years, my mom’s health – physical and mental – deteriorated. Her arms were perpetually infected. After a while, they began to smell. She lost one job after another. We rarely left the apartment, but when we did, there’d inevitably be another warning or notice tacked to the front door. On a January night, the power went out. One minute I was munching crackers while the TV blared. The next, everything was dark. I cringed, expecting my mom to panic. Instead, she said: “Let’s build a blanket fort!” She found candles and a flashlight, and fort-building commenced. It was freezing cold that night, but in my memory I’m warm and comfortable, and the room is golden. We settled in with Miss Suzy and Franklin’s Halloween. I snuggled up against my mother. Her voice lulled me into that warm limbo between slumber and wakefulness. Illustrations swam before my eyes and bled slowly into dreams. The next morning, I woke up alone. I sat up, sleepy and confused. For just an instant, I saw something wriggling into my arm: a golden thread, slipping into my skin like a worm through earth. Panic swept over me. “Mom!” I screamed. “Mom!” I searched the bedroom, living room, and kitchen. Nothing. Then I tried the bathroom door. It was locked. I waited outside for a very long time. After many hours, I gathered the courage to fetch my neighbor, who called 911. The social worker didn’t mince words. “Your mother was ill. She ended her own life.” “No! They killed her!” I launched into a hysterical description of the strings in her skin. “Look!” I rolled my sleeve up, revealing the golden thread under my skin. “I have them too!” Suffice to say, my life was hell for a few years. Mental illness. Psychosis. Parasitosis. One nurse even heard the word Morgellons, spoken hesitantly like a dirty word. It was awful. But I came through it okay - if you don’t count the nightmares, or the choking panic I felt whenever I saw a loose thread on my skin. I told myself to forget it all. As I got older, I succeeded; by the time I graduated college, I forgot it all. Until three months ago. I’d settled in on the sofa after a long day. My boyfriend was in the kitchen boiling water for tea. I was pleasantly exhausted. I leaned back and stretched. On my arms was a scratch. And, growing through it like a sprout through concrete, I saw a gleaming golden fiber. I sat up and pinched it between my fingertips. It pulsed under my skin, warm and slick. I pulled. It came out painfully, unraveling like something from a nightmare. There it was, cear as day: a glistening thread growing out of my skin. My boyfriend came into the room. “Hey, babe?” I spun around, mind struggling to formulate an explanation. But I turned too sharply, too carelessly, and the fiber snapped. The last inch retracted into my skin with a sting. The rest hung from my fingertips, drifting dreamily. And – with a floor-shaking, heartbreaking thud – my boyfriend collapsed. He was gone before the floor. A stroke, the hospital said. My world shattered. And things got worse: exactly three weeks and two days after my boyfriend died, I found another thread. It snaked along just below the skin, fully visible but just out of reach. Rich, shining russet. I went to the doctor. “Looks like an ingrown hair,” she said. “Can you cut it out?” “There’s not really any need.” “It hurts,” I lied. “And itches like hell.” She did as I asked. When she removed it, she pulled too hard and snapped it in two. I went into work the next morning and immediately knew something was wrong. The somber atmosphere clung to everything like a wet blanket. Even my partner Selena – no-nonsense, tough-as-nails Selena - was crying. “What’s wrong?” I asked. She wiped her eyes. “Marcus.” Marcus was our boss, and one of my best friends outside work. He’d died the previous afternoon, right in the middle of my doctor appointment. Four days later, I found a silver fiber poking through my skin. I pulled; the tip broke off. I used a sewing needle to remove the rest. The next day, my neighbor told me that the landlord’s new baby had died. Everything finally clicked into place. I called in sick and lay in bed, weeping. The threads and fibers grew and poked and snaked under my skin. It was all I could do not to scratch the way my mother had. Because if I scratched, threads would break. If I pulled, they would snap. And somehow, some way, people would die. I was stuck. I couldn’t pull them out, couldn’t go to the doctor, couldn’t do anything. I couldn’t kill people. But I couldn’t live that way, either. To cut a long story short, I tried to kill myself. But Selena – afraid I would be fired, and determined to help me – found me in time. Even so, she was almost too late; my heart stopped. I needed resuscitation, and afterward I spent two weeks drifting in and out of consciousness. When I finally surfaced, the first thing I did was check my arms. I couldn’t believe it: no welts, no scratches, no bumps, no fibers or threads. Just clear, clean skin. I improved exponentially after that. It was a delusion, I decided. Brought on by trauma, like before. I’m better now. I believed that. I really did. Then Selena came to visit me in the hospital. I immediately choked up. How do you talk to the person who saved you from yourself? Luckily, she made it easy. We spoke for over an hour. Then suddenly she scratched her arm and yelped. “What?” I asked. “I don’t know. A splinter?” She held her arm out. On her wrist was a pale welt. And sprouting from that welt, a delicate golden fiber. I didn’t say anything. Why would I? Even if she believed me, she’d want answers. I don’t have any. I’m just glad it isn’t me anymore. submitted by /u/Dopabeane to r/nosleep [link] [comments]
r/nosleep Dopabeane Nov 8, 2018